Author: 公子于歌 / Gong Zi Yu Ge
Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Chapter 230: Just Try It Out [Extra: Yao Cheng (12)]
Yan Yaoxuan and Shan Cheng began to live together in a serious way.
Shan Cheng started unpacking his things as Yan Yaoxuan watched from the side. He watched as Shan Cheng went to hang his clothes in the closet. He then followed Shan Cheng into the bathroom, leaning against the door frame, as he saw Shan Cheng put his toothbrush and water cup next to his, as well as placing his towel next to his.
“It’s the same color as mine,” Yan Yaoxuan said: “I can’t tell the difference.”
“It’s different,” Shan Cheng said: “My cup has one less pattern and if you look closely at the towel, it’s different.”
“Did you buy these according to mine?”
Shan Cheng said: “If you find it difficult distinguish, let’s go the supermarket together to replace them. We can buy a black and white set. Then you can tell from a glance.”
“Then I want the black one.” Yan Yaoxuan said immediately.
The black one was better.
Shan Cheng said: “You can choose whatever you want.”
Shan Cheng brought a lot of things with him, even drinking cups.
“Do you think the cups in my house are dirty or ugly?” Yan Yaoxuan asked.
Shan Cheng said: “I don’t know who had used your cups. I bought all these in pairs, so we’ll only use this for us two. Keep yours for guests.”
It seems that Shan Cheng had a little bit of neat freak to him. Yan Yaoxuan picked up the cup and took a look. The aesthetics of the cups he brought had a simple design yet beautiful.
Shan Cheng had more clothes than he did, however, every color seem very monotonous. All his suits looked exactly the same, just like his shirts. He surmised no one could tell whether or not he ever changed clothes.
After unpacking, Shan Cheng went to the bathroom to shower. Yan Yaoxuan wandered around and suddenly felt that his big house was no longer empty.
The progress of his relationship with Shan Cheng developed rapidly and unconventionally. Thinking about what would happen tonight, Yan Yaoxuan had a whim and sneaked into the bathroom. Shan Cheng was currently showering. His shower didn’t have a glass door but had a shower curtain. Through the gap from the curtain, Yan Yaoxuan once again determined Shan Cheng’s size.
After seeing it, he decided to stick to his line of defense tonight. It’s still fine to fight with bayonets, even if it was filled with live ammunition*.
*It’s allusion to saying they can have sex without penetration.
Still, Yan Yaoxuan felt really entagled. He really likes Shan Cheng but he was afraid of having sex with him. He was quite resistant in being a 0. He couldn’t imagine what he’ll looking like being beneath someone. Will he make noises and moan? How? If he didn’t make any sound, it’ll feel boring, and he wasn’t a boring person.
Yan Yaoxuan found that he faced a lot of problems. He was still sitting on the bed alone, internally struggling when Shan Cheng had finished his shower and came out, wrapped only in a bath towel, revealing his tall and muscular body.
“Are you hungry?” Shan Cheng asked.
“I’m hungry.” Yan Yaoxuan said.
“Then let’s eat first.” Shan Cheng walked up to him as he said it and tore off the bath towel.
Yan Yaoxuan’s home didn’t have a walk-in closet, but the bedroom’s closet was large enough to hold a whole row of clothes. Shan Cheng had his back to him as he put on his clothes. Yan Yaoxuan would glance at him from time to time and Shan Cheng suddenly said: “You don’t need to peek at your own man. Just look at him openly.”
“Who wants to look at you!” Yan Yaoxuan said.
Shan Cheng turned his head and smiled at him. That smile looked fantastic. He was really a sucker for that face.
The two left to eat and when they finished, Yan Yaoxuan rushed to pay. Shan Cheng didn’t bother stopping him regarding these trivial matters. As they were about to leave, they ran into Fu Yingying.
When she saw Shan Cheng, her eyes lit up: “Why are you here?!”
After speaking, she glanced at Yan Yaoxuan and said with slight annoyance: “Why are you here too?!”
Shan Cheng said very gently: “I’m on a date with my boyfriend.”
Yan Yaoxuan: “…”
Fu Yingying: “…?!”
Fu Yingying grabbed her best friend’s arm and couldn’t even react.
Boyfriend?! What do you mean?!
Before she could collect herself, Shan Cheng took Yan Yaoxuan by the hand and went out with him. Fu Yingying and her best friend looked at each other, then smiled together as they looked at Shan Cheng and Yan Yaoxuan with glowing eyes.
“Are they both being real or fake?”
“Shan Cheng isn’t a person who jokes around, right?”
“Suddenly, Yan Yaoxuan looked much more pleasing to the eye.” Fu Yingying said as she look at their backs.
While she still felt a little lost hearing such news, it still made her excited. She was a senior rotten girl, so when she sees gay people, she can’t help but instinctively want to eat sugar!
Yan Yaoxuan said as they walked: “Fu Yingying probably hate me to death right now. She really likes you.”
“Her name is Fu Yingying?” Shan Cheng said.
Yan Yaoxuan: “Are you being serious? You don’t even know her name?”
“I know who she is, but I can’t remember her name,” Shan Cheng said.
Yan Yaoxuan laughed and asked: “From childhood to adulthood, how many girls have you harm with that face of yours?”
Shan Cheng said: “I’ve only harmed you. I’ve done enough evil.”
Yan Yaoxuan said: “You sure know how to sweet talk.”
“Is this sweet talk?” Shan Cheng laughed: “I just think and say what’s on my mind. For example, I’m now wondering if we should go buy some adult products.”
Yan Yaoxuan: “…”
Shan Cheng kept his word, and he really went to buy adult products. Yan Yaoxuan didn’t go in with him, so he stood outside and waited for him. It seems that his ass will inevitably suffer a crime tonight.
Fortunately, he’s not so weak. He’ll give it a try, but he can’t bear to suffer any hardships and pain. If Shan Cheng dares to ignore his feelings, he’ll kick him off a soon as they get into bed.
Shan Cheng came out with a bag, Yan Yaoxuan glanced at his hand, and his face turned red.
Shan Cheng smiled.
He asked: “Isn’t it embarrassing for you to go to the supermarket to buy this?”
Shan Cheng said: “I’m an adult guy. What’s so embarrassing about it?”
Yan Yaoxuan thought, if it were him anyway, he would definitely be embarrassed, though he shouldn’t be. Men should take initiative to buy these kind of things. Now he’s embarrassed because he had become a 0.
Attributes changes psychology*.
*Clarity: He’s saying before if he was a top, he probably won’t be embarrassing picking up these things but now that he’s a bottom it’s embarrassing. It plays into the inherent stereotypes of gongs and shous.
The two of them walked home tacitly. When they got home, he went to shower. After a while, he came out, his face was flushed from the hot water. As soon as he came out, he saw Shan Cheng standing at the door and asked: “Shall I shower too?”
“Didn’t you shower before we went out?”
“Showering again,” Shan Cheng said.
Yan Yaoxuan pursed his lips. So what? He was going to wait like some wife-to-be, sitting in bed waiting to get fucked while Shan Cheng shower? That’s too undignified!
Thinking of this, Yan Yaoxuan grabbed Shan Cheng before he entered the bathroom. Shan Cheng had just taken off his shirt and looked back at him and saw Yan Yaoxuan’s face slightly flushed. After pulling him hard, Yan Yaoxuan went into the bedroom.
Shan Cheng smiled, threw the shirt on the ground, and followed Yan Yaoxuan into the bedroom.
Yan Yaoxuan directly pushed Shan Cheng onto the bed, blushed and said: “Everything is under my command today. You are not allowed to move.”
Shan Cheng lay on the bed, looked at him with a smile, and stretched out his hand and took of his pants
Mother of god.
Yan Yaoxuan only felt the blood surging, slightly raised his head, took a breath, and climbed into bed, unafraid to die. Facts haven proven that even if the gong is talented, if the shou is inexperience, then the result will be unsuccessful.
Yan Yaoxuan kicked Shan Cheng directly off the bed. He wanted to sit down, but he couldn’t sit down. He turned over and laid on the bed as he wiped his tears away.
Shan Cheng got up in a daze, picked up the blanket and wrapped it around his lower body, and said, “Why are you crying? I didn’t force it.”
Yan Yaoxuan blushed and said in his heart that he had just cried while Shan Cheng didn’t even come hard at him. His eyes were red, and he could tell Shan Cheng was holding back, but when he was about to enter it felt ruthless.
Fortunately, he was persistent and tough enough.
“You can’t blame me.” Yan Yaoxuan said.
“You’re too squeamish.” Shan Cheng said.
Yan Yaoxuan immediately glared back at him.
Shan Cheng hurriedly said: “That’s it for today. I won’t do it anymore. Don’t cry. I feel distressed when you cry.”
As he said, he bent down and wiped Yan Yaoxuan’s tears.
Yan Yaoxuan said: “Did you buy me medicine?”
“Do you need medicine?” Shan Cheng asked.
Shan Cheng opened the blanket: “Let me see.”
Yan Yaoxuan immediately got up: “What are you looking at?”
Shan Cheng held him down: “Be honest and let me check seriously. If you get angry, don’t blame me for not reminding you.”
Yan Yaouan felt so ashamed that he pushed Shan Cheng’s face hard. He used too much strength and his fingernails accidently scratch Shan Cheng’s ears, shocking him. Fortunately, the scratch wasn’t hard, and Shan Cheng didn’t seem to care. It’s estimated that he was used to being scratch and bitten by him.
Shan Cheng took a look and patted him: “There’s no injury, like I said. I didn’t even enter.”
He then showed Yan Yaoxuan his back: “Why do I feel pain? Did you scratch me back there?”
When Yan Yaoxuan looked at it, he saw several scratches on his back were quite obvious. He felt guilty and said: “Just some scratches. Look at you being delicate.”
“You are like a wild cat,” Shan Cheng said, putting on his pajamas, and said: “But I like it, it’s very exciting.”
Shan Cheng asked: “You’re sweated a lot. Do you want to shower?”
Yan Yaoxuan shook his head.
“I’ll help you.”
“Don’t want to. Cut the nonsense.”
Shan Cheng said: “Then I won’t shower either. Too lazy anyways. Besides, I smell like you all over my body, which is very comfortable.”
After speaking, he laid down beside Yan Yaoxuan.
Yan Yaoxuan: “…”
Shan Cheng turned to his side and hugged him: “It’s okay. We’ll take it step by step. Our days are still long, so we can take our time.”
Yan Yaoxuan said: “That’s not the problem. Why don’t we just switch position?”
Shan Cheng asked him: “What do you mean position?”
Yan Yaoxuan was furious: “Asian standard size!”
Shan Cheng laughed: “I haven’t seen you in the past few days so you start having ideas that you shouldn’t be having, eh?*”
*Clairty: Yan Yaoxuan is saying he should be the gong since his size is smaller (thus easier to fit and less hurting).
Yan Yaoxuan asked: “What are you mixed with. Aren’t your parents Asian?”
“My dad is one-half mixed race, and my mom is one-quarter. What does that have anything to do with this?” Shan Cheng said: “I really don’t know. I have many white friends, and I don’t think they are as good as me.”
It had nothing to do with being mixed race. It’s just that he was born gifted.
Yan Yaoxuan let out a chuckle.
The two slept until dawn. Yan Yaoxuan was first to wake up. Looking at the sleeping beauty close at hand, he couldn’t help but feel moved. Shan Cheng has deep outline, dense and long eyelashes, and his skin wasn’t as rough as Caucasians. He was fair and delicate and had a high bridge nose and a ruddy mouth. Truly he was a beautiful man.
He looked at him a bit lustfully and couldn’t help touching Shan Cheng’s face. Shan Cheng suddenly opened his eyes and put his arms around him vigorously: “You finally woke up.”
Yan Yaoxuan: “…”
“Shall we try again?” Shan Cheng said.
Yan Yaoxuan: “…”
Kinky Thoughts: Well at least there’s consent and he did stop when Yan Yaoxuan didn’t want to continue. Still, so many red flags in this relationship.