Author: 公子于歌 / Gong Zi Yu Ge
Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/
Chapter 87: Sleeping Together
The scene was chaotic as there were people around them eating supper. In addition to Yan Qiuchi, there was also another drunk man holding a wine bottle going crazy. A few of his friends were dragging him away. Fortunately, Yan Qiuchi made no other movements.
Shen Jintai gestured to Xiao Tang to come over. Xiao Tang stretch his arm out and pulled on one of Yan Qiuchi’s arm: “President Yan.”
Yan Qiuchi continued hugging Shen Jintai. The empty feelings that his arms felt for many years were suddenly satisfied. One of the manifestations of skin cravings is that he likes to hug very much. If he doesn’t hold something in his arms, he would feel desolated. It was fine when he was used to it, but now that he suddenly hugged someone that he likes, this kind of satisfaction had triggered a deeper desire.
“President Yan…” Xiao Tang stretched out his hand timidly.
There were already people staring at them. Fortunately, Yan Qiuchi was tall enough to almost completely blocked Shen Jintai. Shen Jintai managed to barely break free and hurriedly helped Yan Qiuchi into the car.
Yan Qiuchi had drunk heavily. While some sanity still remained, he had lost control under the influence of alcohol and let out the desires of his heart. The moment his kissed Shen Jintai, he was in a dazed, almost unconscious. That all disappeared when he hugged Shen Jintai.
It felt so fucking good and after tasting this sweetness he could no longer maintain control. Who wanted to chew bones after tasting meat! He had long since become unlike himself. Taking advantage of the situation, he fell on Shen Jintai, half-drunk, half-sobered, and wrapped his arms around his shoulders. This was his opportunity, and he couldn’t let it go.
Shen Jintai felt that he couldn’t ask too much from a drunk person and felt that perhaps Yan Qiuchi just like rubbing against people when he was drunk. There was no sign of obnoxiousness as he still maintained an honest and restrained demeanor. He held onto Yan Qiuchi shoulder with one hand and signal to Xiao Tang: “Hurry up and drive.”
Xiao Tang hurriedly started the car. In his mind, Yan Qiuchi was a big boss, more promising than a star. This big boss had always been cold and abstinent that it made him nervous whenever he talks to him. Now said big boss is slumped on Shen Jintai, his arms around his neck, being very quiet. Xiao Tang seeing such intimacy made him feel… horrified.
It turns out that even a big boss was also a human being and becomes very clingy when he’s drunk. Xiao Tang had almost forgotten that despite this big boss being young and promising, he was only a few years older than them.
All Shen Jintai could smell was alcohol from Yan Qiuchi’s body. It was the smell of beer mixed with wine. Yan Qiuchi’s face was very hot and he felt his neck would get hot every time Yan Qiuchi rubbed against it. Unexpectedly, Yan Qiuchi looked like this when he’s drunk.
Shen Jintai couldn’t help but think it was a bit funny. Drunk Yan Qiuchi was clingy, reminding him of the big golden retriever he had raised in the past. This must be because of his skin hunger and thirst that made him so sticky.
It suddenly dawned on Shen Jintai that in this world, apart from Yan Qiuchi himself, he was the only one who knew about his skin hunger condition. It was like a secret that only belongs to a domineering president, but he knew it and it gave him a sense of secret happiness. It wasn’t easy for Yan Qiuchi. He only dared show this side of himself when he was drunk because the shame it brought was too high. Not only that but his relationship was intercepted by the system. Such a miserable life!
In this regard, Yan Qiuchi had concealed it well, maintaining his tall and icy ascetic temperament. He didn’t usually talk much and was very light-hearted. Shen Jintai thought that this wasn’t merely a disguise, but that Yan Qiuchi was truly self-disciplined. Otherwise, for a successful young man in his twenties who face so many temptations, how could he have lasted without such daily self-discipline.
Such a male protagonist in a danmei has his own charms.
Shen Jintai lowered his head to look at Yan Qiuchi. He saw the usual cold face was a bit more wine-colored. His hair had a little bit of a messy look, his eyes were heroic and fierce, and his noise was tall and poised.
“Shen Jintai…” Yan Qiuchi murmured again. The voice was gentle and low with a hint of tipsiness.
Shen Jintai gave a “Nn” and said: “Why do you drink so much?”
Yan Qiuchi didn’t answer but instead tighten the arms around Shen Jintai’s neck. His heart was beating rapidly, and his cheeks were hot. It felt amazing to be able to hug Shen Jintai like this. The smell he smelt every time he breathes made his reaction stronger. He hoped that the car would continue driving forever.
Mrs. Yan had been waiting outside the hotel. Even Bai Qingquan had come down. He had just washed his face and got his hair wet so he had put it in a braid. When he saw Shen Jintai’s car arriving, he quickly came over to greet them.
Shen Jintai helped Yan Qiuchi out of the car, and Bai Qingquan hurriedly came to help. It was the first time he saw Yan Qiuchi drunk. He was nervous and didn’t dare say a word. On the contrary, Mrs. Yan complained: “You’re full of alcohol. Why did you drink so much?”
She originally suspected that Yan Qiuchi was pretending to be drunk, but now, looking at the current situation, it was really true that he drank too much. Mrs. Yan hated drunk men. Yan Tiefang was drunk almost daily for a period of time when he was young. Luckily, like his father, Yan Qiuchi remained honest when he’s drunk and does not go crazy.
Though Yan Qiuchi was tall and looked thin, he actually had strong muscles and was very heavy. He kept tilting towards Shen Jintai making him staggered under his weight. Xiao Tang had to quickly support Shen Jintai’s arm.
They sent Yan Qiuchi back to his room and put him on the bed. His energy was completely sapped from the wine leaving him speechless. The little rationality he had left was used to miss the moment he shared with Shen Jintai in the car just now.
Shen Jintai took great care in giving Yan Qiuchi face so he said to Bai Qingquan: “Go back to your room and rest first.”
Bai Qingquan didn’t want to stay in Yan Qiuchi’s room either. He was smart and knew that Yan Qiuchi might not wanted him to witness his current state. He simply nodded and said: “Call me if you need anything.”
After Bai Qingquan left, Shen Jintai took off Yan Qiuchi’s shoes, and Mrs. Yan took a pillow and stuffed it under his neck.
“Thirsty.” Yan Qiuchi said vaguely.
Mrs. Yan got up, and Shen Jintai hurriedly said: “I’ll do it.”
Shen Jintai ran to pour some water while Mrs. Yan sat at the head of the bed. She stared at Yan Qiuchi and then patted him on the head. Yan Qiuchi opened his eyes slightly. His eyes were dazed confirming to Mrs. Yan that he was indeed not pretending to be drunk. Mrs. Yan didn’t know if she should be happy or worried.
If he was pretending to be drunk, it would mean that Yan Qiuchi was on the right track had taken the initiative to start his attack, but this was not his usual persona. If he wasn’t pretending to be drunk, it means that he is still the same as before and still haven’t found the track yet. However, from the perspective of a lover, he is practical and trustworthy*.
*Clarity: she’s saying that if Yan Qiuchi was pretending to be drunk that means he starting to play the game and is on the right track to chasing Shen Jintai. However, this means he would give up some of his golden beliefs of honesty and integrity. If he wasn’t pretending, then it means he’s still same old abstinent Yan Qiuchi but in a context of a lover, this is the kind of person you would want to have (honest and upright).
Thinking about it like this, she felt he has always been like this. Only when he was drunk would he dare call Shen Jintai so blatantly. She couldn’t let his opportunity go. If her son was an honest man, then she can only add to the fire as a mother should!
“Water.” Shen Jintai handed it over.
Mrs. Yan took the cup of water as Shen Jintai sat down on the side of the bed and lifted up Yan Qiuchi into his arms. The two cooperated to let Yan Qiuchi finished drinking his glass of water before letting him lay down again.
Mrs. Yan: “I don’t know what’s bothering him. He rarely ever gets drunk. I don’t think he can wash up when he’s in this state. Let’s just let him sleep. You can go back and rest. I’ll watch over him.”
Shen Jintai couldn’t let Mrs. Yan stay to watch him. Not mentioning the fact that Mrs. Yan had always loved him, even for Yan Qiuchi, he had never had any hostility towards him. He could fully understand Yan Qiuchi’s past behavior due to the previous Shen Jintai’s action and the entanglements they’ve been through. Yan Qiuchi was not at fault, and he still remained gentlemanly.
Now that Yan Qiuchi was drunk and it was inconvenient for others, so naturally he would volunteer. Yan Qiuchi had no ideas about him, and he has no ideas about Yan Qiuchi. Even if the two of them sleep in the same bed, there would be no possibility of accidental gunfire*. Shen Jintai said: “You have been uncomfortable today so let me do it.”
*Accidental gunfire (擦枪走火) = refers to a minor incident that can spark a war. || In this context it means Shen Jintai believe sleeping on the same bed will not spark anything since they don’t have feelings for each other and they are both 1’s (supposedly).
Mrs. Yan asked: “Are you able to? Don’t delay your rest. Aren’t you filming tomorrow?”
“It’s okay. It’ll be easier for me to take care of him, in case he needs to use the bathroom or something.” Shen Jintai said.
Mrs. Yan couldn’t help but feel like she’s hurting the wrong person. Shen Jintai was so kindhearted and dedicated to taking care of Yan Qiuchi. She gave a glance at her son, then got up. Her task had been completed.
When she reached the door, she turned her head and said: “You have to sleep as well. If he needs anything, you can just get up again. The double bed can fit two so it should be comfortable for you. Though he’s drunk, he’s still an honest person.”
Shen Jintai smiled and said: “You don’t have to worry about us. Go and rest.”
Shen Jintai sat next to Yan Qiuchi for more than half an hour. Yan Qiuchi laid motionless the entire time. Shen Jintai put away his phone and checked the time. It was really late. He went back to his room and washed up hastily, then carried his blankets over to Yan Qiuchi’s room.
The hotel conditions here are relatively poor. The sofa was too small so he couldn’t sleep on it. He decided then to sleep on the bed with Yan Qiuchi. He first put his blankets on the bed and climbed in and pushed Yan Qiuchi: “President Yan?”
Yan Qiuchi remained silent and unmoving. Shen Jintai knelt on the bed and moved Yan Qiuchi aside. As he inched closer into the bed, he recalled the scene of when he first transmigrated over. He was on Yan Qiuchi’s bed as he was biting his neck. Yan Qiuchi then suddenly shoved him away.
He was unsure of what would happen in the morning when Yan Qiuchi woke up after a night of drunkenness and seeing him in his bed. Would he think that he was trying to take advantage of him again?
Yan Qiuchi’s heart was pounding. He had heard the entire conversation between his mother and Shen Jintai. Hearing that Shen Jintai wanted to take care of him, his heartbeat couldn’t slow down.
There’s was a war between heaven and men*.
*War between heaven and men (天人交战) = refers internal struggle between rationality and selfish desires in one’s own mind. Think angel and devil on the shoulder.
What was Shen Jintai doing? He seems to be making the bed. Was Shen Jintai going to sleep with him? Rounding up… no, no. Don’t use rounding. He was already sharing the same bed*!
*Clarity: this line a bit confusing but its going like this. His inner monologue is guessing “Is Shen Jintai going to sleep with me?” Then he answers that question by saying: guessing? (rounding) “Shen Jintai already is in the same bed as you. What do you need to guess about?!”
When Shen Jintai’s hand touched his body, Yan Qiuchi felt as if he was shocked by electricity. He was only a human and at that a man. Wine has corroded his willpower. He had restrained things for so many years that it was to the brink of collapse and his remaining sanity finally couldn’t resist his male instinct.
It was hot during the summer, so Shen Jintai was only wearing a t-shirt. Shen Jintai had moved Yan Qiuchi to the other side of the bed inch by inch. Yan Qiuchi breathed deeply; his throat bobbed. He then stretched out his hand and embraced Shen Jintai. The hug was strong and fierce.
Shen Jintai: “…”
He was hugged so suddenly by Yan Qiuchi that before he had a chance to react, Yan Qiuchi had turned over and overwhelmed him on the bed. Yan Qiuchi had lost his self-restraint and exploded. His hug had so much pressure that he left Shen Jintai speechless.
Yan Qiuchi was hesitant when he stretched out his trembling arm but thinking he could be more presumptuous due to his drunkenness, it gave him the confidence to act. He definitely would not cross any more lines than this. He was not so lewd and lustful. He only wanted to hold Shen Jintai in his arms.
The Shen Jintai that was in his heart and who could establish a relationship with anyone at any time. Yan Qiuchi didn’t expect that he wasn’t able to suppress his self-control and couldn’t help but feel… shaken.
The author has something to say：
When the old tree blooms, it is inevitable that everything will be shocking for the first time. I have never seen such a chick in the world!
Kinky Thoughts: Well difference between the Yan brothers is one was too cowardly while the other went “to hell with integrity!” I will take full advantage of my drunken state!