Again and Again Ch40

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 40

Jiang Yu waited for a long time but didn’t receive a return call from Yu Ruoyun. Instead, he got another call.

It was from his legal mother, who had watched his variety show. She was surprised he was collaborating with Yu Ruoyun and had a drama about to air, saying this was much more reliable than being in a boy band. She finally asked him to bring back an autograph, as it was almost the Spring Festival.

“You’ll come back for the Spring Festival, right?” she asked cautiously. She hadn’t seen her son in several years.

Jiang Yu didn’t know how to answer. He had acted for so long but wasn’t sure if he could play this role well. He stammered, “That depends on the company’s schedule. I might not get time off.”

After hanging up, even his heartbeat seemed to quicken. It was such a difficult issue to face. In ancient times, his despicable act of taking over someone’s life would have warranted an exorcism. But he couldn’t commit suicide. He had too many attachments in the world. If he left again, he knew some people wouldn’t be able to bear it.

But another person came to mind—someone he hadn’t contacted in a long time. When his memory surfaced, Jiang Yu realized he had never forgotten them.

“Hello, who is this?” The voice was so familiar—it was Jiang Fangping.

But Jiang Yu didn’t know what to say. Why had he called?

“My name is Long Xingyu,” Jiang Yu had to say.

“Oh.” Jiang Fangping wasn’t surprised. “Ruoyun mentioned you.”

Damn, having just a two-syllable name is great. They had only known each other for a little over a year, and she was already calling him Ruoyun. Jiang Fangping used to always call him Jiang Yu*.

*Clarity: Just calling someone by their first name usually signifies a really close relationship, as it’s often extremely rude otherwise.

But Jiang Fangping asked him, “Why are you calling? How do you know my number?”

“Uh…” Jiang Yu said, “Just consider this a greeting.”

Jiang Fangping was even more confused. “Greeting about what? I think you’ve got the wrong person. I’m not Yu Ruoyun’s mom. Did he save the wrong number? Or did I get it wrong? Aren’t you Yu Ruoyun’s new lover?”

“…” Jiang Yu said, “Fine. Just consider this a provocation.”

“??? Are you insane?” Jiang Fangping was on the verge of cursing him out.

This conversation was going nowhere. Jiang Yu said, “What if I say, from now on, just consider me your son? Would you want to hit me?”

“Yes,” Jiang Fangping said, “So you better not say that. I don’t have any other sons, and I plan to spend all my money. Go scam Yu Ruoyun for his.”

“I’m not here to scam you,” Jiang Yu said, feeling unconvincing. “I care about lonely elderly people. Didn’t you like singing and dancing? I’m much better at it than your son.”

It really sounded like a provocation.

Jiang Fangping couldn’t take it anymore and scolded him. She ended with, “The Lord will punish you, you homosexual.”

Jiang Yu said, “Your son is also gay.”

“He didn’t say so, so he isn’t,” Jiang Fangping retorted, sounding righteous.

“He really is.” Jiang Yu inexplicably persisted. “How can you accept Yu Ruoyun but not admit the truth? Jiang Yu only likes men…”

The call was disconnected.

Jiang Yu thought, after all these years, it was still difficult to communicate with his mother. But Yu Ruoyun was right; Jiang Fangping still had plenty of energy. There was background noise of an aunt urging her to go to rehearsal.

Since Yu Ruoyun and Jiang Fangping were still in contact, he still had chances to visit in the future—er, to provoke her. Was Jiang Fangping still living in that old two-bedroom apartment? If he went back and she didn’t let him stay in Jiang Yu’s room, he’d have to sleep on the couch.

Walking into Jiang Yu’s room, he would see a poster of Yu Ruoyun on the door facing the bed. It was from Yu Ruoyun’s first movie, which won an award. It was somewhat artsy but understandable for the average person. At least at that time, Jiang Yu felt he understood it. Yu Ruoyun’s profile faced the camera, seemingly glancing indifferently. What could catch his attention?

Yu Ruoyun finally called him back.

Yu Ruoyun didn’t ask what was up, and Jiang Yu didn’t have anything urgent. He just wanted to talk to Yu Ruoyun.

“They don’t allow phones in the meeting,” Yu Ruoyun explained.

“Okay,” Jiang Yu listened, not saying much more.

He wasn’t good at expressing himself. Explaining how anxious he had been and all the scenarios he had imagined felt impossible.

“I’ll inform you next time,” Yu Ruoyun said.

“It makes me seem like I’m checking up on you,” Jiang Yu said. “Aren’t you annoyed?”

Yu Ruoyun sighed. “It is annoying. There’s a lot going on. I’m arguing with someone.”

This genuinely piqued Jiang Yu’s curiosity. “About what?”

Yu Ruoyun brushed him off. “I’ll tell you later.”

Jiang Yu agreed and started talking about mundane things. For instance, their new EP was the top seller, he got the highest score on his art exam, and today’s performance was a mix of acts. When he looked into the audience, he saw many sign boards with their group’s names, and fans were shouting their names.

“I used to look down on being an idol,” Jiang Yu said. “You know, I’ve criticized it before.”

“And now?” Yu Ruoyun asked.

“Now I still don’t have much respect for it. The path is tough. These years, everything is hard. China’s environment is complicated. Foreign cultural models can’t be copied here. Even South Korea’s mature system has problems. China’s system is chaotic, with immature bosses, markets, and artists who don’t plan their careers and can’t. Some succeed, but more are eliminated, or they succeed and then get eliminated again. The most mature ones are the fans, organizing support, fundraising, and defending their idols. It’s all meaningless—creating multiple accounts to boost posts, chasing idols, enjoying fleeting popularity on stage.” Jiang Yu was a thinker, constantly pondering his direction amid the daily hustle.

“But when I went to take the art exam recently, it was cold. Standing outside, waiting to enter, I remembered doing the same over ten years ago, knowing nothing about the future, just moving forward.”

Over a decade ago, the entertainment industry was even less mature, feeling its way through. Movies with box office earnings exceeding a billion yuan were rare, and actors’ pay wasn’t very high. Many actors turned to singing and releasing albums as another way to participate in various mixed concerts, where they could earn money by singing a few songs. Why not take advantage of such opportunities?

“The last time, over a decade ago, when I took the art exam, I barely passed. The examiners didn’t say I was bad, but they didn’t praise me for my talent either. They kept saying that the top scorer had great potential and might surpass Yu Ruoyun. I stood there, thinking, ‘One day, I’ll prove you all wrong.’ Later, I was stumbling around, feeling it was all meaningless and a waste of life. When I wanted to act, I had to lower my pay. I took roles that paid only a few thousand yuan per episode. To get on magazine covers, I had to flatter the editors and brands, drinking and socializing with them. And when I wanted to pursue you… I actually succeeded,” Jiang Yu said. “So maybe it isn’t meaningless. It just takes a few more years to see where the path leads.”

The world was always changing rapidly, and even performances were no longer so sacred—stages were everywhere. On short video apps, there were content creators posting brief dramas every day, crudely arranged plots that millions of people watched. Just like a few years ago, when Jiang Yu first opened his Weibo account, he never imagined that this seemingly ordinary social network would evolve into what it was today, where trending topics cost so much to buy and even more to remove.

The elevator reached the floor, and Jiang Yu walked out, took out his key, and opened the door. The layout of the old house was all too familiar, as were the sounds that greeted him.

Yu Ruoyun said, “You’ve succeeded since a long time ago.”

In the silence, Jiang Yu suddenly remembered the poster on the door.

In that movie, the male and female leads ultimately chose to leave, escaping the place that bound them. On the motorcycle, wearing helmets, they rode against the wind.

The female lead said, “Are we just abandoning the world?”

“The world?” Yu Ruoyun’s character responded. “What world? We are the world.”


The author has something to say:

The lines were adapted from Patrick Tam’s movie “Nomad”.


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Again and Again Ch39

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 39

Time flew by, and Jiang Yu’s group released another EP on the same day Zhong Mo’s talent show aired.

Zhong Mo’s fans posted large posters cursing the company for being so stupid. Jiang Yu even took the time to read through them. The gist was that at such a crucial time when Zhong Mo needed votes and funding, the company had the nerve to release an EP, distracting the fans and asking for money. It was outrageous. They concluded by stating firmly that they wouldn’t spend a penny on this EP, and even if Zhong Mo’s sales ranking fell to the bottom, it wouldn’t matter because it didn’t represent their support.

It made sense, and thus Jiang Yu became the sales champion again. Besides Zhong Mo’s contribution, Jiang Yu’s variety show also had an impact, and his drama was starting to gain traction. Apart from Yu Ruoyun, the main lead, Jiang Yu had quite a bit of screen time and posters, attracting some new fans. He had also taken the art exam and was waiting to pass.

Some people congratulated Jiang Yu, and he listened with a pleasant smile. “Thank you. I’ll keep working hard.” But once seated, he found himself staring blankly.

It all seemed meaningless, Jiang Yu thought. The money he received wouldn’t increase, nor would his resources improve—this company didn’t have any good resources anyway. Releasing a few more solo singles? It wasn’t like anyone outside his fanbase would listen.

But his mood wasn’t bad. Jiang Yu thought, he really had lowered his ambitions.

He messaged Yu Ruoyun, complaining about the terrible boxed meals and the non-stop schedule, finally mentioning casually, “The episode you were in has aired. Have you seen it?”

But Yu Ruoyun didn’t reply.

Jiang Yu pondered. Although he didn’t have Yu Ruoyun’s schedule down to the minute, he knew Yu Ruoyun wasn’t filming anything new. He waited a while, sent a few more irrelevant messages, and waited some more. Estimating that even if he was recording a show, it should be over by now, he still didn’t get a reply.

The unease in Jiang Yu’s heart swelled like a balloon, making him restless. He was about to go on stage but kept calling.

At first, the phone was off. After a while, it rang but went unanswered. At least the phone was on now. Feeling somewhat relieved, he continued calling persistently.

Finally, it was answered, but it wasn’t Yu Ruoyun’s voice. It was Qi Yiren saying, “Will you stop? He’s in a meeting.”

Jiang Yu was stunned and asked, “What meeting?”

Qi Yiren was impatient. “If you paid attention to current events and had some social awareness, you’d know what meeting is happening now.”

Jiang Yu said, “Sorry, I really don’t.”

Since Yu Ruoyun was fine, Jiang Yu felt somewhat at ease and started chatting with Qi Yiren.

Qi Yiren said, “No wonder he told me to remember to charge his phone.”

‘Out of battery?’ Jiang Yu thought, ‘Yu Ruoyun’s habit is really bad. What celebrity doesn’t have more than one phone?’ But he hadn’t expected Yu Ruoyun to attend such a meeting. Jiang Yu didn’t care about current events and had little political awareness. When he remembered, he realized something was happening, but when he didn’t, he forgot completely.

“He just told me he was going home for a few days. How was I supposed to know he went back to attend the Two Sessions?” Jiang Yu felt wronged, but it was indeed something Yu Ruoyun would do: read classics, become a CPPCC member, and be very politically correct. Jiang Yu used to say Yu Ruoyun was just fishing for fame.

“Of course you wouldn’t know.” Qi Yiren’s tone was somewhat contemptuous. “You only know how to keep calling when the phone doesn’t connect. Do you know…”

“I’m hanging up,” Jiang Yu said. “I’m about to go on stage.”

“I’m telling you…”

“Remember to tell Yu Ruoyun to call me back,” Jiang Yu said before rushing to the stage.

After his performance, a staff member asked him, “Xiao Yu, are you very hot?”

“Huh?” Jiang Yu didn’t react.

“You were sweating a lot,” the staff said. “Your eye makeup smudged on stage. We were worried you were feeling unwell.”

It was strange. Long Xingyu wiped his forehead, realizing the sweat had soaked his hair. “It’s nothing. Maybe I was too nervous just now.”

He lied smoothly, and no one said anything more. He sat down to drink water, only to be glanced at by Lu Zheming.

Backstage, Lu Zheming finally asked him, “Who were you calling non-stop earlier?”

Jiang Yu didn’t hide it from his sharp teammate, especially since Lu Zheming had heard the rumors. “My boyfriend.”

It had been fifty minutes, and his boyfriend hadn’t called back, showing how long this meeting was.

“Don’t act so surprised. He was busy and didn’t answer, so I kept calling,” Jiang Yu said. “It’s fine now.”

After speaking, Jiang Yu lowered his head, turning his wrist over and staring at it.

When he woke up, the wound hadn’t healed. It was deep, so even slight movements caused pain. He couldn’t sleep and cursed the body’s owner for choosing such an extreme way out. He was sick, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat, and even simple tasks like memorizing lines took tremendous effort, all while pretending everything was fine. He felt he had endured so much, yet Long Xingyu had ended his life so easily.

Later, he realized he wasn’t questioning Long Xingyu. He was questioning himself. He had the same thoughts but hadn’t acted on them.

After the scar removal, Jiang Yu got a tattoo on his wrist to cover the marks. The tattoo artist said it was difficult, but he insisted. Now, if you looked closely, you could still see the scars.

“Turns out not being able to reach someone on the phone is really annoying,” Jiang Yu said softly.

Jiang Yu was different. He had multiple phones, personal and work ones, unlike Yu Ruoyun. So that night, did Yu Ruoyun keep calling, switching numbers, and trying nonstop?

Qi Yiren handed the phone back to Yu Ruoyun. “Long Xingyu wants you to call him back.”

“Okay.” Yu Ruoyun looked at the messages. “Thanks.”

Qi Yiren couldn’t help but say, “Mr. Yu, sometimes I don’t know what you’re thinking.”

Yu Ruoyun was quite surprised. “You can ask me.”

If it were easy to ask, she wouldn’t be struggling so much. After hesitating, Qi Yiren finally said, “I don’t know what Jiang Yu means to you.”

Liking Jiang Yu more wasn’t just because he gave more money; Jiang Yu wasn’t a bad person. Especially after his death, thinking back on things brought a mix of nostalgia and regret. As a newcomer, she had made mistakes several times, thinking she’d lose her job, ready to pack up and leave. But Jiang Yu just kept his usual annoyed demeanor and told her to get back to work.

“Today, I saw reporters interviewing you,” Qi Yiren said. “You mentioned a proposal for better crisis intervention for bipolar disorder. The reporter thought it was strange, as it didn’t seem related to you. Why would you bring this up? At such times, I feel you still remember him. But…”

But sometimes, it seemed Yu Ruoyun had moved on, starting a new life. When mentioning that Long Xingyu was waiting for his call, Yu Ruoyun’s demeanor changed entirely.

A year ago, when Qi Yiren received Yu Ruoyun’s invitation, she had some expectations. But she quickly found that the famous, dedicated Yu Ruoyun was much quieter than she imagined. He didn’t talk much, sometimes seemed absent-minded, and didn’t smoke in front of them but had a faint smell of cigarettes. She had seen his cigarette pack, the same brand her former boss liked. He wasn’t very enthusiastic about work. Sometimes, she felt he was just like any white-collar worker forcing themselves to work—like a functioning machine, not the sharp genius in front of the camera. Jiang Yu often mocked Yu Ruoyun, but among competitors, he seemed to only respect Yu Ruoyun.

But the Yu Ruoyun Jiang Yu respected seemed to have disappeared. Now, Yu Ruoyun had a new life, a new partner, and was even relaunching his career, all without any connection to Jiang Yu anymore. Even Qi Yiren herself was starting to warm up to Long Xingyu, despite their frequent clashes. Sometimes, she even felt that Long Xingyu had some resemblance to Jiang Yu.

Qi Yiren realized she wasn’t questioning Yu Ruoyun. She was resisting the fact that Jiang Yu had become a shadow in her past life. She hadn’t forgotten him, but gradually, there was no longer a need to bring him up.

“I don’t quite understand.” Yu Ruoyun looked at Qi Yiren. “Are you hoping for an explanation from me?”

When Yu Ruoyun spoke like this, it created a sense of distance. It wasn’t overbearing, but it was as if he was assessing whether Qi Yiren had the right to comment on his personal life. Qi Yiren wanted to act as if nothing had happened and continue interacting with the approachable side of the Film Emperor.

But the words had already been spoken, and Qi Yiren braced herself to continue. “I just hope… you don’t forget Jiang Yu.”

It was a very selfish and unreasonable request. She was moving on with her life, but she wanted at least one person to remember Jiang Yu, and she placed that expectation on Yu Ruoyun, making it so he couldn’t escape Jiang Yu’s memory.

For a moment, Yu Ruoyun felt a sense of familiarity. Someone else had asked him a similar question.

Before his identity was revealed, Jiang Yu stood at the hotel room door, hesitantly asking, “When will you forget him? Not the kind of forgetting where you lose your memory, but where you can remember but choose not to think about it anymore?”

Qi Yiren was innocent. She didn’t know the other side of the story. She was just a young girl, holding on to old feelings. But Jiang Yu and Qi Yiren’s demands were unnecessary. If Jiang Yu hadn’t reappeared, forgetting or remembering would have been the same—both would have required carving out a piece of his heart. He wouldn’t casually bring it up to anyone because it held no meaning.

“Do you remember when I visited the children with cancer?” Yu Ruoyun asked. “You prepared the gifts and donated some money. After seeing them, I went to the restroom, and a child next door knocked on the door, asking if I had any toilet paper. I gave it to him and saw him sitting on the toilet lid, with blood dripping from his nose. Yet, he was holding a phone, hiding in the bathroom to play ‘Honor of Kings’.”

Yu Ruoyun wiped the boy’s blood, and the boy said he didn’t want his parents to see because they would cry again. Yu Ruoyun told him, No, this can’t do, you should focus on getting better.

What did it mean to live on? Maybe it was to keep playing and pushing forward, because his team relied on him to rank up

In the days immediately after Jiang Yu’s death, Yu Ruoyun habitually opened their chat, where Jiang Yu would always send him something.

But there was nothing. Absolutely nothing.

“That’s what death is,” Yu Ruoyun said.


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Again and Again Ch38

Author: 反舌鸟 / Mockingbird

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Editor: Eli


Chapter 38

This year, the Golden Key Awards adjusted their schedule and were held a few days earlier.

Jiang Yu, who wasn’t eligible to attend, was preparing to watch the live stream when he received a message from Qi Yiren, saying she had secured him a ticket.

“No,” Jiang Yu refused without hesitation. “I haven’t even filmed a movie. I’d just embarrass myself if I went.”

But as he said this, Jiang Yu felt something was off. He was giving the award too much credit, as if he wasn’t worthy of it. He added, “There’s no point in going. It’s just a red carpet spot. Even a dog from Futuo can go.”

Futuo was a well-known film and television company in the industry, always keen to insert its connections, which Jiang Yu always disdained. His insult had slipped out unintentionally

Qi Yiren was taken aback by his words, saying, “How can a newcomer like you speak so carelessly?”

Jiang Yu didn’t mind. After all, Qi Yiren wouldn’t spread this around. At most, she’d complain to Yu Ruoyun. He wasn’t afraid. Yu Ruoyun was used to his attitude.

“But it’s not just minor celebrities there. My boss will be there too,” Qi Yiren reminded him.

“Do you think I don’t know?” Jiang Yu retorted. “That’s all the more reason not to go. Why would I want to watch him win Best Supporting Actor? I won’t go.”

Qi Yiren felt that Long Xingyu’s attitude towards his sponsor was too ungrateful. He was simply spoiled and arrogant. She hung up in anger. But not long after, Long Xingyu sent her another message.

“I noticed your studio doesn’t publish his schedule. It’s really inconvenient. Can you send me his itinerary?”

Qi Yiren thought, ‘What kind of person is this? Checking up on him?’

She replied coldly, “No.”

“Let me ask you a question, do you prefer your former boss Jiang Yu or your current boss Yu Ruoyun?”

“None of your business.” Qi Yiren was a bit annoyed.

“Come on, tell me. I won’t tattle to Yu Ruoyun.”

Qi Yiren found Long Xingyu annoying but decided to provoke him, letting him know he couldn’t compare to Jiang Yu. “Jiang Yu.”

“Why?”

But as Qi Yiren typed her reply, she hesitated. What advantage did Jiang Yu have over Yu Ruoyun? It seemed nothing was particularly convincing. So she said, “Jiang Yu gave more money.”

“…That’s a pretty straightforward reason.” Jiang Yu believed it himself.

The picky Jiang Yu was indeed generous with money. No matter how much he annoyed his team, they always held back their complaints when they saw the money. In comparison, Yu Ruoyun was perfectly normal, never mistreating his employees or throwing money around like Jiang Yu. Just like his relationships in the industry, Yu Ruoyun was neutral and uncontroversial, with only Jiang Yu, the psychopath, crossing the safety line.

Not getting the schedule was fine. Jiang Yu didn’t care much, but Yu Ruoyun’s fans were lazy, making it hard to find information on his own.

For instance, Yu Ruoyun recently appeared on a state media reading program. Jiang Yu found it boring and too formal to have celebrities read classic literary excerpts on screen. Would fans actually read because of it? Thinking this, Jiang Yu still opened Yu Ruoyun’s video.

Yu Ruoyun was reading classical Chinese. Though not extremely difficult, it required more focus than modern language. Yu Ruoyun read slowly, as he always did when reading scripts to Jiang Yu, with perfect diction and a magnetic voice, slipping into character instantly, different from his everyday speech. Jiang Yu had learned proper vocal techniques but always felt slightly inferior to Yu Ruoyun.

“Read me a book next time,” Jiang Yu said to Yu Ruoyun. “I have trouble sleeping and need a bedtime story.”

But now Yu Ruoyun would call him out. “You sleep just fine, never waking up.”

Jiang Yu felt something was off. Yu Ruoyun had tried to wake him before, but he hadn’t noticed. He decided not to ask, leaving room for imagination, lest Yu Ruoyun only wanted to ask where he had kicked his slippers.

“You should ask what book I want you to read,” Jiang Yu said.

“You should just say it,” Yu Ruoyun replied. “If you say it, I’ll do it.”

So Jiang Yu wrote down a book title. Yu Ruoyun said he hadn’t read it and would buy it later. Jiang Yu eventually forgot about it. One night before bed, Yu Ruoyun suddenly said, “I’m almost finished with that book.”

“Oh.” Jiang Yu yawned. “Never mind, I think your voice sounds better in bed.”

Yu Ruoyun nearly laughed in exasperation. “Same to you.”

But he still brought the book and started reading. He didn’t know which part Jiang Yu liked, relying on his own intuition.

“Because I’m like you. Because I’m as lonely as you, unable to love life, unable to love others, unable to love myself.” Yu Ruoyun read with the gentle tone of a bedtime story.

Jiang Yu thought, so Yu Ruoyun liked that line. He had never considered it before. He used to think he and Yu Ruoyun had nothing in common.

Maybe Yu Ruoyun was indeed very lonely. He just didn’t show it like Jiang Yu, exposing everything to others. Because he never said anything, he seemed like the most stable—a reliable cornerstone. If not for the accident, even Jiang Yu would never have discovered the different side of Yu Ruoyun.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu felt like an idiot. Selfish and arrogant, driven by his personality, he might have hurt Yu Ruoyun more than once.

But Yu Ruoyun leaned in, interrupting Jiang Yu’s thoughts. Yu Ruoyun said, “Now it’s my turn to hear your other voice.”

Jiang Yu sank with Yu Ruoyun into an endless deep sea, where a tsunami engulfed him, and he let go of everything.

Yu Ruoyun kissed him from behind. Jiang Yu used to dislike this position because he couldn’t see the other’s face, leaving all control to the other person. But Yu Ruoyun seemed to like it more and more, as leaning down from behind allowed their skin to touch with no distance. So Jiang Yu turned his head to kiss Yu Ruoyun. It seemed to be raining heavily outside. A whole summer had passed, this season with its high temperatures and rainfall. Droughts and floods continued, but for the selfish Jiang Yu, natural disasters became meaningless as he found light and salt in the world.

Without a ticket, Jiang Yu set an alarm to watch the entire film award ceremony.

To his satisfaction, Bo Yan didn’t win Best Actor. Yu Ruoyun’s choice was indeed wise. This year’s Best Actor competition was fierce, and Yu Ruoyun avoided the battle. Thinking this, it made sense why Yu Ruoyun had such a high nomination and selection rate, as he strategized every step like a chess game. And before the Best Actor award, Yu Ruoyun won Best Supporting Actor. Watching him go on stage to accept the award, Jiang Yu suddenly felt a bit regretful. Refusing to attend might not have been the right choice.

On stage, Yu Ruoyun was joking about insuring the trophy, saying it was too precious, making the audience laugh and applaud. Everyone would gradually fade from the public eye. No one could stay at the peak forever. But Yu Ruoyun would undoubtedly earn lasting respect.

Jiang Yu realized this long ago. He often wondered when he could reach such a level himself—something more challenging than winning any award. He had also wondered if Yu Ruoyun would ever have a downfall, like a scandal that would shock everyone. But the closer he got, the more he knew it was impossible.

Now he still wanted to be that kind of person. Fortunately, Yu Ruoyun wasn’t wrong. The age gap between them, which once seemed like a barrier, had become a ladder for Jiang Yu to climb slowly. He could take his time, knowing that one day he would succeed, as the world had proven that even rebirth was possible.

And this time, he wouldn’t think he had to reach the same level to earn equal love.

Yu Ruoyun held his hand, correcting this wrong answer stroke by stroke.


The author has something to say:

Because I am like you. Because I am as lonely as you, unable to love life, unable to love others, unable to love myself.

Hermann Hesse, “Steppenwolf


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Charlie’s Book Ch92

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 92

Under normal circumstances, a luxurious mansion was more refined, comfortable, and warm than a castle built with bare stones, but this rule didn’t apply here.

The first time Shivers entered the farmhouse near this place, he chose not to enter the mansion itself out of caution. It was only now, as he ventured deeper, that he realized this large house seemed to be split into two parts from the inside. With a central line as the axis, the right side featured tapestries, chandeliers, and stained glass windows in red, green, and blue—a conventional structure. Shivers believed that if he followed the wooden peach-tip arched corridor forward, he would see an exquisite front porch, hallways with warm-toned mahogany closets and handrails, and a meticulously decorated living room, smoking room, and dining room, perhaps even including a small stage with a screen for band performances during banquets.

However, the other side was starkly different, characterized by cold hardness, with black metal doors set into stone walls, and hallways adorned with various stone-carved guardian beasts, appearing damp and chilly.

As intruders who were unwelcome to the light, they unanimously chose the left side without much thought or discussion. Such overly austere, opaque interior decor was highly unusual for a manor like this. The all-stone walls and nearly undecorated spaces reminded Yitzfa and Shivers of something entirely not residential, more like a secretive, closed-off monastery.

This type of overly ascetic architectural style wasn’t very common in Pennigra, but it wasn’t entirely extinct: they were usually built in remote rural areas, away from bustling populations, to accommodate zealous hermits or, during outbreaks of infectious diseases, to serve as quarantine sites for the infected.

Unlike the noisy and chaotic farmhouse, the mansion, unaware of a breached watchtower, remained orderly. The anxiety from below didn’t permeate the thick stone walls to affect the people inside. In the corridors and staircases that connected various spaces, maids in uniform dark dresses occasionally passed by in pairs or trios, not talking to each other and showing little sign of anxiety, though occasionally a steward would pass through the corridors in a serious manner, carrying or holding some wrapped items.

Shivers’ brow twitched as he pressed down on Yitzfa, who was trying to peek at what they were carrying.

Their overly tattered attire didn’t attract much attention in the farmhouse, but it was very conspicuous inside the mansion. Fortunately, the internal security forces were fewer than he had expected.

Yitzfa, held back by Shivers and unable to speak out, still managed to gesture frantically. Shivers ignored him and patiently waited until two men pushing carts appeared in their line of sight, then threw something that emitted a faint sound, extinguishing the sole light illuminating the corridor.

Everything happened very quickly.

Yitzfa’s eyes hadn’t even fully adjusted to the darkness when a bundle of hastily rolled-up clothes was stuffed into his arms—likely belonging to one of the unfortunate cart-pushers.

The person’s actions were incredibly fast—he couldn’t understand how in a few minutes of darkness, someone could manage to knock down two people, strip off their clothes, roll them up like garments, and stuff them into a cart—steps that even in broad daylight he would find challenging to accomplish.

“What’s in the cart?” Yitzfa asked quietly, trying to discern the front and back of the clothes in the pitch dark.

Shivers was silent, quickly putting on a coat and then pulling Yitzfa, hastily stripping off his torn robe.

“Oh my,” Yitzfa said, “What are you doing? Now’s not the time to be getting touchy…”

The Knight Commander stuffed his head through the neckline, swiftly dressing him like a preschool child.

By the time the lights were lit again, the two had barely changed clothes in less than thirty seconds. A maid, lifting her skirt, appeared at the end of the corridor—just relit, the light wasn’t yet bright enough, and she was more focused on the floor. She politely nodded to the two men, who courteously made way for her to pass, then walked by them.

As if confirming their suspicions, the further they walked, the more the structure resembled a penitentiary. In the long corridor, there were three narrow doors on each side, some slightly open, others locked.

“Just these tablecloths.” Shivers gently closed the door, careful not to make a sound, but the rusty metal still emitted a few faint creaks, particularly clear in the quiet space.

They randomly chose a door in the middle on the left, slightly ajar. The cold air inside told the visitors that the room wasn’t frequented. Thus, Shivers and Yitzfa also pushed the cart containing the two unconscious servants inside—along with them, the small room was nearly full.

Yitzfa took a moment to realize Shivers had just answered his question from a few minutes ago about what was in the cart.

It must be said, the timing was perfect. The cart, originally just a frame, was neatly covered with tablecloths to hide the two unfortunate knocked-out servants, successfully deceiving anyone who looked. If they had been a little slower, he might have had to rudely deal with the woman who appeared afterward.

Yitzfa pulled out a matchbox from somewhere, lighting up a small area by his hand. Shivers watched as he quickly shook out a tablecloth with one hand, inspected each piece of what seemed to him ordinary green embroidered tablecloths, then glanced at a few silver plates in the corner of the cart.

To avoid drawing unnecessary attention, Yitzfa quickly snuffed out the light with a snap.

“Lestrop has indeed returned,” he said in the dark.

Before Tifa’s guards and the Southern Lord arrived, they had hidden in the farmhouse’s storeroom, only able to guess from the frantic farmers what was happening outside the manor. Only now did Yitzfa confirm that the true master of the manor, Lestrop, had indeed arrived.

“How so?” asked Shivers.

“The tablecloths are all clean, no stains,” Yitzfa briefly summarized. “There are two fruit silver plates and a covered dessert plate by the feet of that unconscious gentleman, mostly intact except for some slight enamel wear on the edges, not easily noticed without close inspection.”

This was the basic preparation any trained steward would make upon the return of the master, irrespective of whether the house owner was fastidious or not.

This also related to the route they chose. On the more habitable right side, it was probably in complete disarray now. The maids must follow the steward to reorganize all the tableware, decorations, and bed linens, while the servants were responsible for checking chandeliers, dismantling curtains, and disposing of discarded furniture—they had just caught two unlucky ones transporting tablecloths, probably trying to take a shortcut through less crowded areas, only to be knocked out.

Shivers raised an eyebrow, somewhat surprised that Yitzfa actually made some sense. He didn’t want to judge by appearances, but Yitzfa had indeed always seemed more interested in rolling in perfumes than doing serious work. That he could analyze the situation accurately without adding chaos at such a time made Shivers revise his opinion of him.

“This place doesn’t seem like it’s lived in year-round, more like a confinement… solitary cell.” Yitzfa, having gradually adapted to the darkness, could vaguely make out the simple furnishings in the narrow room: a single bed, a wooden bedside table with something on it—perhaps a candlestick—and a stool barely qualifying as a chair.

“This environment isn’t suitable for pregnant women,” Shivers analyzed. “For the sake of the fetus, the manor would take proper care of them. This place is probably used to punish and brainwash those who are uncooperative or to house those who have lost their utility.”

He was reluctant to call it a cell, not only because building something resembling a dungeon within a dwelling was somewhat over the line, but also because standing in this narrow, boxy space made him more acutely aware of the suffering that innocent people, manipulated and even killed by the estate over the years, must have endured.

Lestrop certainly didn’t return to check on sheets and utensils. Rather, the manor, located halfway up the hill and somewhat distant from the foothills’ farmhouse, couldn’t be updated in real time about what was happening on the periphery, which was why the panic hadn’t spread around the manor.

“What are the chances that Lestrop would personally appear at the front line when the fighting starts?” Yitzfa suddenly asked.

“More than half,” Shivers conservatively replied. “The manor isn’t a castle. A siege wouldn’t last very long.”

“Living areas on the right, solitary cells on the left…” Yitzfa pondered for a moment.

Logically, people tend to keep valuable items within a somewhat private line of sight, such as in bedrooms or study room secret compartments, suggesting they might need to head right.

But the division of the mansion was quite extreme. Residential and almost non-existent guest (except necessary visitors like doctors) functions were concentrated on the right, while the left side featured the cold setting of a penitentiary, indicating that this end was less willing to be scrutinized.

Their time was limited. Even if the potion on the arrowheads could keep the two soldiers on the watchtower rigid until sunrise, those rotating and patrolling would notice something wrong, and there were also the two missing servants. Regardless of how stealthily and carefully they moved, they couldn’t afford to spend too much time analyzing.

“This corridor allows you to see straight to the end,” Yitzfa noted. “Only six rooms and four doors at the end, which have no bolts or locks. It’s probably a communal washroom. We should quickly check this area while it’s not crowded. If we find nothing, we’ll try to blend into the right side, getting into either a study or bedroom.”

This was a relatively safe method.

But his companion didn’t quite agree.

“That’s not efficient,” Shivers stated. “We’re limited on time, with little room for error. Lestrop will only be distracted by the battle temporarily. Once he turns his attention back to the manor, with his status and control, we’ll be like two moles trapped in a flooded burrow, forced to surface.”

Yitzfa looked up at him. The room had no windows, and the only light source was the dim corridor light seeping under the door, allowing him only to see a vague outline of the man standing in the center of the room. Yet, oddly, his eyes shone unnaturally bright in this environment—bright like a bonfire on a winter’s night.

Something was a bit off.

Yitzfa observed him closely to ensure nothing strange had happened to him, such as being possessed by some ancient grievance in this chilly place. But thinking back, even before they had infiltrated the manor, some of his actions had already seemed somewhat unfamiliar to him.

For instance, his responses to Yitzfa’s flirtatious behavior while hiding in the storeroom, his excitement when aiming at the two archers on the tower, and his current mental state, which differed from his usual gentle and cautious demeanor, all made him feel like he was meeting this man for the first time.

…How interesting.

Yitzfa blinked. “So, what are you planning to do?”

“Besides Lestrop, there must be someone else who manages the estate affairs in his absence. We’ll just ask him directly,” Shivers said without hesitation, not noticing his expression was more excited than serious.

What he meant by asking was not a polite knock followed by a face-to-face conversation at a tea table, but it appeared he was prepared for a more forceful approach.

The second or third in command at the manor wouldn’t be as easy to handle as the servants pushing the carts of tablecloths, always surrounded by aides. But the Knight Commander didn’t see this as a problem. The only issue was finding a place to hide Yitzfa—who could get hurt just by bumping into a wall or sharp furniture edge—before taking action.

“So, we…” Yitzfa started, but was suddenly silenced by a hand over his mouth.

Shivers quickly moved him to the side, pressing against the wall next to the door, careful to avoid angles that might reveal their shadows to anyone in the corridor.

Yitzfa’s eyes widened, completely unaware that someone had approached outside.

Each room’s metal door had a small, hinged flap that seemed designed for passing food or small items. They crouched slowly against the wall, and Shivers lifted a crack just enough to see the heel of the last person walking past the door.

They listened attentively. There was no sound of the flaps being moved or locks being opened on either side, suggesting the person had entered directly into the large room at the end of the corridor.

But given the external structure of the mansion, the room at the end of this left-wing corridor was already at the edge of the building. Unless the person was silently holding a secret meeting inside, they must have moved elsewhere through that room.

A secret room.

The word flashed through Shivers’s mind.

Just then, a warm, light tickling sensation passed through his palm. Looking down, he saw his right hand still covering Yitzfa’s mouth. Yitzfa, taking advantage of the posture, said something into his palm, prompting Shivers to quickly remove his hand.

“No need to choose anymore.” Yitzfa seemed unbothered by having his mouth covered, turning his head to repeat what he’d just said, his eyes squinting with a smile. If this expression were on a slightly less attractive face, it might have seemed somewhat sinister, but coming from Yitzfa, it carried a mischievous charm that was hard to be angry at.


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Charlie’s Book Ch91

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 91

“Did you know in advance that Lestrop would make a move against Tifa?” Shivers asked in a lowered voice.

Yitzfa and he were standing in a wooden cabinet, just over three feet apart. The cramped space meant their bodies were only a fraction of a fist’s width. The smell of poor-quality pine mixed with the musty scent of aged wool made it hard to resist sneezing without great willpower.

Upon hearing the question, Yitzfa blinked and suddenly reached out to touch Shivers’s abdominals.

Shivers: “???”

If not for the tight space and his vivid memory that they were supposed to be hiding, he might have reflexively fought back against Yitzfa.

Being taller than Yitzfa, from his angle, all he could see was the soft top of his head and a perky nose.

“Nice physique,” Yitzfa commented, irrelevantly. “It’s evidence of strict training without slacking off.”

Shivers helplessly asked, “What do you mean?”

“Lestrop is the same.” Yitzfa’s voice was almost a whisper. “He’s twenty-seven this year, already an Earl, and is married. There hasn’t been any major warfare on Mokwen’s borders in recent years.”

Shivers immediately understood his point—Lestrop wasn’t a King, but he had rich lands and a gentle wife. At least on the surface, he had lived comfortably for a long time, yet he still maintained a tall figure, was full of energy, and had a sharp look. Anyone who saw him wouldn’t doubt that if he took up a sword and mounted a horse, the Earl would still be the valiant prince of years past.

In contrast, the brother who sat on the throne, though of a similar age, already had a slack and swollen face, and beneath the royal robes, there was a sense of being overwhelmed.

This was certainly related to their characters. Even when the old king was still ruling, Tifa wasn’t a warmonger. His study of horsemanship and combat, aside from following Mokwen’s tradition of martial rule, was more about currying favor with the old king.

That’s why Lestrop was once the favored one. Such people weren’t easily corrupted by fine wine and bed curtains. They pursued only power and strength.

Even after his brother took the throne, he never slacked off, which only meant his gaze had never left the palace.

No wonder Tifa became more and more restless day by day. Being watched by a sharp opponent like a hawk, anyone would reach their limit.

“Although the Holy Grail trials haven’t yet succeeded, Tifa has noticed the existence of the manor and has made several probes… Lestrop has always been more dominant than Tifa, and as a counterattack and warning, he “dealt with” several of Tifa’s mistresses.”

Unlike Lestrop, who preferred traditional noble women, Tifa, as the first to introduce Mokwen’s flamboyant and splendid style, leaned towards passionate and bold women of lower status, especially with the advent of the flying box, allowing him to pick from beauties from all over—those known for their beauty, aside from the socialites in upper circles, were mostly famous courtesans.

Shivers remembered the early days in Doran, the scandalous murders occasionally seen in the morning paper by the Duke, and the vicious incident Eugene witnessed in the back alleys of Syriacochi.

Those innocent women who died were all pregnant… Lestrop was intentionally selecting mistresses who had successfully conceived, provoking the King in an extremely cruel manner.

Thus, Tifa, unable to endure any longer, first confined Christine, the Queen rumored to be entangled with the Earl, and then, during Lestrop’s trip to White Bridge with his wife, he made his move on the manor. The attack at the Lababata border was also hard to completely dissociate from the King.

Whether it was Christine or another pawn placed in the royal city, Lestrop received news midway and secretly hurried back.

Even if unrelated to this royal struggle, Shivers still understood why the old king favored Lestrop. So far in this fraternal conflict, except for the matter of succession, Lestrop had almost always had the upper hand over Tifa.

But perhaps because of this, the old king ultimately chose Tifa over Lestrop.

In dealing with Tifa’s women, Lestrop showed unnecessary cruelty, which, while coldness might be a necessary quality for a ruler, cruelty wasn’t.

“Tifa’s military sense is inferior to Lestrop’s. After succeeding, he spent years integrating the royal army, which is why he didn’t kill Lestrop outright back then and only suppressed him with the title of Earl.”

“Do you think he’s ready now?” Yitzfa chuckled barely audibly. “Ready to be the final victor.”

“I’m not sure about that.” Shivers also spoke in a barely audible volume. “But one thing’s for sure. I’m not ready to be touched by a man in a cabinet for so long.”

Yitzfa’s hand was still resting on his abdomen.

“Ah, sorry,” Yitzfa looked down and said without any hint of apology.

Shivers understood that as a Fox, even if one didn’t need to scurry around like a lower-class worker, familiarity with the romantic realm was common, and there were even rumors that the higher one’s status in this family, the more pleasurable secrets one held—secrets generally unseen by ordinary people. To them, the boundaries of physical contact may be different from those of ordinary people.

The Knight Commander considered himself an ordinary person. His mind might be clear, but his body could easily be misunderstood.

So, he changed the subject. “Tifa will not personally step onto the battlefield, but once the conflict erupts, he will not be safe in the royal city either.”

Lestrop wouldn’t let him stay away from the flames of war, sitting in the palace controlling everything. Rather, having come this far, he must also have made arrangements in the royal city.

At that moment, a muffled commotion came from outside, and the two immediately stopped talking, instinctively slowing their breathing.

Their chosen hiding place was a storage room in the farmhouse, used for storing useless items that the general farming household had no right to touch. Most of it was outdated, moldy flour and hunting gear from years ago—considered trash by the mansion’s people but not something the farmers could easily handle.

Thus, they were in a rarely visited storage room.

The battle would likely take place on the periphery of the farmhouse, with women and children gathered in places like the mill that had water reserves, and labor and combat forces moving to the front lines, creating a few temporary vacuums in the farmhouse.

Shivers listened intently for a while. The noise outside didn’t reach their storage room but seemed to be next door—in the place where communal iron tools were stored, chaotic footsteps and shouts intermingled.

His spirits lifted.

Since hiding in this cabinet, his sense of time had become strangely blurred. They had no other contacts, and it was difficult to know what was happening outside, so he specifically chose this storage room for its proximity to the iron tools next door.

The manor was guarded by a small armed force, and Lestrop’s return would also bring soldiers. If they needed to open the iron tool warehouse under these circumstances, it meant that ordinary farmers were also being armed for battle.

The scale of the battle was larger than the manor had anticipated, and it had already begun.

He nudged Yitzfa, and the two held their breath, waiting for the noise outside to gradually subside before gently pushing open the cabinet door and moving aside several half-person-tall wooden racks used as cover.

This was pre-planned. The storeroom was a visual dead spot in the early stages of the conflict, and almost no one would come here. However, as the situation evolved, it was uncertain if someone might take advantage of the chaos to “shear the Lord’s wool”—in the eyes of the farmhands, this storeroom might contain many treasures they had never seen, posing a risk of exposure if they hid there for too long.

Yitzfa tightened his slightly loose belt. The clothes he was wearing weren’t his, but rather tattered disguises Shivers had scrounged up from somewhere. Though they had been washed in advance, he still thought they smelled of stinking cheese.

Shivers was dressed even more shabbily and had dyed his bright blonde hair a nondescript dark brown. Bending his back to alter his posture, he looked completely different from the handsome traveler hotly discussed by the ladies in town.

“This color is really ugly,” Yitzfa critically said. “What kind of dye is this? Can it be washed out?”

Shivers adjusted the wrinkled hem of his garment. Blending into crowds was something Eugene was quite good at, and Shivers had learned many tricks from him.

“We’ll just go out the door,” he said quickly, ignoring Yitzfa’s comment about his hair color. “There’s no need to avoid the crowd. In chaotic situations, the more you blend into the crowd, the less noticeable you are. Be quick once you spot the target. Don’t stop along the way and show no signs of guilt on your face. If someone suspects and stops you, take the initiative and scold them fiercely.”

Yitzfa nodded.

Though he always appeared nonchalant, he knew when to be serious.

“Take this.” Shivers pulled out a large basket from the storeroom and filled it with what might be blankets or shawls, piled high enough to cover the lower half of his face without overly obstructing his vision.

“Follow closely behind me—if someone respectable-looking stops us, say that the Lord of the Manor kindly sent us to deliver blankets to the women and children hiding at the mill. If they are dressed like us, say the Lord ordered us to move things from the storeroom to the manor.” Shivers also shouldered a wicker basket and, after ensuring there was little activity outside, gently pushed open the door. “Let’s go.”

It was the first time the farm had been this chaotic.

The moon had risen high in the sky, and torches blazed around the barn and at the troughs. Some women, clutching children who didn’t understand what was happening, ran towards the gathering places, while more people ran back and forth on the usually quiet paths, shouting loudly, their faces unnaturally flushed by the firelight.

Most people knew what was happening: the manor was under attack, the Lord was leading soldiers in defense at the periphery, and the elderly, with some authority in the farmhouse, directed them to scatter and hide, reassuring everyone in hushed tones that there would be no problem and that the men would soon drive back the intruders.

Only a very few bold individuals who had been outside before murmured that a fully armed troop had arrived, with shields so identical and shiny from a distance that they hardly looked like the rabble the elders described.

More like some kind of regular army.

But they were just law-abiding farmers, most of whom had never left the farm or entered a city. Why would a regular army come to attack them?

Although they dared not voice this question aloud, many still stole glances towards the majestic manor on the hillside before quickly averting their eyes.

With their status, they had no way of knowing the true identity of the Lord inside the manor.

Only when suddenly faced with a crisis did many realize that, from birth to death, they and their forebears, even their descendants, belonged to the farm yet knew so little about their own home.

Until someone came knocking, they didn’t know why.

This confusion heightened everyone’s fear, and many instinctively ran to their relatives and friends at the designated shelters. Apart from those armed, few took the road up the hill, which led to the manor and had once been a path many young people aspired to follow.

This greatly facilitated Shivers and Yitzfa’s mission. Civilians who had never experienced war wouldn’t notice anyone moving in a different direction in their panic. They encountered little scrutiny and soon reached the outskirts of the manor.

However, the defenses here were much stricter than at the farm. All doors and windows were tightly shut from the inside, and the watchtowers were brightly lit by fire, ensuring not even a fox could approach the manor through the bushes.

Shivers and Yitzfa discarded their baskets and disguises in the shadows and observed their surroundings from a distance.

“One guard each at the left and right of the main door, one at the back,” the Knight Commander said. “We’ll enter through the back door.”

Yitzfa pointed to the two archers on the watchtower near the back door. “How are we going to get in?”

“Just knock them down,” Shivers said succinctly, his attention focused on the two men above.

The watchtower was fortified, and attacking from the ground wasn’t only visually challenging but also limited the strength of any arrows—beyond the archers’ line of sight, the arrows wouldn’t reach, and if they adjusted for the range of the arrows, they’d be spotted by the two men on the tower and turned into pincushions.

Although he thought Shivers’s serious demeanor was quite handsome, Yitzfa still thought his statement was obvious.

But the next second, he saw Shivers, like a mage, pulling several strange parts from various places on his clothes and starting to assemble them right there.

“What’s that?” Yitzfa squatted down to watch his movements.

“A crossbow,” Shivers replied without looking up, quickly fitting the parts into place. “A friend made it… Easy to assemble and disassemble, with a range and power greater than those above.”

After assembling it, he suddenly remembered something and said to Yitzfa, “He also made a smaller hand crossbow that doesn’t require much strength to use. That one would suit you well.”

Yitzfa let out a long “Oh,” and then watched as Shivers pulled out a strange gray-white spherical object.

“I guess, this is also made by your friend?” he said.

Shivers didn’t answer but just grinned and stood up straight in the shadow of the hedge, suddenly throwing his arm up. There was a popping sound in the distant bushes, and a conspicuous puff of smoke appeared.

But Shivers didn’t pay attention to that direction. Yitzfa, following Shivers’s gaze, looked up to see both archers raising their bows and leaning over the railing of the watchtower, half their bodies sticking out.

Shivers raised the crossbow, accurately targeting their silhouettes.

“Good evening, gentlemen,” he said briskly.


The author has something to say:

Charlie: Is there a rank difference in the Knight Order?

Shiloh: Apart from the captain, everyone is the same.

Charlie: Then why is Hasting the one who takes over Shivers’ duties when he’s away, rather than Hall or any other knight?

Shiloh: I haven’t thought about that… Maybe because Hasting is most like the captain?

Eugene: ??? In what way? They’re different in appearance, personality, and how they treat people.

Shiloh: The way he gets uncontrollably excited during battle is quite similar.

Hasting: Wait, when did I become a pervert?

Hall: You didn’t know about your own nickname?

Hasting: What nickname?!!

Shiloh: The captain is usually very gentlemanly but turns into a bad guy when fighting. You usually have no expression, but you smile when fighting. The difference is so big it can only be described as perverted.

Charlie: Huh, I really want to know how perverted they get during a fight.

Hall: Don’t worry, Hasting, only the enemies see your perverted side. It doesn’t affect how women see you.

Hasting: Can you guys stop repeating the word ‘perverted’?


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Charlie’s Book Ch90

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 90

Before taking action, Shivers sent a report to the Duke, recounting in as much detail as possible the history of the Holy Grail and the elusive rules that many desperately sought, as told by Yitzfa.

  1. The Holy Grail originates from the Black Gold Family.
  2. The Holy Grail is more like a recessive genetic disease. As time passes, many may inherit this bloodline, but only one person truly awakens at a time.
  3. There cannot be two Holy Grails in the world at the same time—as long as the person with this forbidden bloodline is awakened and continues to breathe, a second Holy Grail cannot appear.
  4. Only the Lamp Bearers can verify the authenticity of the Holy Grail, but it cannot be commanded.

This meant that whether it was the castle witch embedded in the wall due to magical backlash or the present forces represented by the Mokwen royal family of the various Doran nations, their cruel efforts were in vain—only the Black Gold Families could give birth to the Holy Grail. However, these forces that had spread across the continent were regarded as unworthy by the nobility for centuries.

They may covet the wealth in the Black Gold’s hands and even rely on their familial abilities, but overall, dignified nobles wouldn’t tolerate any association with a Black Gold Family, let alone intermarriage.

This was probably an instinctual caution and agreement among all nobles, regardless of their rank, much like how they would instinctively frown and avoid rats, united in closing the channels through which the major Black Gold Families might gain noble status through their surnames.

Therefore, Yitzfa mockingly criticized the actions of the Mokwen royal family. Dwight noticed that in his later conversations with Shivers, he disdainfully referred to them by name.

A King and an Earl, born noble, attempted to combine this glory with legend to create an entity both obedient to them and capable of overturning the continent, believing they were on the right path, not realizing that their proud noble lineage was precisely what ensured their failure.

Oh, the irony.

Shivers also wrote: Although people often discuss the Black Gold Families together, they are actually relatively independent. They may interact occasionally, but they aren’t the natural allies as rumors suggest, and there is even some opposition between them.

At present, we don’t know the stance of other Black Gold Families. Speaking of Yitzfa alone, the Fox family has an ambiguous attitude towards the Holy Grail. He used the words “seize or destroy”, but these two statements are somewhat contradictory. I lean towards one of them being Yitzfa’s own opinion.

Dwight noticed that the Knight Commander didn’t make a preliminary judgment on which statement was Yitzfa’s own opinion for the Duke’s reference as usual, indicating that Yitzfa’s words and actions made it difficult to judge.

At the same time, Yitzfa said the Holy Grail comes from a Black Gold Family but didn’t specify which one. This may belong to a higher level of classified information. Even though Shivers explicitly mentioned that he could buy the information, Yitzfa still avoided this question.

There were four existing Black Gold Families: Fox, Wolf, Monkey, and Lion. Apart from Wolf and Monkey, the other two families had always been distinct and non-interfering, with their family bases far apart. The claim that they were once one family hundreds of years ago didn’t hold, and the instances of intermarriage in the past two hundred years were too few to count, with no shared bloodlines.

Therefore, Shivers was more inclined to believe that the Holy Grail would only come from one or two of these families.

If it was one, it was very likely the Lion family, which tended to be reclusive and lived in the high mountain ice plains. If it was two, then the relatively frequent interactions between the Wolf and Monkey families make them likely candidates.

“Which one do you think it is?” he asked.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper looked serious. “I think the Knight Commander is very reliable, and I agree with all his opinions.”

Unexpectedly, this blatantly cheeky attitude didn’t anger the Duke. He just glanced at him and then nonchalantly returned his gaze to the letter.

This made Charlie somewhat uncomfortable.

Not just because of the reply, but also because it reflected a recent change in the Duke—the Duke of Brandenburg’s demeanor had visibly become more reserved. He was seldom provoked by his intentional or unintentional teasing anymore, and more often than not, he reacted like he did just now: not angry, but without any other emotional response.

In the polite language of the nobility, this was tolerance.

In the rabbit-headed shopkeeper’s words, it was the look one gives a fool.

No one would argue with a fool.

What unsettled him was exactly this point. Given the Duke’s character, any perfunctory behavior and concealment shouldn’t be so easily forgiven. The only explanation was that the Duke had seen through his reluctance to engage in discussions about the Holy Grail.

Perhaps he had also begun to doubt his own identity.

So, the more Dwight knew, the less he could afford to speak carelessly—the young Duke’s talent for analysis and deduction was alarmingly sharp, and Charlie didn’t want to test how much he had guessed.

If possible, Charlie hoped that everything about the Holy Grail would be buried forever, but people kept digging, and with more investigators, secrets would one day no longer be secrets.

But it must never be revealed through his own words, so playing the fool was his only option.

And for some reason, the Duke now tacitly allowed his pretense.

The two men, each with different thoughts, had achieved a strange, temporary balance.

“Shivers is bringing Yitzfa to the estate.” Dwight continued reading the letter, furrowing his brow slightly. “According to the timing, Lestrop should have already arrived.”

Perhaps they had already started fighting.

“What are you planning to do with this brother-in-law?” The rabbit-headed shopkeeper asked deliberately pettily, and sure enough, he was met with a sidelong glance from the Duke.

Knowing many details, Dwight disliked the term “brother-in-law” even more. He preferred to call him “a shameless thief”.

He had removed the originally blooming Lemenian rose but hadn’t provided the necessary care, causing everyone at Brandenburg to be frustrated.

“Tifa’s personal troops should have also arrived. Whichever dies, I’ll open a good bottle of wine,” Dwight said lazily. “If both die, I’ll ask Mokwen for war.”

He would conquer this kingdom for Priscilla to raise his little nephew.

That’s what he said, but while Lestrop might personally fight, Tifa was unlikely to leave the royal city easily—if he were so belligerent, rumors wouldn’t still be circulating in the capital about the old king favoring Lestrop as his successor.

Dwight remained skeptical about whether Tifa, the coward, truly had the guts to confront his brother with weapons. But regardless of the outcome, someone would be severely weakened.

If Tifa managed to kill Lestrop and eliminate the southern lord, using the name of the Mokwen Empire to exert pressure, that fertile territory would definitely not fall into others’ hands.

As for the Earl’s title… even if Priscilla couldn’t claim it immediately, as a widow already pregnant, it wasn’t impossible to advance further with proper manipulation.

It would be even better if Lestrop managed to seize power by killing Tifa in a single stroke. Taking his life while he was weakened after battle, and with the remaining royal relatives being useless hedonists, it wouldn’t be difficult for Priscilla, with her capabilities, to take control of the kingdom.

By then, with Lemena covertly supporting Mokwen to lie low for a few years and stabilize the situation, he was confident that he could collaborate with his sister to thrust his nephew into the struggle for the Doran Empire.

It simply couldn’t be more delightful.

“Tifa won’t enter the battlefield,” the rabbit-headed shopkeeper reminded him. “Unless the conflict escalates, and Lestrop counterattacks the royal city…”

Dwight looked up at him, and upon meeting his gaze, Charlie suddenly stopped.

Something felt off.

Lestrop rushed back to the manor, and Priscilla headed towards White Bridge—she was almost there, while Tifa was in Syriacochi, the royal city, perhaps waiting to reap and take over his brother’s ambition.

What had he overlooked?

Pleased by the rabbit-headed shopkeeper’s rare, puzzled expression, the Duke cheerfully hinted, “Tifa doesn’t need to be on the battlefield, but that doesn’t mean he’s safe.”

Charlie quickly calculated in his mind that the conflict between the brothers was fundamentally due to years of discord and conflicts of interest. If there were a third or fourth party involved in the battle, they must also be stakeholders.

Who else could be involved in their interests? Duke Baylor? No, he had investigated this person, who spent half of the year bedridden with illness and had no offspring to date.

Most of the old king’s sons were dead, and the princesses who married abroad rarely returned to the country. It was unlikely that they would intervene in this turmoil. Who else could there be?

The implication in Dwight’s words was clear: “he” referred to Tifa, meaning that it was very likely that person shared interests with Lestrop.

Charlie widened his eyes, looked at Dwight, and uncertainly uttered a name. “Christine?”

Tifa’s queen, Lestrop’s lover.

Would she stir up trouble in the royal city at this critical juncture?

Dwight didn’t speak, but his expression was subtle. Charlie stared at his light-colored eyes for a while and finally remembered what he had overlooked.

Another ambitious Dwight, Priscilla.

Charlie had forgotten that before their meeting in Lababata, this Countess hadn’t anticipated that her brother, the Duke of Brandenburg, was still within Doran’s borders.

That is, she hadn’t considered leveraging Lemena’s power. Charlie had thought her confidence stemmed from her years accumulated in Mokwen, enough to protect herself.

Thinking about it now, he probably underestimated this Dwight.

“Tifa and Christine each had their own attachments before their marriage. Christine, needless to say, almost everyone knew she had been involved with Lestrop. In comparison, Tifa’s scandal was more discreet, more taboo, and thus more talked about.” Charlie slowly recalled. “There were rumors in the palace that he fancied Countess Priscilla, partly because she bore a strong resemblance to his deceased sister, Princess Riley.”

Such rumors, even newcomers like them had heard. Priscilla, having lived in Mokwen for several years, couldn’t possibly be unaware.

She might know more, knowing the specific similarities between Princess Riley and herself, whether it was hair color, physique, or appearance…

Humans were a contradictory species.

Christine might not love Tifa, but being the Queen, everyone knew her husband’s heart had never leaned towards her, which still could make her feel humiliated.

Priscilla knew about Lestrop’s secret dealings with her, but she never lost her composure, especially in the eyes of everyone in the royal city. She was always seen as a gentle, kind Countess, blissfully protected by her husband. The King’s special treatment also surprised her, but she naively never explored the reasons behind it.

Her happy demeanor could easily sting Christine. The two men in her life were distracted by Priscilla—especially Lestrop, who, no matter what private vows they shared, was for the most part a considerate husband to his wife.

Priscilla had planted a splinter in her heart.

In the long game of mutual testing, Tifa and Lestrop’s tolerance for each other had reached a critical point. Priscilla secretly learned that Lestrop, through the use of high-level mercenaries, had killed several women Tifa had been experimenting on, and Tifa’s continued tolerance made him increasingly uncontrollable. The last time, an assassin infiltrated the king’s bedroom.

Lestrop crossed the line.

From this loss of control, Priscilla judged that the brothers were about to turn against each other, and just as Tifa’s recent favorite mistress became a casualty, she sent a girl, who was long selected and not very stunning but resembled Princess Riley more than she did, to the king’s side before leaving Syriacochi.

Tifa knew who the real killer was but still allowed the Senate to accuse Christine, letting her carry the murder suspicion, while Priscilla adeptly played the role of a lavish noble lady, casually mentioning to her husband that this year’s Wolf auction featured a very rare astrologer, rumored to interpret all secrets hidden in the stars, true or not.

Lestrop was indeed moved and, despite the royal city’s buzzing gossip, insisted on leaving for White Bridge.

Just at this time, a girl who resembled the late Princess Riley by seven parts was openly brought into the royal palace by the King, receiving his undivided attention and even making the murder in the bedroom seem less significant.

For a moment, Christine seemed to be forgotten by everyone.

And the splinter had finally grown into a thorn bush.


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Charlie’s Book Ch89

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 89

“Who is the owner of the manor?” This was the most crucial point for Shivers—Thorn Manor wasn’t registered at the town hall, indicating that it was a private property of a noble at least of viscount rank, yet there were no family crests of any Mokwen nobles around the manor’s perimeter. Few who had entered or left the manor had any clues or were tight-lipped about it. In this situation, Yitzfa claimed that the manor’s owner was coming back.

Shivers had already learned from the Duke that Thorn Manor belonged to the southern lord Lestrop and knew that he had left his wife to return to his homeland alone, but Yitzfa seemed to know more details.

Yitzfa was reclining on a low couch with a fleece blanket over his knees, leisurely blowing the steam off the cup of tea in his hand.

This wasn’t pretending. He genuinely felt cold.

Although it was already spring, the persistent drizzle still made one feel bone-chillingly cold, especially as most buildings in the mountain town were made of stone, with the cold clinging tightly to walls, floors, and roofs, making one shiver at a glance.

The Peters’ house had a lady of the house and plenty of maids, with fireplaces burning from winter into spring, not only keeping the interior dry and warm but also covered with carpets everywhere. Even the tabletops adorned with lace tablecloths were meticulously embroidered by the maids.

Not so here.

But considering it was only Shivers staying here, it was normal for a single man to overlook these details.

After taking a sip of tea, Yitzfa said, “It’s on record that Earl Lestrop secretly visits the manor twice every year, and this year is the fifth year. However, one time he was followed, and the follower left spies in town… From last winter to now, the capital of Syriacochi has received at least two reports, more frequent than before.”

He wasn’t playing coy but freely shared information that was nearly the same as what the Duke’s party had gathered. The spies lingering in town because of the manor were far more than just Shivers and Yitzfa. Yitzfa’s hints were clear.

Shivers quietly calculated in his mind. Including the suspicious Priscilla and the father of the child she met because of her suspicions, there were at least five groups focusing their attention on this small town—it was truly chaotic.

This was probably why Yitzfa had so quickly abandoned local forces to seek cooperation with Shivers. If multiple powers were to intervene directly, then not only the likes of the Peters couple but even the town officials probably wouldn’t have much right or say in the matter, making it pointless to waste effort there.

It was hard to say whether the Fox family was aware that the Countess was also shadowing her husband. If they only caught the king’s movements, the Black Gold Families would definitely not cooperate directly with the reigning monarchy… Yitzfa’s proposal, besides seeking assistance, was also a means to probe Shivers’s position.

As the Knight Commander watched Yitzfa start to sip his tea again, his eyebrows slightly furrowed.

The way he drank tea looked a bit awkward. It lacked the Duke’s elegance and the knights’ utilitarian guzzling. Instead, he sipped continuously, small sip after small sip, neither graceful nor efficient.

It seemed to be purely for warmth.

But it wasn’t Shivers’s place to manage him since he wasn’t a knight of Brandenburg.

Shivers looked away.

“So, you mean Lestrop will head straight for the manor after returning to the country?” he asked. “Then, the ‘opportunity’ you mentioned, is it before or after his arrival?”

Yitzfa thought for a moment. “I think we should try to enter the manor with the Earl.”

Shivers waited for him to explain.

“The King hasn’t put forth a full effort to rescue him in Lababata, and the conflict between the royal brothers has been brought to the public, leading to possible armed conflicts. I believe the Earl rushed back, not to his own domain but directly to the manor, because he thinks it’s more crucial than his territory.”

In reality, the reason why the southern lord’s title was more prominent than that of an Earl was that his lands weren’t only rich in resources but also because the sugar production developed from beet farming monopolized the national market, affecting neighboring countries. This was probably a concession made during his ennoblement to slightly balance the lowly title.

But all of this seemed less important to Lestrop than this secluded manor, which was intriguing.

“So if a dispute is indeed going to break out, it’s likely to happen here?” Shivers immediately understood. “In front of armed forces, closed doors and silent farmers holding pitchforks are negligible. The mansion is likely to be chaotic and out of control before a victor emerges.”

However, that didn’t mean those who watched the fight could rest easy. How to navigate through sword flashes and avoid horse hooves without being seen as an enemy by those blinded by conflict also required skill.

Yitzfa felt he couldn’t do it alone and needed someone to lead.

But the Knight Commander thought he was joking.

If a localized war really broke out, being in the center of the conflict meant even those clad in full armor could hardly guarantee safe exit, let alone Yitzfa, who wouldn’t be able to move under the weight of regular chainmail.

Not to mention, aside from agility, a certain level of combat skills was necessary for self-defense. Did this person, who could spend half an hour on a cup of tea, even know the correct way to hold a sword?

Listening to Yitzfa’s so-called plan of “they fight, we slip in through the cracks unnoticed and pick up the leftovers”, Shivers felt suffocated.

Indeed, different professions had different expertise. If it were someone from the Lion family, they would never say such a thing so brazenly.

Up to this point, Yitzfa had given him the impression of being too shrewd, willful, cunning, manipulative, and hard to coax… Only at this moment did this beautifully furred fox show the recklessness and naivety characteristic of his simple brother, Cici.

Seeing that silly, unaware look, there was no doubt they were biological brothers.

He then had to explain in detail how indiscriminate a battlefield is and that current local wars are primarily offensive and defensive. Not even one Shivers, let alone two, could intervene in the melee of two forces while also pulling Yitzfa in.

Yitzfa acknowledged this but didn’t accept his evasion.

“So tell me, what’s a better way?” Yitzfa pulled the blanket up. “As long as it’s feasible, I will pay a suitable reward—at that time, even Tifa might be jealous of you.”

Shivers was slightly moved.

The dispute between Tifa and Lestrop over the throne undoubtedly involved the “Holy Grail”. By mentioning this, was Yitzfa implying that the Foxes had more information on this than even the Mokwen king?

“If a conflict truly erupts, appearing rashly would be like entering a herd of out-of-control buffalo unarmed. The consequences are unpredictable,” Shivers said rationally. “Either we enter the manor before Lestrop to await the outbreak, or we look for breaches among the ruins after the battle—both options carry risks.”

Pre-battle defenses were usually the most stringent, and the movements of outsiders could likely be exposed during checks and scheduling unless a relatively safe blind spot for hiding was found; post-battle, fatigue and reduced vigilance may decrease, but inventorying spoils was always a priority. If they wait until the main forces withdraw, there might be very little value left.

Yitzfa listened quietly, then thought for a while. “Then we’ll get ahead of Lestrop.”

This aligned exactly with Shivers’s analysis. Risk always coexisted with opportunity. Being overly cautious might lead to missing out entirely.

Yitzfa’s quick acceptance of his suggestion was somewhat surprising. Shivers had thought he would be more willful, as many accustomed to high positions were stubborn.

But Shivers wasn’t swayed by the congenial atmosphere of the discussion.

He leaned back comfortably in his chair, hands crossed, his tone even. “Assuming I agree to cooperate, for safety’s sake, it’s best we are both open and honest.”

Yitzfa looked at him innocently. “What do you mean?”

“I need the secrets and evidence concerning Thorn Manor,” Shivers said first. “What about you?”

Testing each other might be an amusing emotional game at other times, but it was inappropriate in serious work. No matter how brief, Shivers wouldn’t expose his back to someone untrustworthy, no matter how handsome.

Yitzfa lowered his eyes. He wanted to drink more tea but found his cup empty, so he poured himself some, quickly calculating during the brief interval.

Just like his first impression, this man was far more troublesome than his appearance suggested.

Polite, considerate, skilled, and quick to react.

Although he had never directly seduced the other party, the various charms that had previously been irresistible in front of Yitzfa were like stones dropped into a deep pond, eliciting no response at all, leaving him unsure of how best to interact with him for his own advantage.

He likely came from a good background, with negotiation tactics that revealed no flaws, a resolute character, never led astray, but also never harshly rejected, always keeping his options open.

His way of interacting with others depended on who stood before him, reflecting a mirror-like personality.

Yitzfa held the cup in his hand, staring directly at him. “My goal is the same as yours, but I aim to go further.”

“If the dispute between Tifa and Lestrop ends in victory for one side, I want to seize or destroy what they fought over before the victor regains their senses.”

At that moment, Yitzfa’s expression and tone were colder than any Shivers had ever seen before.

Shivers lightly pressed his own palm, reminding himself to control his expression.

“What is that?” he asked quietly.

Yitzfa looked at him with a smile that wasn’t quite a smile. After the matter of Tifa, the fact that Shivers could find this place meant he wasn’t completely ignorant of the source—although it was hardly a secret at some level.

“Have you heard of the ‘Holy Grail’?” Yitzfa asked.

As he expected, Shivers nodded.

“The legend of the Holy Grail has always existed, but most who pursue it don’t know its true origins.” Yitzfa’s voice dropped to nearly a whisper. “Some speculate that the Grail itself possesses divine power, capable of changing the heavens and the earth. Others believe the Grail isn’t human, but a great demon sealed for centuries, using human lineage to return to the world, but neither is true.”

“The Grail is a person. Just like you and me, possessing no supernatural powers, needing meals daily, and careful nurturing to grow.”

Shivers frowned but didn’t interrupt.

If it held no supernatural powers, why then would Tifa and several powerful families be in such endless dispute over it?

Yitzfa didn’t need to see to know what Shivers was thinking.

“The Grail itself has no power, but it can indeed awaken certain forces. This concept comes from an old legend where someone made a deal with a demon, tricked it into consuming its flesh and blood, causing it to weaken and fall into slumber, while that person’s blood gained incredible power: such blood could not only awaken the demon from the abyss but also exorcize it in exchange for blood.”

“At the cost of blood?” Shivers couldn’t help but ask. “What does that mean?”

“It means that the blood of the Holy Grail isn’t only the key to unlocking forbidden powers but also the nourishment. Every fifteen days, a cup of fresh blood can ‘nurture’ a demon through the Grail,” Yitzfa explained. “That is the true meaning of the Holy Grail—not power itself, but a sacrifice.”

There was silence for a while.

After a long moment, Shivers found his voice again. “How can you be so certain?”

If royal families like Mokwen had to rely on vague legends to grope their way, how did Yitzfa come to know such secrets? Was it due to the powerful intelligence network of the Fox family?

The temperature of the cup in Yitzfa’s hand had gradually diminished, becoming somewhat cold, but he didn’t let go.

“I told you. If Tifa knew what I’ve told you, he would be jealous of you,” Yitzfa said with a mocking smile. “The earliest Holy Grail came from a certain Black Gold Family.”

The noble royal families, holding the scepters of light, crazed for imagined mighty powers, were unaware that the bloodline passed down through generations meant that if the Holy Grail were to be reborn, it would inevitably come from a Black Gold Family.


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Charlie’s Book Ch88

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 88

The handsome blond youth sat by the window with a worried expression, half his body framed by the large glass window like a pleasing oil painting.

Less than an hour after sitting down, he received several handkerchiefs through the hands of waiters, each one without exception carrying a rich fragrance, highly tantalizing.

Even the middle-aged male waiter wiping glasses behind the counter felt that such melancholy in the gentleman could only be due to love troubles.

And as it is well known, the quickest way to forget an unsuccessful romance is to dive into another passion. Thus, he was more than happy to help those sufficiently bold young ladies by acting as Cupid delivering their messages.

On one hand, he lamented that a man as handsome as him wouldn’t be heartbroken for long. On the other hand, the generous tips made him hope that the gentleman would sit for a while longer, sigh for another hour, and he could buy that new bow tie he had been eyeing for a long time.

Though the cause of his worry had nothing to do with romance.

The reason for his anxiety was that the Duke and his party were heading to White Bridge.

As the Knight Commander, he absolutely trusted that each of his knights was excellent enough and loyal enough to offer everything for the Duke, but this trust hardly eased his anxiety about not being able to guard the Duke personally.

After all, it was White Bridge, a notorious lawless zone, a place where even if he was right beside the Duke, he would have to be on guard with twelve times the usual vigilance.

Moreover, Miss Priscilla was also joining this time.

Shivers just wanted to sigh deeply without regard for appearances.

Although the Dwight family was powerful, it was relatively sparse in terms of kin; the Duke and Miss Priscilla were the last of their lineage. If anything happened to these two on the continent of Doran, there would be no need for him to return to Lemena—his family had served the Duke generation after generation, all their glory and responsibilities tied to Brandenburg. If anything went wrong on his watch, he wouldn’t need his family to blame him. He could bury himself in a hole.

Shivers drank the last of his chili tea, the aggressive flavor giving a jolt that significantly reduced the dizziness he had been suffering from due to recent sleepless nights. It was no wonder that many people used it as a medicinal tea. He raised his hand to signal the waiter for a tea change, just as a somewhat frail figure appeared in the large glass window by the door and pushed it open, the bell above tinkling gently.

The tea house wasn’t very crowded at the moment, mostly occupied by young women in lively chat, which was consistent with its more femininely oriented menu and décor. However, it was rare that Shivers, a man, didn’t feel out of place in such an environment.

The one who pushed the door, Yitzfa, was not in a good mood.

He rarely got up at this time, let alone went out, and the large glass window design of this shop allowed the sunlight to fill the space unabated, which he found irritating.

Shivers looked up and met his gaze, but Yitzfa didn’t move immediately. His beautiful cat-like eyes swept around, and he indeed noticed a chestnut-haired girl with a headband in the corner glancing towards Shivers—and the stack of lacy handkerchiefs beside him.

Ha—

Yitzfa took off the scarf he used to block the sunlight and his bad mood and then made his way over, sitting down next to him without ceremony.

Shivers was somewhat perplexed but didn’t push him away. The waiter timely came to replace the tea and, thinking he was being discreet, glanced at Yitzfa, then couldn’t help but take a couple more looks.

Yitzfa looked up at him, his cold gaze making the waiter beat a hasty retreat.

Shivers: “Why did you have to scare him?”

Yitzfa turned his face, returning to an innocent expression. “I didn’t.”

Shivers: “……”

There was really no need for such blatant lies.

This was why he was rather reluctant to deal with Yitzfa—this guy was definitely the most unpredictable, most changeable person he had ever met and hard to rationalize with ordinary logic. Shivers liked to operate according to plans. Anything that broke the rules was a headache for him.

But he didn’t show his troubles and instead took the initiative to pour Yitzfa a cup of tea.

As Shivers had expected, the local gentry’s probing of Thorn Manor wasn’t going smoothly.

The manor’s staff rejected the so-called “sister working in the manor” claim made by Yitzfa, with the steward dismissing all visitors with an almost rude demeanor, causing Mr. and Mrs. Peters significant embarrassment and exhausting Yitzfa’s patience.

The Fox family always had a backup plan, and when Yitzfa realized conventional methods were ineffective, he quickly turned his attention to Shivers, who had unexpectedly appeared here.

After their brief transaction last time, he had tried to probe the identity of this generous, mysterious client.

But no official records of their passage through Doran could be found, which meant if they weren’t smugglers from another continent, then some kingdom in Doran was likely keeping their identities hidden for undercover activities.

It was possible to trace, but that would require certain permissions and manpower, and would need to be included in the annual report. Yitzfa, who loved gossip but hated hassle, didn’t think much of it at the time and decided to treat the transaction as an insignificant episode, quickly forgetting about it.

Unexpectedly, they met again soon after in this border city.

Yitzfa had reassessed Shivers and his backing, judging that whoever they were, they were much more reliable than the local gentry represented by the Peters—he knew those who thought themselves high society but only indulged in pleasures were useless, but he didn’t expect them to be so incompetent, completely uncharismatic, not even worth passing time with.

“Cooperation?” Shivers slightly furrowed his brow. “What do you mean?”

“Take me into the manor in exchange for sharing information,” Yitzfa said bluntly. “If we can’t go through the front door, we use unconventional means.”

His voice was so low it was almost inaudible. Shivers had to lean in close to make out his words, which brought their faces uncomfortably close.

Shivers looked at him somewhat amusedly. “Why do you think I can get in?”

The manor’s defensive posture had intensified daily, and although he didn’t know what pressure Yitzfa had applied to the Peters, all viable strategies had likely been exhausted recently, which was why Yitzfa was seeking a more powerful partner.

But the Knight Commander saw no need for a partnership.

Honestly, if Shivers were to infiltrate the manor alone, he could flexibly handle any potential emergencies, but bringing along an unknown variable would be nothing but a hindrance.

“Because you’ve been inside before.” Yitzfa also smiled, the corners of his eyes curling up slightly.

This statement made Shivers’s heart skip a beat, but his face remained unchanged, feigning a timely, confused expression.

Yitzfa, nearly half-leaning on Shivers, spoke in a tone that was ambiguously flirtatious yet chillingly calm. “I know you’re waiting for the right moment. The reward for cooperation is sharing information. I might have something you’re interested in.”

Shivers’s expression remained neutral.

“The manor’s owner is coming back.” Yitzfa’s hand rested on his shoulder, his chin nearly touching him, as if certain that even in such a lazy posture, the prey would definitely take the bait. “The balance will soon be disrupted.”

“Our interests don’t conflict. Forming an alliance temporarily won’t do any harm,” he continued to entice.

“Oh, what are your interests?” Yitzfa’s recently thrown-out piece of information had momentarily distracted him, but Shivers wasn’t easily swayed, instead focusing on the core issue.

Yitzfa tilted his head to look outside the window. “That question is rather unfair. I’m not that kind of casual person.”

The implication was clear: no cooperation, no answers.

Shivers followed his gaze outside, where a sophisticated two-seater carriage was arriving across the street, slowly pulling up to the curb.

“How about it?” Yitzfa blinked.

Shivers didn’t answer right away but watched as Mr. Peters got out of the carriage and pushed open the door of the teahouse. The crisp bell rang again, and a waiter immediately stepped forward to attend to the small-mustached gentleman dressed in an elegant navy blue suit but was interrupted by a gesture from the man.

“Yitzfa, ah, good you haven’t gone far…” Mr. Peters hurried over. “Dolly is upset. She wants to talk to you in person.”

Yitzfa stood up abruptly, his large movement drawing the attention of everyone in the shop, making Mr. Peters uncomfortably clear his throat.

“I do not intend to be a burden.” His voice was clear, making the choke in his tone quite evident. “I’m not shameless, clinging to the home of my lifesaver, unwilling to leave. Your wife is a kind-hearted woman, and if my presence causes discord between you two, such a sin would disturb me day and night.”

Mr. Peters quickly interrupted him, “No! You’ve misunderstood!”

Unfortunately, it was too late. Shivers saw the waiter not far away with an “oh” expression on his face and, without looking back, knew that most of the few customers in the teahouse probably felt the same.

After all, Yitzfa’s voice was indeed quite loud.

“Please go back!” Yitzfa said with moral righteousness. “I can fend for myself. Please don’t worry about me anymore. Mr. Green—”

He turned around and, with a force that belied his slender frame, yanked up the knight who he thought was enjoying the drama.

“Has generously offered me a job just now!”

Shivers: “???”

“If you really care about me, please let me go, to give me a chance to prove that I am not a parasite to the Peters family.” His eyes, somehow filled with tears, miraculously spun in their sockets but never fell.

Mr. Peters looked both puzzled and shocked and somewhat disconcerted by the onlookers.

“No, you’ve misunderstood,” he repeated weakly. “We should talk this over…”

“I’ve already spoken with Mr. Green, who has been borrowing the landlord’s maid and needs help.” Yitzfa’s cheeks and nose were red, making his skin appear as white as snow, compelling one unconsciously to hold their breath to avoid hurting him.

Perhaps stung by the onlookers’ condemnation, Mr. Peters could only leave hurriedly after dropping a “this is a misunderstanding”.

Shivers stood there, looking down at Yitzfa, who clung to his arm, nearly hanging off him, feeling speechless.

“I ‘offered you a job’,” Shivers said. “When did we discuss this?”

Not just Mr. Peters, but Shivers, who had become the center of attention by accident, also felt uncomfortable and left two silver coins before attempting to leave.

Yitzfa stubbornly clung to him, letting Shivers drag him along. “I will work hard!”

Everyone watched as they left the shop in a strange pose. Shivers had no choice but to forcibly stand Yitzfa up. “What exactly did you do to the Peters?”

Yitzfa kept pace behind him. “It’s not what I did to him. It’s what he wanted to do to me. Unfortunately, the madame walked in on it, and it led to a big fight.”

Shivers stopped abruptly, causing Yitzfa to run into his back, truly reddening his nose this time.

“Mr. Peters forced you?” Shivers turned around, frowning at him.

Yitzfa blinked, but before he could speak, Shivers lightly pinched his cheek, examining it up and down, left and right, checking his exposed neck and hands as well. Though gentle, the motions were devoid of any flirtation, more like a doctor examining a small animal—only relaxing after confirming there were no suspicious marks.

“If I said yes, would you take me in?” Yitzfa asked.

Shivers stared at him intently, almost making Yitzfa think he was imagining a scene of himself being mistreated, when suddenly Shivers flicked his forehead. “Don’t lie indiscriminately.”

The sound was so loud that both of them were stunned.

Shivers: “…Sorry.”

He momentarily forgot Yitzfa wasn’t Shiloh, who could have taken a stronger hit.

“It’s okay. You’re the employer. I’m just a poor manservant with nowhere to go that you took in. You can do whatever you want to me.”

“Stop talking about that—we’ll talk about cooperation next time.”

Yitzfa weakly covered his forehead. “Ah, my head is spinning. Maybe I was hurt by the hit just now. I need to lie down at your place to recover.”

Shivers: “……”

“Just now it was so loud. Maybe my brain was shattered? My vision seems a bit blurry.”

Shivers: “……”

He was utterly at a loss.


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Charlie’s Book Ch87

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 87

“Beastman… No, cursed?” Sasha said, “You might be a handsome man. What a pity.”

She didn’t attempt to bypass Charlie to confront Amber directly but instead stared into Charlie’s eyes and asked, “What’s your relationship with Erica? Why is this child with you?”

“I’m a cloth merchant, occasionally collaborating with Erica’s caravan,” Charlie answered calmly, not annoyed by her aggressive demeanor and probing. “This child has been entrusted to me. You know, the nomadic life of a caravan isn’t conducive to a child’s healthy upbringing.”

“Are you close?”

“We’ve had a few dealings over the years.”

“And he entrusted the child to you?”

“Until he comes of age.”

Amber, holding several not-too-heavy boxes, looked up at Mr. Rabbit Head’s silhouette.

He wasn’t really scared, even though he knew Sasha was strong.

Because yielding to fear wasn’t an option if one wanted to survive in an underground fighting ring. From his earliest memories, everything he had learned taught him not to fear, not to retreat, not to dodge—only by facing challenges head-on with relentless courage could one find a chance to live!

But why did this man stand in front of him?

Was he strong? No, the redhead and that stern-faced man were probably stronger.

Amber was momentarily puzzled and was almost bumped into by the rabbit-headed shopkeeper’s retreating figure, before he snapped back to reality.

“I have no need to lie to you.” Charlie’s voice remained even. “I wouldn’t presumptuously invite a lady to my home, but if only seeing for yourself will put you at ease…”

He stepped back a few paces and turned the corner of the street, just in time to see the house they were renting.

The mercenaries at the door immediately noticed them. The two, who had been leaning casually, straightened up.

Probably because she didn’t want to cause a conflict with the mercenaries, Sasha’s gaze lingered between them for a while before she finally walked away without further fuss.

Charlie breathed a sigh of relief and led Amber back.

The two mercenaries had come out onto the street ready to intercept, but seeing them return, they didn’t ask questions and resumed their positions.

Most of the mercenaries were ready to depart, and Hasting was still busy handing over responsibilities to the kitchen and the steward, missing the gift-giving session.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper kept his promise, purchasing what he thought was the most suitable item for everyone: a roll of soft leather for Hasting; a large bag of hot, local caramel cream rolls topped with baked apple crisps for Shiloh; a small brass telescope for Hall; and for Amber, a fitted hunting outfit imported from abroad, unlike the traditional robes of Lababata with tightly tailored cuffs and waist, convenient for movement, complete with a wind hat and a pair of hard-soled short boots.

Amber, seeing such sophisticated clothing for the first time, clumsily fumbled with the belt until Shiloh, munching on a roll, pulled him aside to help him, accidentally tightening it too much and nearly suffocating him.

But besides these, what really made him popular were several large bags filled with handmade fireworks—in many countries, fireworks technicians were directly employed by the royal families, used only during major festivals or celebrations, with private workshops not allowed, and the splendid nature of fireworks also made them difficult to develop and circulate privately.

Lababata was one of the few countries that allowed the private development and sale of fireworks. Charlie only learned this after seeing a few fireworks stores, so he bought every type he found interesting, carrying a full armload back, nearly unable to walk.

Shiloh, delighted like a savage, whooped and pulled Amber to find Hasting and Hall to set off fireworks in the yard.

Dwight didn’t touch the pile of gifts but sat watching as the rabbit-headed shopkeeper pushed a slender box in front of him.

The exquisite leather box alone was quite valuable. The Duke watched him open the gold and green ribbon like he was presenting a treasure. “Look! An antique quill that doesn’t need dipping in ink. It can also be automatically heated in the winter and never clogs. I found it in an herb shop. Haggling took quite an effort.”

Putting aside the oddity of an herb shop selling stationery, the rabbit-headed shopkeeper indeed knew his stuff.

Although magical items were convenient, not many mages took the trouble to work on such mundane tasks, so even the Duke of Brandenburg had never seen a quill that didn’t need an ink bottle before.

Even by his critical standards, it couldn’t be said to be a bad gift.

However, Dwight neither expressed like nor dislike; instead, he just slightly turned his head to look at him.

“What happened?” he asked.

By this time, the sun had set. The light outside the windows had dimmed, and the lamps in the living room had been lit.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper leaned back in his chair, pondered for a while, and didn’t immediately answer.

He was wondering if there was something subtly different about his behavior that prompted Dwight to suddenly ask. Although he was somewhat accustomed to the other’s abruptly keen perceptiveness, the rabbit-headed shopkeeper couldn’t help but reflect on whether he was still not calm enough—the conclusion was no, he hadn’t shown any flaws, as evidenced by Amber’s still normal reaction.

It was probably due to Amber’s innate talent + extensive combat experience that made him, like a young wild animal, full of wild instincts. In many cases, they could feel that although Amber was sparing with words and expressions, he could precisely discern the subtle attitudes of adults toward him, and if it weren’t for this sense that the people in this house genuinely accepted him, the child wouldn’t have been as docile and harmless as he was now.

It was probably the same with Erica in front of him.

But today Amber hadn’t noticed anything, the only explanation being that the Duke’s ability to read the atmosphere and people’s hearts was becoming excessively sharp.

“We encountered a Lion, not yet mature, but its claws were already sharp.” Charlie decided to be frank. “I—don’t really like that family.”

This was a euphemism. Actually, after encountering Sasha, every pore in his body screamed in rejection, and Sasha and Amber wouldn’t know how much effort he had spent to control himself from turning and fleeing immediately.

This had probably become his instinct.

The Duke observed his face closely, focused like a surgeon—so long that Charlie felt slightly uncomfortable and twitched his ears.

“Are you afraid of her?” The Duke precisely used the female pronoun. The rabbit-headed shopkeeper had no doubt that he had deduced that the interlocutor was indeed the girl causing Erica some trouble.

“…Perhaps,” Charlie murmured.

If someone had been whispering in your ear since you were sensible that there was a group of assassins who could ruthlessly tear you to pieces given the chance, anyone would have a psychological shadow.

Dwight didn’t quite understand Charlie’s fear. In his view, although Rabbit Head lived a disorganized, messy life, he wasn’t a weak person—on the contrary, he had a breadth of vision and survival skills many couldn’t accumulate in a lifetime, which were not much less formidable than pure physical strength.

Yet it was precisely on this point that he was paradoxically both complacent and insecure.

“Compared to talking about the Lions, you mention Erica as if she’s just a neighbor.” The Duke finally withdrew his gaze. “Give me your hand.”

Rabbit-Headed Shopkeeper: “???”

What for?

Seeing him not move, Dwight repeated somewhat impatiently, “Give me your hand—what are you afraid of?”

Charlie wasn’t sure whether this was about his fear of the Lion family or something else, but he extended his right hand, palm up, nonetheless.

He instinctively thought the Duke wanted to give him something, perhaps aniseed or mint candy?

It surely wasn’t because he admitted his fear that he was about to be punished by a slap on the palm.

His fingers were long and smooth, with few lines on his palm, and because of the forward stretch, a section of his wrist exposed blue-green veins meandering like pine branches hidden under snow in winter.

The Duke paused slightly, suddenly remembering that he hadn’t thought about Rabbit Head’s original appearance for quite a while.

Back in Pennigra, he had also secretly speculated what this man might look like, whether handsome or ugly, and why he willingly lived with a rabbit’s head so different from ordinary people, with not a hint of rejection, but as time went by and he grew accustomed, he seldom thought about it anymore. Occasionally, a thought would flash in his mind without reason, like how would such quirks as twitching his ears or bristling his fur be reconciled if he changed back, or whether a naturally serious face could coexist with occasionally slightly frivolous expressions.

Just like now.

He looked down at the wrist in front of him, suddenly thinking that the parts of Rabbit Head below the neck were quite superior. The owner of such hands likely wouldn’t have an unattractive face.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper watched the Duke daydreaming inexplicably. This wasn’t his illusion—the Duke had recently been drifting off mid-conversation quite frequently.

He waited patiently for a while, and seeing that the other hadn’t snapped back, he couldn’t help but wiggle his fingers.

The Duke then reached out, taking the quill from the gift box.

Actually, the lower classes now rarely used quills that weren’t durable, as glass and metal nibs could withstand long-term friction better and could also be crafted into intricate designs like carved or hollowed patterns on the pen body. And the lower classes didn’t engage in luxurious activities like writing and reading, so most quills held more value as collectibles than for writing.

Dwight himself wasn’t accustomed to using quills either, as he disliked the overly ornate feathers, which reminded him of the powder-filled, giggling court dances.

The pen Rabbit Head bought didn’t have the usual large feather. The dark feather was trimmed into a sharp shape, resembling that of a hawk or falcon, and the nib was very sharp.

So, when he lifted the pen to write on Charlie’s palm, the latter instinctively pulled back slightly, only to be held down by his wrist.

Charlie watched as the Duke bent over to write the first letter ‘D’ on his palm. Their wrists overlapped due to the writing motion, and by slowing his breathing, one could feel the other’s pulse rate.

Dwight wrote his name letter by letter, the black ink forming a line on the palm, looking like an exaggerated and bizarre palm print.

“This is the payment for 22 Paulownia Street.” The Duke’s eyelashes cast a blurred shadow in the dim room light. “Lemena will protect you—I will protect you.”

He lifted his hand, put the quill away, and looked up at Charlie, calmly saying, “You need not worry about the Lion’s claws.”

“It’s completely dark now! My Lord…” Shiloh, like a headstrong boar, barged into the living room, and seeing the Duke and Charlie turn to look at him, he belatedly stopped in his tracks.

Although neither spoke, the peculiar atmosphere made an overly excited Shiloh cautiously look around.

Was the Duke deliberating? Had he interrupted something?

But apart from formal meetings, the Duke usually didn’t discuss important matters in places like the living room.

Logically, he didn’t think he’d done anything wrong, but an inexplicable sense of awkwardness made his toes curl uncomfortably.

It was the rabbit-headed shopkeeper who eased his discomfort. “Are we setting off fireworks?”

Shiloh blinked. “Ah, yes! Even the mercenaries are downstairs watching. Hasting said he prepared chairs and drinks on the third-floor terrace, inviting Your Lordship to go up…”

“They’ve already started.” The Duke sat in a chair by the long table, propping his head to look outside—actually, the sky wasn’t fully dark yet, and as they spoke, a red firework shot across the window glass, followed by a loud pop, bursting like a brief rain of gold foil, illuminating the side faces of everyone in the room.

Dwight, watching the spectacular fireworks following the red ones burst one after another in the night sky, said, “I won’t go up. You go down and have fun.”

You?

Shiloh felt something subtle but couldn’t quite pinpoint it, turning to see the rabbit-headed shopkeeper taking a hat from the hat rack with his left hand and inexplicably asked, “Is Mr. Charlie also going downstairs?”

“Yes.” Charlie draped an arm over the redhead’s shoulders. “Let’s go. The last night must be celebrated properly—after all, as soon as it’s light tomorrow, we’re setting off again.”


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Charlie’s Book Ch86

Author: 冬瓜茶仙人 / Winter Melon Tea Immortal

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 86

Amber, who was inexplicably given a name to match a pet and dismissed from the room just as mysteriously, stepped out and saw Hasting waiting for him in the corridor.

The young knight, always serious, looked at him inquiringly. Amber hesitated for a moment before fully explaining what had happened in the room.

Hearing that the Duke had given him a name, Hasting showed a rare, subtle smile.

“Come with me,” Hasting said.

Their accommodation in Lababata wasn’t luxurious, but it was spacious and clean. Amber had thought Hasting might take him to a kitchen or a stable, but instead, he led him not downstairs but to a small room at the end of the second-floor hallway.

It was only when Hasting gently pushed him into the room that Amber snapped back to reality, stepping back uncertainly.

This was the first time he had looked so bewildered that evening.

The room was decorated in typical Lababata style, not overly furnished but with vibrant handmade carpets covering the floor, several small silk pillows and blankets, a wicker cabinet, and a low table with a decorative teapot set.

“We are just staying temporarily and didn’t bring much,” Hasting explained, seeing him unmoved. “Besides the Duke, everyone’s rooms are the same.”

Amber checked carefully. “I live here?”

“This is your room,” Hasting clarified. “You’ll stay here while we are in Lababata.”

“Alone?” Amber asked again.

Hasting looked at him strangely, thinking for a moment. “Are you afraid to sleep alone?”

It seemed true that children disliked spending the night alone, but Hasting needed to be available for the Duke at all times, and Hall was inconvenient. Only Shiloh had the extra capacity.

“No.” Amber pursed his lips.

He was just surprised that the ‘Duke’ would be so generous to provide him a room of his own—a luxury he had never even dreamt of.

“That’s good then.” Hasting, though not expressive, was willing to offer extra patience to the child. “If you need anything, ask Donna in the kitchen. She’ll take care of you. Oh, and…”

He paused. “You can make friends. That’s fine, but don’t discuss our affairs with anyone beyond those you’ve met tonight, and don’t refer to the Lord as ‘Duke’ in public.”

Amber nodded, though he still didn’t understand the exact rank of a ‘Duke’.

“So the Duke, the Lord,” seeing Hasting’s expression, Amber quickly changed his wording, “is my master now? And what about Erica?”

He vividly remembered that it was Erica who handed a bag full of gold coins to that cunning pig, leading him into the sunlight of Spice Street.

“He is also Erica’s master.” Hasting, understanding Amber’s concerns, spoke soothingly. “You don’t need to worry too much now. You’ll understand in time.”

“Is he everyone’s master, including that rabbit-headed gentleman?” Because he was wearing decent new clothes and standing in such a beautiful room, Amber tried to choose his words more elegantly.

Hasting paused. “He’s… Not exactly.”

Technically, Charlie was an employee of the Duke, but their employment relationship wasn’t as clearly defined as Hasting’s servitude, which still felt somewhat foreign to the strictly straightforward knight.

Amber muttered, “I thought not.”

The very impressive-looking Duke had dismissed him with a “just go away if there’s nothing” attitude, but Mr. Rabbit Head wasn’t so obedient, and in the end, only Amber had left obediently.

Was it because they still had matters to discuss?

Amber had many more curiosities—though he had only stayed for a short while, the Duke’s room was the most elaborate and luxurious he had ever seen, filled with many mysterious things he had never heard of.

Including “Emerald”.

Was that a dragon?

Amber hadn’t dared to look too closely at the glass jar, but he had remembered the Duke’s words. Such a significant figure wouldn’t treat his promises like that fat pig who sold him—was he really going to take care of a dragon?

There couldn’t be a cooler job than that!

Hasting didn’t stay long but left a candlestick with a long, straight candle as white as snow, clearly one that would burn for a long time, before he left.

It was nothing like the black candle ends Amber had previously saved so carefully.

Wrapped in a blanket, Amber curled up in a corner of the room, watching the flickering candlelight without blinking.

Gold coins, a Duke, a dragon, and a rabbit… He wasn’t sleepy at all but felt as if he was in the middle of an extraordinary dream.

He wished this dream could last a little longer.

“That child’s parents should be dragged in a donkey cart to the town hall for a flogging.” Donna, responsible for the meals, fumed to the rabbit-headed shopkeeper early the next morning. “He seems like he’s never eaten anything—you should have seen him in the kitchen. What kind of child doesn’t recognize milk!”

Charlie used his calming voice to soothe Donna’s anger and bestowed upon her the noble task of “saving a malnourished child from dire straits”, which quieted her down.

Unaware that he was nearly at the center of a storm, Amber, having eaten his fill, had already voluntarily run to the courtyard to fetch water.

Because before Emerald awoke, his so-called duty was merely a nominal title—at this time, not just Amber, but no one was allowed near the sleeping Pluto Owl.

Who knows if such creatures would imprint on the first person they see?

Dwight wasn’t willing to take that risk.

“Didn’t you tell Amber we are leaving in two days?” the rabbit-headed shopkeeper asked Hasting. “Helping with the backyard reconstruction now doesn’t really matter.”

Before Hasting could respond, Shiloh came over grinning. “Let him do some work. Otherwise, he’ll worry he’s eating too much and won’t be able to pay when it’s time to settle the bill.”

Rabbit-headed shopkeeper: “What?”

The redhead shrugged. “From his looks, you can tell he hasn’t been in a good place before. Too sudden an environmental change can make him sick. Keeping him busy might actually make him feel more secure.”

Donna had exaggerated a bit. Amber was thin, but not malnourished. After all, he had survived in a physically demanding underground fighting ring and starving him into a scrawny monkey would have served no purpose.

But maintaining a diet that paid attention to more than just replenishing strength was impossible. His constant, physically focused diet not only kept him far from being strong but even affected his teeth and stomach, with many everyday foods being completely new to him. Donna’s overly enthusiastic breakfast had left him quite overwhelmed.

“One of the knights fell seriously ill after being brought to Brandenburg as a child,” Hasting explained. “He wasn’t used to it.”

“I didn’t know there were underground fighting rings in Lemena,” the rabbit-headed shopkeeper said.

The Duke hummed quietly from the other end of the table but didn’t look up from his morning paper.

He was getting used to the noisy mornings. Ever since leaving Brandenburg, it had been hard to maintain the quiet mornings he preferred. His new baseline was that as long as he woke up without hearing animals like donkeys and horses, it counted as a peaceful morning—a dreadful thought he dared not mention to Priscilla.

Priscilla’s caravan was departing today, and some of the personnel taken away by Lestrop had to be replaced. Erica would take this opportunity to become one of them. Her mercenaries would be transferred to Dwight, and after the integration, they too would depart for White Bridge.

Thus, there was a relatively free period for recuperation, and Charlie took the opportunity to roam through several main streets of Lababata—a feat most people would hide if they had a rabbit’s head, but he seemed to take pride in it, feeling it wasn’t enough to show off on just two continents, fearing that people wouldn’t know he was different.

He didn’t just roam by himself. He also took Amber along.

This child always considered himself mature and stable, but it was really hard to maintain such composure in front of Shiloh and Charlie, especially Charlie, who had countless stories and ideas in his head. Even the most ordinary street, through his narration, could become an adventure site. Amber had to exert great self-control not to follow him out for the entire day.

Because he needed to stay and work, Amber seriously thought.

“Don’t wiggle around like a bug in front of me,” Dwight said coldly. “If you can’t wait, go wait on the porch.”

Shiloh laughed heartily, and Amber’s face reddened slightly, feeling somewhat defiant.

Because Charlie said he would bring back many gifts—one for everyone.

He felt even the Duke was waiting.

But seizing the rare opportunity, Amber preferred to wait at the door for Charlie: he couldn’t wait to see what his first ever received gift would be.

However, when he stepped out, he found two tall mercenaries under the porch, their eye color as pale as the ice on snow-capped mountains.

The Duke’s eye color was also light, but it didn’t give the chilling feeling of being seen as a piece of raw meat to be dissected like the mercenaries did.

Amber instinctively disliked them, and the mercenaries didn’t take him seriously either, just glancing at him once before shifting their gaze away, not stopping him from going onto the street.

Charlie didn’t make him wait too long. Almost before the sun had completely set, Amber, who had excellent eyesight, spotted Charlie appearing in the distance and, just as he imagined, carrying a lot of things—the boxes stacked high, almost taller than him, with only the top of his high top hat peeking out, making one wonder how he could see the road ahead.

Charlie’s walking path seemed more chaotic than a clown walking a tightrope on a unicycle—a long box on top wobbled dangerously before being quickly steadied.

He peeked out from the side. “Thank you… Oh, it’s you, Amber.”

Amber took the top few boxes, accompanying him slowly across the street. “You look very happy.”

Charlie carefully observed the path beneath his feet through the gaps in the boxes. “Do I look happy?”

The black-haired boy nodded.

The rabbit-headed shopkeeper stopped speaking, his ears suddenly twitching.

Unaware but stopping quicker than him, Amber felt something was off and sprang a big step toward the street, his action only slightly quicker than Charlie’s hand pushing him.

A few inches from Charlie’s hand was another hand, with slender fingertips and several beautiful bracelets strung on the wrist.

Although it didn’t successfully grab Amber’s collar, the owner of the hand didn’t immediately make another move but ignored the rabbit-headed shopkeeper and turned to look at Amber, who was tightly holding the boxes.

“I’ve found you.” Sasha, whose skin had darkened a bit compared to that day in the underground fighting ring, flashed an aggressive smile.

“Where’s Erica?” The much taller girl looked down at Amber.

Amber watched her warily but remained silent.

He actually knew the answer to this question—no one had specifically hidden it from him in conversation, so he knew that Erica should have already joined some noble’s entourage and left the capital of Lababata.

But even though Erica hadn’t specifically asked him to keep her whereabouts a secret, he had no intention of answering every question from this persistently pursuing woman.

Seeing him not answering, Sasha stepped forward impatiently and reached for Amber’s shoulder, but someone intercepted her halfway.

Charlie, still awkwardly holding a large pile of items and really unable to free his hands, simply placed himself and the load between the girl and the boy, completely blocking Amber.

“Is there something you need with this child, Miss?” he asked politely.

Hearing Charlie speak, Sasha took a few more interested glances at him, her gaze lingering a bit on his well-fitted waist and legs. Then she widened her eyes and stared intently at his head, as if trying to see through the fur to check if there was a human head hidden inside.


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