Again and Again Ch34

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 34

[Eight Years Ago]

Yu Ruoyun saw Jiang Yu again.

It had been just over half a month since their last meeting, and Jiang Yu, like a chameleon, had changed his appearance once more. He seemed to have lost some weight; his waist was even thinner, Yu Ruoyun thought. It was said that Jiang Yu was preparing for his first leading role in a movie, and the director had required him to lose twenty pounds.

Jiang Yu didn’t notice Yu Ruoyun. He was holding a glass, chatting with people. Whatever topic they were discussing made the group burst into laughter, clinking their glasses. Jiang Yu drank quickly, finishing his drink in one go. The others, seeing this, got even more excited and encouraged him to drink more.

It wasn’t necessary to drink that much, Yu Ruoyun thought. But he and Jiang Yu weren’t close, so he had no standing to intervene. Today was a wedding banquet for a celebrity couple. Both the bride and groom liked grand events and invited all their friends, no matter how loosely connected. Yu Ruoyun had been the leading actor for the bride, and Jiang Yu seemed to have acted with the groom. In the entertainment circle, where there were so many people, yet a few connections could bring people together unexpectedly, like meeting Jiang Yu at such an occasion.

It was good to see him, as Yu Ruoyun had something to discuss with Jiang Yu.

However, if Jiang Yu continued drinking, he might not have a clear enough mind to talk.

“That’s enough,” a friend who knew Jiang Yu advised him. “Do you really have such a good tolerance for alcohol? I didn’t know that. Why are you drinking so much at someone else’s wedding?”

Jiang Yu’s voice already had a hint of drunkenness. “I’m in a good mood today. Is that not okay? I have my room card here. If I get drunk, won’t you help me upstairs?”

He actually handed his room card to the other person and continued drinking with different people, never once looking in Yu Ruoyun’s direction.

In the end, he really got drunk. The friend, being quite considerate, supported Jiang Yu by the shoulder, helping him to the elevator while talking on the phone. “I’ll be right there—just have a small issue to deal with…”

It seemed he had an appointment and was in a hurry, delayed by this unexpected trouble with Jiang Yu.

“I’ll take him upstairs,” Yu Ruoyun suddenly said from behind, startling the friend. He hadn’t noticed when Yu Ruoyun had come over.

Yu Ruoyun naturally took the room card, as if it was his duty. “Li Li, right? If you have something to do, go ahead. It’s fine. I know Jiang Yu.”

Li Li didn’t expect Yu Ruoyun to call him by name. Considering it was Yu Ruoyun, and there was no reason to worry about what he might do to Jiang Yu, especially since Yu Ruoyun said he knew Jiang Yu, what was there to be concerned about?

He said, “I’ll be off then. Thank you.”

The elevator went up, and Jiang Yu, waking from his drunken stupor, turned to look at Yu Ruoyun. “Li Li, why do you look like Yu Ruoyun? Change back.”

Yu Ruoyun said, “I can’t change back.”

“What should I do then?” Jiang Yu fretted. “I didn’t want to see Yu Ruoyun.”

“Why?” Yu Ruoyun asked gently, not pressing for an answer but more like a primary school teacher asking a question.

Jiang Yu frowned. “If I had known he was coming today, I wouldn’t have come. Why is he everywhere? I turn on the TV, and he’s there every day.”

“Did he offend you?” Yu Ruoyun asked.

Jiang Yu looked a bit guilty. “No, I offended him.”

Yu Ruoyun thought, ‘I didn’t know that.’

The elevator door opened, and Jiang Yu stepped out, trying to swipe his card to open the room door.

Yu Ruoyun took the card from him. “You can’t open it with an ID card.”

Kindly, Yu Ruoyun opened the door for Jiang Yu, but Jiang Yu, ungrateful, tried to shut him out. Luckily, Yu Ruoyun realized this, propping the door open with his elbow and walking in without asking for Jiang Yu’s permission.

“So how did you offend him?” Yu Ruoyun poured Jiang Yu a glass of warm water and asked after sitting down.

Jiang Yu didn’t reply.

Yu Ruoyun walked over, bent down, and looked closely at Jiang Yu. “Was it like this?”

Yu Ruoyun lowered his head and gave a light kiss, just like Jiang Yu had done that time.

Jiang Yu wanted to resist but was held down by Yu Ruoyun. Not much strength was used. Perhaps Jiang Yu felt guilty. Yu Ruoyun held his shoulder and neck, saying, “You kissed me first and then ran away. What’s going on?”

Jiang Yu covered his eyes with the back of his hand, not looking at Yu Ruoyun, and pleaded, “Can you forget it?”

“I don’t plan to for now,” Yu Ruoyun said. “You were the one who approached me, took my phone, and put your number in it, saying my new film wasn’t great, and asked why there were no dating rumors about me in the past two years.”

“I said, I’ve been serious every time, but somehow, those actresses soon told me it was better to stay as mutually beneficial acquaintances and not develop other relationships. Maybe I’m just too boring.” Yu Ruoyun helped Jiang Yu recall. “You said—”

“Then why not consider me?” Jiang Yu had said. When people got too close, their minds would get dizzy and say stupid things, leading them to take irrational actions toward the people who were close to them, then run away.

Jiang Yu remembered. In fact, he had never forgotten. Despite only meeting a few times, each time he urged the actor to engage in homosexuality. It was strange that Yu Ruoyun hadn’t hit him yet.

But why would Yu Ruoyun be interested in him? He was only starring in his first movie, while Yu Ruoyun stood high on Olympus, far ahead and out of reach.

“Do you like me?” Yu Ruoyun gently coaxed. “But you keep avoiding me.”

Normally, Jiang Yu wouldn’t admit it, but now he was drunk. A drunk person had the right to speak freely.

“There must be something wrong with you,” Jiang Yu asserted. “I admire other actors, but I don’t have other thoughts. But I want you to notice me.”

Was it love? Perhaps not, which was why he fled, not knowing how to face it. But why couldn’t he resist? If he truly wanted Yu Ruoyun to notice, shouldn’t he work hard, make better films, transition from a famous TV actor to a film actor, and win Best Actor? There was such a long road ahead. Why waste energy on his personal life?

Jiang Yu’s hair fell forward, and Yu Ruoyun’s fingers appeared, pushing it back.

“I’ve never tried,” Yu Ruoyun said. “But maybe with you.”

He said it so easily, his tone so light, that Jiang Yu couldn’t help but ask, “Why?”

Why pay attention to him? Jiang Yu didn’t understand.

Yu Ruoyun asked, “How are you when you’re drunk?”

Jiang Yu tried to answer this irrelevant question. “Pretty good. I don’t cause trouble. After drinking, I go to sleep and forget everything.”

He yawned, actually feeling a bit sleepy.

So Yu Ruoyun watched Jiang Yu’s eyelids slowly close, saying, “Because when I first met you, I knew you couldn’t be a normal person.”

Ambitious, clever, with incredibly passionate eyes, looking at Yu Ruoyun with both jealousy and admiration. Yu Ruoyun had received plenty of praise and admiration, but Jiang Yu seemed different.

Perfectly normal Yu Ruoyun, whose career and relationships were exceptionally smooth, encountered the challenge of his life, unaware at that time.

“Are you asleep?” Yu Ruoyun asked, but the sleeping person didn’t answer. Yu Ruoyun had to talk to himself. “Then I should go.”

“Hope next time we meet, we can really start.” Yu Ruoyun said those final words, closing the door.

Jiang Yu slept dreamlessly, waking up just before checkout time.

“Li Li,” he called. “Where did I put my wallet and ID card?”

Li Li said, “I don’t know. Ask Yu Ruoyun. He brought you back.”

Jiang Yu’s vision went dark. “Why did he bring me back? Didn’t I give you my room card?”

Li Li was confused, not realizing any mistake. “He said he knew you. What’s wrong? Did he steal your wallet?”

No, Jiang Yu found them quickly. But running into Yu Ruoyun was worse than losing money or his ID.

“Sir, are you looking for something?” the cleaning lady couldn’t help but ask.

“Checking if your hotel has hidden cameras,” Jiang Yu replied without looking up.

“That’s impossible.”

‘That way, I could see what stupid things I said yesterday,’ Jiang Yu thought.

Yu Ruoyun woke from a dream.

Seeing the time, it was only five. Dawn was just breaking, dim light filtering through the window, casting a hazy glow on the face beside him. Yu Ruoyun just watched for a long time without changing his position.

When Jiang Yu opened his eyes, he saw Yu Ruoyun looking at him.

“What are you doing?” He reached for Yu Ruoyun. “It’s so early. Sleep a bit more.”

He had been very tired these days, with lots of things going on at school, with the boy band, and at the company, making him want to sleep.

As Jiang Yu grabbed Yu Ruoyun’s hand and was about to go back to sleep, Yu Ruoyun’s voice rang in his ear. “I have a question I’ve always wanted to ask you.”


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Again and Again Ch33

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 33

When Jiang Yu came back, he heard Yu Ruoyun on the phone.

He didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but Yu Ruoyun was saying, “Nominate Bo Yan for Best Actor, and I’ll go for Best Supporting Actor…”

Jiang Yu’s forehead veins were about to pop out. Before Yu Ruoyun could finish his sentence, he cut in. “No!”

Yu Ruoyun looked up and noticed Jiang Yu had returned, standing at the doorway.

“I have something to take care of,” Yu Ruoyun said into the phone. “I’ll talk to you later.”

Yu Ruoyun walked over. Jiang Yu had already sat down, sinking into the sofa. Yu Ruoyun sat next to him. Jiang Yu turned his head to look at him, eyes wide open, glaring angrily.

“What are you thinking?” Yu Ruoyun asked him.

Jiang Yu couldn’t help but bite back. “I’m thinking if you love doing charity so much, why not just give me a few Best Actor awards?”

He was indignant for Yu Ruoyun but unwilling to express it directly.

Sure enough, Yu Ruoyun began to explain, “The Golden Key Awards nominations are starting. The director called to discuss it. My role has fewer scenes, so nominating for Best Supporting Actor is reasonable. This is Bo Yan’s first time as a movie lead. Winning would be beneficial for him. If I also compete, the competition would be fiercer. Besides—”

Yu Ruoyun paused, asking, “Do you want to keep listening?”

With the conversation at this point, Jiang Yu had to ask, “Besides?”

“I have no confidence.” Yu Ruoyun laughed. “You watched the movie. You said his role is heavier and more brilliant. If I lose to a co-actor from the same movie, it would be embarrassing. Competing for Best Supporting Actor is different. If he wins, it has nothing to do with me. We didn’t compete. People would say it’s because I went for Best Supporting Actor. Plus, I’ve never won that, so I need that trophy.”

“Still think it’s charity work now?” Yu Ruoyun asked Jiang Yu. “It’s pretty cunning.”

Jiang Yu thought it sounded like he was being placated. Clearly disadvantageous situations were painted with benefits, like a company on the brink of bankruptcy sweet-talking an investor with promises of a bright future. But it was him who wanted to hear it. Yu Ruoyun didn’t need to expose this to him.

“I’m scared to death,” Jiang Yu said. “Didn’t expect you to be this kind of person. I need to stay away from you.”

As he said this, he leaned in for a kiss.

Yu Ruoyun had a faint tobacco scent. Jiang Yu didn’t mind it. In fact, it seemed unique to Yu Ruoyun. He casually asked, “Did you start smoking?”

Yu Ruoyun said, “It’s from you.”

“Hm?” Jiang Yu, while unbuttoning Yu Ruoyun’s shirt, questioned.

“The pack of cigarettes you left, there was half a pack left,” Yu Ruoyun said. “I later bought that brand and sometimes smoked. It reminded me of you.”

So the anti-smoking ambassador, lacking professional ethics, had developed a bit of a smoking habit.

Jiang Yu didn’t reply. He kept his head down, struggling with the buttons on Yu Ruoyun’s shirt. It was harder than he thought. His fingernails hurt, crumpling Yu Ruoyun’s clothes.

Yu Ruoyun sensed something was wrong and held his wrist, asking, “What’s the matter?”

Jiang Yu finally gave up on the troublesome buttons and on resisting Yu Ruoyun. He stayed in the same position but leaned against Yu Ruoyun’s shoulder, feeling exhausted. He didn’t feel like crying. In fact, he felt quite calm. He should’ve known all along, shouldn’t he?

But large teardrops fell on his hand and Yu Ruoyun’s clothes.

“Stop smoking,” Jiang Yu said. “I don’t smoke anymore. You need to live a long life.”

Yu Ruoyun responded with an “Mm,” his voice still steady. Yu Ruoyun was always like this, sometimes almost sounding indifferent, as if all his emotions were poured into his acting. If not for their countless times together in bed, Jiang Yu might have doubted him.

It was hard to imagine that the half-pack of cigarettes Jiang Yu left on the windowsill would become the only remaining scent Yu Ruoyun could find of him. He had left so little with Yu Ruoyun—a lighter, cigarettes, sweat evaporated into the air, clothes ruined by washing, and an invisible, untouchable heart. Nothing else.

“I haven’t smoked in a long time,” Yu Ruoyun said. “Not since you came back.”

Then why start smoking again? Jiang Yu wondered. Maybe he had upset Yu Ruoyun again, but since Yu Ruoyun didn’t plan to say, Jiang Yu didn’t ask further. He thought he would change in the future, recklessly believing he had time to change slowly. But now, the important thing was to kiss.

Undressing Jiang Yu was much easier for Yu Ruoyun. Jiang Yu was very thin. His collarbones formed two hollows, as did his waist. Yu Ruoyun’s fingers slid over him, making Jiang Yu shiver with sensitivity, his skin covered in a thin layer of sweat.

“Hurry up.” Jiang Yu couldn’t bear it, urging him.

In their kisses and passion, Jiang Yu saw Yu Ruoyun’s face.

It flashed through his mind like a carousel: the young Yu Ruoyun debuting on screen, the Yu Ruoyun he glimpsed backstage, the Yu Ruoyun in his twenties smiling while listening to him for the first time.

In Greek mythology, Icarus flew too close to the sun, melting his wax wings and falling into the sea. When Jiang Yu first read this story, he felt a strong resonance for some reason. At that time, he was at a bottleneck, thinking he was like the protagonist, drawn by the temptation of flying high but destined to fall.

Better than those biblical stories always preaching faith in God for eternal life and good rewards. He never believed in them.

But it turned out, for Yu Ruoyun, Jiang Yu was also an unavoidable fate. After falling into the sea, dying, then living again, he saw those eyes.

The imperfect Yu Ruoyun and the never-perfect Jiang Yu still didn’t quite fit together, mismatched everywhere.

Love’s complexity, contradictions, insecurity, and comparisons—he was always human, unable to overcome them. But with Yu Ruoyun here, he still wanted to chase the sun.


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Charlie’s Book Ch80

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 80

“Hunting beauties is a traditional activity of the Lion family,” said the rabbit-headed shopkeeper, perched on a half-man-high rock, whittling a flute with a small knife. “If you’re not interested, it’s best to decline outright… but people from that family won’t give up easily, so Erica might be in trouble.”

Hearing this, Hasting turned to look. About twenty steps away, a group of mercenaries were loudly gathering firewood, setting up a soup pot, and Eugene was among them, gesturing with a dried duck, which caused laughter among those around him.

“It doesn’t matter if they hear. These things are hardly secrets on the continent,” Charlie said without looking up. “It should be said that their reputation for liking handsome men is as well-known as their exceptional combat skills. Many are known for being favored by the Lion family, and they take it as a compliment.”

Hasting shook his head, not bothering to correct the rabbit-headed shopkeeper’s misunderstanding.

What he was actually watching was Eugene.

This man has an unexpected gift for languages. In just two weeks, Eugene managed to learn about sixty to seventy percent of the mercenaries’ mountain dialect. Although his grammar wasn’t perfect, his accent was remarkably accurate. Using this roughly spoken language, he had quietly bridged a gap with the mercenaries without them noticing. Now, like this break in the middle of their journey, they even accepted him joining them for a meal from the same pot—though Eugene’s various sausages and beers also played a part, it’s notable since mercenary groups were typically very insular. Even the Duke was somewhat surprised that he could integrate so well.

Charlie, noticing no response from Hasting, looked up in the direction he was staring and saw Eugene imitating a mercenary with a particularly raspy voice, which made everyone push and shove each other, noisy enough that even the wild rabbits didn’t dare to show up.

If Hasting knew that Eugene had once witnessed a murder in the dark alleys of Syriacochi, he would have even more respect for Eugene, understanding the deep-seated fear he harbored against these men.

Because neither the Duke nor Charlie had ever asked him to force himself to get close to the mercenaries.

“He seemed like just a street rat at first,” Hasting murmured as he turned his gaze away. “I was short-sighted.”

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper chuckled. “Your master is so picky. Ordinary street rats certainly wouldn’t catch his eye.”

Eugene had his own skills. Among this group, only Eugene could naturally get close to the mercenaries, something even the half-grown Shiloh couldn’t manage.

Although the mercenaries weren’t overly defensive against Shiloh, they wouldn’t close the distance with him either, which Charlie thought was probably due to the traces of his background.

Members of the knight order were generally not pretentious (only the Duke was good at that), but Shiloh’s manners still betrayed his well-educated background, which instinctively put off those accustomed to scrapping from the bottom.

Eugene should have belonged to the latter group, but he had seamlessly integrated into the new collective, even if his initial introduction by the Duke had been in such a humiliating fashion. He never adopted the submissive posture that lower classes typically reserve for their betters.

Charlie believed that if Eugene had started with that attitude, neither Columbus nor Shiloh would have accepted him as naturally as they did later.

It was hard to say if Eugene was aware of this, but so far, he has never erred in judging which demeanor to adopt before whom.

Hasting was still not quite used to Charlie’s habitual disrespect in his language towards the Duke, but if even the Duke hadn’t objected… he decided to remain silent, watching as the shopkeeper put away his knife, blew off the wood shavings, and stood up.

“Where’s Shiloh?” he asked.

Hall always stayed out of sight, but Shiloh usually couldn’t be kept hidden. It was odd that he hadn’t appeared by now when even the tea had boiled.

“He’s on the carriage,” Hasting replied, extinguishing most of the fire, leaving just enough to keep the teapot warm, a habit of the Duke’s, who needed a strong cup of tea to fully wake up after a nap.

Shiloh was growing rapidly, sometimes waking up from pain in the middle of the night. Recently, he was truly sleep-deprived, and even the time allocated for Eugene’s sword lessons had been reduced. He was grabbing every possible moment to catch up on sleep.

Charlie glanced inside their carriage, where Shiloh had cocooned himself in a blanket, steaming with warmth as he slept.

He thought for a moment, then closed the carriage door and watched as a yellow-brown paper figure meandered towards him, stopping at his feet before climbing up the axle.

Charlie bent down to pick up the paper figure, straightened up, and saw Hasting approaching with a large pot of tea.

“Was something moving just now?” the young knight frowned.

For a second, as he approached, he thought he saw something quickly running towards the carriage.

“I didn’t see anything coming… Maybe a startled field mouse?” The rabbit-headed shopkeeper shrugged. “Is he awake?”

“Yes, we’ll set off in fifteen minutes,” he said tersely, handing the teapot to Charlie and climbing into the carriage, unceremoniously dragging Shiloh out of his blankets.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper stood watching Shiloh wrestle with Hasting, then thought better of it and carried the teapot to the largest carriage in the convoy.

The Duke had a headache.

Lately, he had been sleeping poorly, especially during the day. Being in unfamiliar places made it hard for him to relax fully, and the longer it went on, the more unbearable it became to wake up.

As Charlie opened the door, he saw the Duke, whose beauty was often likened to that of an elf, glaring at a decorative dagger hanging on the carriage wall, looking as if he wanted to swallow it whole.

The strong tea Hasting had prepared for him was still steaming, but the Duke hadn’t touched it yet. Instead, he slowly turned his head to watch the rabbit-headed shopkeeper close the door of the carriage.

“You should get out and walk around.” Charlie examined his face carefully. “Some sunlight would do you good.”

The Duke, who even when freshly awake insisted on sitting up straight, muttered something quietly, which Charlie took a moment to understand as “I don’t like those rough men.”

The high-nosed, robust mercenaries indeed didn’t fit the Duke’s aesthetic. His Brandenburg Knights were known for their disciplined, graceful demeanor—in this, Shiloh excelled, with Lemena once commenting that his fighting style was “more mesmerizing than a dance”.

It wasn’t until after finishing an entire cup of strong tea that the Duke’s heavy head began to clear, by which time the rabbit-headed shopkeeper had already polished off a whole plate of crispy cookies, complaining all the while about the bitterness of the tea Hasting brewed, claiming it was hard to drink without something sweet.

The Duke was unmoved, pouring himself a second cup of tea.

If Priscilla were here, she would have made a big fuss about it—truth be told, before leaving Lemena, he had never even touched the handle of a teapot. While the purpose of this journey had not yet been achieved, he had made numerous breakthroughs in self-care, from pouring tea to dressing and washing.

After all, as capable as Shiloh was, he couldn’t fully replace the work of the dozens of servants under normal circumstances.

This realization—that his years of smooth living were built on such a vast amount of human labor—had surprised the Duke, and he wasn’t prepared to admit this to anyone.

Especially not to Rabbit Head.

“Where’s Eugene?” he asked, tiredly ignoring the other’s suggestion to take a walk in the wilderness.

Charlie pulled out a silk handkerchief, meticulously cleaned his fingers, and then pulled a small paper figure from his pocket that matched the color of the springtime rural fields.

“Internal meetings are off-limits, but casual chats and meals are no longer a problem,” he said. “This is from this morning… It’s about time.”

This paper figure was a variant of his small magic “Gray Sentinel”, derived from the ingenuity of a friend during his student days, capable of discreetly eavesdropping on secrets not meant to be shared.

The little paper figure stood on the tabletop with hands on hips. Charlie muttered something to it, and a small slit automatically opened in the paper figure’s head, beginning to recite the conversations it had overheard.

Eugene hadn’t fully mastered the language yet, especially as some people’s dialects were quite thick, and it was easy to get confused when they spoke quickly. So, he kept this little spy hidden in his outer robe pocket to remember all the information for him.

Both Dwight and Charlie were fluent in the Highlands language, recognizing it without much effort. The paper figure couldn’t filter information. It could only mechanically repeat it, and it took them quite some time to extract something remotely useful from it.

This mercenary group was in the lower middle tier within the Lion family, roaming the southwest of the Doran continent, far from the northern power centers. Much of the family news came through other troops, and they were quite cautious, only discussing trivial matters in front of Eugene, an outsider.

But even these scraps could be of value to those with a discerning eye.

“The current head of the Lion family is under forty, in their prime, but this year there’s an unusually high number of youths entering the continent for their rite of passage. The girl Erica met must be one of them.” Dwight pondered for a moment. “If she’s not close to death, then there must be some other reason making her dissatisfied with her current status, eager to advance her influence to lay the groundwork for further power expansion.”

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper thought for a moment, almost blurting out “dying isn’t impossible,” but held back.

He wasn’t wishing death out of dislike for the lion, but because of another hallmark of the Lion family.

Members of this family were generally born robust, plus the extreme cold of the Highlands enhanced their cardiopulmonary functions and muscle thickness beyond that of average people. On this foundation, the Lion family had never ceased in their pursuit of ultimate physical strength. Over generations, they had developed training methods considered brutal by ordinary standards and advanced further than anyone in their research on strength-enhancing drugs, dominating the market with their enforcers.

Especially the Lion family heads, always the most formidable. However, intensive training and drug use always came with side effects. In history, there were many Lions who died early due to excessive exertion.

Although this is an objective analysis, out of basic decency, Charlie couldn’t voice such a statement about a woman he had never met, so he remained silent.

The Duke’s light eyes watched him, and even without Charlie saying it aloud, he understood what his unspoken words likely were.

“I don’t think there’s anything wrong with her physically. Adeline Lion is ambitious, not just a muscle-bound fighting machine,” he stated calmly. “Shivers has a Fox, Erica has run into Lion, and if something unexpected takes us to White Bridge, there will be Wolf waiting, as will the family’s inseparable brother, a manipulative opportunist, the long-armed Monkey family.”

“The activity level of these families this year is more exaggerated than the active volcanoes on the border. I don’t think it’s a coincidence.”

Charlie also looked at him. The two stared at each other in the rocking carriage, their emotions unclear.

After a long while, the rabbit-headed shopkeeper raised his hands in surrender. “Alright, you win.”

“I don’t believe in coincidences either,” he said. “After centuries of lying low, these families are probably tired of skulking in the dark. They want to hold sway openly, just like you, with legitimate authority and wealth, and even the king’s blessing and the people’s favor.”

“They’re dreaming,” Dwight said without hesitation.

“In the past, of course, they were dreaming. No matter how big their business and power, no kingdom would truly acknowledge them. In the eyes of the people, they’d always be synonymous with darkness,” the rabbit-headed shopkeeper admitted. “But now, things are different.”

“The potential advent of the ‘Holy Grail’ has given them enough space to dream big. If the world won’t recognize them, then they’ll seize power, overturn all order, and build a new continent. By then, they’ll naturally become the true new kings.”


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Charlie’s Book Ch79

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 79

The man sprawled on the ground was carried away by a cursing dwarf, and even after the “show” officially began, no one approached the girl within two steps.

Initially, the atmosphere was chillingly eerie, but after two warm-up fights, the room gradually heated up, and the girl remained standing in the front row closest to the ring, creating a subtle contrast with the room’s ambiance.

But seemingly, no one cared about that.

Erica didn’t squeeze to the front, but the man with the big nose who had first spoken to her found her and cryptically asked if she wanted to place a bet—this was where the real money in underground fighting was made. However, he treated Erica like an ignorant rich lamb, enthusiastically persuading her to bet on a fighter called “Death Alex”, who he claimed had specially high odds due to his connections.

The big-nosed man was quite pushy, forcing Erica to spend some time dealing with him. While they were still entangled in discussion, a commotion suddenly arose upfront, involving some cursing in low voices, but most people looked on eagerly for entertainment.

“Why not?” the conspicuously noticeable girl tilted her chin up, ignoring the whispers around her, and stared directly at the middle-aged man in front of her. “I want him.”

Behind the middle-aged man stood a boy, no more than thirteen, with a half-bruised face, messy black hair clumped with sweat and blood, appearing rather disheveled but standing erect.

“Ah, guest, he’s not fully trained yet. He’s only here for a trial today.” The middle-aged man spread his hands with a look of difficulty. “This boy is highly talented… I wouldn’t let him go just like that.”

“Even the best gem cannot shine in the hands of a poor craftsman,” the girl bluntly said. “If you plan to hoard him, better give up that thought soon. His bones are already deforming.”

The middle-aged man looked slightly displeased.

It was common for the wealthy to scout talents in underground fighting rings, and smart individuals wouldn’t offend a bidder—but the girl was being rather impolite.

Though she spoke truthfully, this boy could now hold his own against opponents who were sixteen or seventeen years old. He was truly reluctant to let him go so soon. By the age of fifteen, the boy could have made a name for himself, and by then, he wouldn’t worry about fetching a high price.

“How about it?” The girl twirled a money bag in her fingers, shimmering under the light. “I offer twelve gold coins, enough for you to buy two boys of the same age.”

The middle-aged man shook his head. “Miss, that price might buy you hunting dogs, not a wild wolf.”

“I’ll offer fifteen gold coins,” a voice interjected.

The girl turned sharply, seeing a young man wrapped in a headscarf watching them.

A smile appeared on the middle-aged man’s face. His continuous haggling wasn’t solely because the price hadn’t reached his expectations but also because, with only one bidder, the chance for a markup was small. But if these two could drive the price up, what difference did it make whether he sold in spring or autumn?

The boy behind him remained expressionless, seemingly unaware of the dispute he had sparked.

“Eighteen gold coins,” the girl said, narrowing her eyes as if trying to see through the other bidder’s headscarf—he was standing just where light met shadow, half of his face obscured, highlighting the frightening brightness of his visible eye.

“Twenty gold coins,” Erica called out.

The girl looked displeased.

But such bidding under the table was common practice here, and everyone who entered knew the rules. She had no reason to react.

However, the big-nosed man who had been chatting with Erica looked agonized. He knew that fellow must be a wealthy young master but hadn’t expected him to be so lavish.

“Twenty—Five—Gold—Coins.” The girl enunciated each word.

That was already above the average price during the peak season, when foot traffic was highest.

She glanced again at the boy behind the middle-aged man, then shifted her gaze to the man trying to intercept the bid.

He looked young, dressed without any distinctive decorations or rare fabrics, yet he was very decisive in his bidding.

Generous yet cautious—a bit of a challenge.

Erica stepped fully into the light. She was taller than the middle-aged man and the boy, and as she moved, both seemed almost overshadowed by her.

Twenty-five gold coins were nearly reaching the girl’s breaking point. Bidding was essentially a psychological game. Erica could tell her opponent wasn’t well-versed in it.

“Twenty-seven gold coins,” Erica stated.

The girl glared at Erica. “Twenty-nine gold coins.

The middle-aged man’s smile was nearly impossible to hide—by the gods above, he never imagined that this not yet fully trained whelp could fetch such a price during the dry season’s warm-up matches!

Now he had completely forgotten how he had cursed this disrespectful girl just minutes ago. He merely tried hard not to look too pleased.

Erica, not even glancing at the middle-aged man, was about to speak when she was interrupted by the girl.

“I can still raise the bid,” she said, “but there’s no need—”

She tilted her head towards the man, implying clearly.

Continuing this would only benefit him.

“What would make you back down?” she asked.

Erica wasn’t riled by her attitude, instead asking in what could almost be considered a gentle tone, “What if I asked you to back down?”

If there hadn’t been children involved today, it would have been different, but since there were, Erica was determined not to leave empty-handed.

The girl looked Erica up and down, then suddenly smiled.

Erica watched as she unfastened an obsidian necklace from around her neck, stuffing it into her pocket.

“Let’s settle this with a fight. The loser backs down,” the girl suggested.

The room briefly fell silent, then suddenly buzzed with murmurs.

“There’s never been such a thing!” A man in a white headscarf exclaimed loudly. “That’s never happened here—”

“Oh come on. It might be fun.” Another man ogled lecherously at the girl’s now-bare neck.

“Don’t joke. Not everyone is so barbaric as to resort to fists…”

“You’re joking. Why come here if you don’t like fists?”

“It might be possible. That young man is quite tall.”

“But it’s not clear if he’s solid…”

“A punch scared you? She’s a woman after all…”

The two central figures ignored the surrounding noise.

“How about it?” The girl, only reaching Erica’s shoulder, kept her chin up to maintain eye contact, looking both stubborn and adorable.

But Erica knew that being deceived by this appearance wouldn’t lead to a pleasant outcome.

“Sure,” Erica said.

Before she even fully finished speaking, a fierce gust of a punch was already speeding towards her face.

Most of the room hadn’t expected her to act so quickly. The crowd scattered, instantly clearing a large circle.

Erica stepped back half a step, leaning back just enough to dodge the punch, but saw her opponent quickly pull back, drop to one hand on the ground, and sweep her leg towards Erica’s knees!

The girl appeared slender, but her kick stirred up a gust of wind indoors. If her opponent had fallen, she could have quickly followed up—a simple yet effective close-combat killing technique familiar to any trained warrior. But misled by the first feint punch, it was hard to react in time. The girl had relied on this move to remain undefeated across the continent until now.

But today, for the first time, she missed.

She widened her eyes, watching as her opponent flipped mid-air from the leaning back position, landing with a leg kicked out, mirroring her own move!

Unable to get up or retreat in time, the girl felt a sharp pain in her leg as she was hit, her vision blurring from the intense light, causing her to instinctively squint. In those two seconds, she was flipped onto the ground, her neck and hips firmly pinned.

Erica looked down at her. “So we have an agreement?”

Some could tell that Erica hadn’t used her full strength.

When the girl was knocked down, Erica could have forced her to lie face down and used her knee to pin her waist. By grabbing her throat and pulling backwards, it would have been possible to break the girl’s spine right there.

The girl understood this too.

She didn’t struggle, just tried to adjust her eyes to the light.

Despite her growing anger inside, her face remained eerily calm.

Because her neck was clamped, she raised her hand to make a “consent” gesture.

Erica slowly let go but didn’t stand up immediately—her judgment was correct, almost as soon as she removed her hands from the girl’s neck, the latter suddenly raised her hand towards Erica’s face!

But it wasn’t the punch Erica had anticipated, so her dodge was in vain, making the girl’s pull on her scarf even smoother.

Standing up, Erica couldn’t help but laugh as she watched the girl triumphantly clutch her scarf, unabashedly staring at her face. “What’s your name?” she asked with intense curiosity.

Erica didn’t respond right away, but she extended her hand.

This time, there was no sudden attack. The girl took the support and stood up, still scrutinizing Erica’s face under the light, more and more pleased with what she saw.

This was the most attractive man she had seen so far—tall and handsome, without the off-putting delicacy or the crude roughness of a carnivore, everything was just right.

And his skills were formidable, though perhaps a bit too soft-hearted.

Actually, she had no qualms about losing. She had chosen her opponent herself, and the battlefield always spoke through strength—it was normal to be outmatched, and making a fuss about it would have been the true embarrassment.

There was unwillingness and a sense of humiliation, of course, but curiously, after seeing her opponent’s face, her anger and frustration had almost completely dissipated, and even the rare talent she occasionally encountered had been forgotten.

It was a good thing she wanted to see what the man who had beaten her looked like.

Holding her scarf, she asked again, “What’s your name? I’m Sasha.”

Erica nodded. “Erica.”

Sasha turned to the middle-aged man, who was still watching. “Twenty-seven gold coins. Bring him over.”

The fight had begun and ended so abruptly that most people hadn’t quite grasped what had happened. However, the merchant nature of the middle-aged man made him cautiously ask, “But you went up to twenty-nine coins.”

“I lost, he’s his,” Sasha stated plainly. “His last bid was twenty-seven. Cut the chatter.”

Though Sasha had lost, it didn’t mean she wasn’t formidable—everyone remembered how she had knocked a man down at the start.

The middle-aged man, his heart in agony over the loss of two or more gold coins, dared not object, as he knew too well he couldn’t afford to offend either of them.

He had been involved in the underground fighting scene for nearly twenty years. Others might not know, but he was very aware that the techniques used by these two were genuine killing moves, both in action and in force. He had never seen anyone in the Lababata fighting pits who could match them.

Comparatively, the “highly talented” kid he held seemed insignificant. Twenty-seven gold coins was already an extraordinary price, and besides, he couldn’t afford to provoke either of them.

Erica, not wanting any more complications, walked out with the boy, and Sasha reattached her necklace and followed through the low door.

The boy silently followed Erica, his rigid back indicating he wasn’t as calm as he appeared, unsure whether his wariness should be directed at Erica, who had bought him, or Sasha, who followed.

The mantis-like clerk was still dozing behind the counter. Erica woke him and bought a plain blanket to temporarily wrap around the boy, paying with copper coins this time.

His bulging eyes followed them hatefully.

Sasha’s camel was still outside. Erica nodded at her as she was about to leave, but Sasha stopped her.

“Where are you going?” she asked.

Erica, clearly not a local, was obviously just passing through Lababata.

Erica smiled. “Goodbye.”

Sasha wasn’t like the delicate noblewomen from the capital, who might faint at a slightly harsh tone. In such an environment, Erica didn’t want to give her any illusions… but this polite rejection clearly had little effect.

“I’ll give you thirty thousand gold coins,” the girl suddenly said.

It was undoubtedly a massive sum—enough to buy a portion of land and a manor in any kingdom of Doran, living a life of high society. In a more corrupt royal court, even a noble title might be purchasable.

But Erica just raised an eyebrow.

“What?”

“I’ll give you thirty thousand gold coins,” Sasha repeated, looking at her. “Come with me.”


The author has something to say:

Shiloh: “The Duke actually revived that bird. I need to write to the captain!”

Hasting: “That’s not a bird. Isn’t it a Pluto Owl?”

Eugene: “Isn’t it a dragon? But it looks like a black lizard to me.”

Hall: “The Pluto Owl is a kind of dragon. For heaven’s sake, haven’t you ever read a book? That thing is very rare, definitely worth a lot of money…”

Shiloh: “Isn’t the point that the Duke can actually keep a small animal alive?”

Hall: “After all, the Pluto Owl is no ordinary animal. It can even rehydrate from being a mummy. The Duke’s little issue is nothing in comparison.”

Eugene: “Hmm? What’s the problem with the Duke?”

Shiloh: “He’s never managed to keep any animal or plant alive since he was a child. His previous pets were quickly found and rescued by the captain and then moved to Miss Priscilla’s care, after which he stopped keeping any.”

Hasting: “After all, it’s a dragon.”

Everyone: “Dragons are indeed different.”

Charlie: “They say behind your back that you’re a jinx. Everything you keep dies.”

Dwight (smiling): “That’ll be a deduction from everyone’s salary.”


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Charlie’s Book Ch78

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 78

If she could, Erica would have preferred the Duke to stay in a well-defended city, letting her and the knights handle all the arrangements and scheduling, as the noble status of their master wasn’t suited for such strenuous and exhausting journeys.

But decisions made by the head of the Dwight family weren’t to be questioned by them.

She stowed away her spyglass as the wind brought tiny grains of sand against her face, though most were blocked by the fully wrapped headscarf.

After leaving Syriacochi, Count Lestrop headed towards White Bridge. Due to the long journey and the slow pace typical of noble carriages, catching up to them would require little effort.

The Mokwen Kingdom, near the edge of the continent, had a dry climate and suffered from water scarcity all year round, but it was still better off compared to its neighbors.

After leaving Mokwen, the carriage entered the Kingdom of Lababata, a small country where sixty percent of the territory was sandy dunes. The kingdom had virtually no natural resources and served purely as a trade transit country.

Thanks to its geographical location as a southwestern hub on the Doran continent, the kingdom had relatively relaxed entry and exit regulations. Erica and her group had reached the capital city yesterday, while the Lestrop caravan that had departed before them hadn’t yet arrived.

Erica walked down the steps with slight trepidation. Several mercenaries were resting in the shade beneath the building, quickly standing up when they saw their employer descend—Erica nodded coldly, not minding their relaxed posture.

Firstly, mercenaries couldn’t be held to the same standards as the knights, and secondly, the weather in this region was excessively dry and hot. It was still spring, yet the morning sun was already fiercely dazzling, difficult for non-locals to quickly adapt to.

The heat and dryness caused lethargy. As long as they didn’t leave their posts without permission, Erica decided not to spend effort disciplining their everyday conduct. She had more important things to do.

The rented house was close to the city wall, and just twenty steps to the east was the famous Spice Street, formed over a hundred years ago by various spice vendors and gradually evolved into a major trade street after the port and docks were built. It was the first stop for many merchants coming to Lababata. Naturally, as a merchant traveling the continent under the guise of a caravan, Erica couldn’t avoid doing some routine shopping while waiting.

This season wasn’t the peak of spice trading. Many shops’ inventories were leftovers from last year, offering limited choices. Thus, this famous street appeared somewhat vacant at this time.

This situation would continue until the summer rains increased, when the canals filled with water and merchant ships tirelessly moved in and out of the docks like ants drawn to sugar water. By early fall, the street would be crowded, and walking a large animal like a camel down it would be impossible.

Erica glanced casually at a young girl across the street, who, in an environment dominated by long robes and headscarves, was noticeable with her petite nose dotted with freckles, a high ponytail, and the rare sight of a short shirt—her honey-colored skin revealed with her movements was a vibrant splash of color on this street still sleepy from winter.

Such a girl might not attract undue attention in an inland capital, but in this conservative small kingdom, she could easily invite trouble. Erica noticed that at least two groups of people were eyeing the girl, who seemed utterly unconcerned as she leisurely purchased dates, nuts, and some common spices, loading them onto the beautiful little camel beside her.

Erica didn’t linger, turning into a rundown carpet shop.

The shop looked like it had been out of business for years. The display window was empty, and the wooden door’s color was old and patchy, making the originally vibrant patterns look like moth-eaten leaves, exuding an irredeemable air of decay.

Naturally, there were no customers inside, and the shelves behind the wooden counter seemed never to have been cleaned, with a few carpets carelessly thrown on them, as gray as the rest of the shop’s furnishings, making it unclear whether the original colors were indeed that gray or just covered in a layer of dust.

A skinny clerk sat behind the counter. His thick glasses nearly covered his entire face. His pointed chin and magnified eyes made him resemble a bizarre humanoid praying mantis.

Erica approached. “A cup of fire ant liquor.”

“This is a carpet shop, not a bar,” the clerk replied wearily.

“No matter. I brought my own cup,” Erica said nonchalantly, placing a shiny silver coin on the counter, face-up showing a fairy pattern embossed as if newly minted, making the wooden surface look even dirtier.

This wasn’t Lababata’s currency, but this pattern was a hard currency in any Doran country: only a powerful nation could mint fairy coins, and they had a good exchange rate in every country on the continent.

The clerk lifted his eyelids to look at her.

Erica produced another silver coin, this time with the numeric side up, half-stacking it on the first.

“Oh, alright then,” the gaunt clerk muttered, carelessly sweeping the two coins into a drawer under the counter, then moved out from behind it and locked the shop door, though Erica doubted it was necessary as the door was so dilapidated it let in drafts anyway, with most of the shop’s heavy dust likely blown in from the street.

“This way,” the clerk said, holding a silver candlestick and leading Erica through another door behind the counter, down a long, narrow corridor that only allowed single file passage, ending at another door.

But this door looked much sturdier than the shop’s.

The clerk knocked and muttered a few words. The door opened from inside.

“Go on in,” he said, turning to Erica with a malicious grin.

Erica didn’t mind, instead pulling her scarf up over her face—along with the headscarf already covering her hair, only her eyes were visible.

The clerk’s smile disappeared, and he glared at her fiercely before sticking close to the wall and walking back.

Erica leaned in and entered through the door, which was only as tall as her waist. She was greeted by a dwarf inside, who hurried her along before locking the door heavily.

It was hard to imagine from the outside, but the space behind the door was enormous, seeming to hollow out the area around the carpet shop into a vast room. Men sat or stood around the room, with only the central area brightly lit by a large lamp, dazzlingly bright.

However, beyond the reach of the light, it was unusually dark.

Erica didn’t look around like a newcomer but casually found a corner against the wall to stand, not initiating conversation with anyone around.

Unlike the decrepit carpet shop above, the people here were dressed in no way that suggested poverty. Two men even wore finely tailored coats, looking like professors from some royal academy.

Most, like Erica, wore local long robes suited to resist the heat and sand, with their deep-set features and eyebrows nearly crushed together, typical of Lababata locals.

Despite Erica’s similar dress, it didn’t take long for some to notice her presence.

“New here?” a man with a large nose asked her in a thick accent, his face unobstructed and seemingly friendly.

Erica nodded and replied in the common language. “An old friend told me there are exciting games to be seen here.”

“Are you a merchant?” The man with the big nose realized. “It’s not even the rainy season yet. You’re a bit early.”

“It’s my first time. I miscalculated the journey… Never mind that. What’s the entertainment tonight? If it’s just boring dancers, then I’m leaving.” Erica spoke with a dismissive and arrogant tone.

The man with the big nose laughed. “Who brought you here without telling you what this place is?”

“He told me to come and see for myself.”

“A surprise.” The man nodded. “It’s about time I told you. This place isn’t for flirting with dancers. Strictly speaking, there are no women here at all. They can’t stand to see these things.”

Erica stood a little straighter, her tone slightly rising. “Animal fighting?”

When it came to underground male entertainment, animal fights were undoubtedly the most popular and sensationally stimulating activity, though many kingdoms had banned it.

But what good were bans? Whether it was the wealthy debauchees or the disgruntled lower classes, they all relished the blood-boiling spectacle. Once addicted, even the strictest laws couldn’t fully eradicate these practices.

The man chuckled again, reaffirming his assumption that Erica was just another idle young nobleman.

Erica smiled too, but her smile didn’t reach her eyes.

She actually knew what this place was for—like the animal fights, cruel, but even more challenging to the psychological limits of the audience: human death fights.

Erica not only knew what was going to happen here, but she was also familiar with the rules of such places because a current knight from the Brandenburg Knights had come from such a place as a child.

And for that reason, whenever the Brandenburg Knights and Erica had a chance, they would come to see. Their power wasn’t enough to destroy the existing rules, and it was difficult to pull fully involved adults out, but if there were still unformed children involved, they could be taken away through trades.

Those who could stand on the fighting platform to “perform” for the audience, at least in strength and skill, were above average. Many wealthy individuals sought not only excitement here but also to scout potentially gifted children to take back and raise—limited only to those still children, and the price was high.

“It’s about time. Just wait and see… Dancers… Heh, there won’t be women here! There never have been—huh?!” The big-nosed man’s tone amusingly twisted and came to a screeching halt, as if someone had stuffed a date into his throat.

He bulged his eyes out, staring frozenly in the direction of the entrance.

Erica looked up to see a girl standing at the entrance.

The noisy room had somehow fallen completely silent. Everyone was looking at her.

It was the girl with the camel from the street.

“Lost, honey?” The men, more brazen here than on the street, immediately surrounded her with leering looks. “This is no place for a little girl…”

“Oh, but the shopkeeper let me in,” the girl said. “He didn’t say that.”

“That’s because he doesn’t care about you.” A man with a headscarf, his eyes nearly glued to her chest, reached out and touched her shoulder. “You’re in the wrong place. I’ll take you out.”

The girl wrinkled her nose cutely, looking somewhat innocent, but the moment that hand touched her, she suddenly turned, stepped back half a step, and threw a hard punch to the man’s face!

The man didn’t even get a chance to scream before he fell backward, crashing heavily to the ground. The others around him instantly cleared a circle for him.

Erica’s eyebrows twitched.

The men present might enjoy a bloody spectacle, but that didn’t mean they were capable of fighting themselves. In fact, the weaker someone was, the more they tended to project their fantasies onto this sort of thing. It wasn’t unusual for one to be knocked down with a punch.

What really caught her attention was the girl’s punch—it was precise, instantly knocking the man out, likely breaking his nose.

If one didn’t want to kill someone but wanted to make an example, this was the most efficient way to do it. But this straightforward, brutal way of fighting clearly came from the underground—

That is, from hundreds of cities’ corners, where deadly battles like the ones in this room were staged year-round.


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Charlie’s Book Ch77

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 77

Charlie himself wasn’t sure if he really counted as friends with Kurt.

Before the astrologer showed up at 22 Paulownia Street in the middle of the night a few years ago, carrying his meager belongings, Charlie had never seen a real astrologer.

Kurt, in exchange for a safe residence “where no one could easily tread”, offered annual predictions during his tenancy as payment to the rabbit-headed shopkeeper.

He had chosen the right person. The situation in Pennigra was relatively stable, and Charlie, quite skilled in staying out of sight, provided Kurt shelter in the Green Forest, making him a neighbor neither too close nor too distant.

The legendary astrologer had a very agreeable personality. Besides astrology, he was also deeply versed in architecture and economics, among other fields, making him one of the few people Charlie had met whose reading volume far surpassed his own.

Their interactions were infrequent, but every year, before the first heavy snow, Charlie would venture deep into the Green Forest to bring winter supplies for Kurt and also to check on his reclusive tenant.

They would smoke together on the treehouse balcony, and then Kurt would enthusiastically recommend erotic novels that he wrote—using a pseudonym; he had been writing novels for some time, but there were no more than three book dealers across any continent willing to invest in them. Charlie once suspected that one of the reasons Kurt was short on money was his spending too much on this hopeless hobby.

But overall, they got along quite well, probably because they could both sense in each other the same sort of guarded bird, always fearful of being discovered.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper sat on the roof, watching his own smoke rings quickly dissipate in the air.

The Duke hadn’t actually decided to go to White Bridge. More than just Charlie was wary of that lawless area, and as a Dwight, there were many things he needed to consider.

However, he had already sent Hall to follow Priscilla’s caravan, and he planned to catch up soon—traveling through other kingdoms between Syriacochi and White Bridge. Although Lestrop was also traveling with them, finding a moment for a private meeting wasn’t hard. What really perplexed the Duke was what to do about his sister, Priscilla.

They knew nothing about whether Priscilla was aware of, or to what extent she understood, the clandestine experiments of the Mokwen royal family. She wasn’t a naive noblewoman. Dwight believed she couldn’t be completely unaware of her husband’s and his relatives’ movements.

Dwight was accustomed to being fully prepared. The worst possibility was that Priscilla might be used by Lestrop as a vessel for the Holy Grail—an ordinary pregnancy wouldn’t continuously drain life from a mother, as her roses had proven.

He had no emotional attachment to the unborn child, and if Priscilla was willing to cooperate and abandon the child in time, there might still be a chance. But knowing his sister, Dwight felt this was unlikely.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper had always maintained an optimistic outlook on this issue. Part of the reason for the deaths of the innocent women at Thorn Estate was the estate rulers’ focus on the children far more than the mothers. Women were extremely vulnerable after childbirth, and neglect could indeed lead to loss of life.

But with Priscilla’s status as a Countess, unless she was inherently frail, she would surely have doctors and maids in attendance at her delivery, making any mishap during childbirth unlikely.

Caring too much could cloud judgment. Charlie understood the reasons behind the Duke’s costly and consequential personal journey across the continent. Humans couldn’t survive alone. They must invest parts of their souls in loved ones or friends. Knowing in advance that the last place one had left to invest might disappear made any effort to save it seem trivial.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper took a puff of his cigarette. His gaze was melancholic as he stared at the starry night sky.

The Duke was still so young, instinctively knowing he didn’t want to face the consequences of losing Priscilla… If it were him at that age, losing his little tin soldier, he’d probably be even more bewildered than the current Duke.

After all, he had only had Columbus by his side for a long time.

Charlie bent one leg, casually setting aside his pipe.

Columbus understood this, which was why he tirelessly, repeatedly reminded him: No one can truly be ready to face death calmly, but what’s truly frightening isn’t death itself, but the feeling of helplessness when that moment arrives.

“We shouldn’t have any regrets,” the little tin soldier had once said seriously to him. “I think Maplewood is great. Sunny days are good, rainy days too. Staying in to read is good, and so is going out for a walk, Charlie. If one day we’re apart, that should be celebrated—as long as we’ve tried our best every day, death won’t be scary.”

Thinking this, the rabbit-headed shopkeeper finally admitted to himself that he was still somewhat resentful: not because Columbus had run into the fire, but because before doing so, Columbus hadn’t even looked back at him.

The separation without goodbye made him feel abandoned, yet he was reluctant to believe he could have such a childish thought.

But he shouldn’t have doubted Columbus, who was sometimes a bit naive but had always been incredibly steadfast—his long companionship had been a lengthy goodbye.

“You’re right, Columbus,” Charlie said softly, removing his bowler hat and placing it beside him, lightly flicking the stiff brim with his finger. “Long live friendship.”

Yitzfa sat in the carriage, peering out of the bright window at the roadside, just in time to see Shivers standing in a morning robe on the porch.

The messenger boy was short and seemed to struggle a bit on tiptoes, so the tall blonde man leaned slightly to listen, his green eyes intensely focused on the boy, making it hard to tell whether his gaze or the slightly warm morning sun was more tender.

No wonder those women tirelessly speculated about his background and identity. Nearly no one believed this man was just a moderately well-off traveler. The lady of the house where he was staying even suspected he was some king’s illegitimate son.

Yitzfa withdrew his gaze, aware that, despite his harmless appearance, the other was well-trained, and lingering too long might alert him.

Only that group of idle ladies really thought he was a wandering Romeo… As far as he knew, more than one lady was already scheming how to keep him there long-term.

Mrs. Dolly, sitting opposite him, was still intently watching Shivers until the messenger boy hurried across the lawn and climbed into the carriage, then she reluctantly turned her head.

“Poor Green. Last year’s harsh winter caused some problems with his lungs, and he still can’t be active for long periods. May God bless him.” Mrs. Dolly’s voice was thin and sharp, like a lively little bird. “But I believe he’s much better now. At least he looks fine, and we’re just going for a spring outing. It shouldn’t be too burdensome for him.”

Yitzfa didn’t respond and just nodded.

This naive lady fully believed his story about searching for his sister, but Thorn Estate wasn’t a place a few gentries could just probe into, so Yitzfa wasn’t worried about his cover being blown. Rather, if they really found a way into the Thorn Estate, he could abandon his current identity at any time, as his usefulness to the local upper class would be over.

But until then, he still had to put some effort into dealing with these people…

Yitzfa withdrew his thoughts, lowering his eyes to look at Mrs. Dolly beside him. As the carriage moved further away, her attention shifted from the handsome traveler back to Yitzfa—he could almost effortlessly read their thought patterns, making the whole affair exceedingly dull.

Even duller than usual.

Yitzfa pursed his lips.

Yitzfa had originally thought he would need to make an effort to please this woman to gain entry into the upper echelons of this city, but ironically, it wasn’t just Mrs. Dolly who took a fancy to him—her husband did too. Sometimes the way the man looked at him almost made him laugh out loud.

To Yitzfa, it didn’t really matter whether the person was male or female, and usually, by just appearing fragile and easily frightened, it was hard to tell who would end up being the pleaser.

It wasn’t uncommon for both spouses to take an interest in him at the same time, but the morals of this small town were a bit more conservative compared to those of various kingdoms, probably because of their marital status. Both were cautious and restrained each other, which actually made the well-prepared Yitzfa somewhat bored.

…He had never before spent so much time flirting with someone only to have nothing but a “good night” at the end of the day.

It was almost as pure as needing just a bedtime story and some warm milk.

Mrs. Dolly was enthusiastic. “Mr. Morris’ vacation villa is near the valley, not far from the estate. We could invite the owner to join us for croquet and chess, and dancing in the evening. Then we might learn about your sister’s whereabouts.”

“That sounds really interesting,” Yitzfa said. “I’ve never played croquet before.”

“Peter will teach you.” Mrs. Dolly patted the back of his hand. “Mr. Green is also quite good at croquet. I heard him say he competed in Syriacochi two autumns ago. I must say, traveling around is fine, but it’s really not safe, especially for a bachelor like him, falling ill with no reliable maid at his side.”

She then exaggeratedly portrayed the drawbacks and potential terrible outcomes of wandering around, as if worried that Yitzfa might want to leave the city and travel somewhere—no, that would not do, at least not now.

There wasn’t another boy as handsome as him in the whole city, and Mrs. Dolly was very aware of the value of a beautiful person.

Yitzfa listened obediently to her, pretending as if his experiences wandering between continents from a young age never existed.

Mrs. Dolly was still young and fairly good-looking, though a bit gossipy, which actually worked in Yitzfa’s favor.

Her husband Peter was also decent-looking. His father was a retired teacher, and his mother was the granddaughter of a Baron, so their family had always considered themselves superior. Even though Peter now dealt in cleaning products, they still claimed to be descendants of a family of educators.

Probably constrained by this ‘status’, the couple temporarily maintained the restraint typical of cultured people, treating Yitzfa as if they truly had rescued a poor orphan, mercifully providing him with a house and meals, and treating him like their own child (though the young couple had no children yet).

This absurd act was transparent to anyone with eyes, but in circles that value propriety, no one would discuss such things openly. The Peters were happy to play dumb—it was hard to say if the couple had discussed this matter, but Yitzfa understood they hadn’t yet reached an agreement, and he was happy to relax as a result.

After all, it didn’t really matter who won.

Yitzfa remembered Mrs. Dolly had casually mentioned that if Mrs. Doug hadn’t been pregnant, she definitely wouldn’t have let the handsome guest slip away. Interestingly, many people thought Mr. Green was a noble gentleman who, regardless of whether the landlady was pregnant or not, wouldn’t commit any immoral acts, leaving only unmarried women actually likely to have an opportunity.

Look at that. Despite doing the same things as him, the other man managed to maintain such a glowing image.

Yitzfa’s gaze dropped, pretending not to notice Mrs. Dolly’s hand resting on his arm.

Because suddenly, he found he had absolutely no interest in it.


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Again and Again Ch32

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 32

Going to school was just an excuse to avoid some activities, but he still had to show up for his group’s activities.

Jiang Yu was currently trying to get out of something via WeChat. “I have to go to school.”

The agent replied, “It’s only three subway stops away, which is practically nothing in Beijing. How can you not come?”

She added, “Xingyu, you only got 200 points on your mock exam, so stop pretending you love studying.”

Frustrated, Jiang Yu shut off his phone. Getting 200 points was already a great effort for him. After so many years and so many changes in the curriculum, remembering this much showed he was a genius.

This genius packed his bags, ready to go perform.

Unconsciously, his role in the group had changed. Originally doing more dancing, now he often used the excuse of a back injury, like a mistreated, disabled person, to show off his singing skills—not great, but good enough for a boy band. He thought, in his past life, his mother made him learn to sing, and it finally had some use. However, he had cut ties with her, never seeing her again.

Mainly, even if they met, he wouldn’t know what to say. Jiang Yu comforted himself with self-deception, thinking he couldn’t say, “Hello, Auntie, I’m your son’s boyfriend’s new lover. Do I look like your son who died young?” He feared being seen as provocative and then thrown out.

Unexpectedly, besides participating in activities, there were other tasks.

“Record a cheer-up video for Zhong Mo,” the agent holding the phone ready to shoot said.

Jiang Yu almost asked who Zhong Mo was but then remembered seeing the other party standing and smiling. That teammate, always concerned about his popularity, was about to participate in a new talent show, leaving for several months.

“I don’t have much to say,” Jiang Yu said helplessly, but surrendered when Zhong Mo’s expression changed. “Fine, I get it. I’ll say something polite.”

He cleared his throat, said a lot of courteous words, and, seeing Zhong Mo’s expression improve, he couldn’t resist teasing.

“Finally,” Jiang Yu said, “don’t be too afraid of not debuting. Life is about constant failure. Even if you have temporary success, more failures await. You just have to keep going and not stop.”

It sounded like a curse, yet it was spoken tenderly, leaving the agent and Zhong Mo unsure how to react.

The ride back to the company was unusually quiet. Jiang Yu sat by the window, next to Lu Zheming, looking at the commercial district outside. He said to Lu Zheming, “A whale was unearthed here.”

Lu Zheming didn’t catch it at first. “What? A goldfish*?”

*Clarity: Jiang Yu says whale [jingyu] (鲸鱼) but Lu Zheming thought he heard goldfish [jinyu] (鱼).

“A whale,” Jiang Yu said. “You can’t distinguish between front and back nasal sounds. In Wangfujing, whale vertebra fossils were unearthed, indicating Beijing was once a sea.”

Zhong Mo snorted. “Just back to school for a few days and already pretending to be cultured.”

But the other teammates were intrigued. “A whale? In Wangfujing? Wow, that could crush a mall!”

“Yeah,” Jiang Yu agreed. “If it traveled to the present, there would be no sea—just air pollution. If it fell on a road, traffic would be worse.”

They were stuck in traffic now, but everyone was used to it. Traffic jams were normal in Beijing.

The weather was gloomy and oppressive, likely to rain soon. Dark clouds hung low, almost about to fall. Jiang Yu suddenly wished for rain, imagining himself as the whale. Thousands of years ago, the whale wouldn’t have expected this place to become dry, bustling land. He crossed a year, becoming someone else. Everything changed, but the whale didn’t die in the Beijing of a year later, because someone was waiting for him, and he could find a water source.

Back at the company, Jiang Yu pulled Lu Zheming aside and asked, “I wanted to ask, with him going, why aren’t you participating? Are there quota restrictions?”

In their group, only Long Xingyu, Zhong Mo, and Lu Zheming had some presence. It was really a pitiful, unknown group.

Lu Zheming understood, smiling. “Thanks to you for introducing me to the crew. I might have something to do later, no need to join the commotion. Regardless of overall ability, I can’t compete.”

Jiang Yu remembered that to the public, Lu Zheming was already a recycled idol. Participating again had no appeal, and at almost 26, though young to Jiang Yu, some might think he never had a chance from the start.

Jiang Yu didn’t press further, turning to see the excited Zhong Mo.

He found Zhong Mo both cute and annoying, the annoyance coming from Zhong Mo’s resemblance to Jiang Yu’s younger self.

“He hasn’t failed yet,” Jiang Yu said. “He was very happy the first time he surpassed me in popularity. Thinking I had a scandal, he was also happy, as if that made him better. Joining an uncertain talent show, happy again, because there’s hope for success.”

A little bit of progress made him very satisfied, and his attempts to trip people up were so obvious, displayed directly on Weibo. He pinned comments suggesting an ambiguous relationship between Long Xingyu and the Film Emperor to the top, even adding, “Don’t say that.” As Jiang Yu expected, although Long Xingyu faced some criticism, there was no evidence, and it negatively affected Zhong Mo instead. His backstabbing comments about his teammate weren’t well received.

Unexpectedly, Yu Ruoyun’s studio issued a rare statement, indirectly stating that they reserved the right to take legal action against online rumors. The Film Emperor had almost never taken such actions. His first rumor clarification was in response to open slander, which Jiang Yu found quite absurd.

But perhaps, it wasn’t the only exception Yu Ruoyun made for him.


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Again and Again Ch31

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 31

“Qi Yiren,” Jiang Yu interrupted her, deciding to salvage Yu Ruoyun’s increasingly precarious image in Qi Yiren’s mind. After all, he didn’t want to persuade Qi Yiren to convince Yu Ruoyun to seek treatment. “You’re really overthinking it. Yu Ruoyun is perfectly normal. He’s not ill. If anyone might get this kind of illness, it certainly wouldn’t be him. So many people love him. If anyone would be more likely to get it, it would be your former boss, Jiang Yu, who was always so paranoid. Having delusions would be completely normal for him.”

The truth wasn’t pleasant to hear, and sure enough, Qi Yiren got angry.

“Don’t put so much sugar in your coffee.” Jiang Yu saw Qi Yiren’s hand move and quickly took away the sugar dish. “You might as well drink syrup directly. Eating so much sugar, you’ll cry when you break out in pimples.”

Qi Yiren was stunned and looked at him.

Jiang Yu smiled. “This isn’t something Yu Ruoyun imagined. Once, you mixed up your cups, and Jiang Yu drank from yours, saying you were insulting coffee.”

Despite being told many times, Qi Yiren still couldn’t change. When she weighed herself, she would complain about gaining weight.

“Do you want me to keep going?” Jiang Yu asked. “For example, your boss caught a cold from you. You were bouncing back after a few days, but your boss had to get an IV drip, canceling several events.”

It seemed he didn’t need to say more. Qi Yiren had already listened. After mentioning a few more private matters known only to Jiang Yu and Qi Yiren, Jiang Yu concluded, “These things were all told to Yu Ruoyun by Jiang Yu. He tells Yu Ruoyun everything.”

‘If only this were true,’ Jiang Yu thought. If they really shared everything, telling each other everything, they would be an incredibly honest couple, advancing together in their careers…

Wake up, stop dreaming. It’s impossible even now.

“If they were really together, would he not trust me with that?” Qi Yiren believed it but asked another question, feeling hurt. “I wouldn’t tell anyone.”

Jiang Yu was at a loss for words again, unsure how to comfort Qi Yiren. There were some things that couldn’t be said through Long Xingyu. For instance, at that time, Jiang Yu didn’t distrust her—he distrusted himself. He always felt that his relationship with Yu Ruoyun could collapse and disappear at any moment, and every moment was a lucky gain.

When he was still Jiang Yu, he once went to Thailand with a group of so-called friends. They dragged him to see a ladyboy show, watched elephants that were imprisoned and forced to perform, and even went to see a fortune-teller. His “friends” said the fortune-teller was very effective and could change his fate to win an award one day. Everyone laughed and agreed.

Initially, he wanted to refuse angrily, but suddenly thought of someone. He didn’t know what came over him, but he walked into the house, paid the fee, sat down, and looked at the mysterious fortune-teller shrouded in smoke, ready to ask a question.

“I have a friend,” Jiang Yu said. “I really want to get along with him, but it always seems difficult. We don’t even fight. It’s just me getting angry. I always feel like this relationship will eventually be reduced to nothing as I expend every little inch of it.”

This shouldn’t be asked to a fortune-teller. Asking someone like Ayawawa or Mi Meng* would be more appropriate. At least they might give a real answer for a fee.

*They’re famous columnists/talk show hosts, interviewers (ect.). 

So he decisively stopped and made a more mundane wish.

“I hope I can win an award,” Jiang Yu wished at the time. “I hope he, well, his life is pretty smooth. I hope he can get rid of me soon.”

Thinking back now, it all came true in a bizarre way. He received a very prestigious Lifetime Achievement Award, and Yu Ruoyun finally got rid of Jiang Yu, only to be entangled with someone named Long Xingyu a year later.

What kind of sinister fortune-teller was this? They should be arrested and punished.

“Are you really willing?” Qi Yiren’s voice pulled Jiang Yu out of his memories. “If they were really together, he might never forget Jiang Yu.”

Her suspicion arose because Yu Ruoyun had never given her any proof. To Yu Ruoyun, it was already an established fact and didn’t need to be shown. But now, with Long Xingyu recounting those trivial matters, she was genuinely confused.

“Being with you every day, he starts to recall things about Jiang Yu, repeating what Jiang Yu said to you. Then what is your significance to him?” Qi Yiren persuaded, leading to the expected point of encouraging the young star in front of her to leave her boss.

Of course, he would never forget Jiang Yu. Jiang Yu was always lingering in front of him.

But that couldn’t be said. Jiang Yu cleared his throat. “I believe he will forget one day, and then his eyes will only have me.”

It sounded very confident, completely ignoring Qi Yiren’s pitying gaze.

“Don’t use your misguided goodwill and imagination on this.” Jiang Yu told Qi Yiren before leaving. “With this effort, you should think more about what to name the children you will have with your forever boyfriend.”

His tone was familiar, and coupled with that somewhat similar face, Qi Yiren was a bit confused about who was speaking. She thought, ‘This Long Xingyu is really trying hard to imitate Jiang Yu.’

Could this person really replace Jiang Yu? Originally, the answer was no, but suddenly, Qi Yiren’s firm heart wavered a bit.

……

Jiang Yu picked a weekday matinee to watch a movie, selecting a show where he was the only one, enjoying a private screening. Watching the same movie, his feelings were vastly different from Yu Ruoyun’s. As soon as the end credits rolled, he took out his phone and called Yu Ruoyun.

“You must be crazy to take this role.” Jiang Yu was almost angry. “Besides being the first lead, this movie is completely shared between you and some unknown Bo Yan. Your screen time is split evenly, and you’re still the secondary storyline! What double male lead? You’re just making a wedding dress for others*!”

*Metaphor describing someone who is working hard for the benefit of others but won’t reap the rewards of their labor.

Yu Ruoyun said, “But the script is very good. I was initially supposed to play Bo Yan’s role, but I felt it lacked challenge and chose the other one. Actually, the original story was better. I’ll bring it back for you to see.”

Jiang Yu was even more displeased. “I can’t see if it was well shot. It’s because it was well shot that you’re at a disadvantage! When people discuss it, some might think you were worse than Bo Yan because your role required more restraint. Are you stupid…”

Criticized by Jiang Yu, Yu Ruoyun said, “Do you think it’s not worth it for me?”

“I…” That one sentence stopped Jiang Yu. “It’s really not worth it for you.”

“It doesn’t have to be evaluated like that.” Yu Ruoyun still spoke gently. “In the entertainment industry, me, you, and everyone else will eventually turn into bubbles. But something must be left behind. These are much more important than the evaluations you mentioned. Like you said, I did a pretty good job.”

With the words said like this, Jiang Yu could only sigh. “You did great.”

This was a fact he always acknowledged. Just like when Yu Ruoyun told him, it wasn’t about pretending to be a perfect person for him; it wasn’t like that. Yu Ruoyun had always been a good person.

Jiang Yu wasn’t in love with a good person, not at all. He just loved Yu Ruoyun.


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Again and Again Ch30

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 30

That day, they talked a lot, mostly about things Yu Ruoyun had never shared with Jiang Yu before.

For instance, he criticized Jiang Yu’s acting.

“Your acting method is mostly self-taught,” Yu Ruoyun said. “It’s clever, and sometimes it even shines with unexpected brilliance. You’ve watched a lot of movies and have your own understanding of the industry and a good taste in selecting roles. But the flaws are also obvious. Some directors feel it lacks depth, seeing it as clever tricks. Some rough edges are your strengths, but others are sharp points that need smoothing out. Formal education isn’t just about a diploma. Spending more time in school won’t hurt. Don’t rush. This is the time to hone your skills.”

Clearly, he knew that the previous Jiang Yu hadn’t attended many proper classes in school.

Yu Ruoyun not only said this but also practiced it himself. During the peak of his career, Yu Ruoyun took on theater, performing one show after another, even with a high fever. But he gained a lot from it. Well-known theater directors, both domestic and international, praised him highly, and the industry was full of positive reviews. Jiang Yu couldn’t do it. He had been invited before, but he declined without much thought. The long gaps and the unforgiving nature of theater, where a single mistake could ruin a performance, scared him. He was afraid of making mistakes and being laughed at, so he didn’t dare to gamble.

“Take it slow,” Yu Ruoyun said to Jiang Yu. “You’re much younger than me now. You’ll catch up to me eventually.”

It was like a person standing at a high place, calmly waiting without a sense of urgency for his opponent at the foot of the mountain to catch up and surpass him. These were words Yu Ruoyun would never have said to Jiang Yu before, and Jiang Yu knew what his reaction would have been back then.

“I don’t aim to catch up with you now. That’s too childish,” Jiang Yu finally said. “I’ve got new goals.”

“What are they?” Yu Ruoyun asked.

“To make love with you,” Jiang Yu said. “Kiss you, eat ice cream until my teeth hurt. The rest will come naturally. I don’t need to surpass you to live.”

And to call Yu Ruoyun by a different name.

“A’Yun*,” Jiang Yu called him. “I heard your dad call you that. He said, ‘A’Yun, why aren’t you coming?’ So, you can be like this too.”

*Adding a () in front of a name can signify familiarity or affection. It’s commonly used as a term of endearment.

The gentle, rational Yu Ruoyun and the hidden, slightly sharp Yu Ruoyun—he had only just seen them. He kept calling this name until Yu Ruoyun had to stop his chatter with a kiss.

And so they fulfilled their wishes one by one. At the climax, Yu Ruoyun whispered in Jiang Yu’s ear, “Do you still want to be a Film Emperor?”

He asked while still moving, the wave of desire crashing over, leaving Jiang Yu unable to respond, barely able to breathe.

After a while, the room quieted down, filled with the scent of their intimacy. Lying on the bed, Jiang Yu stared at the glaring ceiling light and finally said, “Of course I do.”

No matter how many times he started over, he would still be Jiang Yu. Whatever he pursued, a person could only be themselves, and Yu Ruoyun understood this better than he did, piercing through his façade of disinterest in fame and fortune. He was filled with countless desires—about fame, recognition, and an unfinished list of wishes.

Feeling stifled, Jiang Yu turned over, burying his face in the pillow, hiding his expression. With his voice muffled, he said, “You’re really annoying. Did you have to say it out loud? Talking about acting awards in bed. Aren’t you afraid that I’d go soft?”

“Then I won’t say it again,” Yu Ruoyun said gently.

“Once said, you can’t take it back,” Jiang Yu grumbled. “Now you have to be responsible.”

He didn’t know how Yu Ruoyun could be responsible. It wasn’t like he could go out and buy him an award, like a late-night snack. But somehow, Yu Ruoyun was at fault.

“You can be more honest with me,” Yu Ruoyun said.

It was indeed difficult for Jiang Yu to be completely open with him, but he could try a bit more.

“Because sometimes…” Yu Ruoyun said, “I really don’t know how to coax you.”

Such sentimental words seemed better suited for a spoiled girlfriend. Jiang Yu felt this topic was too embarrassing to continue and raised his voice slightly. “You’re ridiculous. Coax?”

He quickly declared he was tired and about to sleep, urging Yu Ruoyun not to disturb him. Yu Ruoyun had work the next day, which wasn’t easy either. Seeing the late hour, he decided not to continue the conversation. Ironically, it was Jiang Yu who couldn’t fall asleep.

He sat up halfway, looking at Yu Ruoyun’s face. His mind was blank as he just stared at him.

“You don’t need to say anything,” Jiang Yu said. “Just being here is enough.”

……

Surprisingly, “Dark Fire” performed much better at the box office than expected. In the days following its release, ticket sales continued to rise.

Yu Ruoyun finally watched the film. Despite unavoidable plot gaps, the overall effect wasn’t bad. Some even thought it had the potential to win awards, joking that Yu Ruoyun’s trophy collection might grow again.

When Qi Yiren relayed this to him, Yu Ruoyun said, “That’s unnecessary. The cabinet might be too small to hold it.”

He added, “I almost thought about throwing them away.”

Qi Yiren was shocked. “Why would you think that?”

“It just felt meaningless suddenly,” Yu Ruoyun said, not clarifying and leaving Qi Yiren more puzzled. “That period, I wasn’t in a good mood. Even when I wanted to take on roles, I couldn’t find my rhythm, so I took a long break last year. Then I realized, to live, you have to truly live well.”

He had indeed come to this realization. He wasn’t the protagonist of a romantic film; life held other possibilities. Those trophies still held value, even after Jiang Yu’s death. They were earned through time, effort, prolonged self-doubt, and struggle. Jiang Yu’s few years and one accident couldn’t destroy them all. He shouldn’t let his life fall apart. He should at least live with dignity.

“But even with movie offers, they were in the planning stages and would take a long time,” Yu Ruoyun recalled. “Only that web series could start filming quickly.”

He clung to it like a lifeline, even investing his own money. People thought he was crazy to take on such a project. Even though his movies in recent years had mixed reviews and box office performances, they were average at worst, but weren’t flops. Why step down so far? He hadn’t explained to anyone. What was there to say? Jiang Yu was gone, and no one knew who he thought of when he woke up at night, sitting on the edge of the bed.

Qi Yiren could tell that every word from Yu Ruoyun, though not mentioning Jiang Yu, was about Jiang Yu.

She thought she had to do something, for Yu Ruoyun and for Jiang Yu.

So she arranged to meet with Long Xingyu.

Long Xingyu—or rather, Jiang Yu—was handling transfer procedures. His academic record was from his home province, so he could only apply for a random high school in Beijing. He was struggling with the idea of taking the college entrance exam again after so many years when Qi Yiren’s call interrupted, bringing an unexpected touch of humor.

“Go ahead.” Jiang Yu decided to play the rogue. “Why did you call me? If you’re here to persuade me to leave your boss, it’s gonna cost you. Normally, at least fifty million. For you, I’ll give a 20% discount—forty million in cash.”

“Sir, please don’t put your feet on the table,” the waiter serving coffee couldn’t help but remind him.

“Oh.” Jiang Yu reluctantly put his feet down and wiped the table.

Qi Yiren watched him without speaking, making Jiang Yu impatient. “What are you hesitating about?”

“What do you think of Mr. Yu?” Qi Yiren asked.

The question seemed out of nowhere. Long Xingyu chose a conservative answer. “He’s an award-winning actor, a big star, and he’s good to me.”

Qi Yiren sighed, clearly disappointed. Jiang Yu thought he was about to be called shallow and superficial. Whatever, he thought, and took another sip of coffee. The beans were quite good.

“You know too little about him,” Qi Yiren said. “I called you because I suspect Mr. Yu is sick.”

Jiang Yu put his coffee down, thinking it was good he hadn’t swallowed, or it would’ve been embarrassing.

“What illness?” Jiang Yu forced himself to continue the conversation.

Erotomania,” Qi Yiren said.

“What’s that?” Jiang Yu frowned. He knew Qi Yiren would misunderstand, but this was completely unexpected.

“It means he fantasizes that he and Jiang Yu were lovers,” Qi Yiren explained. “Lately, he’s been acting like he’s fully immersed in the role. He even told me about Jiang Yu yesterday. And now he’s found a fake substitute like you.”

“Qi Yiren,” Jiang Yu gritted his teeth, “watch your words. I’m not a fake substitute. Also, didn’t you talk to him about Jiang Yu before? Now you’re saying it’s his delusion?”

“I realized something was wrong after asking,” Qi Yiren said earnestly. “If Jiang Yu was really his lover, why did he laugh when he heard it? Losing a lover and finding a similar person as a substitute—isn’t that sad? But he laughed so happily.”

‘That’s because you’re hilarious,’ Jiang Yu thought. ‘Here I am, wrongly accused as a fake substitute.’ Of course, he laughed.

“Besides, I used to be Jiang Yu’s assistant,” Qi Yiren added. “Jiang Yu cursed him every day. How could they be…”

“Stop talking,” Jiang Yu said, holding his head.‘This plot is worse than being a substitute,’ Jiang Yu thought. ‘Now Yu Ruoyun is labeled as a lunatic, and he’s really losing out.’


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Charlie’s Book Ch76

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 76

It was hard to say whether the Duke of Brandenburg’s luck was indeed extraordinary, but after absorbing nearly a whole basin of liquor, the black Pluto Owl’s limbs spread out, showing signs of coming back to life.

It was difficult to explain what exactly was happening—whether this rare bird was mistakenly mixed into a batch of dried bats being sold cheaply as medicinal material or that it actually absorbed several times its own volume of liquor and truly regained elasticity. Both scenarios were astonishing.

If it wasn’t for Dwight, who purchased it, this precious animal’s fate would most likely have been to end up boiled in a pot with other bats (and it probably wouldn’t even have softened properly), eventually being discarded as waste in a ditch.

That said, even the Duke himself hadn’t expected his impromptu idea to actually rehydrate this dried little creature, and using expensive liquor for its bath wasn’t something just anyone could manage. Before it was even certain that the Pluto Owl could be awakened, the gold coins Dwight had spent had already made Eugene feel physical pain.

Regardless of everyone’s curiosity, the cast-iron basin was moved into the Duke’s room—nobody knew whether this creature would imprint on the first person it saw upon waking, and Dwight decided not to take any chances.

During this time, apart from Hasting, few were allowed into his room, but for some reason, the rabbit-headed shopkeeper again became an exception to the rule.

Even Charlie himself was surprised by this, as Dwight’s interest in and care for the Pluto Owl was obvious. He had thought this serendipitous treasure would at least let the Duke incubate it quietly in his room for a few days. So when Hasting came to invite him, he briefly wondered if he had inadvertently done something recently to irritate the Duke.

The conclusion was that he had not.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper wasn’t one to hesitate. Since the Duke had requested his presence, he entered the room openly, already having prepared his speech to persuade the Duke to meet his sister in some city along the route of the slow-moving Earl’s caravan, and not to get involved in the complicated no-man’s land of White Bridge—it wasn’t worth it.

The Duke seemed to have sensed his thoughts and didn’t immediately discuss this matter.

Charlie’s journey on the Doran continent was supposed to have ended theoretically when Columbus was laid to rest in the castle, and so far, this man hadn’t revealed any unfinished desires or destinations in front of everyone.

Thinking about it, he had lived with a rabbit’s head for several years. Even Dwight couldn’t guess what price might tempt this “salted fish*” to make an effort again.

*Term used for someone who is lazy and unmotivated, lacking ambitions.

However, after considerable thought, the Duke also didn’t want to send him back to Pennigra. He had previously reached an agreement with the rabbit-headed shopkeeper, asking him to help resolve Priscilla’s difficulties within his capabilities.

But “capabilities” was a bit ambiguous, and Charlie wasn’t Eugene. It was difficult to compel him with wealth or authority to do something he didn’t want to, so Dwight had recently concluded: dealing with a rabbit required a less direct approach because of their wide field of vision, and reckless moves were likely to come up empty.

One must be circuitous.

Charlie watched as Hasting set up a tea table with orderly precision, even pouring him a cup of hot apple tea, which made the hair on the back of his neck stand up a bit in alert.

However, Hasting didn’t join their conversation, leaving the room after setting up, giving the rabbit-headed shopkeeper a moment to glance around. He noticed the large iron basin with the Pluto Owl was hidden behind a screen, and judging by the Duke’s cautiousness, he might have even surrounded it with a circle of baby curtains.

“At the moment, there are no signs of the Pluto Owl waking up.” Seeming to read Charlie’s thoughts, the Duke relaxed, crossed his legs, and stroked the gem on top of his cane. “I guess besides alcohol, it needs another catalyst.”

“You could try consulting the Mage Association, or perhaps the old professors at the Comprehensive Academy who specialize in biology. They usually have some insights not shared with the public,” Charlie casually suggested. “Or you could ask Shivers to inquire with Yitzfa again. Although it’s an academic issue, I believe they would find a way to answer your questions if the reward is right.”

The Duke looked up at him, ignoring this digression.

Did this guy think he didn’t think of these things?

But the traces of the Pluto Owl had been lost for decades, and to describe this creature as merely “rare” no longer sufficed. Dwight didn’t want to leak the fact that he possessed this treasure on someone else’s territory. Honestly, he already had enough troubles.

“I’m not here to discuss this with you.” The Duke found that if he was too roundabout, the other person could stretch the topic to the ends of the third continent, so he took out a booklet from the drawer and handed it to him.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper took it skeptically and found it was the catalog for the Wolf annual auction.

Just as he had suspected. Everything about this auction targeted at the elite spared no expense. The edges were gilded with copper, the purple-red cover featured no text but was covered with gold foil inlaid with a wolf’s head.

The edges of the parchment were neat and sharp, flawless, and with lifelike illustrations of the auction items inside, this level of craftsmanship indeed had the merit to attract collectors to spend big.

Holding the catalog, Charlie gave the Duke a strange look.

He had never hidden his distaste for the Wolf family, and with the Duke’s perceptiveness, it was impossible not to notice—could it be that he wanted to tempt him with the treasures in the catalog to go to White Bridge?

This somewhat underestimated his willpower. Besides, everything at the Wolf auction was an heirloom fetching astronomical prices. Although he couldn’t say he was penniless, spending all to acquire a single treasure wasn’t his style.

Hm?

He considered a possibility. Charlie’s ears twitched slightly, but he quickly suppressed the urge to perk them up.

Could the Duke be intending to pay his way as a form of companionship compensation?

This was the Wolf auction, where the starting price of any item was a figure ordinary civilians wouldn’t even dare dream of. Did he really need him to accompany him that badly?

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper, who had resolved never to step onto the prairie of the wolf’s territory, was inexplicably swayed.

This was, perhaps, a bit too generous.

Charlie looked up at the Duke, who hadn’t noticed how wildly his thoughts had fluctuated in that minute, and instead leisurely sipped his tea.

So, he turned back to browse the catalog.

Because of the large scale of the auction, the catalog only included the most sensational items from each category, making it not too cumbersome to browse, but Charlie’s movements slowed as he flipped through the pages.

The reason was simple. The content of the catalog somewhat exceeded his ethical threshold.

Due to his aversion and rejection, he had never paid close attention to the well-known Wolf auction, mostly learning about it from public gossip, like when a king’s private collection of magical items fetched a shocking price at one auction, whose purpose was merely for a bedroom toy, and other such rumors.

This was his first direct encounter with the auction, and he discovered that in this event, the line between “creature” and “item” was terrifyingly blurred.

Apart from jewelry, potions, and magical items, the auction’s disregard for life shocked Charlie.

In the [Magic] category, potential clients could see various races available for selection—his page-turning halted.

Dwight set down his teacup, finally looking at him squarely.

Charlie stared at the page he was holding, expression unreadable.

“When did you find out?” he asked quietly.

The Duke’s gaze also fell on the opened page.

As he expected, the other had found it difficult to skip over the [Magic] section and had read through the entire catalog.

“Last night,” the Duke said. “I wasn’t interested in the items and hadn’t unsealed it. After sunset, when the Pluto Owl stopped absorbing, I got bored and picked it up, and I came across content you might find interesting.”

Charlie took a deep breath.

The catalog in his hand was flipped to about a third of the way through, and the page was clearly written in cursive:

One of the Three Great Astrologers – Kurt

Mentally stable, no fatal injuries, recoverable

The illustration was of a man of medium stature sitting on a wooden armchair, dressed in a gray robe, with gaunt cheeks, an ordinary appearance, and an expressionless face.

Besides this, there was no other background.

If this image hadn’t appeared in the Wolf auction catalog, many people would laugh it off and casually toss it under the table. “This is Astrologer Kurt? You could grab a dozen men like this in any city’s bookshop.”

Only those who had really met Kurt knew what the legendary astrologer looked like, and unfortunately, the two people in this room had both met him.

“I’m giving you this not just because of Priscilla, but because of him,” the Duke said.

Honestly, he too was surprised the first time he saw this page because the last time he had seen this man, he was well-hidden in the Green Forest, a place so secretive that not even a bird could enter without permission. He couldn’t imagine how the Wolves had the capability to storm in and capture the astrologer.

“I thought the Green Forest was safe enough,” the Duke said.

He didn’t explain to Charlie that he had never disclosed the astrologer’s location to anyone. He believed the other wouldn’t doubt him on this point.

Because the Duke of Brandenburg had no reason to do such a thing.

Indeed, Charlie nodded.

“The Green Forest is flawless as a hiding place, but it’s not a place humans are allowed to stay for long,” he said. “My deal with him is over, and now it’s no harm telling you—he sought a safe place from me, just for three years, which was the maximum duration I could negotiate with the Heart of the Green Forest. When I took you to visit him, it was the last winter of those three years.”

Dwight stared at him without speaking.

Sometimes, the information revealed in Charlie’s casual remarks made him ponder repeatedly.

Before entering the Green Forest, the Heart of the Green Forest was more of a spiritual symbol among the people, an enigma, including for Dwight, the Lord of Lemena.

Yet, the rabbit-headed shopkeeper could communicate and even trade with such an entity, which was more intriguing than his connection with the astrologer.

Charlie understood what Dwight’s look meant, but he wasn’t planning to elaborate.

He knew his business seemed mystical to many, but really, it wasn’t hard to understand.

Besides gods, any being with a will had desires and limitations, and he was merely an intermediary. Many deals utilized the powers of his clients, and in this respect, the Heart of the Green Forest and Kurt were no different to him.

“With his capabilities, he should have been able to find another hiding place after our deal ended,” the rabbit-headed shopkeeper said softly, his gaze falling on the line “mentally stable”, showing some impatience as he closed the catalog.

Those annotations weren’t describing Kurt’s health but indicating that Kurt’s abilities as an astrologer hadn’t been overly diminished—because astrologers primarily relied on their mental strength to perform, the more stable their mental state, the closer to reality their predictions would be.

On that page, ‘Kurt’ didn’t exist.

If not for the need to differentiate him from the other two existing astrologers, even his name wouldn’t appear in this catalog.


The author has something to say:

The term “magic” refers to nu li*; the items in this category of the auction bid on their mastery of magic or racial talents.

*Term in Chinese referring to great effort to strive to try hard.


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