Evil As Humans Ch206

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 206: Unfinished

“Are you sure?”

“The person who came to negotiate conditions with you that day is indeed lifeless.” Shen Mo stretched his limbs on the sofa in the meeting room, in a relaxed posture. “Unfortunately, they fought too fiercely, and I could only watch from a distance. If I had gotten closer, maybe I could have seen more.”

“……”

Wei Huaqian’s face darkened.

“They can fight against those things? Since when does Shian have such a trump card…”

Seeing Wei Huaqian pondering with a solemn expression, Shen Mo chuckled. He poured himself a cup of hot tea. “It’s already this late, and you’re still worried about Shian’s trump card. No wonder Sunken Society has been declining year after year. Xiao Wei, if you don’t want to be a Charon, you’re better off running an underground workshop.”

Wei Huaqian took a few deep breaths and suppressed his anger gracefully. “What do you think?”

Shen Mo waved his hand casually, and an arm disappeared crisply into thin air, revealing a deep darkness where it used to be.

“The more corruption sources we release, the easier it is for us to come into contact with the Other Side. Even if you’re only half a Charon, you must have noticed something.”

“Those things on the Other Side want to merge the two worlds and control the human world?” Wei Huaqian’s response showed a hint of impatience.

“That’s why I said you’re more suited to be a boss of an underground workshop. The Other Side is similar in nature to the internet. Do you think the internet needs any ‘merging of two worlds’?” Shen Mo spoke while retracting his hand, which had disappeared into the void. His movements were slow, and the muscles on his arm were tense, as if he had caught something heavy.

“Controlling the human world… that statement is somewhat relevant. I think Shian will eventually realize that our collaborators from the Other Side can’t rely solely on Sunken Society to diligently spread corruption sources. Do you think those formidable things would leave the initiative in the hands of the inept Sunken Society?”

With a thud, a bloodied, naked body fell onto the carpet. Xiang Jiang’s eyes were tightly closed, his breathing shallow, as if unconscious or asleep. And beside him, Xiang Hai crouched closely. Only a faint shadow remained of the fierce ghost. Even so, it still opened its huge mouth and vigilantly exuded a ghostly aura.

“The Other Side definitely has other means to influence the human world, so I specially invited our esteemed guest.”

Shen Mo retracted his hand, and his face revealed an undisguised interest.

“Enough with the detours. You don’t really have a sense of existential crisis for humanity.” Wei Huaqian glanced at the fallen Xiang Jiang without much care. “Since you know that the Other Side has an ace up its sleeve, the more you know, the faster you’ll die.”

“If we are willing to assist them at all costs, they won’t be foolish enough to turn against us.”

Shen Mo shrugged his shoulders.

“We’ve come this far in the conversation, you surely understand, right? Xiao Wei, our interests are aligned.”

Wei Huaqian: “…”

He looked up and down at the handsome man in front of him, whose smile was full of charm.

Yes, he had long known that Shen Mo would never be satisfied with the current Sunken Society. After gaining the abilities of a Charon during the Divine Descent, Shen Mo betrayed Shian without any warning, assisting Sunken Society in stealing a large amount of classified information and precious spiritual weapons from Shian.

At that time, Shen Mo held a significant position in Shian. He even produced the “Evil Fruit” knife that was sealed by Shian.

A person like him could easily utilize his abilities to escape abroad and sell everything, living a more prosperous life than anyone in Sunken Society. However, Shen Mo chose to join Sunken Society and devoted all his energy to exploring the Other Side.

Wei Huaqian’s greatest ambition was to become a Charon, obtaining an extraordinary lifespan and formidable abilities. But what Shen Mo desired was something even more insane—

“You want to assist the Other Side and completely disrupt the existing order.”

Wei Huaqian moved his lips.

“…You want the current situation to turn into chaos.”

Without Shian’s suppression and police jurisdiction, powerful cultivators could roam freely in the dark corners of society, indulging in their nature and desires through the law of the jungle. Under the corruption, more people would see evil creatures and even awaken their own abilities, plunging further into madness.

With these creatures running rampant and the world in chaos, someone like Shen Mo would become a legendary figure, surpassing billions of people, almost like a myth.

Just like the legendary Great Celestial Master Zhong Yi.

Faced with Wei Huaqian’s speculation, Shen Mo didn’t answer. He merely tugged at the corner of his mouth with a burning and pure gaze, as if questioning—

Is it not allowed?

So Wei Huaqian gave his answer.

“Our interests are indeed aligned. Do as you please. I don’t care.”

……

“Ah? Do as you please. I don’t care.”

After Yin Ren was awakened by Zhong Chengshuo’s shaking, his spinal cord bypassed his brain and gave an automatic response.

He fell asleep, but he couldn’t be blamed. The meeting in Shian had been going on for nearly six hours, and Professor Li and Fu Xingchuan had argued internally at least ten times. Of course, the main focus was on the handling of the subsequent situation, which inevitably involved Yin Ren and Zhong Chengshuo.

Not long ago, Minister Li Nian of Shian officially introduced the two of them—

Yin Ren, the Great Celestial Master Zhong Yi from a thousand years ago, and the master of Shian’s founding ancestor. Mr. Yin was a senior evil with a thousand years of experience, recently forced to switch to being a “Fear” Elemental cub. He could fight—very well in fact—but seemed reluctant to do so.

Zhong Chengshuo, the former Fear who was kicked out of the retirement home on the Other Side, currently deeply fused with a human body. The advantage was that he couldn’t be killed no matter what, but the downside was that, apart from this advantage, his combat power was quite limited. He held a master’s degree from A University, currently passionate about scientific research while searching for his sister, and if possible, he still wanted to publish research papers.

Also, the two of them were currently in a passionate cohabitation relationship, and their relationship was relatively stable.

For a moment, the meeting room fell silent—including Qi Xin. She looked at Zhong Chengshuo with an extremely complicated expression that almost distorted her features.

Zhong Chengshuo innocently locked eyes with her, as if he were only a step away from wearing a sign around his chest that read “Purely Innocent”. Beside Zhong Chengshuo, Yin Ren couldn’t bear the long meeting and tilted his head on Zhong Chengshuo’s shoulder, blatantly taking a nap.

Good news, two Fears.

Bad news, they both seemed useless.

Watching Qi Xin’s face grow increasingly displeased, Zhong Chengshuo decided to wake Yin Ren up. Yin Ren’s first reaction was not to check on Qi Xin but to scan his companions.

Ge Tingting had a serious expression, seemingly calm in the face of “everyone being formidable”. Lu Xiaohe looked at Zhong Chengshuo with a complicated expression, but there was no hidden anger on her face. Huang Jin—Huang Jin covered his face with both hands, emitting an aura of despair, as if he had lost all hope and no one knew what he was thinking.

Fu Tianyi, who was next to Huang Jin, was unconscious.

So this was the case. Yin Ren calmly withdrew his gaze. It seemed that everything Shian needed to say had been said while he was dozing off.

“I really don’t mind. I can cooperate with any work.” Faced with the various expressions of his colleagues, Yin Ren quickly patted his cheeks and straightened his posture.

“…It’s not that simple.”

Li Nian rubbed his temples, not bothering to conceal the weariness in his tone.

“The corruption outside is spreading, Xiang Jiang has betrayed us, and Fu Xingchuan personally defeated him. I can, for the time being, request his reinstatement. But whether it’s your and Zhong Chengshuo’s identities or Qi Xin’s situation, it’s difficult to coordinate them in a short period of time.”

“Mm, the opponent has become clever.”

Fu Xingchuan added, supplementing his old partner.

“If it were the Divine Descent twenty years ago, the situation would be critical, and decisions would be made quickly. Now, the corruption is simmering, seemingly under control. If your situations were to be reported, who knows how long it would take to resolve them.”

Yin Ren rubbed his temples. “So?”

Li Nian fell silent for a moment and then spoke with some difficulty. “My suggestion is to wage a protracted war. Since Love intends to continue its continuous assault on the gaps to interfere with the human world… We should utilize the power of Yin Ren and Qi Xin to reinforce all weaknesses and seal Love on the Other Side. During this time, we’ll mobilize all of Shian’s forces to completely destroy the sources of corruption. Love will be trapped in the gaps, either retreating back to the Other Side or deteriorating within the gaps. We just need to persevere through generations, and we will eventually find better solutions.”

‘Orderly and moderate, not much different from sealing,’ Yin Ren thought. In the past, he had sealed the Six Evil Spirits at the request of Huajisi because he couldn’t completely eliminate them. After so many years, it seemed that Shian’s approach to handling things hadn’t changed much.

“The way I see it, Love clearly has other ambitions, and delays can lead to unforeseen changes.”

Fu Xingchuan took a sip of tea and cleared his throat forcefully.

“According to Qi Xin’s statement, a new Joy and Disgust will be born, and Love can still persuade them to return. I suggest fully supporting Yin Ren to become stronger and deal with Love in one go.”

With the leader of the Human Harvesting Project gone, the next Love wouldn’t have the aura of a “Hero that slayed Fear”. It was hard to say what the situation would be on the Other Side. If the Elementals continue to cause chaos for tens of thousands of years, humans may disappear on their own in the river of history.

“But if Yin Ren becomes the main force, the higher-ups will certainly be concerned about this ‘new threat’ posed by Yin Ren,” Li Nian said helplessly. “His life will be severely affected.”

Fu Xingchuan smiled calmly. “Well, we can’t beat Yin Ren right now anyway. When the time comes, we can bring out the ‘Great Celestial Master’ card and scare those administrators—there are different ways to deal with strength.”

“You can do whatever you want, but I have only one request,” Qi Xin chimed in elegantly, turning her head to the side. “Once things are settled here, I want the Fear cub to willingly come back with me and restore order on the other side.”

As they spoke, Yin Ren’s mind was filled with endless chatter, like a never-ending parent-teacher conference. He stood up straight, causing the chair to emit a sharp creaking sound.

The arguments in the meeting room came to an abrupt halt.

Zhong Chengshuo: “Yin Ren?”

“Let’s eat. I’m hungry,” Yin Ren said in a deep tone. “Unit 9’s mission is to find the missing people; investigating the school’s corruption is just a side task. Now that Mr. Le, who was planning the school corruption, is dead, the mission on this side is complete.”

Lu Xiaohe suddenly raised her head, and even Li Nian was visibly taken aback. “You…”

“Unit 9 still has work to do. The missing people case hasn’t been solved yet, and the passage to the Other Side has been established, hasn’t it?”

Yin Ren waved his hand.

“You guys can argue about the follow-up tasks all you want. I’m definitely going to continue investigating the missing people case. Once the assignments are settled, we’ll do the assigned tasks and calculate the bonuses accordingly. I’ll cooperate.”

His tone was not much different from any other Shian employee, just with a touch of weariness, as if this was a regular work report meeting.

“Ma… Master Yin, this decision affects the future direction of humanity. In the worst-case scenario, the whole world could descend into chaos! How could you—”

Fu Tianyi finally caught his breath and exclaimed incredulously.

His hair was still standing on end from his “fortunate participation in an important mission to safeguard the world”.

“I was never interested in the bigger picture, and I don’t remember when I became a superhero. Let humans deal with their own affairs.”

Yin Ren forcefully rubbed his face.

“But I promised Lu Xiaohe that I would save her mother. Now, does anyone have anything else?”

“There’s a special sale at the supermarket tonight, so I need to leave work early.” Zhong Chengshuo stood up as well. “Now that the situation has been explained, can I have my ‘relic’ phone back?”

After speaking, he solemnly nodded to several members of Unit 9 and sincerely apologized for keeping them in the dark, saying, “The situation was special, and I’m sorry for hiding it for so long.”

However, only Ge Tingting was able to respond with stable emotions, while Lu Xiaohe covered her mouth and her eyes turned red in the flickering light.

As soon as the two of them reached the door, the roots of the willow tree trembled as if afraid of being burned, and they moved aside. No one in the meeting room spoke until they left the room.

“Hahaha, I told you!” Fu Xingchuan punched Li Nian and laughed out loud. “Does that guy look like the type who cares about the world?”

Li Nian’s expression was somewhat complex, with a mix of surprise and melancholy, as if he had a bitter feeling that he couldn’t express.

“It seems we can’t come to a conclusion for now.”

“Well, it’s not urgent for the next day or two. Let’s take it step by step.” Fu Xingchuan shrugged his shoulders. “Yin Ren is right. The case of the missing corruption sources hasn’t been resolved yet.”

……

In the early evening of the dark autumn and winter days, the sky was already adorned with faint stars.

In Shian’s cafeteria, Yin Ren served himself six pieces of pan-fried duck breast. The six pieces of meat piled up into a small mountain on his plate, sizzling and emitting the aroma of oil and spices. Next to the duck breast were steaming fish-flavored shredded pork, scrambled eggs with scallions, and braised tofu skin with vegetables. With a side of piping hot multigrain rice and a simmering white fungus soup, it was another hearty work meal.

“What are you thinking?”

Yin Ren took a bite of the duck meat. The crispy duck skin released the flavor of the spices, while the tender duck meat oozed with juices, making him close his eyes in satisfaction.

“What do you mean, what am I thinking?”

Zhong Chengshuo was still faced with a plate of garlic-flavored boiled vegetables and a soft-boiled egg, but now there was also a dish of piping hot stewed beef with potatoes. He was currently using a spoon to mix the mashed potatoes and meat broth into the rice with an expression just as serious as if he was conducting an experiment.

“About what’s next.” Yin Ren puffed out his cheeks and his voice was slightly muffled. “Fu Xingchuan and Li Nian want to maintain the bigger picture, while Qi Xin wants to save the Other Side in her own way. They all have their own stances.”

Zhong Chengshuo paused his chewing motion and lifted his gaze, looking intently at Yin Ren.

Yin Ren picked up a piece of braised tofu skin with vegetables and held it out to him. “The problem is, you are the real party involved; it’s a murder case related to you. Now that things are clear, as the victim, what do you think?”

As the “Fear” on the Other Side, he had no thoughts, surviving solely on instincts. Since the inception of the Other Side, he lived a regular and comfortable life, eating and sleeping. But one day, he was suddenly trapped in a sack and beaten mercilessly, his body torn apart, and then left to die in the interstitial space.

He may not have had thoughts initially, but he felt pain. Perhaps one of the motivations was the chaotic rabbit climbing the cliff, fighting against endless pain.

If the two of them hadn’t met by chance, Fear would probably have perished in ignorance a thousand years ago.

“To be honest, I just don’t like everyone turning into lunatics. But I don’t believe I have an obligation to prevent all disasters.”

Yin Ren lowered his voice.

“But someone tried to murder my target, and now that I’ve found the culprit, of course, I want to ask about their intentions.”

“…Honestly, I don’t have any particular thoughts.”

Zhong Chengshuo bit onto the tips of his chopsticks thoughtfully.

“When I was being hunted by them, I didn’t have thoughts yet, nor did I harbor any hatred. Even if I did, prey resisting predators is only natural. If you want to seek revenge for me, personally, I don’t think it’s necessary.”

“Hmm.” Yin Ren played with the end of his hair.

“But I do have some thoughts about the Other Side. No matter what decision we make, it wouldn’t be wise without proper investigation.”

Zhong Chengshuo toyed with the vegetables on his plate with a faint gleam shining in his black eyes.

“You want to fulfill Lu Xiaohe’s wish, and I want to conduct ecological research. Yin Ren, let’s go to the Other Side together.”

Yin Ren blinked in surprise.

Familiar location, familiar person. The only difference was the sight of fallen leaves and bare branches outside the window, compared to the vibrant green trees and sunshine back then. Compared to the Zhong Chengshuo he had first met, the person before him now exuded an indescribable liveliness.

At this moment, Zhong Chengshuo still looked at him with seriousness in his eyes. However, there was a hint of anticipation and barely detectable unease on his face. For this guy, the human crisis, the battle of the Elementals, and everything else probably paled in comparison to the importance of “finding Zhong Chengfeng and giving an account to the two elders”.

He truly deserved to be the cute accomplice he had personally chosen.

“Yes, we should definitely go together.”

Yin Ren took a bite of the last piece of duck breast, hiding the sudden surge of laughter.

“If the science post isn’t there, I can’t go out to do field work.”

……

Haigu Municipal Hospital.

Sun Qi’an opened her eyes, and the hospital’s snow-white ceiling welcomed her. She instinctively moved her head, but immediately winced—it was just a slight movement, yet her head throbbed painfully.

Her previous memories were hazy and vague. She racked her brain to recall but couldn’t make sense of anything.

She was working normally when suddenly there was commotion in Zhang Hejun’s ward. She went to see… to see… and then what?

Right, how is Zhang Hejun doing? The little girl’s condition remained poor even after being rescued. Earlier, her father was investigating her case and mentioned that the main suspect was particularly troublesome… The main suspect? Who was the main suspect again?

Her memories became increasingly chaotic, and the pain in her head intensified. Sun Qi’an gritted her teeth and let out a muffled groan.

Could it be that the tumor in her head worsened? Enduring the excruciating pain, she reached out her hand towards the nurse call button.

A hand pressed it down for her.

Yes, a hand, connected to a lone floating arm in mid-air.

The hand was fair and rosy, with a gentle and beautiful shape. The arm it was connected to had an extremely graceful curve, and the overly elongated arm gradually became transparent at the end, disappearing into thin air. However, just when she wanted to observe it more closely, the hand seemed to be enveloped in clouds and mist, obscuring the details from her view.

Shouldn’t she scream?

Sun Qi’an stood frozen in place, forgetting her headache completely.

The hand seemed to sense her tension. Its fingertips slowly left the nurse call button and gently caressed Sun Qi’an’s head. She stiffly withdrew into the covers, and the hand tucked her in with movements exuding utmost tenderness.

It was the same way her mother would tuck her in with the blankets.

Sun Qi’an tightly shut her eyes as a chill ran down her spine. Just when she didn’t know what to do, the door creaked open, and a nurse hurriedly walked in.

Upon hearing the footsteps of a living person, Dr. Sun forced her eyelids open, cautiously scanning her surroundings.

That arm had vanished in the blink of an eye.

The nurse seemed completely unaware of it, and only a black cat silently stared from the doorway, standing still for a while.


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This arc is over!!!


Kinky Thoughts:

Arc is over. Summary below.

With Yin Ren’s memory uncovered, Sunken Society moved on to implement their next phase—a mass spread of corruption sources from Evil Force all over Haigu. With the spread of corruption source, Haigu saw a rise in crime and reckless behavior.

One such case was Lu Xiaohe’s mother, who, upon coming into contact with a corruption source, vanished out of thin air. This led Unit 9 to start investigating the case, which seemed connected to the rise in corruption sources that were spreading across Haigu.

While investigating, they stumbled upon Haigu Secondary School, which seemed to be a mass source of corruption and also a high-profile case of a live burial of a middle schooler. The mastermind behind the burial was Luo Chunlei.

In order to go undercover, Yin Ren used Yellow Millet to project a middle school version of Zhong Chengshuo while he remained invisible, sticking to Zhong Chengshuo’s side. While Zhong Chengshuo investigated the classroom, Ge Tingting and Huang Jin investigated the school and stumbled across an old janitor.

It was later revealed that the janitor is actually a Primordial Elemental representing “Joy” from the Other Side and had been providing the corruption sources to Sunken Society, which then distributed them across Haigu.

Yin Ren devised a plan to lure out the Primordial Elemental and eventually faced off in a confrontation against Joy in the interstitial space. It was then revealed by Joy the true background of the Other Side and why the events of the Divine Descent of over a thousand years ago happened (which I summarized in the previous chapter). The spread of corruption sources from the Other Side was to plummet the human world into madness and chaos, which would allow humans to produce twice as much emotional resonance that would feed the Elementals of the Other Side, which was going through famine.

Eventually, Yin Ren and Zhong Chengshuo were able to defeat Joy, who then sacrificed himself to Love (the true mastermind behind everything). They were able to narrowly escape with the help of Sorrow, who wants to restore order on the Other Side by reinstating the Fear that was killed.

Meanwhile, Xiang Jiang turned out to betray Shian, and he faced off against Fu Xingchuan. With the help of Ge Tingting and Huang Jin, they were able to subdue him until Love interfered, allowing Xiang Jiang to escape with the help of Shen Mo.

With things coming together, Unit 9 now plans to embark to the Other Side to rescue the missing people with the help of Sorrow.


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Evil As Humans Ch205

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 205: Escape

Shit.

The snow-white arms stretched out in unison, forming a horrifying flood of flesh. Although it was only a portion, its momentum far surpassed that of the previous Mr. Le. It was most likely the legendary “Love”.

Yin Ren desperately dodged those arms. His instincts were frantically warning him. Once influenced by those arms, things would likely spiral out of control.

Even the presence of “pure thoughts”, a human-made item, was enough to throw off his movements. Now he was working with Zhong Chengshuo. If they were to be affected by the genuine “Love”…

Yin Ren was exhausted, and the spirit of the Primordial Elemental within the vortex was at its peak. If they blindly fought, he might end up as a side dish to Mr. Le.

In an instant, Yin Ren suppressed his fighting spirit and focused all his energy on evading and escaping.

He dodged layers of swinging arms, swiftly shrinking his body to take on the appearance of Zhong Chengshuo. Amidst the thousands of extended arms, Yin Ren wrapped the real Zhong Chengshuo in red silk and hoisted him up, running toward the spot where the gap had appeared earlier.

Gaps like these only appeared in weak points of space. Even if it had somewhat recovered now, the space there was still weaker than elsewhere.

Obviously, Love was aware of this too, as more arms surged toward Yin Ren from the opposite direction. Yin Ren squeezed out his remaining strength, building layer upon layer of defense, stubbornly inching forward.

Perhaps due to his nature, Mr. Le wasn’t as easily digested as Mr. Qiu. After hastily consuming a large amount of the pale “Joy”, Yin Ren’s body felt uncomfortable, and his steps became heavier. More arms pressed against his defenses, making it increasingly difficult for Yin Ren to advance. If it weren’t for Zhong Chengshuo giving him his eyes, Yin Ren doubted he would be able to move at all.

Is he going to fail?

They’ve come this far, haven’t they?

Yin Ren held Zhong Chengshuo tightly, almost grinding his teeth to pieces. Explosions resounded around him, breaking through a layer of defense, which he added another. If his strength waned, he burned his flesh and blood.

Just a little bit more, just a little bit more… Zhong Chengshuo’s life was in his hands, and the purpose of the Other Side had yet to be revealed. He couldn’t allow himself to be trapped and die here.

Step by step, even if it was as slow as a snail, Yin Ren kept pushing aside the overwhelming arms, resolutely moving towards the exit. The “turtle shell” couldn’t chew him up. The snow-white arms swiftly descended from the clouds, piling up like mountains against Yin Ren.

They had reached their destination!

One of Yin Ren’s hands transformed into a winged sickle, fiercely cutting through space. At the same time, he madly activated his hair to transmit messages, preparing his companions outside to assist him in tearing open the gap. However, for some reason, his transmitted messages seemed to vanish into thin air, and there was no response from Fu Xingchuan.

The joy of surviving a calamity had just ignited, only to be extinguished by a bucket of cold water.

What’s going on?!

Did he have to fight head-on?

Yin Ren stopped at what should have been the exit and swallowed a mouthful of saliva. He was nearing exhaustion, and he didn’t even have a chance to communicate and delay. The massive Primordial Elemental in front of him clearly wasn’t as easy to deal with as Mr. Le. Its movements carried a strong intent to kill, and countless palms pressed down fiercely from above Yin Ren.

Bang!

Before Yin Ren could react, a dull sound rang out.

A thick barrier of corpses had risen beside him.

…No, perhaps it wasn’t truly corpses in the literal sense.

Countless small whirlpools emerged around Yin Ren, revealing legs and feet of various creatures. They maintained their normal size but became twisted and entangled, like intricately woven knots. Numerous legs and feet intertwined and remained motionless, emanating a chilling silence.

From the depths of the entangled limbs, various subtle mournful sounds could be heard. They were like sighs, like murmurs, and just a few earfuls of hearing them were enough to bring tears to one’s eyes.

The barrier in front of Yin Ren writhed incessantly, barely forming a human shape. Decaying and withered limbs sprouted fleshy membranes, and a human face slowly emerged.

It was Qi Xin’s face.

“The presence of Joy on the Other Side has disappeared.”

She moved her pupil-less eyes and revealed a satisfied smile.

“Not bad, cub. You still have some use.”

Yin Ren had no time for questions and took advantage of Qi Xin’s protection. He clawed at the space, tearing it apart with all his strength. At the same time, Qi Xin’s power was fully unleashed. The previously fragile space was vigorously torn apart by the two large Primordial Elementals. The space emitted a grating sound, and they managed to tear open a gap of over a meter.

Yin Ren plunged headfirst into it, and Qi Xin quickly followed, making their escape.

In the next moment, the sea of white arms surged forward, but unfortunately, it missed its mark.

Yin Ren held onto Zhong Chengshuo tightly as the two of them crashed heavily onto the ground of the school’s back mountain. The dust settled, and Yin Ren no longer had the strength to maintain his disguise, reverting back to his true form.

Finally, it was over. Yin Ren wearily stood up. “Fu—”

Before he could finish speaking, the tone changed. Just a few steps away from Yin Ren, Fu Xingchuan’s two white tigers were facing off against Ge Tingting and Huang Jin.

Behind Fu Xingchuan stood Zhang Hejun and Dr. Sun. One held a utility knife, the other gripped a shovel handle. Together with Ge Tingting and Huang Jin, all four of them wore the same gentle and chilling expression on their faces.

Love.

This was definitely not a simple emotional influence. Setting aside the others, Huang Jin could never reveal such a maternal expression.

Right, Love was different from the other Elementals. It existed between the gaps, closer to the “human world”, naturally having more ways to interfere with living beings… Yin Ren knew that he had left someone outside to provide support, and it seemed that Love had also kept an ace up its sleeve.

Yin Ren’s entire body felt almost powerless, but he still struggled to gather what little strength remained, hiding it in the palm of his hand.

Fu Xingchuan might have never encountered so many “traitors” in his entire life. He didn’t know whether to take action or not. The two white tigers were circling around him. Moreover, judging by their physical condition, Fu Xingchuan and Yin Ren were almost the same—his long robe was stained with blood and dirt, and the skin of one of his hands was completely missing, exposing the bright red muscles.

Fu Xingchuan was breathing heavily, and his strength was extremely unstable. It was clear that he was at his last breath. Judging from the scene of the battle and the residual evil qi around him, there should have been a powerful person here before. Now that powerful person was nowhere to be found; perhaps they had escaped.

A little further away, Li Nian and his A-level investigation team were standing. The sealing techniques in their hands were ready to be unleashed, and it was a critical moment. Everyone’s gaze was focused on this side, showing varying degrees of astonishment.

Yin Ren: “…”

Well, it turned out Shian was already prepared, but his appearance was untimely.

However, when it came to the lives of their companions, it was better to resolve the matter sooner. Yin Ren subconsciously wanted to take action, but Qi Xin easily grabbed his wrist and pulled it aside like squeezing a balloon.

Then Qi Xin extended both hands and made a twisting handkerchief gesture.

Ge Tingting, Huang Jin, Sun Qi’an, and Zhang Hejun felt as if they had been hit by a heavy blow. They held their heads expressionlessly, tears streaming from their eyes. In front of everyone, the four of them curled up in place, and the hostility around them dissipated in an instant.

“I smell the scent of a Charon. Those from Sunken Society are watching the show.”

Ignoring the piercing gazes of Shian and the others, she whispered to Yin Ren with a smile.

Upon hearing this, Yin Ren covered Zhong Chengshuo’s head tightly with a red silk spirit weapon, concealing his empty eye sockets. Qi Xin glanced at the nearby humans and once again extended both hands, gently twisting them.

A faint sadness, like moonlight, enveloped everyone present. All the spellcasters came to a unified pause, and in that moment, Qi Xin’s figure flickered and disappeared without a trace.

“It’s okay. I’ll come find you again.”

With that, Qi Xin’s presence neatly disappeared.

Yin Ren stood in a daze in the same spot, watching as Ge Tingting and Huang Jin were controlled by Shian. He felt his nerves relax, and exhaustion and pain washed over him. Yin Ren exerted all his strength to hold Zhong Chengshuo tightly, finally losing consciousness.

……

When Yin Ren woke up again, he was still holding Zhong Chengshuo in his arms.

But the surroundings were a bit strange. The room was decorated in Shian’s style, with no windows, and cameras quietly attached to the corners of the room, but they weren’t active.

Beside him, Zhong Chengshuo’s eyes were already covered with gauze, emitting a faint medicinal scent. Comrade Xiao Zhong maintained his strong composure, still indifferent even if the sky were to collapse, and fell asleep while being held like this. His expression was extremely relaxed, as if he were sleeping in the safest place in the world.

As one of the villains in the fairy tale, this person really had no self-awareness… But then again, neither did he.

Yin Ren took a deep breath and lay there dazed for a while.

The expression before Mr. Le’s demise kept spinning in his mind—

If Mr. Le brought Luo Chunlei here, it wasn’t for escape but to conveniently offer himself to “Love”, right?

When he was killed by his own hands, Mr. Le’s reaction wasn’t particularly surprising. His own downfall was probably within Mr. Le’s expectations… Rather than waiting to be devoured by the enemy, Mr. Le left his remains to his companion.

If it weren’t for Qi Xin’s timely intervention, both Yin Ren and Zhong Chengshuo would have lost more than their lives. Their strength had already been thoroughly discovered by Mr. Le.

Fortunately, they held on until the end and kept their final card—at least for now, Love still didn’t know that there were two true “Fears”.

“Two tigers, two tigers, run fast…”

Yin Ren hummed a song as his palm caressed Zhong Chengshuo’s cheek. The latter murmured a couple of words in his sleep and gently leaned into Yin Ren’s hand.

“One without eyes… Hmm, can’t be without eyes.”

Yin Ren’s palm covered Zhong Chengshuo’s eyes, and he propped himself up slightly, leaning in for a kiss.

The crisis was averted, and there was no one around. Yin Ren gathered the Evil Force on his tongue and transferred it into Zhong Chengshuo’s body. Zhong Chengshuo was startled awake by his actions, and he gently embraced Yin Ren’s waist, turning it into a real kiss.

A hazy warmth, a kiss that could make all the troubles in the world fade away.

The two of them kissed affectionately for a few minutes before Zhong Chengshuo reached up to undo the bandages. He cautiously opened his eyelids stained with blood, revealing two new, pitch-black pupils.

Yin Ren: “…” The left pupil of this person was as small as a button, while the right pupil almost filled the entire eye socket. Behind the pitch-black pupils, one could vaguely see something surging.

Yin Ren coughed desperately. “The sizes of the left and right sides are different, adjust them again.”

Zhong Chengshuo acknowledged and went to the bathroom to find a mirror. When he came back, he returned to the “ordinary human” appearance familiar to Yin Ren—handsome face, smooth and clean skin. Zhong Chengshuo also brushed his teeth and took a shower, emitting a refreshing scent of shower gel.

After completing all of this, he poured two cups of warm water and even compared the water levels of the two cups. Seeing that both identical cups were filled with the same amount of water, a faint sense of satisfaction appeared on Zhong Chengshuo’s face.

He really wanted the Elementals from the Other Side to see this. Yin Ren reluctantly took the warm water.

Having gone to great lengths to eliminate Fear, the result was that Fear didn’t disappear but instead became two Fears—one deeply engrossed in studying, the other longing for a vacation. It was hard to say whether it was a good thing or a bad thing.

Yin Ren slowly laid back on the pillow, stretching out like a character.

However, Lord Ghost King didn’t have much time to rest before a familiar person knocked on the door.

Fu Tianyi looked at Yin Ren absentmindedly. “Second Uncle has been going in and out of the hospital again. Do you have any idea what’s going on?”

Yin Ren: “…”

Yin Ren: “Just say it.”

“Professor Li is looking for you.”

……

When Yin Ren arrived, Huang Jin was watching a slideshow of his life in the isolation room.

After returning to Shian, he and Ge Tingting were separated into two isolation rooms for treatment. Even though he didn’t know the specific regulations of Shian, he could tell the level of secrecy here. The ones who came to inquire about them were none other than Li Nian and Minister Jiao with her portable phone.

The questions asked were all about what had happened before.

Huang Jin recounted everything in detail.

Not long ago, Yin Ren personally wrote a tranquility talisman for Ge Tingting and Huang Jin, who volunteered to act as bait. He also added a protective talisman with his own hair, worried that they might encounter life-threatening situations. If that happened, the warning talisman from Lu Xiaohe’s side would immediately ignite, and Yin Ren would personally take action.

Despite all this, Yin Ren was still very worried.

“The opponent’s strength is unknown, and my protective talisman may not be able to completely protect you. You have to think it through.” He emphasized it repeatedly.

Fortunately, their predictions were quite accurate. Killing them directly or throwing them into the gap would trigger extreme circumstances, as Shian could sense their “death” through his techniques. Mr. Le only took away their phones and left Huang Jin and Ge Tingting in the office, leaving them to fend for themselves.

The next steps were simple. Yin Ren successfully rescued both of them and instructed them to hide their presence near the pavilion in the back mountains and act accordingly. Fu Xingchuan was aware of this matter.

As for Fu Xingchuan’s confrontation with Xiang Jiang and their opportune attacks, it could be considered successful.

The problem arose after arresting Xiang Jiang.

Huang Jin remembered that they were supposed to assist Fu Xingchuan in controlling the spells and help Yin Ren escape in time. However, just before he could handcuff Xiang Jiang with a spirit weapon, he lost consciousness.

All he remembered was the excruciating pain in his head.

When he regained consciousness, Huang Jin found himself kneeling on the ground, shedding tears uncontrollably. His heart was filled with an overwhelming, inexplicable grief. The A-level investigation team from Shian surrounded him with unfriendly gazes.

…No matter how he looked at it, the situation was quite dire.

Did he kill someone? Did he kill someone important to him? No, for him, the most important person was only Ding Lizi… Could it be because Shian erased another important person?

After all, when Huang Jin recalled the entire case, he realized that there were large gaps in his memory. It would have been fine if he didn’t think about it too much, but the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. It seemed like someone had disappeared from the case, and he couldn’t remember who it was, no matter how hard he tried.

Huang Jin had applied to see the case files before. There was a name among them, and all the information related to it became unreadable. The words were right there on the paper, but no matter how hard he tried, those lines of text couldn’t enter his mind.

It’s over. Everything’s over. He had landed himself in big trouble.

Huang Jin curled up in a corner, holding his head, filled with regret.

What the hell was going on! If he had known, if he were given another chance by fate, to go back to the time when he only needed to worry about the high-interest loans from Sunken Society—he should have taken a submachine gun and fired it at the members of Sunken Society, rather than joining Shian under reformation.

As Huang Jin tearfully wove this tragic story, Yin Ren couldn’t bear it any longer and pounded on the glass.

“The door has been open for fifteen minutes! Come out!”

“My brain is broken.” Huang Jin stared at the corner of the wall. “The previous case feels wrong… Someone is missing, and I can’t remember… “

“○○○, right? When someone is directly devoured by a creature from the Other Side, it can cause this phenomenon.” Yin Ren explained with patience as he tapped his head against the glass. “Let’s not talk about you as a black seal not remembering her, even Li Nian doesn’t remember her. That case is closed, and it has nothing to do with you.”

Just like the mayor of Gengsheng Town, when Love devoured Luo Chunlei, everything related to that girl was erased from their “cognition”.

Her desk and stationery were still there, her room and clothes were still there, and her chat records in the anonymous chat group were still there.

But people would simply scan over them with wide eyes, unable to leave any trace in their minds. In this world, it seemed that only Yin Ren and Zhong Chengshuo still remembered that arrogant and domineering little girl.

Even if someone like Huang Jin was aware that there was a “role vacancy”, they couldn’t obtain any more information and would only be truly frightened.

“I lost a long stretch of memory too! I woke up crying in pain!” Huang Jin clung to the corner of the wall, refusing to move.

“That’s because you were under the control of a Primordial Elemental from the other side.” Yin Ren patted the glass again. “We’re still investigating the specific reasons, but I can assure you that you’re safe now.”

“…Oh.” Huang Jin wiped away his tears.

Was he really okay?

No, it couldn’t be that simple. After all, the Great Celestial Master himself was here, and he couldn’t escape even with ten legs. Huang Jin, in a daze, followed Yin Ren out of the room and into a meeting room.

This meeting room was a bit special, with tree roots covering the walls. The areas without roots were filled with deliberately drawn red-brown liquid filled with talismans. There were no windows inside, but also no electrical appliances; only an oil lamp flickered on the table. Along with the eerie surroundings, this place was like a scene from a horror movie.

The people present were all familiar faces.

Li Nian and Fu Xingchuan, the two leaders, and Yin Ren and Zhong Chengshuo, the two beasts. They were always involved in every troublesome situation.

Lu Xiaohe and Ge Tingting were also present… Well, after all, they were colleagues from Unit 9. Fu Tianyi was there, probably because he was an informant and had collaborated with them before, so it was understandable.

However, sitting in the darkest corner of the long table was a slender woman.

She had tightly bound her hair into a bun, slender eyes and brows, with a hint of pale red at the corners of her eyes, as if she had just been crying. She was securely tied up to the chair with ropes, and each rope was adorned with powerful sealing weapons imbued with a strong Evil Force.

Even though she was tied up like a zongzi, her thoughts were calm and content. Huang Jin had seen that shape of thoughts before in Gengsheng Town.

…Qi Xin.

Huang Jin turned to leave, but in the next instant, the door slammed shut in front of him. Countless tree roots extended rapidly, sealing the door tightly.

“Can I not participate?” He painfully pressed against the wall.

“Unfortunately, no.”

In the flickering fire, Qi Xin stretched her neck nonchalantly and narrowed her slender eyes. As Huang Jin looked at her elongated figure, a wave of goosebumps spread across his back.

“You and that girl have the same brain damage.” Qi Xin pointed her head at Ge Tingting. “Maybe there could be some good use.”

He was wrong, Huang Jin thought dazedly.

Now, he truly had landed himself in big trouble.

“In the following matters, I will find an opportunity to inform the leaders of the Yandu Branch and the Linnan Branch. The situation is highly sensitive, and it should not be disclosed to ordinary employees until countermeasures are determined.”

Li Nian cleared his throat and spoke first.

“Considering the remarks made by Xiang Jiang during his betrayal, combined with the testimony obtained by Yin Ren from Mr. Le, along with the recent activities of Sunken Society… I believe we can ascertain the intentions of the Other Side.”

For the next ten minutes, Huang Jin’s mind went blank.

The Other Side had been providing sources of corruption to Sunken Society, and the creatures from the Other Side had found a way to stably infect humans using Evil Force.

The next step was to fully corrupt humanity, causing the human population to descend into madness to some extent. This would increase the production of various emotional energies and solve the problem of famine caused by the explosive increase of Elementals from the Other Side. For this purpose, the leaders from the Other Side came to the mortal realm.

Among them, “Love” showcased great determination, personally opening up the gap between the Other Side and the mortal realm, facilitating the influence of their companions on the human world.

Should he say it’s touching? After living for so many years, Huang Jin felt the absurdity of being “a bystander listening to agricultural news in the farmland” for the first time.

“No,” he muttered dazedly.

“If Mr. Le is prepared for self-sacrifice… Mr. Qiu is gone, Mr. Le is gone, and Ms. Qi is here—without someone to guide them, how can Love continue with its plans?”

“And after all that has been said, why is ‘Sorrow’ here? By betraying the Other Side, she won’t gain anything!”

In a sense, this could be considered the Primordial Elemental side of “crime against one’s own kind”. Huang Jin pressed his temples frantically. Sharing a room with Qi Xin, he didn’t even dare to breathe too loudly, fearing that his own tears would choke him in the next moment.

“Oh. You haven’t told them yet, have you?” Qi Xin smiled and looked at Yin Ren.

“I haven’t betrayed the Other Side—I came here to restore the true ‘order’.”

……

Shen Mo hummed a tune as he returned to the underground office of Sunken Society.

“Feeling good?”

Wei Huaqian asked indifferently.

“After watching such a great show, I feel really good.” Shen Mo laughed heartily. “Fu Xingchuan is getting old after all. If he were twenty years younger, Xiang Jiang wouldn’t last five seconds against him. But now, Xiao Fu still needs to shed some skin… Xiao Wei, time doesn’t spare anyone.”

Wei Huaqian, with a face full of wrinkles, didn’t even bother to lift his head. “Is that all?”

“Of course not.”

Shen Mo leaned in his young face full of smiles.

“Xiao Wei, we’re in for a great time.”


Kinky Thoughts:

The breakdown of the world of the Other Side is basically in the beginning, there was Satisfaction and Fear. From Satisfaction, other Primordial Elementals were born, while Fear played the role of death.

With the rise of humans and their emotions, certain Primordial Elementals that reflect human emotions became more powerful, such as the main four that was categorized by Shian: Love, Sorrow, Joy, and Disgust (I think Disgust is supposed to replace Hate as the top 4 emotions classified by Shian, so you can think of it as also hate/malice.)

[Side note: The rise of Disgust is most likely attributed to the rise of the internet. With the protection of anonymity, people can type pretty disgusting things online without fearing repercussions. A prime example was all the comments made to the girl who literally escaped from being human trafficked and was still bullied.]

Love, seeing its elemental compatriots dying to Fear, wanted to end the cycle, and thus, joining with the other great Elementals, they managed to defeat Fear and scatter its body through the “gaps”. One such gap fell in the Valley of Bones, where Yin Ren made his residence, and thus that is how Zhong Chengshuo first met Yin Ren… explaining the events of the “dream history arc”.

However, without Fear, and thus death, the Elementals continued to grow unchecked, and famine started. They began to eat each other (forming that food chain). Unable to bear the situation, Love devised a plan to plunge the human world into insanity. When humans become insane, they give off more potent emotions, twice as much as normal, which could feed the never-ending birth of Elementals.

Like always, everything in the previous arcs ties in with the main story… And this is why I love Nian Zhong.


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Full Server First Kill Ch3

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 3: Player

The night sky was covered with dark clouds, pressing down on the forest like a coffin lid. Thunder rumbled as heavy rain poured down, turning the soft soil gradually into mud. Muddy rainwater continuously washed over the cliffs, coating the rocks with a layer of leaping water film.

Even in the pouring rain, high-level monsters still wandered out of their caves. Skeleton soldiers had no flesh and blood so they couldn’t be used as a midnight snack, but Xu Yue couldn’t be sure; maybe some feline monster would play with his skull as a ball.

The heavy rain masked all sounds, making the night destined to be more dangerous. But when one carried the status of “Automatically perish in sunlight”, one really didn’t have many choices.

Amidst the rumbling thunder, Xu Yue’s hit points were rapidly decreasing.

[HP: 60/81]

[HP: 51/81]

[HP: 39/81]

……

At this moment, his head was wrapped in bush branches, rapidly rolling down along the cliff. Xu Yue gritted his teeth, ensuring that the thick bush branches in his mouth wouldn’t be knocked off. Even though he took measures to cushion the fall, the falling damage was still frightening.

But he had no other choice. For a skeleton soldier, this was the only feasible way down the mountain—

After saying goodbye to his neighbors, Xu Yue decides to go to the nearest novice village. “Nearest” was a beautiful term, but it wasn’t actually the case.

The novice village was called “Three Forks Road”. The three kingdoms of Gemino, Inato, and Shidina took the Dragon Mountain Range as their border, and the village of Three Forks Road was at the junction deep within the mountains. As Players leveled up, they could occasionally witness the magnificent sight of dragons flying across the sky.

However, the Dragon’s Lair was on the rugged peaks, while Three Forks Road was in a depression between the mountains. To prevent reckless Players from wandering in, the area around the Dragon’s Lair was full of cliffs, ferocious beasts, and frequently occurring bad weather.

This might be self-inflicted.

Xu Yue disassembled his bones, binding them neatly with vines like a bundle of firewood, then wrapped them in bush branches. He rolled them down the cliff on a gentle slope. When his body arrived at the bottom in pieces, he struggled to reassemble himself again.

He had done this three times tonight. Fortunately, the skeleton didn’t feel pain.

……

[HP: 30/81]

[HP: 16/81]

[HP: 11/81]

The health loss gradually stopped. The bush branches scattered, causing the skull to roll slower and slower among the rocks. The heavy rain washed the skull to a ghastly white, making the will-o’-wisps in Xu Yue’s eye sockets dim significantly.

‘HP is still at 11. Not bad.’ His worst estimate was 9, so everything was still within expectations…

Crack.

Under the impact of rainwater, a rock from the cliff suddenly smashed down, causing the ground to make an ominous sound.

Xu Yue’s vision shook wildly. His skull fell into a freshly formed crevice, bouncing around like a ball on a pool table, knocking about in the narrow rocky path, and falling with the water towards the ground.

[HP: 8/81]

Xu Yue: ???

[HP: 5/81]

Xu Yue: …!

[HP: 3/81]

…Such a death would be too ridiculous!

Everything happened so suddenly that Xu Yue hadn’t had time to think carefully when he fell onto something soft.

[HP: 2/81]

Xu Yue’s hit points finally stop flashing, resting at the blood red “2”. During this time, fate had indeed been unkind to him.

Wait a minute. Why did he have a soft landing?

Just as the question popped up, a pair of hands grasped Xu Yue’s head on both sides and turned his face in a different direction.

Necronomicon creatures possessed night vision. Before Xu Yue saw the person’s face, the first thing he saw was hair—silver white, loose, long hair.

It wasn’t the white hair of an old man; it was smooth and clean, shimmering with the youthful gloss unique to young people. With movement, the long hair gently slid over the person’s chest, its soft reflection slowly swaying as if it had a life of its own.

And above that was the face—a very handsome face.

It wasn’t one that had those cold, furrowed brows, nor was it pretentious and self-important. This face gave the impression of a “handsome friend of a good friend”, making one subconsciously feel friendly and approachable.

The other party looked younger than thirty. His face still showed surprise, and his light golden eyes were fixed on Xu Yue’s… skull.

A Player.

Xu Yue judged immediately.

On this person’s left ear was a golden earring with a small square emblem hanging below it—the game logo of “Tahe World”. The will-o’-wisps in the skull’s eyes were the only source of light here. Xu Yue stared at the earring. The familiar logo flickered softly in the blue light.

Fortunately, in the midst of misfortune, this Player didn’t attack Xu Yue immediately. He only held the skull and examined it carefully with very gentle movements.

Xu Yue was about to cry out for help, but rationality stopped him at the last moment.

In the design of “Tahe World”, Players should wear golden ear cuffs, not earrings.

By touching the ear cuff twice, Players could summon the game’s main interface. Considering aesthetic differences among Players, the artists designed the ear cuffs to be simple and delicate, hardly noticeable. If the Players were willing to pay extra, the ear cuffs could even become invisible.

However, the earring in front of him was ostentatious and tasteless, so Xu Yue couldn’t help but think of an animal ear tag.

It wasn’t time yet. He needed more information before calling for help. Moreover, he didn’t yet know this Player. If the other party’s character wasn’t good, it would only bring more trouble.

As Xu Yue rapidly thought, the white-haired young man casually found a rock and set the skull on it. He seemed to regard Xu Yue as a mere lighting tool.

Xu Yue kept quiet and took the opportunity to look at the Player up and down.

He wore a loose linen shirt with the cross-neck strap undone, and the fabric was covered with dust and grass. The belt was rough, holding an old hunting knife, a water pouch, and a fist-sized cloth bag. The dark trousers were like hunting clothes, slightly more fitting than the shirt, tucked into mud-splattered boots.

His profession was unclear, but his level seemed low. Probably an unlucky fool who had run around after leaving the novice village.

The young man found a relatively dry spot and pulled out a piece of jerky from his bag, eating it leisurely.

This guy sure had guts to eat alone with a skull underground in the dead of night. But what type of Player that person was, or even the gender of the Player behind the handsome appearance, Xu Yue couldn’t discern.

But he had his advantages.

“Nice to meet you, young man.”

After the Player finished the jerky, Xu Yue spoke politely. The voice of the skeleton soldier was husky and unpleasant, sounding particularly grating in the small space.

The man turned his head sharply, like a beast ready to attack. But when he steadied himself, all that remained in his eyes was polite curiosity, as if a talking skull was an everyday sight.

“Hello,” the Player replied succinctly.

“I used to be a mage. As you can see, unfortunately, I’ve become an undead.” Xu Yue fabricated without hesitation. “Please take me back to my hometown. I dream of returning to that beautiful place. Of course, I will reward you handsomely.”

A standard sidequest, not too important but enough to pique curiosity.

Even if the other party couldn’t receive a mission prompt, he would only take it as a hidden fun task. Who would doubt the characters of the game world?

The man was silent for a while. “You say you’re a mage.” He asked conversationally, “What’s your name?”

“Nol,” Xu Yue answered quickly.

“Nol” was a variant of “No. 1”, a name Xu Yue once used for a test character, representing that he was the first Player of “Tahe World”. In fact, he used it as his ID in college. He liked the implication of “first”, and he was indeed always first.

In such a situation, a familiar name was easier to adapt to.

The Player looked at him seriously and was silent for even longer. Xu Yue waited for a good while before receiving the second question.

“I just have to take your head back?”

“No, I accidentally fell down the mountain, and my body is outside,” Xu Yue explained patiently. “You don’t need to go find it specifically. If my head and body are separated for more than thirty minutes, my body can regenerate.”

But once the body was regenerated, his HP would be reduced to 1 as a penalty. For safety reasons, Xu Yue usually didn’t choose this method.

But now, with his HP at 2, it met the standard of desperate measures*.

*Breaking a broken pot (破罐子破摔) Idiom describing a situation where someone has given up on something, so they feel there’s nothing left to lose (AKA in for a penny, in for a pound).

“Indeed, taking me with you might cause some inconveniences. But I can help you deal with some monsters, as I know their weaknesses,” Xu Yue added.

“It seems like you know a lot about ‘monsters’,” the man mused.

“When I was alive, I loved studying various monsters.” This was actually the truth.

“Then you must know about different places in the world. Mage, can I specify what your ‘generous reward’ will be?”

“Specify?” This guy was quite cunning. Few Players would turn around and make demands for a set task.

“Don’t worry, I don’t want money or treasures.” The man smiled. “I’m more interested in your knowledge about monsters and the world.”

‘You’ve come to the right person then,’ Xu Yue thought to himself.

He couldn’t figure out why this person would want such information. Was he an experienced Player in a rush to create a game guide? But he had to admit, it was a good proposal. Providing knowledge within controllable limits was indeed more convenient than dealing with gold coins or rare items.

“Deal,” Xu Yue stated reservedly.

“Then we are companions.”

The young man with white hair smiled as he patted the skull on the head.

“Good evening, Nol. You can call me Teest*.”

*His name written in Chinese is (忒斯特) which is pronounced similar to tester. See the author’s notes for pronunciation.

His voice had hardly faded when a loud noise of rocks crumbling came from nearby, mixed with the sound of a rushing torrent hitting the walls.

Right, it was raining heavily outside, and this was a dried-up underground river.

Water was coming.

Xu Yue—now it should be called “Nol”—was just about to warn. Teest grabbed the skull and ran in the opposite direction of the water noise, into even deeper darkness.

And at the far end of the distant darkness, a pair of muddy eyes slowly opened.

Accompanied by an unreasonable sense of oppression, clear system prompts simultaneously boomed into both their minds.

[You have entered a hidden area.]

[You have triggered a special quest: The Fallen Guardian.]

[Lich Valdorlock is about to awaken. Good luck.]


The author has something to say:

Now, let me provide the phonetic notation for everyone: (忒)斯特 (tè)…

Actually, the first character has this pronunciation XD. Anyway, that’s the end of the prologue! My main characters always meet in the prologue of my stories (?

System: Good luck

Nol: Laughing my ass off. There was no luck to begin with!


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Criminal Psychology Ch247

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 247

The night scene outside the window was pitch black. Xing Conglian and Su Fengzi stood at the window on the second floor of the police station. Xing Conglian lit a cigarette and asked, “Why did you come here?”

Su Fengzi casually inserted one hand into his pocket and rested the other on the windowsill, casually gazing at the night scene. “Your opening remark is quite polite. At least you should address me as Shixiong along with Lin Chen.”

The person beside him still hadn’t responded. Su Fengzi turned his head to look. Xing Conglian remained silent; his face dark, clearly in a bad mood.

He could only helplessly continue, “Mrs. Su feels guilty and worried, thinking she did something wrong. She asked me to come and see if I could help in any way.”

“How is his teacher?”

“Tsk, calling him teacher so smoothly,” Su Fengzi half-jokingly said, then continued, “I don’t know. The old man is at such an age, life and death are predetermined.”

Xing Conglian frowned, and the atmosphere became awkward and silent once again.

Su Fengzi wanted to say something, but Xing Conglian’s sharp and slightly self-mocking gaze swept over. “He knew you would come to clean up the mess for him, so he was at ease and made a bet with Shen Lian.”

Clever people were so troublesome since they couldn’t be deceived with random excuses. But considering Xing Conglian’s mood, Su Fengzi decided to keep quiet. He loosened his tie a bit, saying, “Alright, I want the negotiation video between Lin Chen and Shen Lian.”

“I thought you knew everything,” Xing Conglian said.

“You can’t possibly have control over everything, so how could I know everything?” Su Fengzi retorted to Xing Conglian with a smile.

Xing Conglian’s face darkened once again, and he remained silent. Instead, he took out a pair of headphones and placed his phone on the windowsill, stepping back two steps and leaning against the back wall.

Xing Conglian trusted him so much, probably to give Lin Chen face. Su Fengzi directly put on the headphones, opened the video, and lowered his head to press the play button.

The air was filled with the smell of smoke, and after watching for a while, Su Fengzi couldn’t help but turn around and ask Xing Conglian for a cigarette and a lighter. He anxiously held the cigarette in his hand, lit it, and took a deep drag.

Then he turned to Xing Conglian and said, “Promise me, when he regains consciousness, be gentle with him.”

“Are you certain he will regain consciousness?” Xing Conglian seized the most critical point.

“He won’t do something purely reckless. Shen Lian knows very well that she can only continue playing when Lin Chen is alive and regains consciousness. So, you see, your Consultant Lin has tightly connected their fates using a small technique.” Su Fengzi turned around and looked at the screen, speaking admiringly.

Xing Conglian had finished his cigarette and was now looking at him with an extremely cold gaze. Feeling the gaze behind him, Su Fengzi helplessly turned back and patiently explained to this man who had just been abandoned by his lover and was extremely unhappy. “I’m not just making excuses for Lin Chen. Making a bet with Shen Lian is a classic negotiation technique. If the other party agrees to one small thing, it’s easier for her to agree to the subsequent requests. He did it for the sake of the next arrangement.”

“Do you think I care about all this?” Xing Conglian interrupted him decisively and retorted, “Why he did it, how clever and correct he was, how much he suffered and had no other choice—do you think I care?”

Xing Conglian’s voice was very calm, with a hint of hoarseness as if he had just finished smoking, making it extremely suppressed. The corridor was dimly lit, and Su Fengzi didn’t know how to respond.

“What do you care about then?” Su Fengzi asked involuntarily.

Xing Conglian lowered his head slightly, and his eyelids lifted. His gaze was dark and deep as he looked at him. Just when Su Fengzi thought Xing Conglian wouldn’t answer, he heard him say, “I care about him.”

The complete meaning of this sentence was that even if Lin Chen didn’t care about him, he still cared about him.

Su Fengzi’s breath hitched; he didn’t expect Xing Conglian to be so straightforward and direct. Thinking about how difficult it must have been for Xing Conglian to restrain himself throughout the negotiation process, he could only take another deep drag of his cigarette and say, “There are too many difficulties in this world, and unfortunately, he encountered some particularly tough ones.”

As if confirming something, just as he finished speaking, Xing Conglian’s phone rang.

Su Fengzi looked at the screen with the words “Dr. Wang from Tzu Chi Hospital” and instantly understood what was happening.

But Xing Conglian reacted even faster.

The police captain stepped forward and quickly answered the phone, even forgetting about the fact that it was connected to his headphones.

On the other end of the line was a police officer or a doctor arranged by Xing Conglian at the hospital, anxiously informing him that Lin Chen’s condition had deteriorated after falling ill, and the first treatment plan had failed, among other things.

Xing Conglian just listened quietly, and for a moment, he seemed helpless and desperate.

Su Fengzi silently took off his headphones, and Xing Conglian also hung up the phone.

They stood facing each other, and Xing Conglian spoke first. “I’m going to the hospital.”

“Then I’ll go to Zhourui Pharmaceuticals.” Su Fengzi turned around and waved his hand at Xing Conglian.

“Zhourui?”

“You didn’t really think I came to help because of Mrs. Su, did you?” Su Fengzi turned back and smiled.

……

Xing Conglian didn’t care about what Su Fengzi was going to do. He quickly drove to Tzu Chi Hospital.

Located in the southeast corner of Hongjing, the hospital primarily dealt with mental illnesses and psychological problems, and it was the treatment location that Lin Chen himself had chosen while still maintaining his sanity.

Late at night, some patients fell into a deep sleep after taking medication, while others refused to take their medication and fought a grueling battle against the mental torment that normal people couldn’t experience, such as hallucinations and anxiety.

But Lin Chen chose to suffer the pain of the latter.

In the ward, two doctors were securing the struggling patient to the bed with restraints.

Xing Conglian stood by the window, and the soundproofing effect of the hospital was so good that he felt like he was watching a silent film, quiet and illusory.

The diagnosis room was partially covered by medical curtains, creating a dim and gloomy atmosphere. Lin Chen’s upper body was completely obscured by a light blue medical curtain. He saw some hazy lights and shadows. Lin Chen arched his neck in pain, and his shoulders were forced down as a three-finger-wide restraint tightly pressed against his shoulder, securing him firmly to the bed.

Next came his arms. The restraints were ruthlessly fastened around Lin Chen’s elbows, followed by his wrists. The doctor’s movements were skilled and unrelenting.

Lin Chen’s hand was exposed outside the gaps of the medical curtain. Through those openings, he could catch a glimpse of his own hand—the hand he was so intimately familiar with. However, at that moment, Lin Chen’s fingers contorted into twisted shapes, completely beyond his control, as if reflecting his current state of anguish and torment.

Xing Conglian marveled at the fact that he could even stand there. It truly felt like a miracle.

The doctor produced a new dosage of medication, preparing to administer it to Lin Chen via injection.

Perhaps due to the unnerving silence surrounding them, there were moments when he felt as if his soul was splitting into two or even multiple entities.

One part of him barged into the ward, frantically driving everyone else out, gripping Lin Chen tightly and pulling him close, just like the desperate and passionate men portrayed in television dramas. Meanwhile, another part of him existed in a different space, where he suddenly realized that he had experienced a similar scene before.

It was as if they were in a rainforest filled with the acrid smell of decay, obscured by the dense smoke of battle. Lin Chen stood on the brink of death, and Xing Conglian exerted all his strength to pull him back.

He held Lin Chen in his arms, making it clear that he wouldn’t hesitate to threaten him. If Lin Chen ever prioritized the safety of others over his own again, Xing Conglian vowed to use a chain to bind him, preventing Lin Chen from taking a single step outside ever again.

He vaguely remembered Lin Chen expressing how much he missed him at that time, or something along those lines. It evoked both sweetness and heartache within him.

However, he soon realized that his supposed threats held no power over Lin Chen when similar situations arose. Lin Chen would always act magnanimously, stepping forward with great valor, while subjecting him to the same pain and sense of helplessness in an extraordinarily cruel manner.

Such moments had occurred before, and undoubtedly, they would happen again.

In a fleeting moment, Xing Conglian felt as if someone was speaking to him, suggesting that breaking up with Lin Chen might be for the best. After all, Lin Chen was strong and didn’t need his protection. His mere presence seemed to burden him.

That voice must have belonged to the most agonizing part of his own psyche. Alternatively, it could have been a result of auditory hallucinations triggered by the opening and closing of the ward door as the doctor went in and out.

In any case, within this brief span of time, right at the entrance of the ward, everything he experienced felt completely unreal.

He could still hear Lin Chen’s voice—a voice he never knew Lin Chen possessed.

That high-pitched, ear-piercing scream seemed to transcend human capabilities, as if his vocal cords had been forcibly torn apart and haphazardly reassembled, rendering the words indistinct. Nonetheless, he could still barely decipher that Lin Chen was shouting phrases like “get away” with an extreme sense of anguish.

Lin Chen’s hand flailed desperately, as if trying to break free from the bed. However, the doctor’s hand held the syringe firmly and relentlessly pierced Lin Chen’s arm. The needle penetrated deep, and the liquid was injected, gradually calming the struggling figure on the bed.

The doctor emerged from the door, as if intending to say something to him. However, he could only barely see the movement of their lips without hearing any sound.

Only then did he recall why he was standing there.

A few hours earlier, when they had come out of the Zhourui Building, the crimson glow had faded, leaving only a faint line of light on the horizon.

Lin Chen lay in the ambulance, requesting to be alone with him for a while.

His subordinates had thought that Lin Chen probably wanted to report some confidential information or make final arrangements to him. But only he knew that it was a moment of Lin Chen’s remorse and desire to make amends.

Sitting in the vehicle, Lin Chen held his hand and spoke to him with a gentle and affectionate tone, saying, “I’m really sorry. Regardless of the circumstances, you have to walk through this with me. I also need to receive treatment like an ordinary patient, to see if conventional psychiatric medications can effectively address the mental disturbance caused by this drug. You need to focus on your work and handle things well, but also remember to come and visit me.”

There was nothing wrong with that statement—logical and clear.

If it weren’t for the lack of reflective film on the ambulance window, he believed that at that moment, Lin Chen would have kissed him.

And he just watched Lin Chen, feeling that something was off, but unable to articulate why.


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Criminal Psychology Ch246

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 246

In a dim and dilapidated residence, the clock hand pointed to five o’clock.

A pair of bony hands trembled as they held the mouse, rapidly clicking on the hidden software icon buried deep within a folder.

After a moment, a crude image appeared on the screen.

It was the kind of low-resolution graphics seen in primitive pixelated games. Black background, red lines, and a simple square-shaped cottage in the center of the screen. In the bottom right corner, there was a cluster of golden flowers. The interior of the cottage appeared empty at first glance, but upon closer inspection, one could spot a pitiful silver coin in the corner.

Upon seeing this, a look of despair covered his face, and his trembling lips revealed rotten teeth.

He desperately covered his mouth and looked back down at the bottom corner of the screen. There, six lines of text written in the lingua franca of the United Nations filled the space, and among them was a line in Chinese:

Account balance: 1 bitcoin.

The occupant of the room stood up aimlessly and began walking. He bumped into the coffee table in the middle of the room, overturning it. The remaining white powder of a drug on the table dispersed into the air. He hurriedly crouched down to clean it up, but there was so little left that after a couple of licks, there was nothing left.

This caused him to stand up again, unable to resist gnawing at his own wrist.

The creaking of the wooden floor grew increasingly urgent, echoing the sounds of a distressed bed behind the partition. The entire space became more and more restless. Unable to bear it any longer, he walked to the table and picked up a syringe, intending to pierce it into his temple.

At that moment, a light tinkling sound came from the speakers.

He thought he was experiencing auditory hallucinations and searched aimlessly for the source of the sound. The room remained dark and chaotic, and he didn’t even notice the silver coin slowly descending from the ceiling of the cottage on the computer screen.

With the syringe pressed against his temple, he could end his own life with just a little force.

Suddenly, that small silver coin seemed to trigger something, and numerous shining silver dots fell from above. Those dots grew larger and larger, fluttering down like snowflakes and eventually turning into piles of silver coins at the bottom of the screen.

Likewise, six lines of text slowly descended and hovered above the stack of money.

The occupant of the room grinned, revealing bright red lips and teeth yellowed to the point of blackening. He laughed maniacally, silently.

Round Two: The target is still alive. The game continues.

……

In a glamorous and decadent bar, a blue-eyed girl with green hair lazily sat on the sofa. The expensive red wine in her glass was reduced to a mere trace.

This themed bar was entirely in a distorted gothic style. The soaring electronic music and the intertwining beams of cross-fading lights filled the air with the scent of alcohol and drugs. The haze of smoke drifted through the air.

The girl’s gaze wandered vaguely over her companions, and she reached out to pull a chubby middle-aged man beside her. With an air of sensuality, she bit down on his earlobe. Strange tastes of the wealthy were nothing out of the ordinary.

Onstage, the stripper had reached the most thrilling stage of the performance, and the sound system by the glass stage exploded. But in the next moment, the girl’s expression underwent a peculiar change. It was because her phone emitted a strange and eerie sound, both resembling agony and boundless pleasure. The girl leaned forward abruptly, grabbing her phone eagerly and tapping on an icon.

A crude pixelated image flashed on the screen. It was a vault, with countless coins piled up like mountains. However, soon a swarm of black bugs crawled in, devouring the coins with abandon. At the same time, the number below was fiercely changing— from eight digits to seven, then to six, five… until it became just two digits.

The black bugs disappeared, leaving only a meager few dozen coins in the vault, scattered haphazardly on the floor, looking extremely shabby—especially compared to before.

The man stared with wide eyes, disbelief evident on his face.

Prompts appeared in six different languages—

Round 2: The Target Is Alive. To be continued…

The girl grabbed her phone and slammed it forcefully onto the ground.

The carpet was thick, and the phone was of good quality, so it only bounced a few times before coming to a stop.

Beneath the pixelated screen, a clump of equally crude golden flowers swayed as if drifting with the wind.

……

In a luxurious building, a singer emerged from the recording studio, immediately surrounded by a group of people, showering him with attention and inquiries. The singer responded with a gentle smile, and the faces of those in front of him lit up with joy.

Five minutes later, the singer entered the restroom on the same floor. As soon as he closed the door, a look of extreme weariness appeared in his eyes reflected in the mirror.

He glanced disdainfully behind him, leaned against the sink, took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep drag.

Amidst the swirling smoke, a sudden sound resonated—a strange and eerie sound. The singer froze and took out his phone.

After a moment, he frantically ruffled his own hair, waved his hand, and forcefully smashed the phone against the mirror in front of him!

In the loud crash, the mirror shattered into pieces, and the fragments briefly reflected the last image on the phone—

Behind the six lines of text in different languages, in an empty and crude room, the only gold was the gently trembling petal below.

……

In an inconspicuous noodle shop in the city, the sky had completely darkened.

A ceiling fan hung overhead, whirring as it blew air. White porcelain tiles covered half of the wall, and a circle of tables was arranged facing the wall, separated by partitions.

Most of the customers were focused on their bowls of noodles, paying little attention to the content playing on the LCD TV. For the solitary office workers, having to share a table with strangers after a tiring day of work felt like torture. Therefore, despite the average taste of the food here, the owner’s layout was unusually considerate.

The TV was placed directly opposite the kitchen, broadcasting news of the police escorting a suspect.

“According to our sources, the criminal suspect Shen Lian was successfully captured by the Hongjing police this evening. The police spokesperson declined to reveal any details related to the case…”

The towering figures of the surrounding officers obstructed the view of the slender woman in the middle, her face covered with a black blindfold, making it impossible for the reporters to capture anything.

The volume of the small noodle shop’s TV was set very low, barely drowning out the sound of slurping noodles.

In the footage, the police car departed from the square of the Zhourui Building flashed away, while the reporters’ camera flashes seemed to illuminate the night sky.

However, the man sitting in the corner of the noodle shop didn’t raise his head to watch the news. His laptop was still open, and his fingers tapped on the keyboard, resembling an office worker diligently working overtime.

He lifted the vinegar bottle and poured some into his bowl, revealing a cuff of a shirt sleeve and slightly antiquated sapphire cufflinks.

At that moment, the owner happened to bring a bowl of spicy oil-splashed noodles. The busy customers finally looked up, casually glancing at the TV but paying careful attention to the owner. With a touch of humility and respect, the man asked, “How’s business been lately?”

The owner wiped his hands on the glaringly white apron and shook his head helplessly. “It’s been a disaster.”

The customer opened his mouth, slurping the noodles, and glanced at the computer screen, sighing with a hint of regret. “It’s truly unexpected.”

By that time, the owner had already walked into the kitchen and didn’t hear this remark.

Meanwhile, a new customer entered the shop, loudly requesting two bowls of spicy oil-splashed noodles.

In the partially open kitchen, a large pot on the coal stove floated with animal parts. The owner held an iron ladle and scooped up a spoonful of blood-red oil, pouring it over the noodles with a graceful and traditional elegance, creating a tantalizing sizzling sound that filled the space.

“But it’s not bad. Quite interesting,”

The owner murmured, bowing slightly, as if talking to himself or responding to something.

……

It was night.

Outside the Hongjing Police Station, the scene was bustling with cars and people, as if a market was set up. Whether it was due to the rumored effects of the medication or the significant activities in the city today, even small fights and altercations were more numerous than usual. What was even more terrifying was the continuous arrival of officers from various levels and investigators from related departments across the country who came to assist with the investigation. Even clerks like Zhang Xiaolong were forced to work overtime, handling reception and registration tasks at the front desk.

The summer night was still hot. People came and went in the front hall, but there was a silence in the air that was completely different from the heat. Footsteps were subdued, conversations were rare, and the police officers in their uniforms had solemn and serious expressions, as if mourning something.

Zhang Xiaolong was well aware of what all this was about, and it felt like something was stuck in her throat, making it difficult for her to speak. Fortunately, she was busy and could temporarily avoid thinking about these matters. She directed a department head from the Drug Administration who had arrived overnight to the relevant office, and just as she did, the telephone rang. She hurriedly picked up the receiver, taking out a notepad to jot down the information conveyed over the phone.

At the same time, another phone started ringing. Zhang Xiaolong had a pen and paper in her hand and was still recording when she suddenly didn’t know what to do. Just as she was feeling quite distressed, a hand reached out and effortlessly answered the phone for her.

Thinking it was a colleague helping out, Zhang Xiaolong continued to lower her head and write down the information from the phone call. She wrote two lines and suddenly felt that the voice beside her wasn’t quite right. The male voice sounded too relaxed and pleasant, even with a hint of bored leisure. This made the policewoman, who had been serious all day, feel uncomfortable.

“Well, you should contact the Environmental Protection Bureau directly.”

The other end of the line was quickly hung up, and Zhang Xiaolong even heard a protesting voice from it.

She suddenly looked up and saw a completely unfamiliar young man standing in front of her, smiling meaningfully.

For about three to five seconds, Zhang Xiaolong was completely taken aback, displaying a normal stunned reaction upon seeing a handsome young man.

The young man was dressed in a simple black shirt, matching trousers, and leather shoes of the same color. His tie was slightly loosened, secured by a sleek silver tie clip in the middle. Although this young man appeared a bit disheveled, his clothing and the expression on his face when he nodded were elegantly appropriate.

Zhang Xiaolong opened her mouth, intending to ask a question like “Who are you”, but, to her surprise, before she could speak, the person introduced himself.

“Hello, I’m the new psychological consultant for the Hongjing Municipal Bureau.”

Su Fengzi’s voice was loud, and many people around heard it, casting incredulous glances at them.

Once again, Zhang Xiaolong felt as if she had been struck by lightning. Her first reaction was anger. Why did they bring in a replacement so soon after something happened to Consultant Lin? This was going too far and showed a lack of consideration.

She took a deep breath, steadying her emotions, and picked up the office phone to find someone. She dialed two numbers but suddenly realized something was off. How could the Criminal Investigation Department find a replacement for Consultant Lin so quickly?

She looked up in shock, glanced at the person in front of her, and cautiously asked, “May I ask who you are and where you were transferred from?”

The young man seemed to have anticipated that she would ask such a question. He took out a cardholder from his pocket and pulled out a card, placing it on the table and pushing it towards her.

Zhang Xiaolong lowered her head somewhat slowly and saw that the card was written in simple Song font: [Renowned Writer: Su Fengzi.]

Below were densely packed words arranged under quotation marks, which she realized were the titles of his works, mostly something like <The General’s Spoiled Empress—Don’t Run Away from the Overbearing President>.

The policewoman was immediately enraged but still had to suppress her anger and explain to the person politely, “Sir, the police station is busy with official matters. This is not the place for jokes.”

The young writer named Su Fengzi remained unfazed and continued to push the card toward her with a polite yet non-negotiable attitude, saying, “Call Xing Conglian and read him the contents on the card.”

In reality, Zhang Xiaolong could have refused, but at that moment, she felt that the person in front of her was somewhat familiar, which made her, inexplicably, pick up the phone.

She briefly explained the situation at the front desk, but the captain on the other end of the line fell into silence.

Zhang Xiaolong couldn’t help but prompt him, and it was only then that Xing Conglian said, “Tell him to wait,” before hanging up.

Although the captain’s instructions weren’t particularly clear, it seemed like he wanted the other person to stay. Zhang Xiaolong hung up the phone, and the young man was already carelessly leaning on the front desk, his phoenix eyes raised slightly as he casually scanned the lifeless lobby. His gaze was probing, yet he had shed the carefree attitude, appearing gentle and profound.

Xing Conglian arrived quickly.

When he and his team came down from upstairs, everyone in the lobby raised their heads, and the atmosphere cooled a few degrees.

“Captain Xing…”

Voices from other officers greeting Xing Conglian intermittently sounded.

Wang Chao froze on the stairs, pointing at Su Fengzi with an expression as if he had seen a ghost, but his eyes were red.

At this moment, the young man finally looked up and glanced at the stairs, his first words being, “What’s going on? Did Lin Chen die?”

Su Fengzi’s words instantly silenced the entire lobby. All eyes turned toward him with restrained expressions that were filled with anger. But the young writer seemed oblivious.

The first one to react was Wang Chao. The young man quickly ran down the stairs and pointed his finger at Su Fengzi, cursing, “What the hell are you talking about!”

Su Fengzi looked at Wang Chao’s pointing finger, reached out to shake his hand, and then casually ruffled Wang Chao’s hair, leisurely saying, “Tsk, since you didn’t hit me, it means Lin Chen hasn’t played himself to death yet. He really has some ability.”

Wang Chao was even more furious. He pushed Su Fengzi’s hand away, but his language skills were no match for Su Fengzi’s. He could only sulk in anger.

“Please respect Consultant Lin!” Zhang Xiaolong had been watching from the side and couldn’t help but speak up.

“How am I disrespecting him?” Su Fengzi didn’t even look at her directly, casually asking.

“You said Consultant Lin died!” Zhang Xiaolong said seriously, realizing that her words didn’t hold much weight in the current situation. But after everything Lin Chen had done, his successor turned out to be this kind of person, which left Zhang Xiaolong with a lump in her throat.

“That’s because all of you are wearing mournful faces, as if Lin Chen is already gone.” Su Fengzi slightly bowed and pinched Wang Chao’s cheek, saying, “Why are you crying?”

“So, you mean we should be happy?” Another officer who had been silently standing by spoke up. “When Consultant Lin made that kind of exchange with his life to ensure the survival of the suspect, are we supposed to be happy about Consultant Lin’s self-sacrifice?”

Su Fengzi pondered for a moment and questioned the other person. “What’s your name?”

Probably assuming that Su Fengzi was here to take over Lin Chen’s position, the officer stood at attention and answered, “Zhang Xingguo.”

Su Fengzi raised his thumb slightly and pointed casually at the officer who stood like a rock, asking Zhang Xiaolong, “Who is he?”

Zhang Xiaolong replied solemnly, “He’s Deputy Captain Zhang, who has received two individual second-class merits and one collective third-class merit*.”

*Clarity: These are basically medals awarded to individuals and units in the Chinese military. The reward levels are divided into 5 levels (going from high to low): 1. Honorary, 2. First-class merit, 3. Second-class merit, 4. Third-class merit, and 5. Regular awards. || To be awarded a second-class merit, he must’ve made important contributions, while a third-class merit means he made outstanding achievements or great contributions.

“Oh… a hero, I see.” Su Fengzi’s voice was relaxed and abrupt. “So, Zhang Xingguo, after being a police officer for so many years, what’s the most dangerous situation you’ve encountered?”

This question left Zhang Xingguo in silence.

“Deputy Captain Zhang has handled the 721 major gang robbery case!”

“Was it dangerous?”

“We seized 22 firearms on the spot, with over a thousand rounds of ammunition,” Zhang Xiaolong answered.

“Oh, then Zhang Xingguo, when you faced the suspects with a gun, did you make sure you could survive?”

“No,” the middle-aged officer broke his silence and spoke again.

“Then why did you risk your life to do these things?”

Zhang Xingguo saluted once again and answered, “It’s my duty.”

“Oh, so risking your life is your duty, but Lin Chen doesn’t have his duty?”

Zhang Xingguo was momentarily at a loss for words and could only say, “Consultant Lin is not a front-line officer.”

Su Fengzi finally stood up straight, looking at Zhang Xingguo and seemingly addressing everyone. “Even if he’s not a front-line officer, I know that negotiation experts often say, ‘Let me exchange this hostage in your custody.’ Do they have a hundred percent certainty that they will survive when they say those words? I don’t think so. The same thing happens every day. Why does it make Lin Chen appear particularly worthy of respect and make you all so uncomfortable?”

“But, but A’Chen Gege is different!” Unable to hold back any longer, Wang Chao shouted loudly.

Seeing the teenager reach into his pocket, take out a candy, tear open the wrapper, and swiftly stuff it into his mouth, Zhang Xiaolong couldn’t help but pinch his face and laugh. “Young man, you’re so good at getting caught up in trivial matters. Is it because you don’t have a girlfriend?”

Although Su Fengzi was teasing, the entire hall fell into silence once again, with no one speaking.

Su Fengzi glanced at Xing Conglian, who was standing in a high place, and then looked at everyone present. He said, “If any of you wouldn’t make the same choice as Lin Chen, please step forward.”

Seconds ticked by, and Zhang Xiaolong looked up. In the vast hall filled with dozens of people, not a single person moved.


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Sendoff Ch53

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 53: White Thorns

Shi Jingzhi suddenly felt a bit sad.

As he wandered through the world, Shi Jingzhi rarely empathized with others. Other people’s joys and sorrows felt like they were behind a veil, coming and going, and he couldn’t see them clearly. His heart was unaware of spring, and he always rushed through life, only seeing the superficial desires of people, unable to perceive their joys, anger, and sorrows.

However, in this moment, his shell was stripped away by the scene before him, causing him some genuine pain.

If the roles were reversed, would he be left behind? What about Yin Ci?

Were worldly attachments such painful things?

Su Si in the illusion of the inner demon cried in such agony, and Shi Jingzhi didn’t know if he cried for his parents’ deception or if he faintly sensed what he had truly given up.

“He never told me… He could have hidden me away back then. Why couldn’t he leave with Taiheng?” Yan Qing’s voice trembled, and his face lacked any trace of color.

Shi Jingzhi remained silent for a long time. “Even if he left with Taiheng a few days later, would you survive? …Is he willing to abandon his only playmate but not his only relative?”

In the world, there was only one person who stumbled after the carriage, telling him that it wasn’t a good place, and he shouldn’t go.

In just one sunrise and sunset, Su Si gained another relative, leaving only this one remaining relative.

The black snake hovered in mid-air with its head slightly lowered. Its killing intent weakened, and its state seemed somewhat trance-like.

Yan Qing made an effort to move in its direction and spoke with a bitter tone. “But I would rather die than become his inner demon.”

Shi Jingzhi waved his flag and blocked Yan Qing. This time, he didn’t deliberately show any gestures, but his every move exuded a leader’s aura. “Now that we have finally stabilized, don’t move for now… His inner demon might not be you.”

The two inner demons entangled, and the scene changed once again.

Su Si had grown taller, and Yan Qing’s cheeks had filled out, giving him a healthy and refreshing look. Both of them wore simple yet clean clothes, seemingly not in the village. It was dim all around, clearly night.

[Uncle Tan praised my skills today.] Su Si rolled up his sleeves, showing off his slender arms. [He said that when I grow up a bit more, he will officially take me as his apprentice. But I don’t want to learn how to butcher pigs. When I become one the Greats in the future, everyone will have pride on their faces.]

Yan Qing had a childish face, but there seemed to be wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. [First, take off your outer garment, and I’ll soak it with today’s clothes. Later, Grandma Tan will want to sleep, and I have to go wash her feet and change her clothes… Uncle Tan took us in only half a year ago, kindly letting us stay at his house. You should still restrain yourself.]

Su Si chuckled. [You don’t understand. I am a great talent who can enter Taiheng.]

[They say the earlier you start martial arts training, the better. If you really want to go, we can head to Yidu tomorrow and take a look at Taiheng.] Yan Qing hesitated for a moment before replying earnestly.

[They are hunting down Yan family members everywhere. If you really enter Taiheng, won’t you have to pretend to be blind every day? Besides, what if you can’t get in? I can’t just leave you outside. We’re still young now, a few more years won’t matter—at least until you’re old enough to take care of yourself.]

They were the same age, but Yan Qing had suffered from malnutrition for a long time. Compared to Su Si, he still looked like a six- or seven-year-old child. When Su Si hit a sore spot, Yan Qing became so angry that he burst out. [I’ll be eleven next month! When I grow up, I’ll definitely be taller than you.]

He thought for a moment and found an excellent way to retaliate. [A’Si, did you memorize today’s lesson? If you want to become one the Greats in the future, you can’t be illiterate.]

Su Si immediately whined. [Hey, little brat, you’re so young, how can you sound like an old Confucian scholar?]

Shi Jingzhi instantly realized—eleven years old; that meant it was ten years ago.

According to Yan Qing, after Yan Qing’s father died, the two of them made a pact to escape from the village. At this moment, it was the year when they relied on each other for a few years before they completely lost contact.

Seeing Yan Qing with a serious face taking out a book, Su Si’s head spun. He glanced around and held onto his coat tightly. [I have to go out tonight. There’s a market on the north side of the town, and it’s bustling.]

Yan Qing’s expression changed. [You promised me this morning that you wouldn’t go out tonight.]

[Those apricot pits you play with? San Zi, usually it’s fine, but tonight is important, so don’t worry about whether it’s auspicious or not.]

Su Si played with his money pouch, intentionally making the copper coins inside jingle. [There are many cheap things at the market. I’ll buy you some candy.]

[Don’t go or take me with you.]

[If you leave, who will take care of Grandma Tan? If she’s unhappy, Uncle Tan will get angry, and we won’t have any good things to eat.]

After a series of threats and temptations, Yan Qing still didn’t buy it, tightly gripping Su Si’s clothes. [You promised me not to go out. I have a bad feeling, really.]

[If I had known, I wouldn’t have let you pretend to be blind and play outside. I’ll definitely give that old monk who taught you fortune-telling a beating when I see him.] Su Si gritted his teeth. [Alright, alright, it’s just a few apricot pits—a little trick to fool people. Look how scared you are.]

Su Si carefully pried open Yan Qing’s fingers. [I’ll be back soon. It’s almost the Lunar New Year, and everything nearby is expensive. It’s rare to catch the market…]

Yan Qing pursed his lips, and the two of them stood in a stalemate for a while.

At that time, Su Si was a head taller than Yan Qing, and Yan Qing felt the pressure of his gaze. Under Su Si’s relaxed gaze, Yan Qing’s expression shifted from determination to hesitation and finally to a lack of confidence, as if he were wondering if he was being unreasonable.

Su Si rubbed his head forcefully, seizing the opportunity. [Stop being difficult. Be good, or else I’ll get angry.]

Yan Qing wrinkled his face and finally hesitantly let go. [Then, then come back earlier.]

After Su Si left, Yan Qing stared blankly at his own hand, slowly biting his lip.

He quickly attended to the elderly woman, helping her wash and get ready for sleep. Then he sat on the doorstep, anxiously waiting for Su Si to come back. The night gradually grew darker, but Yan Qing didn’t move from the doorstep. He stared intently at the entrance gate, tightly clutching the apricot pits, his thin fist turning pale.

At that moment, the adult version of Yan Qing by Shi Jingzhi’s side trembled, and the eyeballs in the shackles of flesh rolled wildly. Shi Jingzhi furrowed his brow slightly, as if realizing something.

That day, Su Si never returned.

Yan Qing tearfully waited through the night, waiting until morning. He searched repeatedly near the town, but he found nothing. Afraid that Su Si couldn’t find him, he obediently returned to the Tan family and waited.

Unfortunately, without Su Si, the naturally powerful helper, Butcher Tan didn’t want to keep a “blind” servant boy all by himself. Not long after, Yan Qing was kicked out of the house.

He stood there, holding his belongings, lost in thought for a long time. Finally, he turned around and walked alone towards the direction of Taiheng.

On the other side, Su Si’s inner demon filled in the missing pieces of Yan Qing’s memory—

That night, Su Si took out the majority of his savings and bought a crude longevity lock at the market. He specifically asked the merchant to wrap it in red paper and carefully put it in his pocket.

However, before he had taken a few steps, the carts and donkeys jumbled together, and the merchants clung to their goods, pushing and trampling each other. People screamed loudly, and the firelight reddened the night.

The Chigou Sect and the Ling Sect clashed nearby. Their members fought without respite, and the conflict spread all the way to the market.

After gaining the upper hand, the Chigou Sect eliminated the Ling Sect completely. While cleaning up the battlefield, one of them noticed the dazed Su Si amidst the pile of corpses. He lifted Su Si up and said, “This kid has a good face and a strong build. He’s good material for killing.”

Su Si, with his rough clothes and having rolled in the mud and blood, clearly wasn’t from a wealthy family, making him an easy target.

As he was lifted up, Su Si regained consciousness and immediately struggled with all his might. Unfortunately, the Chigou Sect wasn’t like the Taiheng Sect, and they didn’t bother with reasoning. With one slap, when Su Si opened his eyes again, he had already been taken far away, not knowing how many miles.

The surroundings grew increasingly dark, gradually losing its coherence. Horrible scenes emerged, with countless faces mocking or in agony. Colors merged into a bloody mess, and various things twisted together, forming a giant elderly face.

The elderly person looked down from above with an oppressive feeling that was suffocating.

The black snake hung its head, curling up into a ball.

Shi Jingzhi recognized that face. It was the face of Matron Wuxue. Within this uncontrollable inner demon, Matron Wuxue’s voice remained hoarse and unpleasant. [I have never been wrong about people. With your disposition, you are destined to join our Divine Sect. If you want to run, go ahead. Escaping will be considered your ability…]

The distorted inner demon scene became even more twisted, nearly reaching the point of collapse. The images constantly shifted, becoming increasingly difficult to discern—

Su Si really did escape. He trained diligently, breaking through guards time and time again, fleeing to the darkest and filthiest corners of the martial world.

But as the leading demonic sect, the Chigou Sect wasn’t to be trifled with. For every inch the righteous path rises, the demonic path follows suit*. Su Si could only evade capture for two or three months at a time before being captured again. But Matron Wuxue didn’t mind his defiance; to her, it seemed like an effective training method.

*(魔高一尺,道高一丈) It’s a proverb that means that as goodness and righteousness become stronger, evil and corruption also grow in response.

Caught, then escaped. Escaped, then caught. Su Si had been on the run for ten years, without respite.

[For so many years, haven’t you seen enough of the filthy corners of the martial world? Your foolish friend and that so-called dream of Taiheng are about to become your obsessions… Well, if you give up so easily, you don’t deserve that position…]

[Kid, you were personally chosen by me as our young Patriarch. One day, you will willingly return…]

Hearing these words, Yan Qing stood frozen in place. His inner demon was completely suppressed, while the darkness from Su Si’s side surged overwhelmingly.

On the brink of collapse within the inner demon scene, Matron Wuxue’s voice grew louder, resembling thunder above and mountains crumbling.

[In this world, there is no such thing as karmic retribution. Ultimately, good is not rewarded, and evil is not punished. Look up three feet, and you won’t find gods or spirits. Act wantonly, as you should. You should understand this better than anyone else…]

Scars were left on the human heart. In the wickedness of the world, once one experienced it firsthand, the shattered innocence and expectations could never be pieced back together.

Ten years was enough to grind a person into dust.

And in the orthodox martial world, it mostly relied on pure-hearted dedication, with an unwavering sincerity that showed no cracks. No matter how young Su Si was, he had witnessed too much malice, and uncontrollable darkness and suspicion were ingrained in his bones. He was destined to have no connection with Taiheng again.

The black snake let out a long hiss as tears of blood streamed down its scales. It suddenly went mad and slammed into the rocks, as if trying to scrape off its own scales. Unfortunately, after the frenzy, the scales remained firmly attached, and it only gained several bloody wounds.

Shi Jingzhi no longer protected Yan Qing. He looked at the gigantic face formed by countless images with a blank expression.

Bound by resentment, with no master to direct it, it devoured its own heart.

What exactly did Su Si’s “ignorance” mean? Was it an inability to distinguish between good and evil, or was it a fading of hot blood, yet still unwilling to let go of the delusion of “clear justice”, unwilling to sink into the path of evil?

Yan Qing grabbed the soil on the mountaintop with both hands. The mountaintop was littered with sharp stones, causing his ten fingers to bleed, tears streaming down his face.

The shackles of flesh finally stopped attacking Su Si. They entangled together, turning their murderous intent towards their master.

Above them were withered faces cast from the wickedness of the world, while all around them was a network of flesh shackles adorned with crimson ghostly eyes, resembling a scene from hell. Blood and tears flowed on the ground, creating a chaotic mess. Amidst the shattered cracks of the disintegrating inner demon scene, a faint hint of blue sky still shone through.

Pure and transparent, yet utterly ruthless.

Shi Jingzhi leaned on the flagpole, feeling a sudden suffocation.

“You are not his inner demon. He resents the distant heavenly mandate*.”

*Clarity: Basically, he resents fate/destiny. 

Shi Jingzhi murmured without looking at Yan Qing.

In this treacherous world, Yan Qing wasn’t Su Si’s inner demon. He was more like his last trace of innocence.

“Yan Qing, you are the opposite… What angers you is not the injustice of the heavens, but your own powerlessness.”

From the beginning until now, even though he had been involved in every twist of fate with Su Si, he couldn’t salvage anything. Ten years had passed, the world had changed, but it still retained its former appearance.

The ghost eyes of the Yan family were still detestable, and Yan Qing himself was still a rat crossing the street, barely surviving in the guise of being blind. He had entered Taiheng, the most just place in the world, but life was still an uphill battle, exhausting all his efforts in superficially embellishing peace.

His anger had ignited over a decade ago and had never extinguished. Year after year, the resentment turned inward, becoming an entrenched illness.

Upon hearing Shi Jingzhi’s words, Yan Qing wiped away his tears haphazardly and suddenly burst into laughter.

Treading on his own inner demon, he stood up unsteadily, as if losing his sense of pain. Red eyes burst open one after another under his feet, making a squelching sound like thick blood.

Yan Qing approached the severely injured black snake and gently embraced it.

The flesh shackles surrounded them from all sides, binding them together, rendering them immobile.

“In the end, birds of a feather flock together.” Yan Qing closed his eyes and embraced the snake’s body. “You and I are the same, resigned to our fate long ago, yet still unwilling… A’Si, from now on, I will accompany you.”

They were both still alive. Even if it meant struggling hopelessly, they didn’t need to continue alone.

The scales of the black snake finally loosened a bit, shedding its black scales to reveal Su Si’s bloodied upper body. The flesh shackles remained still, not retracting, but no longer attacking indiscriminately.

Shi Jingzhi sighed and slowly lowered the flagpole in his hand.

He approached the two individuals, both on the verge of death, and looked at Su Si, covered in blood, with his eyes half-closed. “Su Si, can you still hear me?”

Su Si raised his eyes and weakly nodded.

Shi Jingzhi’s face showed no expression. “Then let me ask you, if you could go back to the beginning, to the moment you first met Shi Zhongyu, would you go with her?”

Su Si hesitated for a moment, then revealed a weary smile that bordered on emptiness.

He shook his head ever so slightly, without any hesitation.

Shi Jingzhi stood in silence for a moment, then bowed respectfully to the two before him.

“Thank you both for enlightening me.”

Yin Ci, who was observing from a distance, sensed that something was amiss and approached with a swift turn. “The Lord of Hatred and the Lord of Ignorance haven’t shown themselves yet. Why did you awaken them?”

Once the inner demons were dispelled, hatred and ignorance would also vanish. Without a target, the demon lords would depart on their own. The clue left by Yan Budu would also come to naught.

“Because we no longer need them.” Shi Jingzhi turned his back to Yin Ci. His voice was somewhat stiff, as if suppressing his emotions. “They were already heavily injured. It’s better for them to rest in advance.”

Yin Ci watched that figure and keenly sensed that something was amiss. “What’s wrong with you?”

“A’Ci, I won’t ask about your inner demon. I just want to ask you one thing—why weren’t you surprised by the fact that ‘I have no inner demon’?”

Shi Jingzhi’s voice trembled slightly.

“You already saw through my situation, didn’t you?”

Before, he had thought Yin Ci was indifferent. But now it seemed that he himself was severed from the world, observing from a distance. Wasn’t he the same?

Shi Jingzhi felt a faint pain in his chest.

The inner demons had transformed, fueled by the power of the heart. Yan Qing and Su Si were already at their limits, and with their emotional knots pierced, the inner demon scene instantly collapsed. The murky fragments floated and swayed like a dark snowfall.

The Lords of Hatred and Ignorance carried Yan Budu’s spell, destabilizing people’s mental states. It was indeed a deadly path full of malice, but it could also be an opportunity for enlightenment.

In the recent inner demon scene, the cries of a child were piercing, and the despair of parting ran deep. Yet, Shi Jingzhi inexplicably felt a trace of envy.

In an instant, various scenes from his life flashed through his mind.

From the confusion, the desire to please and guard, to the swirling red leaves like butterflies in a hazy state, and the entwined hair under the starry sky, ending with the joy and indulgence on the Buddha’s head.

In the vivid whirlpool, only Shi Jingzhi stood alone in the center. His memories of the “other” were blurred.

Indeed, he wanted a disciple to experience the bonds of worldly attachments.

It could be anyone as a disciple.

As long as the purpose was achieved, he could give his care, reliance, and worries to them.

He stood high above, desiring only a taste of that slight sweetness and stopping at a surface level. Unfortunately, worldly attachments were still worldly attachments. If he was unwilling to personally stir up dust, then what was the point of worldly attachments?

After entering the formation, Shi Jingzhi had a vague sense of awareness.

His accumulated thoughts, their origins unknown, their outlets unseen, and never revealed to others. Over time, he himself couldn’t distinguish those suppressed emotions, simply regarding them all as “despair”.

In the midst of anguish and confusion, his original aspirations seemed distant and intangible. Naturally, there would be no mundane obstacles.

Yin Ci’s lack of surprise was because he saw through his true nature, right? What did Yin Ci think of such a “Master”? …Not knowing the thoughts of the other person was indeed unsettling.

The previous intimacy and apprehension were now all washed away, leaving behind an indescribable emptiness. The Lord of Greed brushed away the clouds that covered his eyes, seeking to dissipate them, revealing only an empty and suspended true self.

Perhaps it was time to take the first step.

Continuing to be alone and detached, he couldn’t give birth to an inner demon, nor could he touch deep emotions.

Shi Jingzhi turned around, looking at Yin Ci with a smile on his face as his eyes gradually turned red.

“A’Ci, you continue to search for the Lords of Hatred and Ignorance,” he said softly. “With me here now, they won’t leave.”

Yin Ci didn’t move.

Shi Jingzhi didn’t need to explain further. At the moment his words fell, countless pale thorns shot out from under his feet, spreading frantically.

The “Purifying Words” instructed him to ask the heavens and himself, not the world. Yet now, he wanted to blame the heavens and be angry at himself, intertwining love, hatred, anger, and foolishness, projecting them onto the world.

The thorns stretched out in despair, carrying the attachment of unwillingness to depart and a determination to resort to any means necessary. They entangled the mountains, the swaying “bare branches,” and the giant headlights, as if to devour everything. In an instant, the thorns climbed the distant mountains, covering the sky and the earth with their sharp tips pointing straight to the firmament.

In this moment, Shi Jingzhi’s long-standing defenses collapsed. In front of Yin Ci, he personally smashed his heart into the mortal world, leaving behind a ground filled with ordinary grievances, unwillingness, and liberation.

Like mountains covered in snow.

Unstable in his state of mind, hatred and ignorance erupted, and an inner demon was born.

Shi Jingzhi tightly grasped the thorny inner demon. The thorns cut into his palm, causing black-red blood to slowly drip.

“Go and find them quickly,” Shi Jingzhi repeated.

His complexion was pale, and his smile was unsightly. His voice trembled, with a hint of indistinct sobbing.

Yin Ci still didn’t leave.

For some reason, compared to the fleeting glimpse when he was dealing with the Lord of Greed, Shi Jingzhi’s current state, though miserable, appeared more alive—alive enough for Yin Ci to be unable to abandon him.

Yin Ci carefully crossed through the thorns, just like when his eyes were still blind, and firmly grasped Shi Jingzhi’s wrist.

“Shizun, you’ve only given birth to an inner demon; not be consumed by it.”

His actions were resolute, and his voice was calm.

“If we’re going to find them, let’s go together.”


Kinky Thoughts:

Ah I cried… I can’t express how disappointed I am that Su Si and Yan Qing aren’t a CP. I mean common!!!

Just a note on the three Lords. Nian Zhong is (most likely) basing them on the three poisons of Buddhism (which is actually quite apt given that they are in the Buddha Heart Formation). They are:

  1. Greed or Attachment: Refers to an excessive desire for material possessions, sensual pleasures, and personal gain. It involves an insatiable craving and attachment to worldly things, leading to dissatisfaction, clinging, and suffering. Greed is seen as a distortion of perception that prevents individuals from recognizing the impermanent and interconnected nature of reality.
  2. Hatred or Aversion: Encompasses various negative emotions such as anger, aversion, ill-will, and resentment. It arises when we encounter situations or individuals that we perceive as unpleasant, threatening, or incompatible with our desires. Hatred causes suffering not only to others but also to oneself, as it generates internal turmoil and disrupts peace of mind.
  3. Ignorance or Delusion: Is the fundamental root of the other two poisons. It refers to a lack of understanding of the true nature of reality, including the impermanence of all phenomena, the interconnectedness of life, and the absence of inherent selfhood. Ignorance leads to confusion, wrong perceptions, and mistaken views, perpetuating the cycle of suffering and preventing the attainment of enlightenment.

So while Yan Qing is actually affected by Anger (嗔), I’ve decided to translate it as Hatred following the 3 poisons (as anger is a subset of Hatred). 

Think of Greed, Hatred, and Ignorance on a more conceptual or spiritual meaning than the actual definition when applying it to what’s happening in this novel. Hope that makes sense.


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Sendoff Ch52

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 52: Hatred and Ignorance

Everything happened in an instant.

When the monster resembling the Lord of Hatred attacked, the group was walking on a cliff-side trail. The sudden change erupted in close proximity, leaving them with no room to retreat.

The air was filled with the distinct fragrance of pine trees. The dark green pine forest contrasted with the gray stone of the mountaintop, immersed in milky-white mist. On the other side, thin mist rolled beneath the cliff, blurring the view of the mountain below into a hazy blue.

What should have been a soothing and relaxing scene had now become incredibly treacherous.

Yin Ci was the first to react, feeling the “ropes” that bound him. The ropes were slippery to the touch, resembling bloody tendons, with eyeballs still wriggling on them, struggling in his palm.

It was Yan Qing who had been affected.

Yan Qing stood at the end of the group, staring blankly at his hands. His eyeball shackles squirmed wildly and shot in all directions, instantly binding everyone tightly.

Demonic qi surged from all directions, but there was no sign of the monster.

Yin Ci coldly snorted and directly broke the flesh shackles on his body. Yan Qing let out a scream, half-kneeling on the ground. A deep wound, exposing bone, appeared on his arm. His grayish-black clothes were soaked with blood, approaching a pitch-black color.

Shi Jingzhi was horrified. “A’Ci?”

“It’s better that Yan Qing got injured than the entire party getting wiped out. That goose demon didn’t give any warnings, so it probably won’t kill anyone.” Yin Ci didn’t hesitate. With a palm strike, he also broke the flesh shackles on Shi Jingzhi’s body.

This time, Yan Qing didn’t even have the strength to scream in pain. The torment inflicted by his inner demon affected him directly. He hunched over and completely sat on the trail as more blood poured out.

Shi Jingzhi: “…” He couldn’t help but feel that his disciple was getting further and further away from the word “honest”, proving Su Si’s argument that “the Kushan Sect isn’t a good group.”

However, while Yin Ci’s methods were cruel, they were also reasonable.

Shi Jingzhi threw the medicine box and decided to make up for the lost opportunity. Unexpectedly, as he approached Yan Qing, several flesh shackles shot out, causing Shi Jingzhi to stumble and nearly fall off the cliff.

Yan Qing, like a spider gone out of control, unleashed the flesh shackles like a spiderweb, attempting to bind everything around him.

“The inner demon transformed. Something’s not right!” Shi Jingzhi swallowed a mouthful of saliva and pressed himself against the rock wall. “The monk’s goal is to drive people away, but this seems… This seems like…” like an attempt to kill and silence them.

Yin Ci didn’t have time to chat with his master. The gap in experience was exposed at this moment—Yin Ci couldn’t fit through the trail with the human headlamp, so he had to climb along the cliff top above the trail. Taking advantage of his inner demon, he climbed up the shadowy rocks, grabbed a few flesh shackles, and pulled Yan Qing up to the cliff top. Lord Bai, seeing the situation wasn’t good, bit onto Yin Ci’s clothes and used the momentum to climb up as well.

Leaving the narrow environment of the trail, the trouble caused by the flesh shackles was instantly reduced by half. Shi Jingzhi stepped onto the rocks and climbed up to the cliff top. Just as he was about to catch his breath, his heart tensed up again.

Su Si hadn’t come up with them.

And until now, Su Si had been too quiet.

Even if the two of them were having a conflict, Su Si wouldn’t be so cold-blooded as to show no reaction when Yan Qing lost control. Shi Jingzhi skillfully dodged several flesh shackles and leaned over the edge of the cliff, trying to find any trace of Su Si.

A gust of black wind rose into the sky, and if Shi Jingzhi hadn’t reacted quickly enough, his head would have been bitten off by that black wind.

A giant snake climbed up to the cliff top. Its pitch-black snake pupils were devoid of emotions, and its snake tongue was a dim black color. The black snake scales were smooth, and the flesh shackles couldn’t bind it; instead, it broke a few of them.

It slithered forward, hissing, exuding complete hostility.

Shi Jingzhi took a breath. “Su Si?”

That snake tail undoubtedly belonged to Su Si. However, at this moment, this person had been completely consumed by his inner demon, devoid of rationality.

Another transformation of an inner demon.

Shi Jingzhi anxiously looked towards Yin Ci, relieved that the headlamp wasn’t moving and didn’t show any tendency to turn into a monster. When he spoke again, Shi Jingzhi’s words were filled with bitterness. “A’Ci, didn’t you say they were just having a quarrel?”

Now it seemed that quarrel had reached the level of long-standing resentment. Shi Jingzhi swung the “Medicine Cures Illness” flag, trying his best to resist the snake’s bite, but he didn’t dare to use too much force, afraid of accidentally killing someone.

Yin Ci shook off Lord Bai and leaped up lightly. He caught his own master off guard, and the two of them leaped onto the headlamp, leaving the transformed Yan Qing and Su Si behind.

“It’s not just a problem between the two of them.” After confirming that he had saved the fox, Yin Ci spoke again. “Close your eyes and sense the demonic qi.”

Shi Jingzhi, who had just been searching for people and dodging attacks, broke out in a sweat. Now that he was brought away from the battlefield by Yin Ci, he finally calmed down.

He tightly grasped Yin Ci’s wrist and closed his eyes slowly.

Seeing everyone affected and the mountain guardian no longer suppressing its aura, the demonic qi around them surged. Compared to that, the hostility of the Greed Butterflies seemed gentle to the point of being negligible. Upon closer inspection, the demonic qi was divided into two forces, with similar intensities. They exuded boundless malice and madness, yet they scattered and drifted, impossible to locate.

“This is…”

“Based on the intensity, both the Lord of Hatred and the Lord of Ignorance have come,” Yin Ci whispered. “What’s Su Si’s condition?”

“He’s been swallowed by his inner demon and turned into a snake. A’Ci, The Lords of Greed, Hatred, and Ignorance are all powerful demons. They each occupy their own territory and shouldn’t have met. This definitely isn’t the work of the monks. Otherwise, we…”

Seeing Shi Jingzhi stop halfway through his sentence, Yin Ci smirked. “Shizun, did you finally figure it out?”

Shi Jingzhi sighed. “Yan Budu.”

They had encountered that madness and malice countless times in the Ghost Tomb.

The Buddha Heart Formation wasn’t often activated, but the mountain guardians were always present. Yan Budu only instructed them to visit the Jianchen Temple, but he didn’t mention that the clue was inside the temple.

Thinking about it, the eminent monks of the Jianchen Temple weren’t just decorations. Even if Yan Budu was strong, he wouldn’t be able to leave a clue that could last for a hundred years in the temple. However, the monks weren’t tainted by greed, hatred, or ignorance, so they couldn’t see the mountain guardians. Even if they managed to see it reluctantly, it would never attract more than one at a time.

Yan Budu played his hand well by hiding the clue connected to the mountain guardians.

…But was this really a clue?

The Lord of Hatred and Lord of Ignorance had been dealt with by Yan Budu, which greatly unsettled everyone’s state of mind and caused their inner demons to transform. Now it seemed more like a trap leading people to a dead end.

Shi Jingzhi’s gaze stopped at the edge of the cliff. Yan Qing knelt on the bare cliff top while blood flowed from his body. Su Si, who had transformed into a black snake, slowly approached, not hiding his killing intent.

Shi Jingzhi was about to go down and rescue him but was stopped by Yin Ci.

“A’Ci, let go. They are members of the Kushan Sect after all—”

“Hatred begets rage, rage blinds the eyes, calamity befalls the innocent. Ignorance begets resentment, resentment engulfs the mind, devouring the self. In that case, Yan Qing has fallen into hatred, and Su Si has fallen into ignorance.”

Yin Ci’s voice remained steady, cold and unchanged.

“Even if Yan Budu made a move, it won’t change the nature of the mountain guardians. If these two can resist the transformation of their inner demons, the Lord of Hatred and Lord of Ignorance won’t be able to force them to their deaths.”

“But they don’t seem like they can resist.”

The two servants were affected, while one disciple was blinded. Seeing the sect on the verge of collapsing before his eyes, Shi Jingzhi was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan.

“Regardless of whether it was the mountain guardians or Yan Budu who meddled, their inner demons are more easily influenced now. If we continue to just watch like this… A’Ci?!”

Yin Ci suddenly embraced Shi Jingzhi, his five fingers running through the cool black hair, burying his nose in his master’s shoulder, and taking a deep breath.

It’s all over. The entire sect has gone mad. Shi Jingzhi stood stiffly in place as a wave of grief rose from the depths of his heart—his elder brother actually dared to complain that he was abnormal. Compared to these few, he was incredibly normal to an alarming degree.

“Don’t move. With the inner demons easily influenced now, they probably don’t discriminate in choosing their targets. This might actually be of use to me.” Yin Ci’s voice remained steady.

The situation was perilous. Shi Jingzhi’s breathing quickened slightly, and his body temperature rose even more compared to before. Yin Ci tightened his grip on the strands of hair in his hand, trying to recall that moment in front of the nest of the Greed Butterflies.

That moment when the rosy light broke through the darkness and made him forget the pain of the dark prison.

Shi Jingzhi was young, yet he could still train his mind with the Greed Butterflies and control the demonic lord. He was familiar with various techniques and had the assistance of current spells. If he couldn’t accomplish it, wouldn’t that be laughable?

A surge of enthusiasm exploded from his chest. When Yin Ci lifted his eyes again, his gaze was as cold as frost.

“The techniques of the two demons are powerful and cannot be controlled remotely. They deliberately scattered their demonic qi, probably because they didn’t want to be discovered—they must be hiding nearby. We just need to capture them.”

Shi Jingzhi immediately shook. “Your eyes?”

“Under the influence of the spell, the inner demons are more easily aggravated, but they are also easier to calm down.” Yin Ci released Shi Jingzhi and firmly fixed his current state of mind. “You and I will work together. You will protect the lives of those two, and I will search for the demon lords. How about it?”

Before Shi Jingzhi could answer, Yin Ci smiled lightly. “So this is what my inner demon looks like… No wonder Shizun knew something was wrong at first sight.”

Facing the formidable inner demon like a mountain, Yin Ci appeared unsurprised.

Shi Jingzhi had a thousand questions to ask, but the situation under the headlamp wasn’t good. If they continued to chat, Su Si would swallow Yan Qing for lunch.

He had no choice but to quickly nod and jump down.

Yan Qing was still kneeling in the same spot, with flesh shackles forming a dense web around the eyeballs. He seemed to still have consciousness and was trying to struggle to stand up. Unfortunately, he had no control over the flesh shackles, and the flesh web was like ten fingers connected to one heart. Whenever Yan Qing moved slightly, he would step on his own body, causing him excruciating pain.

Su Si, on the other hand, had completely lost his humanity. The black snake’s mouth opened wide, its sharp fangs tearing at the eyeballs, causing the murky fluid in the eyeballs to splatter with blood, worsening Yan Qing’s condition.

With Yin Ci’s assistance, Shi Jingzhi felt somewhat relieved. Using the force of his descent, he avoided dozens of entangling flesh shackles and struck the snake’s head directly. The black snake let out a painful hiss and fiercely bit back.

“Sect Master, don’t kill him!” Yan Qing desperately shouted.

“I won’t kill him. I won’t. You focus on yourself and stop throwing flesh shackles everywhere!” Shi Jingzhi dodged the black snake and spoke rapidly. “I say, you are so young yet have a broad-minded perspective. Where did you get such a grandiose spirit?”

“I…”

“You attracted the Lord of Hatred, and your brother attracted the Lord of Ignorance, which led to your current state. If you really can’t move, why not say a few comforting words to Su Si first; soothe him back into human form, and then talk—”

Yan Qing’s spirits lifted. “Will that really work?”

Shi Jingzhi: “It’s how it’s done in plays. There’s no harm in trying.”

Yan Qing’s eyes immediately dimmed, and the black snake took the opportunity to bite and crush dozens of eyeballs. In pain, the onslaught of the flesh shackles became even more frenzied, almost binding Shi Jingzhi. The inner demons of the two intensified, and the surrounding pine forests slowly shattered, making the scenery more distorted.

Shi Jingzhi: “…”

He stumbled and ran to Yin Ci’s side, back to back for defense. “Yan Qing is badly injured. Just maintaining consciousness is difficult for him. Su Si’s snake skin is extremely thick. I can’t knock him out. If I have to attack, it can only be a lethal strike.”

“Mm.” Yin Ci didn’t initiate an attack. Though he was at the center of the battle, he moved gracefully like a falling leaf, devoid of any hint of chaos. “Don’t be impatient. Let’s observe our surroundings.”

In the distorted landscape, the pine forest and the cliff disappeared together. The serene landscape transformed into an extremely ordinary, desolate mountain scene.

Shi Jingzhi: “Could this also be…”

“The two are deadlocked, and their inner demons are further transforming. The speed of their transformation is so fast, probably due to the influence of the Buddha Heart Formation. As I said, ultimately, they must resolve their inner demons themselves. You don’t need to end the battle; just force them to regain clarity.”

“I can only make them hold on for a few more hours. People all have their limits. If this situation is not resolved—”

Yin Ci answered nonchalantly, “If the cause of their inner demons is right in front of their eyes and they still can’t distinguish the importance, then we don’t need these servants. To find Yan Budu’s clue, we have to capture the Lord of Hatred and Lord of Ignorance alive.”

Shi Jingzhi’s actions froze.

He looked at Yin Ci with a hint of confusion. When his sight was restored earlier, that touch of warmth from Yin Ci didn’t seem false, and now his indifference also seemed genuine. This person seemed to have sealed himself in a thick cocoon, observing everything from a distance and making judgments based solely on reason.

As a master, was he also confined within this cold “reason”?

But this thought only lasted for a moment.

Yin Ci was right. Neither he nor Yin Ci could attract the Lord of Hatred and the Lord of Ignorance. Whether it was finding clues or saving lives, Yan Qing and Su Si had to stay alive.

Shi Jingzhi stopped by Yan Qing’s side, swiftly wielding the “Medicine Cures Illness” flag, creating a fierce whirlwind. Although he couldn’t change the course of the battle, the flesh shackles couldn’t approach his body. Shi Jingzhi rummaged through the medicine box, pouring and stuffing medicine into Yan Qing’s mouth, temporarily stopping the gushing blood.

After a while, the scenery on the mountaintop finally stabilized.

Shi Jingzhi recognized the familiar surroundings. It was a desolate mountain near Xizhuang.

Amongst the chaotic flesh shackles and the giant snake, two children appeared. One was delicate and lovely, with a tear mole at the corner of their eye. The other looked like a mummified corpse dug out from a grave, thin to the bone, with only a pair of red eyes retaining a glimmer of light.

It was Su Si and Yan Qing.

The giant snake and the flesh shackles both stopped in mid-air.

The young Su Si cooked and shredded fish, feeding it bit by bit to Yan Qing. The latter seemed like a starved ghost, eating rapidly as if trying to choke himself to death. It was winter, yet Yan Qing’s arms were exposed, covered in various bite marks and bruises.

[He didn’t give you any food? I told you. Hide the meat I gave you. Don’t give it to him.] Su Si complained while feeding Yan Qing. [You should let him starve.]

[…That’s my father. I only have my father.] Yan Qing stopped eating and said sullenly.

Su Si gnashed his teeth. Judging by his expression, he really wanted to say, “Your father is not a good person.” However, judging by the scene, this conversation had likely happened between them before. Uttering those words would probably not lead to any good outcome.

[When I leave, won’t you starve?] Su Si sighed and fed Yan Qing a bit more fish. [The food he gave you isn’t even enough to feed a cat.]

Yan Qing immediately stopped eating. He was so thin that his eye sockets appeared sunken, and his pair of red eyes looked particularly frightening. [You’re leaving?]

[I overheard it. A few days ago, someone from the village came and offered to buy me for one or two silver coins, saying they would take me to the city for a good life.]

Su Si sat on a rock, swinging his legs.

[I knew it. My parents still care about me. I eat a lot, and I can find food on my own. It’s normal for them not to care about me. You see, now that there’s a good opportunity, they still remember me and haven’t sent my brothers away.]

Yan Qing loosened his claw-like hand and furrowed his brows like a little adult. [Go to the city for a good life?]

[Yeah, something about the Nanfeng or Beifeng Pavilion. My father told me this morning that as long as I go with them, I’ll have a full meal every day.]

Yan Qing vigorously shook his head. [Don’t go. I heard from Mr. Bai that it’s—it’s not a good place.]

Su Si was stunned for a moment, showing a trace of anger. [Don’t talk nonsense. You must have misheard! Can my father deceive me?]

[I can read! I’ve also seen it before. It’s a job of the lowest class, and it will invite criticism…]

[Then tell me, what is the lowest class, and how does it invite criticism?]

Yan Qing saw his friend getting angry and became anxious, his face turning red. [I-I don’t know, but it’s not good. Books don’t lie.]

[My parents wouldn’t deceive me!] Su Si raised his voice. [You just don’t want me to go, right?]

Yan Qing grabbed Su Si’s clothes and shook his head vigorously, but he didn’t know how to refute him. Seeing Yan Qing about to cry, Su Si calmed down on his own. [When I have a good life, I will definitely come back to see you.]

[Don’t go. I beg you.]

[They’ve already given the money… Listen, I dried a lot of meat on the mountain, enough for you to eat for a year or six months. Eat it secretly. Don’t foolishly give it to your father.]

[I’m begging you.] Yan Qing repeated incessantly.

The two children’s figures suddenly disappeared.

In the next instant, the mountaintop remained the same, but the people had changed—Yan Qing packed a small bundle and followed Su Si firmly, showing signs of transforming into a human-shaped shackle. Su Si, on the other hand, changed into new clothes and walked towards the outskirts with a fat, middle-aged man.

When he saw Yan Qing, he couldn’t help but laugh and cry. [Don’t follow me. If your father finds out you skipped work, he’ll beat you when you go back.]

[I don’t care.] With a middle-aged man watching from the side, Yan Qing closed his eyes cautiously. [If you don’t stay, I’ll follow you until you agree to stay.]

[Don’t make a fuss. We’re going to take a carriage later.]

[I don’t care.]

Yan Qing straightened his small, upright back as if he had gathered all his courage, speaking slowly and deliberately.

[The place you’re going is not a good place. I’m not lying.]

The middle-aged man pulled Su Si and didn’t pay it any mind. [Alright, let’s go. Whatever he does, let him be.]

The small carriage was piled high with mountain goods. Su Si squatted among a pile of dried herbs, looking out towards the outside of the carriage. Yan Qing truly followed behind, stumbling and never stopping. After watching for a while, Su Si seemed unable to bear it and let down the curtain.

“I remember.” Yan Qing sighed beside Shi Jingzhi. “In the end, I couldn’t keep up with him. I can only follow from afar.”

“You followed all the way?” Shi Jingzhi sighed.

“Not exactly.” Yan Qing closed his eyes, and the flesh restraints around him calmed down slightly.

The conflicting scenes eventually favored the inner demon on Su Si’s side. In the next scene, only the young Su Si and the middle-aged man’s corpse remained.

That middle-aged man didn’t successfully bring him out of the mountain.

[You despicable person, how dare you offend Taiheng.] Shi Zhongyu stood with her sword hanging down as blood dripped from its tip. She looked much younger than she was in the Ghost Tomb, still appearing as a young girl. A female disciple, around fourteen or fifteen years old, hid behind her, tears still streaking on her face.

After comforting the female disciple, Shi Zhongyu turned to the frightened Su Si and her tone softened. [Do you know where he was planning to take you?]

Su Si stammered. [H-He… He told my parents he would take me to the Nanfeng Pavilion, where I would eat well.]

Shi Zhongyu patted his head, and her tone showed a hint of reluctance. [Poor child, that’s not a good place.]

Upon hearing this, Su Si’s eyes immediately reddened. He was at a loss but clenched his lips, stubbornly refusing to cry.

In the heart of a child, parents were everything. Yan Qing, who had been beaten until he was barely alive, still dared to hold onto a glimmer of hope. How many children were willing to face the collapse of heaven and earth head-on?

Seeing that he was sensible, Shi Zhongyu’s tone became even gentler. [Your physique is not bad, and your appearance seems to indicate talent. I happen to need a young attendant for my sword. Would you like to accompany me and join Taiheng?]

As the leader of the righteous path, even if it was as secluded as Xizhuang, they still knew about the Taiheng Sect.

Su Si was only seven or eight years old and hadn’t experienced such ups and downs. He stared blankly at the white-clad horses of the Taiheng Sect for a while, his soul seemingly absent. [Is it true? Can I have enough to eat if I join Taiheng?]

Shi Zhongyu chuckled. [Naturally.]

Su Si looked at the blood on Shi Zhongyu’s sword, gathered all his strength, and choked out a question, [C-Can I become one the Greats like Big Sister?]

[As long as you want to.]

Su Si’s three souls and seven spirits finally returned. He wiped his face haphazardly and gained some determination in his eyes. [Uh, yeah. I think I can help Big Sister now! The mountain road is difficult, but I know this place better than anyone else… Big Sister, why did the prestigious Taiheng Sect come to this desolate mountain?]

[To hunt down evil people.] Shi Zhongyu squatted down and draped a warm cloak over him. [Do you have any red-eyed people in your village? They’re not human; they are demons that must be eliminated.]

Although wrapped in a cloak, Su Si became even more stiff. He struggled to maintain a faint smile and put on an obedient look.

[…No.] He sniffled. [I know everyone in the village, and there are no red-eyed people.]

Su Si’s expression twisted. He was just a young boy, and Shi Zhongyu thought it was due to his recent realization of being abandoned by his parents and not being able to control his emotions. She didn’t suspect anything. [I’ll inform my master later and register your name. When we reach the Zhuangzi, I’ll also greet your parents.]

[I…]

[What is it?]

[Big Sister, I can’t go with you.] Su Si’s tone was calm, but tears kept flowing. [I have to take care of my little brother. If I’m not there to watch over him, he’ll starve to death.]

Shi Zhongyu was surprised. [You…]

[I’m going back first.] Su Si stood up.

[You can come with us—]

[No, he’s worried about me. He’s definitely still running on the mountain path.] Su Si said with a trembling voice. [When I grow up and settle him down, I will definitely go to Taiheng and become one of the Greats.]

Shi Zhongyu shook her head. [I understand you’re frightened. Follow me back to the camp for now, and tomorrow I’ll take you back on horseback, so you can return more easily… Wait, why are you running?]

Su Si threw off the warm cloak and rushed into the nearby bushes. The terrain was strange, and with just one run, he left Shi Zhongyu far behind. She had to take care of her junior sister*, so she couldn’t catch up.

*[Shimei] (师妹). Term used to refer to a girl younger than you within the same sect.

Yan Qing had been crawling and scrambling in the mountains for a day and a half, covered in bruises from falls. Just as he propped himself up with a branch, planning to continue forward, Su Si ran back.

[Taiheng is coming to arrest you. I came back using a shortcut and bought some time.]

As soon as he saw Yang Qing, he spoke hoarsely.

[Hide first. I’ll go back and inform the people in the village. They’re afraid of a bad reputation, so they’ll definitely help hide your father… Your father doesn’t have the ghost eyes, so he can hide well. Y-You must hide well.]

Yan Qing’s mind was still focused on helping Su Si escape the ordeal, and this sudden speech left him bewildered. However, seeing that Su Si had returned on his own, he simply hugged him and obediently went into hiding as instructed.

In a place where Su Si couldn’t see, his eyes were red the whole time. When Yan Qing was hidden and there was no one around, Su Si finally let out a sob and cried uncontrollably in the darkness.

In the end, he couldn’t let go of his only friend.

Perhaps the children back then couldn’t perceive it, but as they grew into adults, they became acutely aware—this matter became their inner demon, almost naturally so.

There was a moment when Shi Jingzhi couldn’t bear to turn his head and look at Yan Qing’s expression beside him.

If on that day Su Si had followed Shi Zhongyu, his suffering would have ended forever. With his innate talent as a guarantee, after more than a decade, Su Si’s position in Taiheng would undoubtedly be high.

However, on that day, he turned around and let go of the only thread of hope in his life, rushing towards an endless darkness in the future.

From then on, donning white clothes and wielding a sword, freely roaming the rivers and lakes, became an unattainable dream.


Kinky Thoughts:

Ah, I really love Su Si and Yan Qing…

This chapter is heartbreaking in more ways than one… Because they’re actually not a CP…


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Evil As Humans Ch204

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 204: Fall

Everything was still going according to plan, but the plan itself wasn’t easy.

If there was one thing in Yin Ren’s career as a “wild animal” for over a hundred years had taught him, it was that no matter how formidable he may be, to survive, he must never underestimate any opponent.

Especially when it came to the terrifying visitors from the Other Side with formidable strength.

Yin Ren exerted all his strength to devour Mr. Le, making every effort to replenish his own power. Even though he weakened his perception, the pungency of the toxin still stimulated every nerve in his body.

Indeed, Mr. Le soon realized that something was amiss.

The young cub was consuming more and more, yet it showed no signs of being affected by the toxin. A quarter of Mr. Le’s body that had squeezed into the interstitial space had already disappeared, and his feet had turned into half-broken skeletons. No matter how he trampled, the young creature always narrowly avoided him. If things continued like this, he would gradually be worn down.

The situation was different.

Mr. Le immediately ceased the secretion of the toxin, and the countless feet that were trampling collapsed into dirty foam.

Accompanied by thudding sounds, more foam descended from the Other Side.

Mr. Le’s true form was becoming more squeezed, yet it always evaded Yin Ren. No matter how hard the mass of darkness tried to get closer, Mr. Le managed to keep his body away. At the same time, the surrounding foam became more and more dense, and Mr. Le used his own flesh to build a cage, trapping the dark and fluttering young cub in the center.

The physical-level biological toxin named “Joy” transformed into a spiritual toxin. Since one had no effect, he used the other. The two toxins intersected continuously, always forcing the cub to reveal its true nature.

Mr. Le no longer allowed the cub to touch his body. His enormous true form kept rotating, causing the foam to burst incessantly. With painful convulsions, Mr. Le relentlessly squeezed and wrung the bubbles of his true form.

His body structure was loose and lightweight, so this method was like forcing his body into a meat grinder—indescribably painful. Mr. Le was already weakened for nearly a hundred years. If he continued to destroy himself like this, it would take him a few hundred years to recover.

…But it was worth it, he thought.

They had come all this way, sacrificing so much; a little more wouldn’t matter.

This cunning cub could conceal its identity and single-handedly challenge the flourishing “Disgust”. If they didn’t use all their strength, it would undoubtedly become a scourge in the future.

Dirty bleak joy condensed into thin threads; the biologically manufactured forbidden drug coated with poison of extreme bliss. The thin threads shot out like piano strings, bombarding the mass of darkness from all angles, leaving no blind spots—

The mass of darkness desperately tried to evade, but it was surrounded by Mr. Le’s body. Even if it tried to devour on the spot, it couldn’t quickly find a place of refuge. Several threads pierced through the cub’s body, causing it to tremble a few times before completely collapsing.

Pain.

This sensation filled Yin Ren’s mind completely. Even without sensory perception, the pain still felt like being tortured with a hot knife. His body was instantly pierced, and Yin Ren almost lost consciousness.

After the pain came an almost ecstatic bliss.

Ice and fire intertwined, capable of cracking even the toughest of objects. Yin Ren’s movements stalled for a full second before hundreds of torturous cycles ensued.

Now Yin Ren understood why Mr. Qiu hadn’t used emotional influence in their previous encounter.

Disgust was useful for causing chaos but using it on an enemy was simply inviting discomfort upon oneself. It was different for Mr. Le; even with Yin Ren retaining only a slight awareness, the occasional invading pleasure made him instinctively relax. In a state of relaxed consciousness, Yin Ren could only choose to read the thoughts of Zhong Chengshuo and “blindly strike” with his body.

Let alone the current situation…

Satiated with selfish pleasure, mixed with the euphoria induced by drugs. More emotions were directly injected into his body, and if Yin Ren hadn’t experienced such suffering before, he would have likely perished in this attack.

In the midst of chaos, Yin Ren forced his body to continue evading according to Zhong Chengshuo’s instructions. The piercing threads continued to cut through his body, and even when he successfully moved, more poisonous threads pierced him.

What’s happening outside?

Yin Ren exerted all his strength to devour, desperately avoiding each attack, yet the intense pain and extreme bliss mercilessly twisted his body, and the situation didn’t improve. Gradually, a hint of panic crept into his movements.

That was right… He and Zhong Chengshuo weren’t alone, and Zhong Chengshuo wasn’t an infallible machine either.

Was this a mistake?

Could Zhong Chengshuo have made such a mistake?

In a situation where he couldn’t perceive the outside world, such a predicament was especially terrifying. If it weren’t for centuries of experience keeping him steady, the tremendous pressure would have driven Yin Ren insane. Amidst the deluge of ecstatic euphoria, Yin Ren struggled to maintain a shred of clarity. But the pain was like an anesthetic, dulling his control over his body, and the small wings on his surface trembled uncontrollably.

Why hadn’t Zhong Chengshuo given him a strategy to change the situation? Could it be that this attack also injured him?

The will to survive churned Yin Ren’s thoughts, causing countless ideas to uncontrollably surface. He received signals from the outside through his hair—Huang Jin and Ge Tingting’s mission was going smoothly, and the mortal world’s reinforcement was ready.

Why not go all out and create an opening to escape?

The situation was worse than they had anticipated, and if they escaped now, they could all survive. Why did Zhong Chengshuo not recommend escape?

He had already exerted all his strength just to deal with the current battle… If things continued like this, could the plan really progress?

Yin Ren mentally clenched his teeth and pushed those thoughts deep into the recesses of his mind.

Don’t doubt. Don’t stop your actions. Zhong Chengshuo was his best accomplice; they made an agreement. According to the agreement, he must give it his all.

Sensing Yin Ren’s fear, Zhong Chengshuo gently curled up and lightly bit into the darkness at the corner of his mouth. Yin Ren happened to be pierced by a few threads of euphoric poison, and his thoughts began to falter.

[What are you doing?!] Yin Ren finally couldn’t hold back and mustered the energy to ask.

[Give me all your pain, panic, and fear—don’t leave a single bit.] Zhong Chengshuo commanded during the intervals, his thoughts incredibly clear.

[Brother, I’m reaching my limit. If you lose focus for even a moment, we’re both done for.] With the situation having reached this point, Yin Ren no longer had the strength to conceal his condition. His thoughts were fragmented, and his mental communication became sporadic.

[Give it to me.] Zhong Chengshuo’s thoughts calmly continued. [And then devour my eyes.]

With the situation being so tense, it took Yin Ren a full two seconds to react to that statement. [What?]

[The outside is narrow, the attacks are dense, and my vision can’t keep up.] Zhong Chengshuo’s thoughts instantly imprinted into Yin Ren’s mind. [My eyes haven’t fused with the host. If you devour them, it can help you recover a little.]

Yin Ren attempted to use his rusty thoughts to find the logic, but he couldn’t find it.

[Think again. I’m not at that point yet.] Yin Ren mustered his spirit, attempting to hide his weakness.

[Helping you recover is one aspect, but I can’t change my perception like you can. I can only abandon my organs.] Zhong Chengshuo calmly explained. [I’ve already taken out my eyes, so the situation has improved somewhat.]

[……]

[But I need more darkness, more pain, more of a sense of crisis that can push your instincts to the limit. This pain isn’t enough, far from it.]

[……Why are you…]

His consciousness was like a bird in a torrential rain, causing him to become disoriented. For the first time since the battle began, he didn’t feel like following Zhong Chengshuo’s commands.

Although the battlefield was ever-changing, Yin Ren had never seen anything like Zhong Chengshuo’s sudden mental and physical self-torture.

[Having walked this land for so long, it’s hard to express in thoughts ‘how to swim’. Only when you fall into the water can your body remember that feeling… Yin Ren, a long time ago, I was also a Primordial Elemental of the Other Side. But you transformed from a human and lack the instincts shaped by the Other Side’s environment.]

Yin Ren fell into silence.

[This might be the only thing I can teach you as an Elemental. Next, my commands might completely change.]

Zhong Chengshuo reached out his hand and touched Yin Ren’s body with two moist orbs.

[Do you trust me?]

[…That’s needless to say!] Yin Ren reluctantly pushed back his thoughts.

[Even I feel like it’s a bit risky.] Zhong Chengshuo touched his lover with blood-stained hands.

Smack! A small wing popped out from the top of Zhong Chengshuo’s head and lightly tapped his scalp.

[Why are you still hesitating at this point?!] Yin Ren exclaimed.

In the next instant, Yin Ren fully opened up.

[Just do whatever needs to be done. Later, consume more ‘Joy’ and regenerate your eyes.]

Pain, panic, confusion… darkness.

Their consciousness merged completely, plunging together into the depths of agony.

……

The new tactic worked, and Mr. Le was pleased.

The black cub was being sliced and wounded by the threads, and its movements became slower.

Initially, it would still crash into the wall formed by Mr. Le’s flesh. Whether it was because the compressed flesh was too tough to chew or it had simply run out of strength, the struggles of the cub weakened before his eyes.

Above the flesh prison, a giant foot took shape once again. The infant creature, pierced by countless threads, was barely breathing and unable to make any more movements. Its wings collapsed completely and turned into a soft and lifeless mess, no longer displaying the momentum from when the space was torn apart.

…It’s almost over.

Mr. Le dragged his painfully injured body and let out a long sigh.

Considering the current losses, things were going more smoothly than he had imagined.

This giant foot was more solid than before. It transformed into a foot wearing sturdy shoes, and the heavy sole was directed towards the trembling cub.

[…Why…]

Just as the foot was about to step down, a deeply sorrowful groan came from the cub.

[…It was you who attacked me first and destroyed my head… I was only defending myself at the time…]

[I infiltrated Shian only to gather information, not to be loyal to humans… We’re of the same kind, so why treat me like this… I don’t understand…]

The cub’s questioning carried a hint of despair; its voice was filled with inconsolable sadness.

Mr. Le’s actions came to a halt.

An innocent cub, who had separated from the group early on, was now crying before him. Its death had already been predetermined, and the current situation was brought about by his own hands.

But…

[Even if you want to kill me… let me understand why…] The cub painfully whimpered.

Above the sky, the vortex continued to rotate leisurely, and the pounding sound still persisted. The dirty foam compressed and burst, and Mr. Le fell into silence for a long time.

Another thread pierced through the cub’s body, but this time, it brought not the poison of euphoria, but a memory.

Their thoughts connected closely, and Yin Ren and Zhong Chengshuo almost simultaneously received the information—

It was a story that borders on a warm fairy tale.

Long ago, the Other Side had its peculiar “day” and “night”. Based on their respective origins, they were called Satisfaction and Fear.

Their origins could be considered the oldest and most primitive emotions of all living beings. For other Primordial Elementals, their scale was like that of a human in comparison to the ocean. Perhaps due to their primordial nature and exaggerated size, they were closer to some kind of inorganic natural phenomenon than ancient life forms.

Regardless of whether they represented relatively powerful emotions like Sorrow and Joy, or more complex and subtle emotions, the smaller Primordial Elementals would eventually be swallowed and annihilated by Fear.

For countless billions of years, the night-like Fear washed over the Other Side. Each time the darkness swept through, it would take hundreds and thousands of lives. Age and strength made no difference; its destruction was impartial and resisted no rebellion. And when Fear subsided, the pure white Satisfaction would silently flow, giving rise to new Primordial Elementals in various emotions.

The ebb and flow, the cycle of life and death.

As time flowed on, with the proliferation of life, countless nerves and brain marrow constructed a broader world of consciousness. The Primordial Elementals swam in the sea of consciousness, living and dying with the “day and night”, and everything was relatively peaceful—there was no reproduction or aging ailments. The Elementals only needed to consume and would perish by devouring each other.

Until the emergence of humans.

Disgust and Love rapidly grew in strength due to the birth of humans. Perhaps because they absorbed too many emotions originating from humans, they possessed more human traits compared to other Primordial Elementals.

Such as “thoughts”.

As the original wise Elemental, “Love” couldn’t tolerate the large-scale randomness of death caused by Fear. It convinced Disgust and Joy, which were of comparable strength, to ultimately discover the secret of Fear—

It was nothing more than an ancient entity, larger than them and with almost no consciousness.

[Kill it, so that no one needs to fear anymore… Having to worry about the end of life every day, such a life is too burdensome. We don’t need this.]

Love proclaimed.

[Moreover, humans reproduce rapidly, providing an enormous quantity of emotions that we cannot consume. ‘Fear’ is merely a calamity of indiscriminate destruction and must be eradicated… It is time to bring an end to this chaos.]

That battle lasted for hundreds of years. Countless Primordial Elementals followed Love and ultimately dealt a severe blow to that ancient and immense Fear—space was torn apart by the clashing forces, and Fear fell into a trap constructed by gaps. Its body was shattered into pieces, and its remnants scattered throughout the Other Side and the present world, immobilized and destined for extinction.

The night would no longer come.

There was no need to worry about death suddenly descending. The lives of the Primordial Elementals have become much more contented. They could plan their lives as they please, and their beloved comrades wouldn’t suddenly disappear. Humans had multiplied and developed rapidly, and food was abundant everywhere. The chaotic Other Side had transformed into a utopia in the truest sense.

[…] Astonished, Yin Ren finished interpreting the memories and turned to Zhong Chengshuo—so, it turned out that the silly and naive rabbit, who could stop a child’s nighttime crying, had a much greater background than he had imagined. It could be considered a walking weapon of mass destruction.

What was even more intriguing was that with all the commotion on the Other Side, he had inadvertently become a younger and more intelligent “Fear”. No wonder Mr. Le had gone to great lengths to kill him. In the eyes of the Other Side, “Fear” could be seen as Death that harvested lives in one fell swoop.

[This is blind destruction of the ecosystem.]

The former “Fear”, who once lacked thoughts, made such a comment. Zhong Chengshuo’s thoughts emitted a faint scholarly dissatisfaction.

[When Love awakened, it coincided with the peak of human civilization’s explosion, generating resources that were indeed sufficient for the Other Side to consume. However, even after global population stabilization, the Other Side still lacked an appropriate ‘death’ mechanism, which will only lead to widespread famine.]

Indeed, Zhong Chengshuo’s speculations were perfectly reproduced in Mr. Le subsequent memories.

When shortages first appeared, Love established many rules, from the allocation of emotions within the groups to the punishment of non-compliant Primordial Elementals by devouring them.

The situation improved for a while, but Satisfaction continued to give birth to new Elementals incessantly, and famine continued to expand. The Primordial Elementals started devouring each other due to hunger, and if this continued, there would be large-scale chaos on the Other Side.

Love couldn’t bear such a tragic situation and shifted its focus to “food crops”—the human realm.

[They only need to descend into madness, and they will double the production of various emotions.]

Love came up with a solution once again.

[Don’t worry, the total number of humans won’t decrease too much. I understand humans—when all humans go insane, it’s as if no humans have gone insane. They will only adjust and establish new orders, which will have no impact on us.]

[We only need to invest a portion of our bodies into the ‘Other Side*’ and guide them… There is no need to worry about the gaps restoring themselves autonomously. As long as someone holds on in the gap, it will not close so easily. Didn’t Fear fall into the gap back then and create many weak points in space?]

*Clarity: Human side. They’re both technically “the other side” depending on the speaker’s perspective.

Like when they dispersed the night, Love’s expression remained gentle and confident.

[You ask who will hold it up? Of course, it will be me.]

[I will break through the space just like Fear did, creating opportunities for all of you. However long you need, I can hold on for that long. Whether it’s a hundred years or a thousand years, you will always succeed… If you need power, you can take my body and exchange it with humans.]

As the hero of the Other Side, Love’s thoughts were incredibly gentle.

[…The greatest responsibility for the current situation lies with me. I will never let our homeland fall into chaos. Please trust me.]

……

After Mr. Le imparted the memories, the cub indeed calmed down.

It must have deeply understood its own fate—given the great price the Other Side had paid, it was impossible to allow this young Death to return and undo all their previous efforts.

By whatever means necessary, they had to reclaim that carefree time—a golden era without Fear, filled with abundant emotions.

The giant foot rose to an unprecedented height and ruthlessly stomped down on the silent youngling.

The might of that foot shook the heavens and earth. Just as Le Mister’s spirits loosened slightly, they tensed up again abruptly.

Something was off about the sensation.

It seemed like the foot had not crushed flesh.

In an instant, countless black threads emerged from the gaps of that foot. They rapidly spread along the giant foot, displaying none of the clumsiness and inexperience from before.

[What…?]

Mr. Le was engulfed by excruciating pain.

The previous cub had only nibbled with its baby teeth, but this devouring undoubtedly came from an even older and more mature Fear. In an instant, the flesh on the giant foot exploded into a fine mist, which was then absorbed almost completely by the spreading darkness.

The threads turned into streams, and the streams turned into an ocean.

That mass of darkness seemed to transform instantly into a strong acid. It surged within the flesh prison constructed by Mr. Le, rapidly corroding the flesh until nothing remained.

He fell into a trap.

…The cub had set him up!

After all, he wasn’t facing the mindless ancient Fear from a thousand years ago, but a more cunning and deadly enemy born from humans. In the blink of an eye, Mr. Le couldn’t react in time, and half of his being turned to ashes.

[Thank you for your information. I understand the cause and effect now… I understand the difficulties you all face.]

As it devoured the gap, the cub’s aura instantly stabilized, no longer resembling its pitiful appearance from earlier.

[Unfortunately, I’m a person who has never had much insight and doesn’t care about grand principles…]

In the narrow interstitial space, darkness spread madly, like the deepest of nights.

[…I only know that I don’t like living in a world of lunatics, and I don’t want my friends to become insane either.]

The cub’s body exploded, and darkness covered the filthy foam that filled the air.

[Hehe.]

In response to Yin Ren, there was a relieved smile.

[As expected of Fear…]

The foam quickly tightened and surged in one direction—

Encasing Luo Chunlei within a cocoon of flesh.

Snap.

The cocoon ruptured, and before Luo Chunlei could even open her eyes, she was instantly enveloped by countless bubbles. The bubbles rapidly merged into her body, like clear water seeping into a dried sponge. When she opened her eyes, the colors within her pupils melded together, revealing a fish-like white.

Completely identical to those filthy bubbles.

The girl died, silently and soundlessly, less substantial than a bubble popping. In her final moments, she was probably still intoxicated by this legendary experience, envisioning a future that no longer existed.

It made sense, after all. Mr. Le, as a great Primordial Elemental, had no reason to be so intimate with a human girl—perhaps he was confident they wouldn’t actively kill her, making her the perfect “escape pod”.

Squeezing his remaining body into a human vessel, was this his preparation for returning to the human world and seeking survival?

Without hesitation, Yin Ren regained consciousness and rushed towards the replaced girl. The external seal was already being taken over by his own allies, Mr. Le… No, Ms. Le could not escape.

He wouldn’t let sentimentality get in the way because of this appearance.

Just as he dealt with Mr. Qiu back then, as long as he captured Mr. Le’s true form, he would let destruction follow its body, chasing it all the way to the Other Side. Now, he was confident he could kill it and devour it completely.

The timing and conditions were perfect; he couldn’t let it escape.

But “Luo Chunlei” merely looked up and smiled at him.

That smile carried a sense of relief and sorrow, looking almost like…

Like a “hero” in the human sense.

In the next moment, “Joy” leaped into the void, soaring straight towards the vortex in the sky. The center of the vortex surged instantly, bursting with countless snow-white and emaciated arms. They gently opened, embracing the girl’s small body. Just by their movements, those arms did their utmost to cradle the girl tenderly in their palms. They closed slowly, resembling human fingers coming together—

Accompanied by a sigh, a chilling and horrifying chewing and devouring sound echoed from the gap.

Occasional scattered bubbles emerged from the gap, quickly disappearing. Meanwhile, the snow-white arms gained some color of blood and rapidly became plump and healthy.

“Joy” vanished at that moment.


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Criminal Psychology Ch245

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 245

Lin Chen’s voice exploded in Huang Ze’s ears, causing him to experience a brief ringing sensation. He even suspected that he was having auditory hallucinations or some kind of mental illness.

Lin Chen actually dared to make such a proposal to let Shen Lian live?

Numerous thoughts surged in Huang Ze’s mind. He wanted to yell and curse at Lin Chen through the earpiece channel.

But he knew that the person sitting on the bench by the window wouldn’t listen to any of his opinions. Even if he yelled, there was no guarantee that both Lin Chen and Shen Lian could hear him.

The channel once again filled with noisy and chaotic dissuasive voices, but Shen Lian’s gentle voice overpowered everything in the next moment.

The woman was indifferent and even said without hesitation, “Why should I watch you turn into a lunatic? What benefit does it bring me?”

The channel instantly fell silent, and everyone felt relieved for the first time because of Shen Lian’s words.

However, “what benefit” was obviously completely different from the wording of “no benefit”.

“You’ve been studying psychotropic drugs your whole life. Don’t you want to see what kind of monster I become when I have an episode?”

Lin Chen shattered their sense of relief with very concise words.

Lin Chen’s voice was gentle, with a hint of charm. His hand slowly enveloped Shen Lian’s tightly held vial, looking into her eyes as he continued, “You’ve been waiting all this time, patiently lurking, never giving up until the last moment. Why are you giving up so quickly now?”

“Give up on what?” Shen Lian countered. “Life has no meaning for me.”

“Is that so?” Lin Chen looked at Shen Lian. “Then why didn’t you die after almost being raped by Chen Jianguo, why didn’t you die after the death of the old beggar, why didn’t you die after being driven away by Duan Wanshan? Why do you have to die now?” Lin Chen slowly pulled out the fine tube from Shen Lian’s hand, though slowly. It was very determined. “Don’t say such things like life has no meaning for you. You are a psychopath. You don’t have such a strong sense of sacrifice. Personal interests are above everything for you. It would be better for you to keep an eye on everything yourself. Are you really sure that after you die, your group can fulfill your wishes?”

Shen Lian suddenly raised her eyes, and a terrifying smile appeared on her face. “What are you saying?”

“I’m saying, if people don’t act for their own sake, heaven and earth will exterminate them.”

Shen Lian’s fingers suddenly loosened, and Lin Chen held the ampoule bottle in his hand.

“Consultant Lin is indeed a skilled negotiator.” The woman changed her posture and crossed her legs. “But how can you guarantee that after you take my medication, I won’t immediately tear up the contract?”

Lin Chen remained close to Shen Lian, but only shook his head, appearing confident. He didn’t continue the conversation with Shen Lian but presented another irresistible benefit. “If you don’t think about it, what will happen when all the patients’ families know about our deal?”

Upon hearing this, Shen Lian’s eyes flickered. “Please clarify, Consultant Lin.”

Lin Chen also crossed his legs as Shen Lian did and said calmly, “Your hands are covered in blood, full of evil deeds. All the victims’ families wish for your death, and you have chosen this path for yourself. However, the police saved you. Aren’t you curious about the public’s reaction when they find out about our deal?”

He pointed his finger towards the commercial square across the building and the crowds gathered there. Looking down from a higher level, one could probably understand what a vast array of beings meant.

The square was filled with people, and most of them would casually glance at the large screen on the high-rise building. Starting from six o’clock sharp, the news anchor on the two-story-tall screen had been broadcasting hourly news. When Shen Lian sat with Lin Chen, she had also seen her name displayed on the screen, and the feeling was truly amazing. The only thing she was slightly dissatisfied with was that so many people below were unaware of the explosive news happening behind them in the heights.

When she thought about it, Shen Lian admitted that she was truly tempted.

The sun had descended further, and the golden-red color had become even deeper and more magnificent, even carrying a sense of grandeur.

Lin Chen’s clear and calm voice sounded in her ear. “They would say that it’s not worth exchanging a criminal’s life with police officers. They would also say that it’s unacceptable for the police to bow down to criminals. They will make moral judgments and evaluate the proposal I made to you. Such evaluations might force me to stand on your side. Don’t you want to see it?”

That voice was clear and pleasant, and Shen Lian greedily looked at the screen. Then she suddenly snapped back to reality, looking at Lin Chen. “Consultant Lin, you really refuse to be at a disadvantage.”

At that moment, Lin Chen had already poured out the liquid from the entire ampoule bottle. There was a small red cut on his finger from snatching the glass bottle. He gazed at the crowd in the distance, gently swaying the small bottle on his finger. For a moment, the bottle balanced perfectly on his finger.

“That’s the kind of contract it is,” Lin Chen said. “I take the medication, and you stay alive, going into detention. I guarantee that you can see the latest updates on all events every day. If you die, you won’t see anything.”

……

In that instant, Huang Ze felt as if he had become Shen Lian. Lin Chen’s words were enticing, both in tone and content.

But he immediately snapped out of it, becoming extremely flustered. His palms were sweating, and a chilling sensation filled his muscles.

He took two steps back, then lowered his footsteps and walked to the other corner, afraid that Shen Lian would agree to the insane agreement with Lin Chen one second too late. He breathed heavily into the earpiece. “Xing Conglian!”

Then he realized that Xing Conglian had remained silent from the moment Lin Chen made that proposal, and the channel was dead silent.

Just then, a high-frequency noise splattered through the earpiece, causing everyone to gasp in cold air.

Soon after, Shen Lian’s gentle voice came through, “Hello, hello, sorry, I’m not very good at using this.”

A woman in black clothes, wearing an earpiece, asked with a smiling face. “Hey, what do you all think of Lin Chen’s proposal?”

She crossed her legs, displaying a victorious posture.

“You have three seconds left to save him,” the woman said.

Huang Ze clenched his back teeth tightly, almost biting them off.

“Three…”

Shen Lian’s voice carried a bright smile.

“Two… Hey, why is no one speaking up?”

Huang Ze clenched his fist and looked in the direction where the two were. He took a deep breath and was about to shout, ignoring everything.

At that moment, Lin Chen spoke up. “They won’t refute the decision I’ve made.”

“Oh, how cowardly. Sacrifice yourself and make millions of families happy. Tsk tsk.” Shen Lian pursed her lips. “But honestly, Lin Chen, your proposal is really intriguing. It’s indeed better to stay alive than to die, allowing me to easily manipulate all of you in the palm of my hand! But do you know why any negotiation expert would say never to compromise with terrorists? It’s because they easily take advantage. For example, right now, if I want your entire team to take the poison, otherwise, I’ll commit suicide, do you think they would agree?”

“Shen Lian.” Lin Chen elongated his tone. “Maintaining balance is the key to continuing the game. You do have value, but not that much value.”

Shen Lian raised an eyebrow. “I’m a psychopathic killer. I don’t know the meaning of boundaries!”

Lin Chen raised his hand again, calmly informing Shen Lian. “Now, as soon as I let go, you will be immediately shot, and your head will explode. Your brain matter will flow out, and you will quickly lose your life. But in that final moment before death, you will deeply regret not agreeing to my proposal.”

Shen Lian turned her head. She didn’t expect the person who had seemed somewhat compromising a second ago to suddenly become so ruthless. Lin Chen’s demeanor remained gentle and calm, but his pitch-black pupils were filled with an icy coldness.

“Okay, okay,” Shen Lian raised her hand with a smile and slapped it against Lin Chen’s, readily saying, “One!”

……

Xing Conglian had been staring at Lin Chen’s raised hand, not paying much attention to the expression on his face.

Lin Chen’s wrist was slender, and his fingers appeared slightly long and delicate. The sunset passing through his fingers had a perverse and strange beauty.

If that hand were to come down, he would not hesitate to pull the trigger. But throughout the entire time, that moment never occurred.

He saw Shen Lian and Lin Chen slap their hands together, saw Shen Lian start rummaging through her bag, and saw Lin Chen’s gaze deepen as he looked at him.

The earpiece was still on Shen Lian’s ear, so Lin Chen wouldn’t hear anything he said at the moment.

During this silent time, Xing Conglian had even prepared a long string of confessions. He wanted to tell Shen Lian through the entire channel that Lin Chen was his lover. He would say that he didn’t want his lover to lose control, that he himself had more value, and that he could take Lin Chen’s place. This was what any romantic or heroic person would do.

But those words only ran through his mind once before being decisively rejected. Reason was clear, telling him that he couldn’t do it.

In fact, he could completely follow Huang Ze’s advice and pull the trigger, killing Shen Lian. But his reasoning was clear, telling him that he still couldn’t do it.

Therefore, at this moment, he could only watch helplessly as Shen Lian took out a small vial containing pure white powder from her bag.

In the instant he saw the medication, all of Lin Chen’s expressions froze. It was only at that moment that Xing Conglian was very clear that Lin Chen didn’t have complete confidence in what was about to happen, and he was also afraid.

But in the next moment, Lin Chen completely restrained all emotions, as if fear or any similar emotion had never existed within him. He extended his arm, placing it in front of Shen Lian, and pleaded, “Please control the dosage. If I die, no one will uphold the agreement with you.”

There was only a smile on Shen Lian’s lips. She opened the ampoule and sucked the liquid into the syringe, injecting it into the vial of pentobarbital. Then she slowly drew out the mixed liquid, and finally shook the syringe.

Shen Lian said, “You seem very confident, but I won’t show you any mercy. If you haven’t found a solution before we finish researching, this liquid might turn you into a lunatic for the rest of your life. Or maybe it won’t take effect quickly, but it will make you restless, not knowing when it will strike.”

“I know,” Lin Chen said. “Please do as you wish, according to your preferences.”

A small amount of the transparent liquid splashed out from the needle. Lin Chen gazed at the medication, and in the next moment, the needle harshly punctured his vein. Even Lin Chen himself trembled with pain.

Shen Lian slowly pushed the plunger with her hand, her excited voice echoing in everyone’s ears through the channel.

“Consultant Lin, how noble you are. But don’t you think your spirit of sacrifice will make others feel embarrassed?”

Lin Chen looked at Shen Lian and replied, “First of all, it’s not noble. Nobility refers to being far beyond ordinary people. But in reality, whether it’s inside this communication channel, this building, or even the entire planet, most ordinary people sitting next to you would be willing to make the same choice as me, to fight for a glimmer of hope for others.”

Two-thirds of the liquid in the syringe had already been pushed in.

Shen Lian shook her head with a smile. “I don’t even know where your confidence in human nature comes from.”

“It’s not confidence, but determination,” Lin Chen said. “It’s the determination of people like us to defeat people like you.”

Lin Chen’s voice wasn’t loud, and it even sounded somewhat distant to Xing Conglian. The strong wind suddenly howled in the high altitude, relentlessly pounding against the window frames.

But in that moment, Xing Conglian felt that all sounds had disappeared and all distances had turned into nothingness. Even his previous anger and helplessness seemed to fade away completely because this was probably the most powerless but proudest moment of his life.

……

Lin Chen sat on the bench, and the last rays of sunlight vanished into the outskirts of the city.

It wasn’t until Shen Lian abruptly pulled out the needle that he realized the transaction had been completed. The plunger had been pushed quickly, but he hadn’t felt any pain from beginning to end.

It was very quiet around him, and the city in the distance exuded a beautiful sense of haze. The only regret he had now was that he had listened to Shen Lian’s arrangement to remove the earpiece. At such a moment, he really wanted to sit here with Xing Conglian and say something.

He wanted to say that he was starting to panic about what he would become, that he loved him, that he was grateful, and that in that brief moment just now, Xing Conglian had shown him more respect for his personality and for his life-and-death choices than anything else.

He looked at the tall building in the distance and nodded gently.

Thank you, really, thank you very much.


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Criminal Psychology Ch244

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 244

The black high heels stepped out of the elevator into the brightly lit corridor.

Bright floor tiles, bright sunset, bright floor-to-ceiling skylight.

The waltz on the square had reached such a height that it was difficult to discern the complete melody. However, the saccharine tune became even sweeter due to the playful wind, evoking memories of things like syrup on a child’s lips, cherry blossoms falling from branches in spring, and the graceful curves of a woman’s legs.

Their meeting seemed ordinary, without any tension in the air.

Lin Chen stood with his hands in his pockets, stopping at the corner. Someone happened to walk past the corner and stopped in their tracks.

“Miss Shen Lian, hello,” Lin Chen said calmly.

There were more than twenty tiles between them. The woman standing opposite him had a serene expression. When she saw him, there was neither a smile nor anger on her face; she appeared like a ghost.

However, in that moment, Lin Chen was keenly aware that she didn’t belong to this civilized society. She was a hybrid created by evil and abhorrence, with no regard for human life.

But Lin Chen also understood that Shen Lian’s current attitude was just her own, and it didn’t affect the stability of the sniper rifle aimed at her. This gave him time to carefully assess his opponent.

Shen Lian had fair skin, slightly wide-set eyes, and delicately arched eyebrows that exuded a gentle and faint sense. She wore a black dress, and her jet-black hair cascaded lightly over her shoulders. Her hand, adorned with black leather gloves, lightly held a black bag, and the pointed tips of her black high heels firmly pressed against the line dividing the floor tiles. Despite being on the run, she appeared unruffled, as if she was attending a banquet rather than about to kill. Of course, for someone like Shen Lian, killing was more exhilarating than attending a banquet.

Shen Lian remained silent. Her gaze was gentle, her feathery lashes flickering, as if piercing through him and aiming at the void behind him. Of course, what was behind him wasn’t emptiness but a door.

In the next moment, Shen Lian continued to move forward. The tips of her high heels lightly tapped the ground, followed by her heels landing elegantly, as graceful as a swan. Only death could make her stop.

At that moment, a red light broke through the air and pierced Shen Lian’s chest.

Shen Lian lowered her head slowly, and her footsteps momentarily paused.

Lin Chen realized that there were still 12 tiles between him and Shen Lian.

The communication channel was filled with intense inquiries, and the footsteps approaching from a distance grew more frequent. It would take less than 10 seconds for the elite team that had emerged from the corner to successfully capture or kill Shen Lian. Everything would go smoothly and simply, and they would soon be able to go home.

Shen Lian lifted her bag, lightly resting her hand on the clasp. It was a subtle movement that typically indicated she was about to draw a weapon.

Even though victory was within sight, Lin Chen suddenly reevaluated Shen Lian’s attire and felt a chilling sensation.

He seemed to see a chess game at its most exquisite moment, with the crucial black piece about to reach her position.

He raised his hand abruptly.

Time stood still in that instant.

……

Over 400 meters above, the wind was unpredictable.

Xing Conglian was crouched on a makeshift desk, and due to Lin Chen’s simple gesture, his earpiece was filled with a flurry of tense inquiries.

“What is Lin Chen doing? Why did he suddenly abandon the operation?” Huang Ze exclaimed.

The deputy team leader said, “Xing Conglian, do you have confidence in this?”

The strong wind cut across his face like a knife, and Xing Conglian’s fingers remained on the trigger. Through his scope, he only saw Shen Lian’s figure, but he was well aware that, a kilometer away, the person standing in front of Shen Lian was someone else.

Xing Conglian slightly tilted his head and uttered four words to everyone on the communication channel:

“Stay calm. Don’t panic.”

……

Time lasted only for a few brief seconds.

Shen Lian’s action of placing her hand on the clasp was incredibly delicate, but it flooded Lin Chen’s mind with countless thoughts.

Shen Lian looked beautiful today. A psychologically disturbed person who wanted to die in a beautiful way in her final moments—no problem with that.

But the dress she wore was too conspicuous.

Being overly conspicuous indicated that Shen Lian wasn’t afraid of being discovered. Of course, she held the medicine with confidence and without fear, and that was also not a problem.

However, the problem was that just a moment ago, in the instant when she knew the sniper rifle was aimed at her, Shen Lian acted without hesitation.

She even wanted to open the bag, making a dangerous move that anyone would have shot her without hesitation upon seeing it.

This indicated that Shen Lian was seeking death.

Shen Lian wanted to die at the hands of the police. Why?

Lin Chen realized that he didn’t know the answer. An uncontrollable chill ran down his spine.

……

Shen Lian’s footsteps came to a halt.

She lowered her head slightly, but there was no blood splatter, as she had expected. She could still see everything with her eyes, indicating that she hadn’t been shot in the head and was still alive.

Her hand rested on the clasp of her bag, and with her peripheral vision, she saw the reflection of the gun barrel behind her. She lifted her head again, finally focusing her gaze on the person in front of her.

It must be said that the sunlight was just right today, casting a calm and natural glow on the young face bathed in the evening sun, radiating with the vitality of life.

That was Lin Chen, and it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to describe him as someone whose name was well-known and heard everywhere.

This made Shen Lian squint her eyes slightly, and she couldn’t help but take a deep breath of the surrounding air.

In fact, after Lin Chen had pondered so much, it was now her turn to think about many things. In the end, all she did was nod in acknowledgment to him.

“How does it feel to be alive?”

Suddenly, she heard him ask such a question.

Shen Lian recalled someone once saying that Lin Chen always asked questions that made you really want to answer them. Even if you sewed your mouth shut with a needle and avoided any eye contact with him, he could still guess this or that, making him incredibly difficult to guard against. He was truly annoying.

So it was practically a golden rule not to say anything to Lin Chen.

Shen Lian continued forward, taking two steps, and the number of tiles between her and Lin Chen was reduced to 10.

……

Xing Conglian remained motionless, as if he had returned to a moment in the Dana Rainforest.

In his mind, he could vividly recall the scene when his heart pounded explosively upon seeing Lin Chen through the scope. But now, his heartbeat was no longer racing, but rather calm.

“Wang Chao,” Xing Conglian whispered.

The communication channels, intricately connected like a spiderweb, instantly filled with the anxious and helpless voices of the young teenager. “Boss, there’s a riot at Yongchuan University in the third cafeteria. It’s said that students got into a fight over queuing issues, and the situation on-site is quite severe. Mr. Su was dining in the cafeteria at the time!”

Xing Conglian’s breath hitched, but he didn’t say anything. The communication channels erupted in an instant.

Those who could speak now were the ones who had the authority to act.

“Shen Lian is here. Why is there a riot at Yongchuan?” someone asked in the channel.

“Could Zhourui’s drugs not only target the middle-aged and elderly? What’s going on? Shen Lian has an accomplice, and there are others poisoned at Yongchuan University?”

“Wait, let’s clarify first. Is the riot at Yongchuan University really related to Shen Lian?”

The questions kept coming, creating a noisy and chaotic atmosphere. Xing Conglian knew very well that these voices would reach Lin Chen’s ears as they were, and all the pressure would fall directly on his shoulders.

The distance between Shen Lian and Lin Chen was getting shorter.

Someone else spoke up, saying, “Captain, the distance between Shen Lian and Consultant Lin is too close. Consultant Lin might be in danger.”

Huang Ze shouted, “Xing Conglian!”

……

Of course, Lin Chen could hear those voices in the channel.

He heard many people’s subconscious questions, the warnings about his safety, and even the nervousness in Huang Ze’s voice when he called out Xing Conglian’s name.

But in the end, those voices became completely unimportant because Xing Conglian said two words: Trust me.

Although the tension was overwhelming now, and the woman in front of him was like a puzzle, and the time he had to solve it was incredibly short, Lin Chen suddenly felt relaxed and serene because of those two words from Xing Conglian.

With one hand in his pocket, his other hand remained suspended in the air, not coming down. He didn’t speak; he was waiting for Shen Lian to speak.

Finally, Shen Lian stood still in a position five tiles away from him and spoke up.

“Consultant Lin, what are you doing here?” Her tone was different from what Lin Chen had imagined. It was surprisingly… very straightforward.

“I’m waiting for you,” Lin Chen replied.

“Why are you waiting for me?” Shen Lian asked in return.

“I have a question I want to ask you.”

“Have you watched too many movies?” Shen Lian asked curiously. “Do all the villains have to candidly express their thoughts and feelings before they die? Why should I answer your question?”

However, Lin Chen wasn’t angered by Shen Lian’s frank words. He shook his head slightly and told her, “Actually, this is a normal psychological phenomenon. People always like to show off, especially the side that has the advantage. In the end, they can’t help but boast in front of their opponents. After all, time is running out.”

Upon hearing this, Shen Lian looked down at the red dot on her chest, then turned to look at the guns pointed at her. She said, “So, Consultant Lin, what do you want to boast about?”

Lin Chen shook his head again. “The one who has the advantage right now is clearly you. I’m standing here just to listen to you speak.”

Lin Chen’s voice was calm and gentle, and Shen Lian suddenly smiled. In that moment, she looked like the dealer who had finally revealed her winning hand in a gamble, overwhelmingly dazzling.

Tilting her head slightly, Shen Lian looked around as if by chance she spotted a bench by the floor-to-ceiling window.

She said, “I think you have bad manners. Why don’t you invite me over to sit?”

Lin Chen nodded. “I apologize for my rudeness.”

He finished speaking and made a gesture of invitation, slightly bowing and pointing to the wooden bench Shen Lian had looked at earlier.

The evening sunlight bathed the wooden chair in a brilliant glow, with a potted flower nearby, reminding people of many words associated with flames.

Shen Lian walked over slowly, sat down at one end of the bench, and elegantly placed her handbag by her side. Then she patted the empty space next to her.

It meant: Come and sit with me.

In Lin Chen’s earpiece channel, there were, as expected, voices of dissuasion, and some suggested restraining Shen Lian. The following team members could clear Shen Lian’s handbag in a matter of seconds, rendering it harmless. These were all things they had prepared in advance.

Lin Chen glanced at the woman’s back on the bench, sighed almost imperceptibly, and then walked over and sat down obediently.

“Aren’t they annoying?” Shen Lian pointed to the device in his ear and asked bluntly.

“They can be,” Lin Chen replied.

“Then take it off.”

Looking at Shen Lian’s lustrous black hair, Lin Chen earnestly said, “Even if I take it off, they can still hear it. There are also bugs under the chair you’re sitting on, so if we want to keep our conversation private, we need to do a lot of work.”

“Why are you so troublesome?” Shen Lian said. “If they hear it, they hear it. It’s not a big deal.”

Lin Chen didn’t say anything more. Like an officer surrendering his weapon to a criminal, he took out the transparent and tiny earpiece and placed it on the wooden board between them.

Shen Lian didn’t spare another glance at the item. In the next moment, she opened her handbag with swift and forceful movements, sounding like a warrior drawing her sword. The sound reverberated through the quiet corridor.

Shen Lian unexpectedly glanced at the heavily armed SWAT team at the far end of the corridor, then looked at her own chest. She was still alive.

All these actions were captured by Lin Chen’s eyes. The opening of the bag revealed a gap, and he peered inside, seeing vials emitting a cold gleam. Even though he couldn’t hear any sound from the channel now, he was certain that Xing Conglian must be ordering all departments to remain calm.

“What’s the matter, Miss Shen?” Lin Chen asked with concern.

Shen Lian brushed away the nonexistent dust from her chest and said, “Consultant Lin, you’re putting yourself in a passive position. Now that I know you won’t kill me, I can rush through that door and kill everyone in this building!” Shen Lian raised her voice, her eyebrows furrowing in anger, and she appeared extremely fierce.

Lin Chen remained unresponsive, breathing steadily and maintaining a calm gaze as he looked into Shen Lian’s eyes.

In the next moment, Shen Lian burst into laughter, a wildly crazy laughter that shook the heavens, exuding a sense of unrestrained freedom, like a true madwoman.

Shen Lian laughed for a long time, during which she patted Lin Chen’s back twice heavily. While laughing, she shouted, “Hahaha, you’re great! I really like you!” When someone like Shen Lian said she liked someone, it definitely wasn’t a good thing. In the meantime, the woman pulled out a dozen vials from the opened bag and placed them on the bench with a resounding thud. She cheerfully said, “Let me treat you to a drink!”

…..

Those things were tiny needles encapsulated in transparent vials, each containing about 10 ml.

In the hospital, when getting an injection, the nurse would take out one vial, break the slender glass bottle neck by hand, draw the liquid with a disposable syringe, mix it with powdered medication, and then inject it into the patient. It was roughly something like that.

Under the evening sun, the liquid inside the small vials shimmered with a touch of golden hue. Looking through Xing Conglian’s scope, the liquid in those twelve vials emitted a deadly gleam.

Shen Lian picked up one vial, pressed her thumb against the narrow neck of the vial, and with a crisp sound, skillfully broke it open.

Xing Conglian’s heart rate finally uncontrollably sped up, as he saw Shen Lian handing the vial to Lin Chen.

Although Lin Chen had removed his earpiece, he could still clearly hear his calm and distinct voice.

Lin Chen asked, “Is this for me? What is it?”

“Glucose,” Shen Lian’s tone carried a hint of sweetness.

Everyone knew that what a killer carried with them couldn’t possibly be glucose. Urgent voices resounded in Xing Conglian’s earpiece channel once again.

In his current position, he could choose to pull the trigger directly, but at that moment, he saw Lin Chen look up and deliberately cast a deep glance in his direction.

Lin Chen’s gentle yet affectionate gaze made Xing Conglian’s finger stiffen like never before.

He watched as Lin Chen unhesitatingly took the vial and was about to drink from it. However, Shen Lian interrupted him and asked, “Have you ever played Russian roulette?”

Lin Chen paused for a moment and answered, “No.”

“It’s a life-or-death game. Each person points a gun at their own head, and there’s only one bullet inside. Whoever gets shot dies.” Shen Lian pointed at the twelve vials between her and Lin Chen and said, “Here, there are twelve vials, but only one of them contains a potion that can turn a person into a beast.”

Shen Lian’s voice caused all the listeners on the channel to involuntarily gasp for breath.

Then came Lin Chen’s voice.

He said, “Okay.”

“Lin Chen, have you gone crazy? Don’t you care about your life anymore!”

Huang Ze stepped out of the office door and blurted out.

However, once the words were spoken, the communication channel fell silent, and regret followed in the next second.

At this moment, Wang Chao spoke up. “Lao Huang, we all care about A’Chen Gege’s safety. Now is not the time for you to be stubborn.” The young man’s voice sounded very nervous, and there weren’t many things that could make Wang Chao nervous. “There has been an attack in Meichuan City, which is very close to Yongchuan… The scene is… extremely horrifying…”

The entire communication channel fell into a complete vacuum, as if it were a void universe devoid of sound.

Huang Ze clenched his fist, allowing himself to slowly recover from the moment when he was soaked with cold water. He finally realized why Lin Chen had to agree to Shen Lian. This woman seemed unarmed and posed no threat at all, but she held the most crucial and deadly thing—the lives of many ordinary people.

Among these people, Lin Chen’s teacher happened to be included.

Upon hearing Lin Chen’s prompt acceptance, Shen Lian nodded. She casually took out a vial, broke the bottle neck, pressed her thumb and index finger together, lightly holding the vial, and said, “Cheers?”

“Cheers.”

Under the evening sun, the two slender vials touched each other, emitting a soft sound of “ding”.

……

“Why are you so compliant?”

Even though he knew it might be a dangerous substance, Lin Chen swallowed the potion without hesitation, which Shen Lian couldn’t understand.

“Because I have a teacher.” Lin Chen tilted his head slightly and looked at Shen Lian.

Speaking of which, Lin Chen’s eyes weren’t particularly attractive, but his pupils were very dark. In that instant, Shen Lian inexplicably felt a chilling sensation, as if her entire thoughts were being read.

However, Lin Chen quickly averted his gaze, looking towards the distant sky, and said, “My parents passed away, and I don’t have any older relatives. But there isn’t any overly tragic story behind it; it’s just a normal case of death from illness. My teacher, who was also my mentor during university, is someone who can be described as having excessive sympathy. Perhaps because he himself hasn’t enjoyed the joys of having children and family, he treats every student as his own child.”

“Why should I listen to you talk about this?” Shen Lian asked.

“Because my time may be running out,” Lin Chen replied. In the midst of speaking, he casually took out another vial from the remaining ten, lightly tapped it against the empty vial in Shen Lian’s hand, and quickly consumed the liquid inside with one gulp. This caused Shen Lian’s fingers to twitch involuntarily, but she quickly suppressed it.

Lin Chen seemed oblivious to this and continued, “That’s how my teacher is, and his wife is even more terrifying. She is the gentlest woman I have ever seen in my life, still very youthful at sixty-something, and she loves everything pink. She enjoys cooking, gardening, taking care of the weak, and watching us read and hold meetings in her study, where she prepares tea and is pleased when we praise her for her ingenuity.”

“That sounds scary,” Shen Lian said as she finally took out a vial, broke the bottle neck, and drank the liquid in one go.

Then, Lin Chen calmly picked up a small vial but didn’t immediately break the bottle neck.

“What’s wrong?”

“Now, my teacher lies on a hospital bed with an uncertain fate because of your medication. Before I met you, his wife cried and asked me what was going on,” Lin Chen lowered his head and chuckled self-mockingly. “I thought I knew what was going on, but now… ‘I don’t know’.”

“What do you want?” Shen Lian asked.

“Answer me one question, and then I’ll continue playing your game.” Lin Chen didn’t wait for her consent but immediately followed up. “Is there a corresponding antidote for the drug you developed?”

Shen Lian didn’t expect Lin Chen to be so direct. “You went on and on with all the preamble, but in the end, you ask this?” Shen Lian laughed. “You know I won’t give you the answer.”

Lin Chen smiled and revealed a meaningful smile. He broke the glass neck and raised his cup to her. “Thank you, I already know the answer.”

Lin Chen’s confident smile left Shen Lian speechless. She suddenly felt that sitting down and talking with Lin Chen was a mistake.

The next moment, Lin Chen unexpectedly took out two new vials at once, broke the bottle necks recklessly, and was about to drink them in one gulp.

Shen Lian glared at him and also took out two vials. “Why are you so greedy?”

In an instant, there were only three vials left in the box.

……

In front of the surveillance screen, Wang Chao’s heart was pounding. There were originally twelve vials, but by the time he realized it, only three were left.

It seemed that A’Chen Gege and Shen Lian hadn’t gone mad, indicating that the poisonous vial mentioned by Shen Lian should be among the last three ampoules.

He was panting heavily and couldn’t even utter words like “What should we do?” or “Boss, save A’Chen Gege.”

He turned around and saw the chemist in the laboratory glancing at the screen and then engrossed in some calculations.

“Why aren’t you nervous at all?” Wang Chao asked.

“Do you have Shen Lian’s medical records?” At that moment, Mr. Xiao Zhan suddenly looked up and asked him.

……

By the floor-to-ceiling window, Lin Chen opened two vials at once, like a generous drinker, and decisively finished both vials in one go.

The two glass vials fell to the marble floor with a loud crash, shattering into fragments.

In the midst of speaking, he was about to reach for another vial on the chair, but Shen Lian couldn’t hold back anymore and slapped his hand away.

Lin Chen looked at Shen Lian and asked, “What? Is there something wrong?”

“Don’t you understand ‘ladies first’? Are you trying to die first?” Shen Lian blurted out.

Lin Chen lowered his brows and looked at the vial of liquid by his side as if he was looking at his lover. He asked, “Didn’t you say that one of them will cause madness?”

“You’re courting death,” Shen Lian said.

Lin Chen didn’t delve further into it but instead made a polite gesture.

Shen Lian took out two vials, but she said to Lin Chen, “You took one less just now. This is for fairness. The last vial is yours.”

……

Shen Lian’s actions were blatantly obvious. It was equivalent to saying that the last vial was the poison, and all her talk about it being a similar neurotoxic drug was a complete lie. This was a deadly poison, and he should drink it.

In the high altitude, the voice urging him to shoot once again filled Xing Conglian’s ears. The voice came from Huang Ze.

“Why aren’t you taking action, Xing Conglian?”

“Just wait a little longer.” After saying that, he extended his hand, lowered the volume of his earpiece, and continued to calmly observe what was happening in the distance.

……

Shen Lian opened the third-to-last vial and drank it all in one breath.

“You asked me a question earlier, and I have a question as well. I’ve been curious, and if you answer truthfully, you can use one of the vials in your hand and exchange it for another one,” Shen Lian said.

“That’s too cheap for me,” Lin Chen said.

Shen Lian seemed reluctant to argue with him and asked directly, “The police officers outside my house that night—were they really there to arrest me?”

“Yes,” Lin Chen added slowly, “Your company probably found out that we had located you, and that’s why they connected the dots and found you. Before that, you had been hiding perfectly.”

Shen Lian quickly finished the vial in her hand and sneered, “Where exactly are my flaws?”

The setting sun in the distance resembled blood as Lin Chen uttered words, “Duan Wanshan.”

Shen Lian suddenly raised her voice. “He’s back?”

Lin Chen abruptly stopped speaking, picked up the last vial from the bench, and didn’t answer.

Shen Lian bit her lip suddenly. Just hearing that name made her engage in intense contemplation. “No, it’s impossible. He can’t be back. It’s been too short a time, and you couldn’t have contacted him so quickly in such a short time. So why were you able to quickly eliminate Duan Wanshan as a murder suspect?!”

Among the entire communication channel and the entire territory of China, there were only three people who knew the answer.

Lin Chen was contemplating.

Xing Conglian remained silent.

Even Wang Chao seemed to have a premonition, and his nerves were so tense that he couldn’t even breathe.

At this moment, everyone finally heard Lin Chen’s answer. He said, “Because he’s my friend.”

Shen Lian forcefully broke the vial, seemingly taken aback by this answer. She angrily retorted, “So what?”

“I have good judgment of character, and I’ve always believed in my friends. Therefore, he wouldn’t kill Tan Kang over an academic dispute.”

There was a brief moment of silence, lasting about two or three seconds.

Suddenly, Shen Lian burst into mad laughter, her laughter resounding through the air, to the point where she couldn’t even stand up straight. “Hahaha, what did you just say?”

Shen Lian found Lin Chen’s words extremely amusing. She couldn’t believe the current situation she found herself in. It was all because someone was Duan Wanshan’s friend and had great faith in him?

……

Shen Lian’s laughter didn’t bring any relief to the police officers inside and outside the building. Her piercing and resolute voice was filled with a murderous intent.

At that moment, a voice suddenly came through the channel, overpowering Shen Lian’s laughter.

Xiao Zhan had taken Wang Chao’s earpiece at some point and shouted into the microphone, “Shen Lian is attempting suicide! We can’t let her drink the last vial!”

However, communication channels naturally had a propagation delay, not to mention the interval between human thought and giving orders.

In the footage, Shen Lian had already lifted the tiny vial to her lips, her fair and slender wrist shining like jade. There was a hint of anger and relief in her eyes.

But all the police officers who heard those words fell into a momentary daze. Even if Xing Conglian gave the order now, he couldn’t stop her in time.

Lin Chen didn’t have an earpiece, so they couldn’t transmit the message to him in such a short amount of time. Everything seemed to be too late.

Suddenly, a hand appeared from below and swiftly grasped Shen Lian’s wrist.

Shen Lian was startled, and after two seconds, she realized that her wrist was tightly held. The hand was fair and symmetrical, with calluses between the knuckles that indicated long hours of writing, making it look robust and powerful.

The last vial in Lin Chen’s hand had fallen to the ground at some point, and the liquid mixed with broken glass flowed on the marble floor.

“A’Chen Gege!” Wang Chao couldn’t help but shout at the sight of the hand that suddenly prevented Shen Lian.

The young man’s voice filled the channel and brought everyone back to their senses.

It was only then that they realized that even in a critical moment, Xing Conglian didn’t pull the trigger.

……

Shen Lian’s gaze shifted slightly downward and fell upon the person’s face, finally recognizing who had stopped her at the last moment.

Who else could it be? At this critical juncture, only Lin Chen could react in time.

Lin Chen’s eyelashes were long and trembled slightly in the sunset. Then his eyebrows lifted slightly as he gazed at her.

In that instant, Lin Chen resembled the kind of white-shirted senior in university who attracted female students the most—clean and neat, but with certain moments that could make one’s heart skip a beat.

Shen Lian stared at Lin Chen for a long time. It was also the first time she had carefully observed him.

“Why?” Shen Lian asked.

“Because I don’t believe that you would allow yourself to become a crazed lunatic. So unless you were certain which vial among those twelve contains the poison, I wouldn’t risk playing this game with you,” Lin Chen said with a resolute tone, just like when he said, “I believe my friend wouldn’t kill.”

This made Shen Lian laugh coldly. “But how does that relate to you sabotaging my game now?”

“Because you’ve been deceiving me from the beginning,” Lin Chen said. “Since you’ve been deceiving me, I can only rely on hypothesis testing to deduce the true intention behind you coming all this way to play this game with me. Speaking of which, the intentions hidden behind complex actions are often very simple.” Lin Chen paused and continued, “We studied the formation of concepts and reasoning in psychology class during college. It happened to be a very cold day, so we were all studying at my teacher’s house, and we learned it very well.”

Lin Chen stared deeply at Shen Lian, who felt her hidden thoughts being exposed once again, causing an indescribable discomfort in her heart.

But Lin Chen didn’t give her a chance to speak. He slowly began, “When we drank the first two vials, I took the initiative to randomly select the third one. You had the impulse to stop me in that instant, but you held back. You see, instinctive reactions are always faster than thoughts.” Lin Chen continued, “If one of the twelve vials is poisonous, you must ensure that I drink the poison. But I didn’t follow the rules of the game, where you choose one and I choose one to drink. My assumption broke the pattern of your game. Therefore, based on this analysis, ‘Hypothesis One: Why did you want to stop me in that instant?’ You couldn’t possibly be genuinely worried that I would drink the poison, right?”

Shen Lian pursed her lips and refused to answer.

“In fact, in the process of reasoning, it always requires two factors: ‘because’ and ‘therefore.’ Because of Hypothesis One, I need to reanalyze the true purpose of this game, which leads to the derived Hypothesis Two. This is actually a very simple question, like two three-year-old children eating candy. There are a total of twelve candies, with one of them being milk-flavored, while the rest are tasteless. The more candies I eat, the higher the chance of getting the milk-flavored one, and you would stop me because the more I eat, the fewer chances you have to get the milk-flavored one. The same logic applies to the vials. So, the answer to Hypothesis Two is ‘quantity,'” Lin Chen said to Shen Lian. “By the way, I didn’t have this medical knowledge originally, but I almost died from penicillin desensitization, which made me realize the importance of dosage.”

……

Lin Chen’s voice transmitted through the earpiece lying on the bench, slowly reaching Xing Conglian’s ears. Through the scope, Lin Chen’s face was vividly clear. When he angered someone, Lin Chen always had an air of calm confidence, as if he held all the winning cards.

Mr. Xiao Zhan’s tone became weak again, “I… I didn’t realize that Consultant Lin had already guessed… I… I meddled too much.”

“What the fuck is going on with Shen Lian?” Wang Chao seemed to be shaking the chemist’s body with force.

“Shen Lian… Shen Lian has severe hyperkalemia* in her medical records, but she might also be allergic to some potassium medication. In any case, I suspect that those syringes are high-concentration potassium supplements. When Shen Lian reaches a certain concentration by taking this medication, she might have an instant cardiac arrest,” Xiao Zhan explained.

*A medical problem in which you have too much potassium in your blood. Too much of it can be dangerous and can cause serious heart problems.

But Xing Conglian could barely hear these voices. When he heard Lin Chen talk about death, his memories didn’t go back to the scene of Lin Chen lying in a hospital bed. In that moment, he found it extremely funny, realizing what Lin Chen was about to do, and it filled him with uncontrollable anger.

……

As if her thoughts had been suddenly pierced, Shen Lian suddenly wanted to withdraw her wrist, but Lin Chen firmly stopped her movement.

“Starting from the third round, I drank the fifth vial first, then took the sixth and seventh vials. In comparison, the number of vials you could drink decreased. And indeed, you were quite nervous, but you didn’t even notice it. You were only focused on getting more vials than me, or at least an equal amount, so you took the eighth and ninth vials at once. What interested me was that you cared that I drank one more than you did. So, in the end, I drank five vials and you drank six, clearly confirming my Hypothesis Two. You care about the dosage,” Lin Chen explained.

Finally, Shen Lian’s gaze was filled with murderous intent, and she looked at Lin Chen with intense hatred. “Consultant Lin, you’re truly clever. So is it fun for you to play me?”

“Sorry, but I’m really not playing you. It’s mainly because you have your guard up against me and refuse to be open with me, so I can only use hypothesis testing to infer your thoughts,” Lin Chen said sincerely.

“What thoughts?”

“I’ve said it before. I want to know why you proposed playing this game with me and how I can make you give up the idea of suicide through this game,” Lin Chen said. “You’re determined to die, and today you must die. But why did you choose such a complicated method to seek death? I thought about it, and it’s probably because you still have unresolved issues before your death. However, you use too many appearances to conceal your inner turmoil. That’s why I accelerated the pace of taking the medication, wanting to hear your lingering thoughts before you die.”

……

Huang Ze stood at a corner close to Lin Chen and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. “Lin Chen… This is very dangerous. Xing Conglian, if necessary, be prepared to shoot Shen Lian. We can find another way.”

“Sorry, Lin Chen won’t let me do that.” Xing Conglian spoke up. “This is a chess game. The on-site investigation report from the nursing home just came back. The victims had different injuries on their necks, indicating that Shen Lian had at least two or three accomplices. Moreover, all the key caregivers at the nursing home are missing. The evidence shows that Shen Lian, with her personal power alone, couldn’t have simultaneously poisoned multiple locations. She is merely a pawn placed before us to lure us into making mistakes.”

“Mistakes? Are you suggesting that the police should kill Shen Lian?” Huang Ze questioned.

“Otherwise, why would Lin Chen ask Shen Lian about the antidote at such a crucial moment? If such antidotes exist, what if Shen Lian is the only person in the world who knows the formula for the antidote?”

Huang Ze shuddered all over. “Can’t we capture Shen Lian alive, restrain her limbs, and isolate her from any dangerous items? In short, keep her alive?”

“First of all, Inspector Huang, your suggestion is illegal. Secondly, someone like Shen Lian, if they only want to die, will certainly be willing and able to die.”

“So how the hell is Lin Chen planning to keep this key person alive?” Huang Ze asked loudly. “Is it Duan Wanshan? Can Lin Chen make Duan Wanshan return to the country and make Shen Lian wait for a while?”

Huang Ze’s words made Xing Conglian feel sad, his fingers tightly gripping the trigger.

Just like Lin Chen, once they understood Shen Lian’s obsession, there was only profound despair.

Fate was indeed cruel.

……

However, in reality, Lin Chen wasn’t in despair. He said to Shen Lian, “I was thinking about whether Lao Duan could delay you for a while, but since you’re already prepared to die, then you don’t really care about him.”

“So, Consultant Lin, I truly have no attachment to this rotten world. Please stop blocking me, okay?” Shen Lian drawled, sounding bored. “Don’t you think that I will bite my tongue and end my life right in front of you?”

“I have a proposal,” Lin Chen suddenly interrupted her.

“Any proposal is meaningless to me…”

“You still have that medicine that can drive people crazy and turn them into lunatics. Use it on me and see how I can live with that. How about it?” Lin Chen asked.


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