Sendoff Ch81

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 81: If

Yin Ci didn’t stay there for too long.

He couldn’t let out a mournful cry; he just silently shed tears as if trying to drain the blood from his eyes. When this person went mad, he suppressed his madness, suffering silently.

After sitting for the duration of an incense stick, he straightened the young Shi Jingzhi’s collar for an entire hour and then took his hand.

“I’m sorry about earlier. Let’s go back.”

On the edge of the cliff of destruction, the blood in Yin Ci’s eyes had faded compared to before. His voice was no longer as gentle as when he was crazy; it sounded bitter, cold, but with a touch of sincerity.

The changes were subtle that a young child wouldn’t be able to distinguish them.

Shi Jingzhi’s neck turned red; he was relatively unharmed, at least not to the extent of triggering his “object addiction”. Children had limited understanding, so how could they know that they had just experienced a near life-or-death situation? He only thought that a flower had cured his benefactor and saved him from a beating, considering himself quite extraordinary.

So, he immediately cast aside the losses he had just suffered and, with his other hand, made gestures and acted spoiled, immediately asking for fish.

Yin Ci patted his head, his eyes filled with mixed feelings.

That night, Yin Ci no longer casually fed him with whatever food was available; he started to cook proper meals.

Sliced fish, lightly grilled, paired with sweet and sour juice, tasted soft and sweet when eaten. Fresh small fish with their internal organs removed were cooked until crispy by the fire. The texture of the root vegetables was dense and fragrant, complemented by tender wild shoots, providing an incredibly refreshing taste.

The young Shi Jingzhi ate without knowing what time it was. If it weren’t for Yin Ci providing perfectly balanced meals, he would have vomited from overeating.

This time, Yin Ci didn’t inquire about “fate” or “answers”. He quietly stayed by the side, continuing to meditate. The air of hostility and killing intent gradually dissipated. Yin Ci’s expression became calm, revealing a cold and jade-like temperament.

After finishing the meal, The young Shi Jingzhi was filled with emotions, tears welling up in his eyes—he had never eaten such delicious food in his life, nor had he ever seen someone as attractive as Yin Ci.

In this secluded forest, this person was a demon slayer with earth-shattering abilities. And he could also cook a great meal; he must be an immortal in human form.

Previously, the immortal1 had blood on his body, surely indicating that he was injured somewhere.

The three-year-old child felt that he had discovered the truth—he had been saved by a god1 and owed a tremendous debt of gratitude. But the god was a bit fierce, and if he didn’t repay the kindness properly, there was a chance he might be abandoned.

1Note: There’s two terms being used. He’s calling Yin Ci himself an immortal [xian ren] (仙人) which is usually refer to someone who had ascended through cultivation, while this term god [shen xian] (神仙) is more of a general term referring to a celestial/divine, encompassing deities, gods, spirits, and even immortals.

Thinking of this, the young Shi Jingzhi felt a sense of crisis. Whenever he had a chance, he would scrutinize Yin Ci with his eyes, searching for opportunities to repay the favor.

Yin Ci didn’t know what was going on in the little brat’s head. With the night growing colder, he drew the child closer to him, and the two of them fell asleep under the maple tree.

Everything was calm. The tiger demon that had escaped earlier pretended as if nothing had happened. Taking advantage of the dark night and strong winds, it leisurely returned for a free meal. In exchange, it generously lent out its fur, providing a warm tiger meat mattress for both of them.

The moon and stars were thinning. As the moon started to set, the sun rose.

At that time, the young Shi Jingzhi didn’t know anything yet, but he had a natural talent for understanding people’s hearts.

The young Shi Jingzhi was particularly sensitive to those fluctuating emotions. He closely followed that trace of blood, and whenever Yin Ci showed any signs of unnatural hostility, he would be the first to rush forward, carefully embracing Yin Ci until the pain in his eyes subsided.

If Yin Ci clenched his fists and cut his palms, the young Shi Jingzhi would forcefully pry open his hands and earnestly protect them with his own two hands.

If Yin Ci fell into a frenzy, with sword qi about to erupt, the young Shi Jingzhi would pounce on him and straighten out the black hair that should have flowed like a waterfall.

And if Yin Ci couldn’t calm down no matter what, the young Shi Jingzhi would resort to his last trump card—

The demon flower from a few days ago had scared him half to death, and he didn’t dare touch it anymore. Instead, he would save red leaves and offer Yin Ci a few beautiful leaf “flowers”.

And finally, he would accompany it with a full-force hug.

Now it seemed that these attempts to appease were naive, bordering on foolishness. However, for some unknown reason, Yin Ci was truly pulled out of the abyss by this childish helping hand.

Day after day, the blood in Yin Ci’s eyes grew fainter. The young Shi Jingzhi was quite satisfied—even though he still couldn’t find the wound, it was indeed slowly healing.

Later on, the god even allowed him to sleep on his chest.

The young Shi Jingzhi loved being in the god’s embrace. The faint, cold fragrance enveloped him, and when held by the god, an unprecedented sense of security came from all directions. It felt like the least worrisome place in the world.

Delicious food, beautiful scenery, and the company of a god. He could go wherever he wanted and play however he liked, never feeling so relaxed before.

When Yin Ci was feeling better, he would even play those childish games with the young Shi Jingzhi. Even when he wasn’t feeling well, Yin Ci would quietly stay nearby, watching him frolic in the soft fallen leaves.

There was only one worry left for the young Shi Jingzhi.

Once the god’s injuries were healed, would everything come to an end?

Was he useless to him?

In the young Shi Jingzhi’s vague memory, “kindness” was a scarce commodity that required fair trade. Without merit, one wouldn’t receive rewards, so he was always cautious and careful, trying to gain a little from others.

People who were kind to him were already few and far between, and no one would be kind to him without reason.

Children’s ability to be anxious and hesitant was far beyond that of adults. The young Shi Jingzhi was frightened by his own speculations, unable to sleep. The “object addiction” that had remained calm for several days gradually resurfaced.

He couldn’t eat with peace of mind; he always felt like it would be his last meal and had to eat more, even if it made his stomach uncomfortable. He couldn’t fully enjoy playing either, always feeling that the person beside him would return to the heavens at any moment. If he couldn’t relax for half an hour, he would crawl into Yin Ci’s arms for a while to make sure he was still there.

This suspicion almost drove the young Shi Jingzhi mad. He had no power to control everything he wanted, but he feared that his desires would be too heavy, causing the god to dislike him, so he resorted to biting his fingers hard.

Fortunately, the “god” gradually recovered, spoke more, and understood why he was so timid.

“With your current state, you’re not exactly normal either.”

Yin Ci pulled his blood-soaked finger out of his mouth and carefully bandaged it. His gaze was clear, with only a faint hint of red left in his eyes.

The young Shi Jingzhi hugged him with a sense of grievance, burying his face in Yin Ci’s chest, unable to break free no matter how hard he tried.

“Alright, stop biting your fingers. Let me teach you a mantra. Remember it well.” Yin Ci ruffled his hair. “Evil spirits roam in the Juyi Valley, but I won’t abandon you.”

However, the gentler Yin Ci was towards the young Shi Jingzhi, the more the latter broke down. He seemed unable to handle this continuous stream of kindness and refused to let go, his face turning red with frustration.

Yin Ci looked at the young Shi Jingzhi in such a state and quickly realized what was going on. He frowned and looked at the trembling child.

“…Kid, has no one ever cared for you?”

The young Shi Jingzhi looked utterly confused.

Yin Ci sighed and lightly flicked his head. “This Seat doesn’t have any intention of making any deals with you. If I’m kind to you, then that’s how it is. If I have to gain something from a three-year-old, I’m either worthless or a beast.”

The young Shi Jingzhi covered his head that was flicked, growing even more perplexed.

His little world, based on the theory of “fair exchange”, had been functioning for quite some time but was now on the verge of collapse. Could there truly be “goodness” in the world that didn’t require trade?

Could he really trust this person?

Seeing the young Shi Jingzhi stunned, Yin Ci simply hugged him tightly. “The fact that you and I can meet in this desolate place can be considered fate. Since no one has cared for you, how about being This Seat’s son?”

After a while, Yin Ci let out a bitter smile and added, “This Seat doesn’t even need you to take care of me in my old age.”

The young Shi Jingzhi didn’t have a clear concept of “parents”, but he understood what it should mean and grasped the implicit meaning in Yin Ci’s words—the god genuinely wanted to protect him and didn’t require his constant efforts to please.

The sincerity in the god’s gaze was different from the people who used to deceive and placate him.

In a fleeting moment, something seemed to break in his heart. Unfamiliar emotions surged forth, starting with a sense of grievance, followed by an incredibly tender feeling. At that moment, the young Shi Jingzhi couldn’t distinguish it clearly.

He was busy shedding tears, sobbing silently, and indiscriminately wiping his tears on Yin Ci’s sleeve.

“Alright, Little Mute, I’ll take it as you’ve agreed. Don’t bite your fingers anymore. After reciting the ‘Purifying Words’, you can go play.”

But the young Shi Jingzhi didn’t let go; he clung tightly to Yin Ci, as if a drowning person clinging to the last piece of driftwood.

It was like a newborn bird opening its eyes for the first time, and he had never felt so at peace.

The days that followed felt like a dream.

Even when the young Shi Jingzhi grew up, he had never experienced such a feeling—he didn’t need to worry about anything, nor did he need to second-guess anyone. And he could be genuinely kind to that person, placing complete trust and dependence without reservation.

The gentle breeze of early autumn, the serene sunlight.

Those were the best moments of his life.

After nearly half a month, the blood in Yin Ci’s eyes had almost faded away. Even so, the young Shi Jingzhi didn’t let any of Yin Ci’s low moods go unnoticed; he always found an opportunity to ask for a hug.

And Yin Ci would respond with a smile.

The adult Shi Jingzhi watched, lost in a daze, as his heart ached spontaneously.

…If only he could leave with Yin Ci and disappear from the world, how wonderful would that be. Even if he suffered from a strange illness and couldn’t live past thirty, it would still be a fulfilling life.

Unfortunately, he knew in advance that the ending of the story wouldn’t be like that.

He watched as the autumn colors grew richer, playing like he usually did during his childhood. Suddenly, the earth trembled violently, and dry leaves rustled while debris flew through the air.

A malicious figure emerged from the ground, nearly knocking him off his feet.

In an instant, the stench of demonic qi exploded and soared, surpassing the six-eyed tiger demon by a hundredfold.

The Juyi Valley was originally a royal hunting ground that collected various strange monsters. But later, they lost control of the monsters, and the royal family could no longer manage them, so they simply let it go. It was rumored that there were many colossal monsters in the valley, sleeping year-round, their forms unknown to mortals.

The young Shi Jingzhi, perhaps due to some connection with fate or maybe because his qi was truly delicious, had attracted such evil monsters.

The colossal monster was as tall as two adult men, resembling some kind of lizard. Its skin was covered in brown tumors, and it had a large round black eye in the front of its head. Opening its mouth wide, its sharp teeth struck chaotically, emitting a saliva that exuded a suffocating stench.

A three-year-old child had never witnessed such a grand spectacle before; even a mere flower ball could cause him to have nightmares for seven days. When this thing crawled in front of him, the young Shi Jingzhi’s hair stood on end.

Fortunately, the phrase “crying for father and mother*” still applied to him to some extent.

*(爹喊) Idiom referring to someone who’s panicking or crying out for help in a desperate situation, to a point of an embarrassing state (often used derogatorily to highlight cowardice).

With courage, the young Shi Jingzhi ran away as fast as he could. And in the next moment, Yin Ci indeed descended from the sky. The sword qi of the Bone Sweeping technique struck directly at the round giant eye.

With a muffled sound, the murky liquid from the eye splattered out.

The colossal monster let out a painful roar, while its body still charged towards the young Shi Jingzhi, solidly taking in a few strikes of the sword qi.

Yin Ci’s movements were graceful and elegant, striking precisely and beautifully.

Even without any inner force, facing such an advantageous opponent, Yin Ci didn’t show the slightest intention of retreating. He had no sword in his hand, and the sword qi was no longer as chaotic as before. Only his black sleeves fluttered in the wind, launching sharp and concentrated attacks.

Like invisible whips, they descended like a storm, each strike accompanied by a fine spray of blood.

The colossal monster had thick skin, but it couldn’t withstand such sharp and fierce attacks. It recoiled, relying on its massive body, relentlessly charging toward the young Shi Jingzhi, determined not to give up without taking a bite.

Seeing that thing relentlessly chasing after the young Shi Jingzhi, Yin Ci let out a cold snort.

He stood not far from the young Shi Jingzhi, intercepting the monster’s path, and instead of retreating, he engaged in close combat with the colossal monster.

As it approached, the power of the sword techniques grew stronger. Freed from madness, the sword qi moved at will, and the attacks were quite effective. Under the fierce assault, the one-eyed giant monster was injured, losing a significant portion of its flesh, revealing its white skeletal frame.

This roadblock couldn’t be bypassed, and it finally stopped in its tracks.

In the flickering dark light, the demonic qi surged. A purplish-black tongue shot out from its mouth, its edges sharp and teeth menacing, moving as fast as lightning.

Without inner force for protection, that human body was as fragile as paper in front of it.

Yin Ci was too close to evade. From the neck to the waist, he lost half of his body in an instant.

The “immortal” vitality ceased to exist, and blood gushed out wildly, with his organs seemingly about to spill out. The giant monster, feeling triumphant, let out a low roar and turned its attention to the young Shi Jingzhi.

But Yin Ci didn’t step aside, nor did he fall down.

He stood in his incomplete state, letting the blood rain down upon him like a storm. Then he raised his head and gave the giant monster a bloody smile.

Amidst the falling red leaves and scattered strands of hair, he once again charged forward.

At the edge of that terrifying wound, numerous blood-colored fine roots emerged. They quickly formed new organs, bones, and flesh, instantly restoring Yin Ci’s half-body.

Truly more eerie than the demonic monster itself.

Several even more fierce sword qi rose, with the momentum to completely destroy the giant monster, causing it to cry out in agony.

The opponent couldn’t be killed or defeated, and it had lost too much blood. However, it realized too late as Yin Ci’s offensive became more erratic, displaying an unstoppable momentum.

In the end, it fell on the path of escape, collapsing into a heap of severely wounded flesh.

The young Shi Jingzhi, filled with wonder, stared at Yin Ci’s figure, completely captivated. He was securely enveloped in a sense of peace.

That person was truly an immortal, the only immortal he knew.

His immortal was invincible, and no one could bring him down.

He didn’t need to fear anything.

The young Shi Jingzhi stumbled and rushed toward Yin Ci, who skillfully lifted him up, allowing him to sit on his arm. Shi Jingzhi tightly grasped the cool, smooth long hair, regretting his inability to speak.

After a moment, he held onto Yin Ci’s neck tightly, trembling with all his strength, his body shaking with excitement.

Yin Ci, considering the child’s young age and being frightened by the monster, gently patted Shi Jingzhi’s back. “Don’t be afraid. I’ll protect you.”

However, the child still refused to let go and trembled even more intensely.

“How about I make a feast with all fish for you tonight?”

“…Or should I go back and play hide-and-seek with you?”

Shi Jingzhi continued to tremble, clinging to him.

Yin Ci pondered for a moment and then tore him away from himself, looking directly into those amber-colored eyes.

“We’ve known each other for so long, and I haven’t properly granted you anything. How about this? I’ll fulfill one of your wishes. Is that okay?”

Shi Jingzhi finally stopped trembling. He stared at Yin Ci without blinking, forgetting even how to nod or shake his head.

Ignoring his torn black clothes, Yin Ci lowered his eyes and smiled slightly. Bathed in the warm autumn sunlight, that smile carried a hint of warmth.

“Little Mute, since you can’t speak your wish, This Seat will grant you a life free of worries and a hundred years of longevity.”

The young Shi Jingzhi hesitated for a moment before reaching out one hand and pressing it against Yin Ci’s cheek. Feeling the warmth in his palm, he dared not let out a breath.

With blood scattered like maple leaves, it pricked his eyes.

“…But you have to be a good child and not let down those around you,” Yin Ci added in a low voice.

Shi Jingzhi finally regained control of his mind. He vigorously nodded, tightly gripping the long hair in his hand and burying his head in the crook of Yin Ci’s neck.

The scent of the immortal was very pleasant. He closed his eyes, and his heart leaped with joy.

Born lonely, he had now touched an unbreakable and rock-solid affection. At least in this moment, he was free from worries and fears.

In a daze, he felt that this happiness was simply not of this world.

It was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. It was a thousand times better than roasted fish when starving or sweet fruits before dying of thirst.

The next moment, intense heat and severe pain struck together.

The young Shi Jingzhi immediately spewed out a mouthful of black blood and convulsed in Yin Ci’s arms. His arm was instantly covered in dark blue blood vessels, and his whole body seemed to be falling apart.

Yin Ci was startled by his unusual condition.

He almost immediately let go of Shi Jingzhi, took his pulse, and furrowed his brows tighter and tighter. Then he tried to pick up Shi Jingzhi, who let out a series of non-human screams from his broken throat and vomited a large pool of black blood.

The child’s fever was severe, and his illness was bizarre and not easy to touch or move. Yin Ci quickly made a decision. He placed the child on a soft pile of fallen leaves and, without hesitation, cut open his wrist, soaked it in blood, and applied it to Shi Jingzhi’s forehead.

“We don’t have time to search for medicine here. There’s a medicine shop in the town outside the mountains. I’ll go and be back in no time.”

Yin Ci’s calmness in his words was on the verge of collapsing.

“Wait for me here. It won’t take half an hour for me to return.”

After saying that, he hastily dragged the new dead giant monster. Despite its miserable death, it still lingered with demonic qi. Even if he wasn’t nearby, with the monster’s corpse guarding Shi Jingzhi, no other monster would dare approach.

Finally, Yin Ci gently touched Shi Jingzhi’s burning face, activated his qinggong, and disappeared in an instant.

The young Shi Jingzhi lay alone on the fallen leaves, feeling the warmth around him gradually fade away, and the autumn wind suddenly turned colder. He longed to grab onto the hem of Yin Ci’s clothes and keep him by his side. But in the midst of the intense pain, he lost the strength to lift his hand, unable to even let out a cry.

The nearby demon corpse still emitted heat, its appearance repulsive. However, Shi Jingzhi dared not close his eyes. He held onto his eyelids, counting his heartbeat little by little, wishing time would pass more quickly.

Unfortunately, it seemed that fate had destined him for parting.

Not long after, a gust of magic suddenly rose, and three people and a dog appeared before him. Leading the group was a dog demon, with steam rising from a hole in its head.

Behind the dog demon was an elderly man with white beard and a withered appearance.

He glanced at Shi Jingzhi and spoke with a grave tone, “Since the establishment of Great Yun, no one has ever had their ‘fixed desire’ before the age of fifteen. This child is only three… It seems that I have won the gamble against the emperor.”

“If you really wanted to protect him, why did Master inform the emperor early that this child is a ‘catastrophe to the nation’? If not for that, the Emperor wouldn’t have decided to take action so quickly.”

Following beside the old man was a familiar face—Jiang Youyue, respectfully asked.

“The Emperor no longer believes in us, and he must have already sought another way to calculate things. If we concealed this matter, we would only offend the Emperor*.”

*Clarity: Dragon’s countenance/face (龙颜). In this context, he’s not referring to just the emperor, but also the emperor’s face (and, by extension, the monarchy itself).

Jiang Youyue suddenly realized. “So that’s why Master deliberately set up this gamble? Leaving this child in Juyi Valley for a full month, allowing fate to determine life or death… And the Emperor agreed?”

“Yes. His Majesty, the True Dragon Emperor*, firmly believes in the divine favor bestowed upon Great Yun. He will never admit that fate stands on the side of the ‘catastrophe to the nation’.”

*(龙天子) Term used referring to the emperor. Back in the old days, it was believed the emperor was a real dragon that descended from the sky (the Son of Heaven).

The old man sighed.

“Just now, there was another life around this child. He must have encountered a troublesome master—using the body of a great monster to protect him and using blood instead of water to apply to his forehead. That master acts obsessively and won’t easily let go of this matter. Fortunately, I was prepared in advance… Qi Zhe, come here.”

Apart from the old man and Jiang Youyue, only a child remained among the three.

That child was about the same age as Shi Jingzhi, dressed in the robes of a disciple of the Imperial Preceptor. He was clever and bright, with round and shining eyes.

“Master?” The young child looked up, smiling innocently.

A tinge of sadness flashed in the old man’s eyes.

His withered hand pressed against the child’s neck, and the child collapsed softly, instantly losing his breath. Without even looking at the body, the old man walked to the monster corpse, pointing at a piece of flesh dripping with blood with one finger.

Numerous visible and invisible magic formations floated up from the monster’s corpse, gradually converging into two clusters of red light. After a while, the clusters of light dispersed like ghostly flames, enveloping Shi Jingzhi and the child’s corpse separately.

In a matter of a few breaths, the clusters of light burst open.

In an instant, the dirt on Shi Jingzhi’s face and the clothes on his body were exchanged with the child’s remains. Apart from the terrifying blood streaks covering his body, he instantly appeared much cleaner.

The old man personally lifted Shi Jingzhi while the child’s remains were dragged by the dog demon and placed in Shi Jingzhi’s original position.

“Huo Luo, eat.”

The dog demon trembled in fear of the great monster’s corpse, whimpering as it picked up its tail, wanting to retreat quickly. The old man shook his head and cast several spells, causing the dog demon to lose its sanity and madly tear and devour the child’s remains.

Although his mind felt dull, and at this moment, he was horrified and chilled to the bone, the young Shi Jingzhi hadn’t lost consciousness—

In less than half an incense stick’s worth of time, there were only tattered cloth fragments left on the fallen leaves, along with unrecognizable flesh and shattered bones. There was no trace of the head remaining. The tiny stomach had been bitten off for the most part, revealing undigested grilled fish and crushed fruits.

Even the residue in the stomach had been exchanged by the spell.

“In this way, that person shouldn’t investigate further.”

The old man spoke indifferently.

“Just in case, the surrounding mountain households should also be taken care of properly to prevent that person from digging deeper.”

Jiang Youyue respectfully lowered his head and said, “Master’s foresight is admirable. However, regarding this child’s fixed desire—”

“This child is young. It would be enough to seal him here. I will have a detailed discussion with the Emperor. As for the future…”

In the next moment, the group of people disappeared on the spot, leaving only a sentence drifting with the autumn leaves.

“…Obey the heavenly mandate. Let’s wait and see what fate has in store.”

Fresh blood flowed over the fallen leaves, covering the fabric stained with Yin Ci’s blood, which gradually turned cold.

The autumn scenery remained unchanged in this place, except that there was no trace of vitality left.


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Sendoff Ch80

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 80: Possession

In autumn, the sky was high and the clouds faint, while the maple forest was dyed red.

But the three-year-old brat didn’t know how to appreciate it. He only knew how to cry and walk and was on the verge of crying himself breathless.

The sensation of becoming a human-shaped kite was quite mysterious, as the adult Sect Master Shi had realized long ago. Perhaps it was the effect of breaking through the ban, but this place was somewhat similar to Yan Budu’s “state of mind”. He was being dragged along like a wandering ghost, following his childhood self.

All the thoughts and feelings of that young child were transmitted into his consciousness. There weren’t many chances to relive the past. Compared to lamenting the past, Sect Master Shi found some amusement in it—after all, he knew the outcome in advance; this child wouldn’t die no matter what.

So Sect Master Shi focused his attention and carefully observed his past self.

For some reason, at that time, he couldn’t make a sound, only gasping for breath and sniffling. The young Shi Jingzhi stumbled among the fallen leaves, and with a slight misstep, he would fall and struggle to get up on his own.

After crying for a long time, he finally realized that silently shedding tears was of no use; no one would come to rescue him.

So he had to suppress his panic and concentrate on dealing with his fears—not far from him, something let out a terrible howl, clearly the sound of a beast with claws.

Three-year-old Shi Jingzhi had cried for so long that his head was spinning, and his legs were weak. Not to mention escaping, he couldn’t even walk far. Instinctively, he found a tree hole and squeezed his whole body into it, using fallen leaves to block the entrance and not daring to breathe too loudly.

The beast stopped howling, and he didn’t dare to peek. At that time, he was both tired and scared, so he quietly curled up in the hole, half asleep and half unconscious, throughout the night.

The next day, it was hard to say whether he woke up due to hunger or thirst.

Children would get hungry quickly, let alone go a whole day without food or water, while also exerting a considerable amount of physical energy. He was like a naive young cub that strayed too far from its nest and was destined to die from thirst.

Under “object addiction”, the torment of hunger and thirst was a hundred times harsher than usual.

This time, he realized the value of water and dared not cry anymore. Awkwardly crawling out of the tree hole, the young Shi Jingzhi found a moderately sized tree branch as a makeshift cane and began walking unsteadily.

It wasn’t like there weren’t any brightly colored fruits in the forest; he had tasted them. The fruits were bitter and numbing in his mouth, clearly not edible. Some fruits pecked by birds hung on the branches, but the trunks were too sturdy, and the branches were too high, creating an insurmountable barrier.

After walking on an empty stomach for a few hours, he found a slightly rotten mouse. The will to survive prompted him to open his mouth, but the smell of the dead mouse was so foul that he couldn’t eat much before vomiting.

With great difficulty, he mustered the courage to open his mouth, but instead of alleviating his hunger, it almost made him vomit all the water out, leaving him seeing stars.

He had to find some water to drink first, then search for something to eat.

Otherwise, he would die here.

At that moment, he still didn’t understand what “death” meant, but that intense craving was already active and forced him to maintain his fear. Guided by the will to survive, the young Shi Jingzhi steadfastly moved in a certain direction.

Even if he didn’t know what lay ahead, he didn’t dare stop there.

To stay alive, he had to find something. Like a river, a path to escape, or better yet, the scent of a living person.

He didn’t know how long he had been walking; blisters formed on the soles of his feet, his lips were cracked and bleeding, and his stomach rumbled like a drum. The young Shi Jingzhi’s vision gradually filled with stars, and he wavered in place, barely having the strength to stand upright.

It was at that moment that he caught a whiff of food.

Not the smell of fresh blood or ripe fruits. He smelled the tantalizing aroma of roasted oil, kissed by fire, so delightful it felt like a dream.

Overwhelmed with astonishment and joy, his legs, like two soft noodles, regained strength. So he mustered his last bit of energy and moved on all fours toward the direction of the scent, fearing that it might suddenly disappear, leaving him stranded in this perilous forest.

The surrounding fallen leaves fluttered, appearing as a blur of gold and red. His eyes were fixated on that thin thread of vitality —

“Little brat, do you not value your life to come to a place like this?” a voice sounded.

Although the person’s tone was icy, to the young child at that time, it was like heavenly music.

Not far away, that thread of “vitality” pierced straight into his eyes.

In that instant, Sect Master Shi felt a layer of cold sweat form on his body. Forget about spectating and seeking amusement; the scene before him was absurd to the extreme, as if a bucket of icy water was poured over his head.

The face of the black-clothed person was no longer blurry.

This “vitality” that arrived at his moment of death had the exact same face as Yin Ci.

In an instant, the fully grown Shi Jingzhi felt a chill run through his body, a tingling sensation on his back, and he was on the verge of trembling. Deep down, it felt as if someone was pushing him in circles, returning him to the starting point.

That person leaned against a resting tiger demon, exuding an aura of alcohol and blood. He played with an empty wine jar, grinding the fallen leaves into fine and crisp sounds. His long hair, resembling silk, cascaded over his loose black clothes.

The voice had the same tone, with an identical demeanor. The aura was as icy as snow, and the chilling hostility was awe-inspiring.

Even if they were father and son, or master and disciple, there would never be such an identical display of power and aura. Shi Jingzhi had accompanied Yin Ci for many days and understood in his heart that he couldn’t be mistaken.

It turned out that this karmic bond had been planted more than twenty years ago.

For twenty years, Yin Ci’s appearance hadn’t changed at all. Had he drunk immortal wine, or was there… some other reason?

If there was one difference, it was that the current black-clothed person seemed noticeably colder than the Yin Ci Sect Master Shi knew.

The black-clothed figure in front of him was more like an empty paper shell, with a touch of madness evident in his features. He exuded a heavy sense of death, resembling an old man on the verge of decay. Although he smiled at this moment, there was no trace of laughter in his dark eyes.

The specter from the future stood still in the fading light, with a lingering cold sweat on his back. He stared at the person so close yet seemingly far away, his lips slightly trembling. “A’Ci…?”

However, the Yin Ci from his memories didn’t respond to his call, and the past version of himself didn’t continue to examine the other person.

The three-year-old child had no understanding of appreciating beauty or analyzing situations. The young Shi Jingzhi stared intently, completely ignoring Yin Ci’s mocking remark—it went in one ear and out the other. He had no mind to pay attention to the “stranger” in front of him and immediately pounced like a tiger, heading towards the remnants of roasted snake not far away.

He anxiously tore off a bit of meat that remained on the bones and stuffed it all into his mouth, wishing he could chew the bones into pieces and swallow them. When the burning sensation in his stomach subsided a bit, he grabbed an empty wine jar with a remaining bottom and didn’t care about the overwhelming smell of alcohol; he just wanted to get some water for himself.

To his surprise, as he was about to stick his head into the jar, Yin Ci pulled him away. With just two fingers, Yin Ci lifted him up and, incidentally, finished off the remaining wine in the jar.

“This is poisoned wine. Don’t drink it,” Yin Ci casually remarked.

The child didn’t understand the difference between “real wine” and “fake wine”. The young Shi Jingzhi, unable to find any water, had tears welling up in his eyes. He pitifully clung to the hem of Yin Ci’s clothes, making dry “ah ah” sounds in his throat.

Yin Ci glanced at him expressionlessly and pulled out a wild fruit from his sleeve, tossing it casually. The action was more like dismissing a small animal that had accidentally strayed into this place than taking care of a human child.

“Finish eating and then get lost.”

The voice was low and carried a sense of roughness, like a blade with bloodstains rubbing against it, giving off an ominous coarseness.

The wild fruit was moist and sweet. The young Shi Jingzhi gobbled it down, even sucking the fruit seed clean. Then, disregarding the massive tiger demon, he happily toddled over to Yin Ci’s side and began tugging at his clothes.

When he grew a bit older and learned some martial arts theory, he would understand that this behavior was essentially equivalent to courting death—

Yin Ci’s state was clearly abnormal.

He stood in front of the tiger demon, his eyes fixed on emptiness, with a mixture of hostility and bloodlust swirling around him, almost overflowing. His once beautiful face was pale, tinged with a distinct blood color in the whites of his eyes.

A typical manifestation of pent-up anger and madness.

An abnormal pressure surged, causing the tiger demon to open its six eyes and all its fur to stand on end. It struggled to get up and ran away.

Yin Ci’s bloodlust grew even stronger.

He paid no attention to the fleeing tiger demon. Instead, he leaned against the large maple tree behind him, sitting on the ground again and adjusting his qi and calming his breath. With only a child by his side, Yin Ci didn’t bother hiding his emotions. His face held a mixture of hatred and sorrow, as if all his thoughts were filled with despair.

For a moment, sword qi scattered, dispersing countless red leaves.

The sword stance vaguely carried the aura of the Bone Sweeping Sword technique, yet it was completely out of control, filled with madness.

However, the bold little kid wasn’t afraid of anything. Since he hadn’t managed to obtain more fruits, he simply changed his strategy.

Adhering to the principle of “as long as the green mountains are preserved, there’s no need to worry about firewood”, he tightly grasped Yin Ci’s robe and nestled against Yin Ci’s waist. He acted as if the immense evil and fierce sword qi beside him didn’t exist, squinting his eyes as if ready to fall asleep.

Yin Ci’s evil qi was also suppressed by this fearless little thing.

He glanced at the dirt-covered child beside his leg and a hint of bewilderment flashed across his face. Then, he grabbed the back of the kid’s clothes and lifted him up, seemingly wanting to shake some courage out of him.

The three-year-old child had a face covered in dirt, licked his lips a few times, and laughed at Yin Ci fearlessly.

The young Shi Jingzhi’s mind was filled with the sweet taste of the fruit from earlier, and there was still a lingering sweetness in his mouth. He felt that the person in front of him was a kind and familiar living Bodhisattva. So he opened his short arms and flapped them with all his might, expressing his extreme fondness and desire for peaceful coexistence.

If there were more fruits, that would be even better.

Yin Ci gazed at the child in front of him with a dazed expression, completely subdued by this young and reckless fugitive—he seemed to regain some clarity, no longer going mad, but furrowing his brow and handing over another wild fruit.

The little brat devoured it eagerly, then used the edge of Yin Ci’s sleeve to wipe his mouth.

This time, the young Shi Jingzhi wasn’t satiated, but he was no longer famished either. He had finally escaped the torment of “objection addiction” and the boundless fear that accompanied it. With great difficulty, he found a moment of peace, maintaining the posture of being held by Yin Ci and dozing off on the spot.

Yin Ci: “…”

He put the little brat aside, but the person suddenly rolled over and snuggled back to Yin Ci’s leg. Clinging to that warmth, afraid that the living Bodhisattva would abandon him.

Yin Ci lowered his eyes with a complicated expression.

He quietly watched the young Shi Jingzhi for a moment, as if giving up something, then slowly rested his head against the trunk of the maple tree and closed his eyes. The latter didn’t think much about it and simply hugged Yin Ci’s leg, falling asleep peacefully.

The sunset sank, and silence enveloped the surroundings. If it weren’t for the sword qi and marks left on the ground, the previous madness would seem like a mere illusion.

The next day, Yin Ci’s bloodshot eyes became even more intense, but compared to yesterday’s frenzy, he seemed to maintain his sanity.

He began to talk to the young Shi Jingzhi. However, his tone was more akin to studying a completely new species than the warmth and kindness of an adult.

“Your voice… Hm, you accidentally ate poisonous grass, but it will recover after some time.”

Yin Ci seemed to have made up his mind to shift his focus, finding something to say.

“Are you a child from the mountains? You don’t look like an abandoned child, so how did you end up in Juyi Valley? Where are your parents?”

Shi Jingzhi tilted his head and pondered for a moment, but apparently couldn’t come up with an answer suitable for outsiders. He didn’t even manage to gesture, only vigorously shaking his head, almost shaking it off.

Yin Ci suddenly realized. With a look of pity, his face was saying, “It turns out you’re a mute.”

He lost interest in communicating with the mute and continued to sit cross-legged, closing his eyes and focusing on regulating his breath. However, while dealing with his possession*, he didn’t forget to prepare some food for the little brat by his side.

*The term being used (which is also the title of this chapter) is (入魔) which means “falling into demonic possession”. It’s commonly used to describe a state in which a person, usually in the context of cultivation, becomes overwhelmed with negative emotions, loses control, and succumbs to darkness or evil influences. It signifies a state of being possessed or influenced by evil forces, leading to erratic behavior, loss of rationality, and potential harm to oneself or others. || In terms of cultivation, it means succumbing to your inner demon (which causes qi deviation that leads to “possession”).

On this day, the young Shi Jingzhi not only got sweet fruits but also had the fortune to eat a few grilled fish. The fish was rich in oil, with crispy skin and fragrant meat. He ate with such delight that he almost swallowed his own tongue.

Having eaten his fill, his tense nerves relaxed slightly. Shi Jingzhi took advantage of the situation and stuck close to Yin Ci, trying to gather more sense of security.

He leaned closer, and Yin Ci didn’t avoid him. Yin Ci only opened his bloodshot eyes slightly, quietly gazing at the child beside him. His expression held a subtle solemnity, revealing neither joy nor anger.

“Juyi Valley is a place where monsters gather, and suddenly a three-year-old child appears… Are you destined to bring me answers?”

As the young Shi Jingzhi stuffed his mouth with fish, he struggled to show a face of confusion.

Yin Ci sighed lightly and tugged at his own face. “Kid, after you finish eating and drinking, how about giving me some answers?”

At that moment, Shi Jingzhi was afraid of hunger and worried about not having his next meal. His whole being was consumed with eating, and he had no space to ponder Yin Ci’s words.

On the other side of time, the adult Shi Jingzhi stood silently. Unable to resist, he reached out his hand but couldn’t touch Yin Ci, who was only a step away.

Having been together all these days, he had never seen Yin Ci display such an expression—filled with sorrow and melancholy, almost fragile.

What destiny? What happened to you? …Why do you wear such an expression?

Each question clenched at his chest, causing a sour ache, but memories were just memories. No matter how vivid the recollections, the real “him” didn’t exist in this time and place.

The initial excitement of experiencing memories had faded away, leaving Shi Jingzhi with a bitter taste in his mouth.

On the second day of their encounter, Yin Ci suppressed his killing intent, and the two of them coexisted peacefully.

Unfortunately, on the third day, calamity struck.

Since ancient times, possession was never a state that could be easily quelled—no matter how hard Yin Ci tried to maintain his clarity, that clarity was only temporary.

Unresolved knots of the heart led to possession; it was only a matter of time. Yin Ci still teetered on the edge of madness, just one step away from crossing the threshold.

On this day, Yin Ci seemed to have lost interest in conversing with the young Shi Jingzhi, or perhaps he simply lacked the energy to speak. Apart from preparing food for the child by his side, he spent most of his time in a daze or in a state of drowsiness.

At noon, Yin Ci leaned against the maple tree as usual. He was afflicted by some torment; veins bulged on his neck and forehead, and his eyes completely turned into an ominous dark red.

He gradually hugged his arms tightly, with his ten fingers deeply embedded in his own flesh. Fresh blood instantly dyed his black clothes even darker. Around Yin Ci, the sword qi, filled with killing intent, began to disturb the surroundings, reducing all the nearby wine jars and bones to powder.

Once again, the young Shi Jingzhi approached. This time, Yin Ci ruthlessly opened Shi Jingzhi’s hand, struggling to form words.

“You… Wait for me here. Don’t wander… There are monsters.”

Yin Ci fell silent for a moment; his voice was tinged with a hint of paranoia, each word carrying traces of blood. It was partly an order and partly a plea.

“As long as you… wait here, I… will come back… Please wait for me… okay?”

Perhaps the emotions were too despairing. Even though the young Shi Jingzhi was only three years old at that time, he finally began to grasp the meaning. He hesitantly looked at Yin Ci and nodded cautiously.

Yin Ci sighed with relief, enduring immense pain as he unsteadily stood up. His gaze had started to become unfocused, forcibly squeezing out the last bit of clarity, and he forced himself to leave the big maple tree.

However, this was a memory from the young Shi Jingzhi. Even if the adult Shi Jingzhi wanted to follow Yin Ci, he couldn’t truly accompany him. He could only be trapped alongside his younger self, listening to the distant cries and howls of beasts and watching the flock of birds startled by the out-of-control sword qi.

Yin Ci struggled to resist the state of possession.

But possession stemmed from an ailment of the heart. Without breaking free from obsession and resolving the heart’s troubles, no matter how tenacious the struggle, it would only be a delay. Even though they were separated by a great distance, the adult Shi Jingzhi could still discern the despair that filled the air.

As a child, he didn’t fully grasp such emotions, but he could sense the pain and suppression in the person’s tone. Shi Jingzhi looked worriedly in the direction Yin Ci had left and began to wait obediently.

One hour passed, then two.

The distant cries became increasingly agonizing, but Yin Ci didn’t return. Shi Jingzhi sat with a furrowed brow for a while, feeling as restless like ants on a hot pan, and the worry on his face grew heavier.

After all, a child’s mind didn’t have many deep thoughts. He hesitated on his tiptoes for a moment, then clenched his teeth and ran out. The direction was opposite to the cries, resembling an escape.

As Sect Master Shi was dragged along, he was almost infuriated by his past self.

Did he have a special fondness for poking the tiger’s behind? Did he have to provoke his benefactor, who was halfway into possession?

Little did he know, he wasn’t simply running around for fun—following the path Yin Ci had taken to find him, the young Shi Jingzhi discovered a meadow full of wildflowers. This flower field wasn’t far from the big maple tree, a round trip that could be completed within the time it takes an incense stick to burn.

…Children’s thinking was truly simple.

If the other person was feeling uncomfortable, just give them something beautiful, and they would feel better.

The three-year-old firmly believed in this ironclad rule. Shi Jingzhi specifically chose the most beautiful flower, carefully tucking it into his embrace, his face filled with pride that said, “I’m going to repay the favor.”

However, as he walked back, something went wrong.

No matter which way he went, he couldn’t find the way he came from.

Gradually, the sun set in the west, and the mist thickened, carrying a strong demonic aura. Shi Jingzhi carefully held onto the flower while uncontrollably starting to sniffle.

Despite only being half an incense stick’s distance away, he walked for two or three hours and still couldn’t find his way back. It seemed that he was spinning in circles on the same forked path, and with each turn, the scenery along the road grew increasingly desolate.

In the end, he stepped on black mud formed by decaying leaves, and the forest in front of him turned into bare, decaying wood.

The fog was so thick that he couldn’t see the path ahead. The young Shi Jingzhi’s legs grew weak as he walked. He didn’t dare to stop or look back—whether it was an illusion or not, he always felt the sound of friction following him from behind.

The sky gradually darkened.

Finally, the young Shi Jingzhi couldn’t walk any further. He felt afraid and wronged, on the verge of giving up, so he turned around.

Behind him was a large cluster of writhing flowers.

Those flowers were as vibrant as blood, the same as the one he had just picked.

They bloomed one after another, with petals overlapping and forming a nearly perfect giant sphere. The sphere was as tall as a person, and below it were limb-like roots, supporting it as it moved slowly. In the mist, filled with shades of black, white, and gray, the flower ball shone with a dazzling red, occasionally pulsating like a freshly dissected heart.

The intoxicating floral fragrance spread, embracing like a warm, open hug.

At the first sight of the flower ball, at the moment when he smelled the fragrance, the young Shi Jingzhi was enchanted. He tottered towards the flower ball, getting closer and closer until he could see the animal corpses beneath the flowers.

His instinct screamed to escape, yet his body insisted on moving forward—

As if sensing the struggle of its prey, the fragrance of the flowers grew stronger. They were sweet and comforting, enveloping people in a drowsy state, making even the decaying flesh and bones appear lovely.

Three steps, two steps, one step.

Just before he embraced the flower ball, the mist instantly dissipated.

An extremely evil sword qi slashed through, slicing the flower petals into countless blood-like specks.

It was Yin Ci.

The flower ball was quite savvy. It suddenly let out a miserable scream, abandoning the tender flesh right in front of its mouth and slithered away, leaving behind a tangled mass of roots.

The sun had just set, and the stars were sparse in the sky, with the glow of twilight still lingering. The golden-red leaves returned to their places one by one, and the black mud underfoot turned back into soft fallen leaves.

The young Shi Jingzhi was extremely excited. Just as he turned around, he was startled by the increasingly intense killing intent from the other party.

Yin Ci’s whites of the eyes were still a crimson red, filled with surging blood. He lifted the young Shi Jingzhi’s collar and spoke in a dreamlike voice.

“Didn’t I tell you to wait for me?”

Not far away, the adult Shi Jingzhi trembled. It was the first time he had heard Yin Ci speak in this tone, and it was also the first time he had seen someone express such overwhelming killing intent with such gentleness.

Yin Ci didn’t come specifically to save him. This person had obviously suffered from an undeserved stimulus and was now in a semi-mad state where reason was lost.

The young Shi Jingzhi was also frightened and stunned. He could only stare blankly at Yin Ci, his eyes showing a hint of panic and confusion.

Yin Ci stood there, holding him up for a long time. His whole body trembled, and blood seemed to flow from his eyes. His dark eyes gradually became concealed by the color of blood.

At the same time, the sword qi around him didn’t stop. Its coverage grew larger and its speed faster, destroying everything in a nearly frantic manner.

“If you were going to betray me from the beginning, why did you nod in agreement? Ah, I understand now. So it was the will of heaven… You only came at this critical moment to accompany me to the edge of the cliff for the last time…”

Before Shi Jingzhi could react, Yin Ci’s tone became increasingly gentle.

Using only one hand, he held the young Shi Jingzhi suspended in mid-air, as if grasping a fragile bird. Yin Ci’s eyes were almost entirely blood-red, and his pupils were shattered.

“You came specifically to tell me that even the most innocent child has an inherent nature of ‘harming others’. The world is already so murky, and a human heart is useless… What a great answer. I like it very much.”

Yin Ci exerted some force with his fingers, each word dripping with blood, and his pupils were completely submerged in red. His voice became softer and softer, and the killing intent grew stronger.

“I should have learned from Yan Budu, taking lives and killing the innocent without hesitation. Perhaps I would be struck down by divine retribution—a thunderbolt that would cleanse me completely, bringing relief… Or maybe I should start with you.”

Instead of snapping Shi Jingzhi’s neck in one breath, he slowly closed his fingers, his hand trembling slightly.

The young Shi Jingzhi was being choked and couldn’t breathe.

He was naturally intelligent, but at this moment, he had the mindset of a child of only five or six years old. He couldn’t understand those words and sentences, and in his mind, there was only one simple thought—he had failed to keep his promise, and his benefactor was angry.

If this was someone else, he would probably have bitten down. But this was his benefactor who had saved his life, and he was the one who had wronged him first, so he couldn’t bite.

The young Shi Jingzhi scratched his chest hard, struggling to find the flower. He tightly grasped the wilting flower branch and passed it to Yin Ci’s arm, trying to give it to Yin Ci properly.

Despite it being increasingly difficult to breathe, he kept his gaze fixed on Yin Ci’s eyes, trying to make him understand his intentions.

This is the flower I’m giving you. It’s really beautiful.

I won’t run around like that again next time.

Don’t be sad.

Throughout, he didn’t scratch or pinch his own hand. The child’s eyes were pure, filled only with apology, concern, and a hint of instinctive panic.

Utterly pure.

Yin Ci’s hand pressed against his neck, but ultimately couldn’t tighten his grip.

After releasing Shi Jingzhi, for some reason, Yin Ci appeared even more desolate than before. He held the deformed wildflower, slumping onto a pile of fallen leaves.

The raging sword qi gradually dissipated, and Yin Ci exerted force with his hand. The flower was almost crushed, oozing a liquid that resembled blood.

His madness slowly faded, leaving behind only a mess and a sense of helplessness.

The young Shi Jingzhi believed that Yin Ci hadn’t calmed down yet.

He, like a grown-up, gently stroked Yin Ci’s head, and his hand naturally slid down the side of his face, tidying up the disheveled hair. Then, like he was afraid he hadn’t done enough, the young Shi Jingzhi opened his arms and cautiously hugged Yin Ci.

The last trace of evening glow faded away.

Yin Ci didn’t move or respond. The adult Shi Jingzhi stood by, silently watching this memory from over twenty years ago that was sealed away in dust.

Through the long passage of time, he finally managed to touch a fragment of Yin Ci’s past.

It was incredibly heavy and extremely cold.

He could only stand a step away, like a wandering soul, watching Yin Ci slowly close his eyes, tears stained with blood streaming down his face.

The young him knew nothing, and the present him couldn’t even touch a single strand of hair.

Having lived in this world for twenty-seven years, Shi Jingzhi had experienced bitterness, grievances, and melancholy, as well as resentment, hatred, and despair.

But never before had he felt such pure “sadness” filling his heart.


Kinky Thoughts:

Ah… There are so many good chapters in this novel. This one made me quite emotional.


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Sendoff Ch79

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 79: Break the Formation

As soon as Elder Chen’s words came out, the whole place fell silent.

At this critical moment, everyone’s true nature was revealed. Shi Zhongyu clenched her teeth, and her face was filled with anger. Yan Qing was still young, so all he could do was grip the hilt of his sword tightly, at a complete loss.

Yin Ci wasn’t panicked. He began to calculate coldly—even if he had to reveal his indestructible body here, even if it meant damaging the Arcane Arts, he could do it.

Cleaning up afterwards wouldn’t be a problem either. He could force Chen Qianfan to erase the memories of everyone present.

But destroying the Arcane Arts would create a grudge between the Kushan Sect and the Mishan Sect. And even if he managed to destroy the Arcane Arts, he wouldn’t be able to stop the massive horde of monsters alone. The others would still have to escape.

Instead of adding another problem, it would be better to simply run away with Elder Chen.

…But would the matter of breaking the ban be left unresolved like this? Yin Ci didn’t know whether he should feel fortunate or regretful.

A few steps away, Shi Jingzhi showed no signs of confusion. He asked only two questions.

“Do you really need to use ancient human corpses to make Miss Shi’s talisman and break my ban? Can’t we use other powerful monsters as substitutes once we escape from here?”

“Do you think burning tree branches can replace burning coal?” Chen Qianfan rolled his eyes.

Shi Jingzhi sighed regretfully.

The Mishan Sect members were always elusive and isolated from the world. Those willing to help would be even fewer. With less than a year to live, he still had to find the Shirou and didn’t have time to search for someone to break the ban.

As the saying went, “First effort brings success, then decline, and finally exhaustion*.” Shi Jingzhi instinctively resisted the matter of breaking the ban. Now that he suddenly encountered a disaster, the courage he had built up over several days instantly vanished.

*(一鼓作气, 再而衰, 三而竭) Idiom referring to doing things all at once. If tried a second time, it will decline, and the third time will be exhausted. It highlights the importance of enthusiasm and momentum and being aware of their subsequent decline so as to avoid reaching a point of exhaustion or depletion if the effort isn’t sustained. || This comes from Gao Gui, who rallied his fellow countrymen of Lu, which was being attacked by the army of Qi. He says, “Fighting depends on courage. The first time the drums sound, courage will be lifted. The second time the drums sound, courage will be low. The third time the drums sound, courage will be exhausted. Once courage disappears, you will be conquered!”

It was as if the heavens wanted him to choose “erasing his memories”.

A wild sense of loss of control surged within Shi Jingzhi, but he recited the “Purifying Words” several times to keep calm.

He still had something more important to confirm.

“Senior, if there is only this one choice, shouldn’t you have started making the artifact already? Why are you still talking to us here… Do you have any other methods?”

Chen Qianfan laughed loudly. “Right, you have sharp eyes, kid. But you might not like my method.”

“Senior, please tell me.”

“The formation outside the room can probably last for three or four days. During this period, I will make a bold move and break your ban.”

Yin Ci: “…”

Wait a minute, this old man doesn’t seem like the type to rush to do good deeds, right?

Sure enough, Chen Qianfan had a sly smile on his face, as if a weasel was wishing the chicken a Happy New Year. “Once your ban is broken, I only need to make a slight modification to the remnants of the formation, and I can turn it into a living puppet curse.”

Shi Jingzhi’s smile stiffened.

The term “living puppet curse” sounded ominous, and this old man was talking about it with such joy.

Chen Qianfan noticed Sect Master Shi’s tension and considerately added, “You have astonishing inner force but lack skill. As for me, I have the skill but cannot match your inner force and physical abilities. I will use you as a living puppet, and together with your disciple, we might be able to dismantle the Arcane Arts entirely.”

“The most difficult part of the living puppet curse is implanting the techniques into the consciousness, which cannot be accomplished quickly. But you are different. You already have a ready-made ban in your head. Let’s break it first and make some adjustments to make it work. Don’t worry, once you’re finished with the Arcane Arts, as the caster, I can easily remove the remnants of the formation.”

Yan Qing suddenly realized. “The difficulty of the living puppet curse lies in poking holes in a living person’s mind, and the Sect Master already has a hole in his mind that can be conveniently used. Is that what you mean?”

Shi Jingzhi almost lost his temper with his servant. No wonder the Sword of Compassion chose this brat. It seemed he had some understanding of the Yin-Yang wisdom of the Jianchen Temple.

But the most important thing now wasn’t to maintain the proper decorum of the sect. Shi Jingzhi swallowed hard. “But you said the success rate of breaking the formation is fifty-fifty. What if I die—”

Chen Qianfan stroked his beard and smiled even more kindly. “If you die, you die. It also works out, as you’ll be good material. You look like a monster at first glance—more useful than those two corpse hands, and we can escape faster.”

Yin Ci and Shi Jingzhi: “……”

So, it seemed this old man wouldn’t suffer any losses, no matter what.

“The preparations for breaking the formation inside the house are just right. If you want to break the ban, this is the final opportunity.” Chen Qianfan continued to promote. “Actual combat is the best teacher. If I control you for a while, you can also learn a lot.”

He tactfully omitted the part about “burning you as fuel if it’s a failure”.

Yin Ci: “To break the formation, we need three ancient corpses, but we only have a pair of hands now.”

Chen Qianfan: “It will be consumed gradually. Isn’t the Arcane Arts outside? Swing your blades as hard as you can. Even if you can only remove a finger, it will accumulate. There’s at least a formation blocking the outside, so a little dirty trick won’t matter.”

From his words, it was as if the Arcane Arts of the Milan Queen wasn’t some demonic guardian outside but a field of common chives ready for harvest.

Everyone lost their temper completely.

Even if they escaped, those pairs of corpse hands would be consumed. For Shi Zhongyu, staying behind was the only way to save her Sect Master. But it was Shi Jingzhi who had to take the life-threatening risk. She eventually pursed her lips and didn’t plead.

Taiheng remained the same unyielding Taiheng.

Yin Ci wasn’t as composed as before.

He could accept doing everything humanly possible and leaving it to fate for Shi Jingzhi to break the formation in the most prepared state. However, everything now had to be done in haste. The ancient corpses that would have taken ten days to prepare were now needed on the go. It was absurd.

Even the basic materials for breaking the formation might not be available on time. No matter how he looked at it, the risks were too great.

…Wait, ancient corpses?

Yin Ci slowly lowered his head and looked at his own hands.

Did he count as a “monster” as mentioned by Chen Qianfan? If he did, then…

Thump, thump.

Just as this thought flashed through, something rang in his ears. That sound was completely different from his heartbeat, and a sudden, inexplicable pain followed in his neck.

In the dim light, a blurry impression suddenly emerged from the depths of Yin Ci’s mind, forcefully interrupting his thoughts.

Thump, a head fell to the ground. Fresh blood dripped and flowed, and the floor was still warm and slippery. His body felt light and heavy, difficult to control. Occasionally, when he had the opportunity, he would exert all his strength and struggle to prop himself up, and then a loud thump would sound again.

He didn’t know how long it lasted before he stopped struggling.

Unfortunately, whether he moved or not, whether he knelt or fell, that sharp blade would always be timely in its descent. Yin Ci could even discern the process of the blade losing its sharpness.

Someone repeatedly beheaded him, and the cold despair mixed with the pain in his neck, almost drove him crazy.

At that time, his consciousness was blurred. His eyelids seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn’t open his mouth. So he could only listen to the sound of the blade falling, silently screaming in his brain.

At that time, he heard a familiar voice. Amidst the sound of his head rolling on the ground, that voice intermittently approached and receded.

[Store more… count up to three thousand… useful…]

His memory was too chaotic, and Yin Ci originally thought it was an illogical nightmare.

Now that he knew that “a monster’s body is the best material for casting spells”, that dream didn’t seem so absurd anymore.

But upon further consideration of this matter, a sense of madness crept into Yin Ci’s heavy mind. He instinctively looked at Shi Jingzhi, hoping to dispel the coldness with his fiery temperament.

Coincidentally, Shi Jingzhi also looked at Yin Ci inquisitively and said, “I still want to break the ban.”

Shi Jingzhi thought Yin Ci would say something, but to his surprise, Yin Ci remained expressionless and just stared straight at him without uttering a word.

So, disregarding the trembling of his teeth, Shi Jingzhi gathered his courage once again and said, “Senior, this junior chooses to give it a try to break the ban.”

He was afraid that if he waited any longer, he would impulsively choose the path of self-preservation and run away.

Chen Qianfan was very satisfied. “Alright, that’s settled then. You three go out…”

“Yan Qing, Miss Shi. The defense outside is up to you. I will stay here to protect the Sect Master.” Yin Ci retracted his gaze and interrupted Chen Qianfan.

Yan Qing: “Senior Yin, if you don’t go, then we—”

Before he could finish his sentence, Shi Zhongyu grabbed the back of his collar and dragged him outside. “Junior Brother Yin won’t harm the Sect Master. He has his own thoughts. Let’s go first.”

Even though he had left Taiheng, Shi Zhongyu’s authority still lingered. Being scolded by an elder, Yan Qing immediately shrank his neck and swallowed the rest of his words.

Yin Ci remained silent.

Shi Jingzhi was uncertain about Yin Ci’s thoughts. “A’Ci?”

“I have some knowledge of formations. At the very least, I’ll stay until the formal process of breaking the formation begins,” Yin Ci said lightly. “What’s the matter? Does Shizun want to face life and death alone?”

This struck a nerve with Shi Jingzhi, and he grumbled, “Hmm, you’re right. If I faint, you can go out then.”

Chen Qianfan gave Yin Ci a meaningful look. “You’re being overly sentimental. It’s fine if you stay.”

He threw the corpse hands towards the eye of the formation, and an invisible force twisted and crushed the corpse hands, turning them into a ball of bone fragments.

The ball of flesh floated above the eye of the formation, emitting a sizzling sound like burning. The large formation in the hall slowly emitted a faint light.

Granny Wei seemed accustomed to such things and continued embroidering her flowers not far away. With countless evil spirits outside the door and a strange formation inside, the scene was indescribably bizarre.

Shi Jingzhi took off his shoes and cautiously crossed the strokes of the formation, occasionally glancing sideways at the ball of flesh.

Elder Chen became impatient. “Hurry up. Don’t waste time!”

In the center of the formation, a wooden platform was placed. It seemed to be ignited by the formation, slowly emitting smoke, with dim green sparks flickering on and off. It sounded nice to call it a spiritual platform, but in less flattering terms, it resembled a barbecue grill.

Shi Jingzhi stopped just one step away from the wooden platform. “Should I write a farewell letter first…”

Originally, in such a solemn and grave life-or-death situation, with the interference of the Arcane Arts, it instantly turned into a chaotic marketplace scene. Shi Jingzhi couldn’t even summon the emotions of parting from life and death.

If he were to die in this predicament, it would be unbearably humiliating.

Chen Qianfan accurately guessed his thoughts and used the flesh ball in advance, making him not dare to hesitate for too long.

“I… um, I need to explain the arrangements of the Kushan Sect…” Shi Jingzhi stood motionless, standing on the threshold of fate, not knowing what he was saying.

As he expected, this needed to be done swiftly and decisively. At the critical moment, he only paused briefly, and the instinctual fear and panic grew stronger, almost devouring his rationality.

It was okay if he didn’t break the ban. It was fine to forget. So what if he was being controlled? At least he would still be alive. He didn’t want to die, not one bit.

Shi Jingzhi exerted all his strength to barely stay in place, and his mind even started planning an escape route.

“Go.”

A hand gently pushed him from behind.

“Since you’ve made up your mind, then go. I told you, I will protect you.”

At that moment, the warmth of that hand almost scorched him. Shi Jingzhi’s eyes instantly welled up with tears, but he didn’t dare to turn around.

“A’Ci, can I have a few more words with you?” he almost pleaded.

“Say it after you break the ban.” Yin Ci’s attitude remained the same.

“…Mm.”

It was much more difficult to resist instinct than he had imagined. It was as if he were strangling himself without relying on any external force, solely suffocating himself with bated breath. “Object addiction” deliberately magnified this pain and fear a thousandfold, forcing him to abandon everything.

The remaining warmth on his back was almost Shi Jingzhi’s last reliance.

In the end, he took that step forward.

After lying down on the platform, he listened to the crackling and scorching sound beneath him, unable to take his eyes off Yin Ci.

With flickering shadows and the smell of flesh and dust in the air, the other person’s presence was like a thread that kept him somewhat reassured.

He hoped this wouldn’t be his last sight.

However, Yin Ci turned out to be even more ruthless than he had imagined. The person crossed the faint light of the formation and covered his eyes with a hand.

“Sleep. You’ll be fine.”

Chen Qianfan saw the opportunity and didn’t give Shi Jingzhi any time for farewells. He sat down in front of the wooden platform, began to pinch a series of formations, and headed straight for the ban.

Shi Jingzhi immediately fell into a deep sleep, his brows still furrowed in pain.

“Alright, you’ve done enough sentimentalizing. You can leave now.” Chen Qianfan didn’t even lift his head as he spoke to Yin Ci.

Yin Ci ignored him. “Granny Wei, can you help me sew two charm bags? The light in the inner room is brighter.”

Granny Wei hesitated for a moment, realizing that he had something to say, and obediently went to the inner room.

“Sure enough, you have something to say, don’t you? If you have something to say, just say it. If you wait any longer, I won’t be able to focus.”

“I am also one of the ‘monster beings’ mentioned by Senior.”

“Indeed, and what? Do you want to sacrifice yourself to save your master? Unfortunately, with your physique, you won’t match three ancient corpses.”

“I have my own solution.” Yin Ci said calmly, “Senior has extraordinary courage, so I believe you can endure.”

“You’re still playing coy. Are you trying to protect your master, or do you want to kill him?”

Yin Ci took off his outer garment, picked up the Hanging Shadow Sword, and smiled at Chen Qianfan.

“I said I would ensure his long life.”

Then Yin Ci swung the sword horizontally, and blood splattered everywhere.

If Chen Qianfan hadn’t seen and experienced so much, he would have almost been frightened and trembled by this person—

Yin Ci’s sword qi was sharp as he mercilessly severed his own neck, causing blood to spurt out instantly. Then his entire body fell into a pool of blood, the head separated from the body, still with a smile on his face.

Next, a large number of blood-red, fine roots emerged from under the head. They quickly formed the outline of a human body, gathered together to form new flesh, bones, and organs, emitting a chilling rustling sound.

The headless body lay quietly aside, and a few blood-red, fine roots sprouted from the severed neck, but another head didn’t grow.

While the skin hadn’t fully healed yet, Yin Ci sat up and grabbed the Hanging Shadow Sword. With each swing of the sword, blood flowed, his movements displaying a chilling numbness and proficiency.

Once, twice, three times, four times.

In less than half a stick of incense, there were four headless bodies on the ground.

Only then did Yin Ci put on his outer garment, blood soaking through the fabric, clinging to his newly regenerated body. He looked like a painting, but Chen Qianfan had no mental capacity to digest the scene before him.

As the sword qi swept through, the four bodies were swept away from the eye of the formation. Just like the pair of corpse hands, they instantly twisted into a bloody, shapeless mass. This time, the formation on the ground no longer emitted a faint light, but a dazzling brightness.

“Is that enough?”

Yin Ci’s voice carried a smile, and the bloodstained Hanging Shadow Sword pointed at Chen Qianfan’s throat.

“If it’s enough, then forget about what just happened and focus on saving Shi Jingzhi.”

Chen Qianfan’s face still held a trace of confusion. “You… You’re the one with the immortal body? No wonder even your master stopped calling you. Who the hell are you…”

“Forget. Save him. You don’t need to find your little book; I will dictate it to you.”

Yin Ci exerted a little more force on the tip of the sword, and a drop of blood oozed out of Chen Qianfan’s wrinkled throat.

“Don’t worry, if you can break the ban and forget properly, This Seat will leave you a corpse to study.”

Chen Qianfan looked deeply at Yin Ci; his voice hoarse.

“With these driving formations, it’s enough. Who would have thought that I, as an old man, could have such an effortless day… This old man promises you.”

With a flash of white light, everything returned to calm.

Chen Qianfan turned around woodenly and began to break Shi Jingzhi’s ban in earnest.

Shi Jingzhi was still in a deep sleep, unaware of everything happening outside.

Contrary to what he had previously imagined, he didn’t lose consciousness directly. When he regained awareness, Shi Jingzhi subconsciously stomped his foot and found himself standing on soft, red leaves.

It was deep autumn, with golden red hues all around. The sunlight on his body brought a faint warmth.

This was the scene he had seen countless times in fragmented memories. Now, when he looked at it, it was complete and real, and the annoying headache didn’t follow him like a shadow.

Was this the key memory sealed by the ban?

Shi Jingzhi wanted to move forward but couldn’t take a step. Just as he was sinking into confusion, the answer came to him—

A child passed straight through Shi Jingzhi’s body, struggling to move forward.

The kid had a dirty face, as if he had just finished crying, and he was still sniffing hard. He wore old clothes typical of mountain villagers, covered in dusty and dirty patches that blended seamlessly with the fallen leaves on the ground.

He walked through the leaves, step by step, heading deeper into the forest. Shi Jingzhi was like an invisible kite, being dragged along with him.

The little brat hadn’t fully developed his features, yet his face still exuded the innocence of a child. However, when Shi Jingzhi saw those amber eyes, he could guess without a doubt—

It was his younger self from childhood.


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Criminal Psychology Ch301

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 301

“It is reported that at 12:15 PM yesterday, local Chinese time, 21 flights from 18 different countries and regions were set to repatriate the remains of 113 medical workers who had sacrificed their lives in Dana fighting against the Borna virus,” the newscast sporadically broadcast through an old, battered television.

The audio was somewhat fuzzy due to signal issues, but the picture was still clear.

Under the clear blue sky, an old runway appeared, like a purple-red scar carrying the unique smell of gunpowder from the Dana region.

The anchor continued, “The special plane from China has departed from the Angodo Airport and is expected to land at Yongchuan Airport at 15:00 this afternoon…”

The plane glided swiftly over the cement runway heated by the intense heat wave and took off into the sky.

On the other side of the world, Lin Chen and Xing Conglian stood outside the tarmac at Yongchuan International Airport, waiting for the special plane to return. Unlike the sunny weather in Dana, Yongchuan was experiencing light rain. Just around the Qingming Festival*, the spring rain was as gentle as suet. They shared a black umbrella, not standing with the team welcoming the remains, but gazing at it from a distance through the misty rain curtain.

*A traditional Chinese festival where Chinese families visit the tombs of their ancestors to clean the gravesites and make ritual offerings.

The past year had been tumultuous.

Many events occurred, not influenced by personal will.

The Borna virus continued to spread in the Dana region. Many people died there, with many medical staff brutally attacked by violent patients and losing their lives; most of them died in this way.

Fortunately, vaccine development had entered the preclinical research stage. Zhourui Pharmaceutical, after being acquired, had made a great contribution to vaccine development, seemingly redeeming itself. Lin Chen’s teacher and many victims of adverse reactions to brain health drugs were gradually recovering, but some brain damage was irreversible, including Lin Chen’s.

However, thankfully, the development of the antidote was very timely, and the situation wasn’t severe.

Counterattack operations were quickly launched.

A lot of user information was found on the servers seized in the Mailin area. Through decoding and a series of phishing operations, many participants were arrested.

A mysterious hacker made the names of all those suspected of watching the death livestream public, causing a huge uproar in society. But Wang Chao insisted he wasn’t responsible and continued working overtime to find out who was.

Unfortunately, the person behind Shen Lian hadn’t been brought to justice.

Sometimes, Lin Chen suspected that it would be difficult to attribute this kind of malice to a specific person.

It was a kind of evil far more widespread and harder to eradicate than imagined, deeply rooted since ancient times.

When Lin Chen thought of this, the person beside him squeezed his hand. Xing Conglian raised the edge of the black umbrella. Following his gaze, Lin Chen also looked up.

The plane pierced through the clouds, landing from the sky. The landing gear descended and hit the ground with a thud.

After gliding slowly for a while, the plane stopped, and the hatch opened. The urns covered with the national flag and the flag of the Red Cross were carried out in turn.

The light rain fell gently on the red and white cloth, some seeping into the fabric, some droplets still sparkling on the surface.

On the iron-blue runway, family members stepped forward to complete the final ash handover ceremony.

White-haired elders touched the portraits of their grandchildren, while young children gazed innocently at their father’s picture.

The short ceremony in the rain was solemn and silent. Inside and outside the television, countless people mourned in silence.

The live broadcast ended here. Someone picked up the remote control, turned off the television, and said to the female prisoner sitting in front of the TV, “Time’s up.”

Shen Lian stood up from in front of the familiar LCD TV, straightened her clothes, followed the person in front of her out the door, and walked into a long, dark corridor that would never see light again.

Yongchuan Airport.

A black special car escorted the families and the ashes of the doctors slowly away.

Xing Conglian’s phone vibrated slightly. He checked the message and nodded at Lin Chen.

In the Dana Rainforest, as the live broadcast ended, the doctors at the medical station left the small TV and got busy again.

Duan Yang had the day off today. With his backpack, he began to climb Xazi Mountain.

The jungle was dense. When he reached the peak, a gust of wind blew, creating waves of green as vast as the ocean.

Under the sunlight penetrating the dense leaves, under a towering tree, there was a tombstone. In the wind, Duan Yang stared at the grave for a long time, then he knelt down and kissed the stone deeply.

The drizzle in Yongchuan had stopped.

Xing Conglian folded up the umbrella, and Lin Chen walked side by side with him.

“What do you want to eat tonight?” Xing Conglian asked.

Lin Chen took his hand and said, “I don’t know why, but I have a feeling that we won’t be able to eat tonight.”

Xing Conglian’s umbrella lightly tapped the ground, and Lin Chen’s phone rang in response.

Wang Dynasty’s excited voice burst out of the handset. “A’Chen Gege, we have located his latest hiding place!”

Lin Chen and Xing Conglian exchanged glances and quickly opened the car door. The dust-covered Jeep was once again speeding down the highway.

Scientists have calculated.

The human brain contains more than a hundred billion neurons, each of which has between a thousand and ten thousand synapses with other neurons. This results in the total number of possible combinations of brain activities surpassing the number of fundamental particles in the universe.

Every time we think, a sea of neural nodes is activated. If you can imagine, it is a wondrous neural cloud chart, akin to a nebula, lit up with each breath.

No one knows where humanity will eventually end up.

But the brain is a magical organ that allows us to evolve from savagery to exploring the universe and eventually trying to probe the mysteries of the human heart.

And throughout our lives, we all hope to become better people.

Seeking truth, advocating goodness, yearning for a better future while grappling with our innate human instincts—that is the essence of being human.


The author has something to say:

I haven’t written much in the “author comment” section previously, but now I can indulge in some chatter.

There are always lovely girls asking me for book recommendations, so I took the opportunity to list a few important ones. There will be a more comprehensive list later (although not too many).

The content on abnormal psychology in the text is a reference to “Abnormal Psychology” edited by Professor Qian Yiming. All relevant definitions and judgment criteria are based on this version.

“One Sand” was written 11 years ago and was my first short story. The main reason I decided to expand it was that there was a bug in the short story, and I couldn’t control myself. I wanted to fix it a bit, so “One Sand” basically retains the original look of the short story.

But because it was written a long time ago, I don’t really remember the reference materials at that time. The memory awakened by the market boss should be a reference to “NLP Rational Emotional Therapy”. The main line is based on “Systematic Desensitization Therapy”. There should also be references to the content of sand table games. Many books have been written about it. I really don’t remember the reference books at that time, so I’m sorry I can’t provide them here. If you’re interested, just look at the keywords.

The cause of “Two-Way” was an observation on the highway during a spring outing many years ago. The thesis mainly referred to “Car Auto SOS System Based on MEMS Accelerometer”. Normal mode is a commonly used concept in psychological measurement. Intelligence tests and personality tests are all research areas of psychological measurement. It’s probably the most boring subject besides psychological statistics. I didn’t find any particularly good popular science books. Professional psychological measurements usually have professional institutions and scoring standards and must refer to normal modes.

“Three Graves” mainly refers to “The Crowd: A Study of the Popular Mind” and “Fanatics”. Of course, the original intention was to write about an XJ organization, but this is too sensitive, so I wrote a more obscure story. In fact, there is no essential difference between pyramid schemes and XJ’s psychological control methods, but there are also many criticisms from the crowd. I won’t elaborate here. What I said is very superficial; it’s better to read the books. A friend once raised the issue of collective unconsciousness. Sometimes the use of proper nouns in writing is not rigorous enough. Please feel free to point it out.

In “Four Tones”, the method used by Lin Chen during his performance in Li Jingtian’s mall comes from research on the “bystander effect“. We often blame the more people there are, the fewer there are who stand up for justice. This phenomenon comes from this. The best solution is to designate a specific person, such as “Please help me, brother in red”. The request for help must be specific. I always think this is very useful, so I mentioned it again.

Regarding the listening ability of Mr. Zheng Chenggong at the embassy, it was based on a real story of a French agent. The results of the House-Tree-Person test in the gambling game came from “Psychological Painting – A Dictionary of Painting Psychological Analysis”. If there is no professionally trained tester accompanying, self-administration is not recommended. In fact, Lin Chen was able to guess where the item was, mainly because of his analysis of Li Jingtian’s physiological indicators, just pushing him to the limit, and then making guesses based on the results of the House-Tree-Person test. The rest is just for show.

The bug in Song Shengsheng’s teeth comes from a story about Saddam Hussein

The setting in “Five Floats”, the Dana Rainforest, is based on the Congo Rainforest in Baidu Encyclopedia, and the virus setting comes from the Borna virus. The intention of going so far was to write a type of story I hadn’t tried before, including battles and a new text structure. Some people think it’s long, but in fact, Five Floats is composed of three stories, plus romance interwoven, which consumes more chapters. If you remove this part, “Five Floats” is actually very compact.

I apologize for the slow updates later on, due to health reasons and being too busy at work. There was a time when I slept only four hours a day and lived chaotically due to conditions like pneumonia and cervical spondylosis. Later, I went to CP’s house, and she took care of me for a while before I gradually recovered. Personal issues have delayed the completion of this novel, which should have been finished long ago. I said I would write six or seven, but I really didn’t have the energy to continue, and I’m sorry.

Moral dilemmas are a constant problem.

Mr. Kohlberg used this tool to study children’s morality. I’ve always wanted to write about the three levels and six stages of moral development theory, but it doesn’t fit in. However, this research on child psychology is very interesting. You can read “The Essence and Confirmation of Moral Stages in Moral Development Psychology” by [American] Kohlberg. It’s very comprehensive and detailed.

For moral-related content, “The Origin of Morals” refers to “The Selfish Gene“. The former is truly dry, while the latter’s theory is a bit shaky, but the game theory part is very interesting and worth reading.

But regarding the main line hidden in Five Floats, it comes from the book “The Psychopath Inside“. The author’s self-analysis made me determined to write a section on Teacher Wanshan.

“Who Decides – A Psychological Interpretation of Free Will” is a particularly good book, apart from the translation. It also solved a question I’ve had for a long time. Lin Chen’s design and analysis of the large vote come from this book. If you have time, why not buy a copy and take a look?

Likewise, I hope everyone doesn’t have incorrect expectations of psychopaths after reading this book. My personal view is that we should treat this phenomenon scientifically, not demonize it, and carefully consider how to be vigilant and help these people, who we are certain exist.

Research on the human brain, or, say, the mind, is an eternal theme.

Psychology seems pretty pseudoscientific, but “guess what I’m thinking” is only a small part of the discipline. This discipline itself involves research on human cognition, thinking, emotions, intelligence, logic, personality, social, and many other aspects. Looking at it only from the perspective of mind-reading is somewhat unfair to this discipline.

The title, Crime Psychology, was chosen out of laziness. I wanted to discuss crime and psychology, and felt it was suitable, so I used it. The legal settings in the text are mainly based on the US, combined with a police team that considers China’s national conditions. It’s really a fictional setup. I didn’t spend much time researching this aspect.

The four major families are introduced for two reasons. Firstly, to circumvent censorship—on Jinjiang, one can’t write about officialdom, gangs, or politics, and there will be no military intervention no matter what happens later because Jinjiang doesn’t allow it. Secondly, I hope readers will not have incorrect expectations for this story. It’s a bizarre blend of narrative, and it’s okay if you can’t tolerate it and decide to abandon it—there’s no need to waste your time, so I didn’t change it in the end.

The organization behind Lao Xing is a background setting, signifying a “door system”. Although every country has its own struggles, they all leave a back door for each other. When you need real help, you can knock on the door. But the door needs to be guarded by trustworthy people, and Lao Xing is the gatekeeper. It’s just a naive idea, and I won’t elaborate on this organization. It might appear in the story about Fang Aizi.

The “Three Graves” represented by Su Fengzi is a setup drawn from the phrase “To continue the sage’s uncompleted work for the prosperity of all generations*.” It’s an institution of scholars, and has been around for many years, but the current president is not a serious person. I might write about the story of the Three Tombs if I get a chance.

*The first half refers to the people who made significant contributions to Chinese culture and civilization, and their uncompleted work is usually seen as the pursuit of knowledge and wisdom that the “sages” engage in and each generation carries forth. The latter half is used to describe the ideal state of the world, where everyone lives in peace and harmony (due to the work of the sages and those that pursue it).

Regarding the real criminal, my idea has always been that it’s a collective of evil intentions. I don’t want to write about a specific person. Writing about villains is a waste of time. I prefer to write about those who are hurt and those who continue to resist. That was the original intention.

As I said before, I might write a story about Fang Aizi in the future. The story of the Underground Ring ends here. Honestly, I had planned to link it with the story of the twin drug manufacturing factories, which would’ve fit perfectly. But my friend and mentor, Sha Bao, said that overly refined stories lose their beauty, that not everything needs to be calculated. I think that makes sense, so in the end, I didn’t link it. Let’s leave it as a regret.

In summary, this isn’t really a reliable story, just a bizarre one. Take it as a pastime.

Finally, I want to thank some friends.

My friend Zang Yao was the first to encourage me to write on Jinjiang. I didn’t plan to sign a contract or enter VIP. It was a whim to finish a story, but then I ended up writing 1.2 million words, which I found quite depressing.

The design of Tern’s heterostructure comes from the formidable Lady Cat Pi. All the chemistry details in the text come from her. Such knowledgeable women are really scary.

The organizational structure of Zhourui, the issues with the pharmaceutical company, and the promotional details of Nao Kangning and Nordren all come from a former senior executive of a pharmaceutical giant. According to him, he gave me training worth hundreds of thousands, which I appreciate, but I’m not paying.

Thanks to my editor, Si Yue, who was willing to proofread this story even after so many years since our earliest magazine serialization. The proofread version from One Sand to Three Graves will be replaced soon.

Thank you to my mentor, Sha Bao, for reviewing my writing and giving me pointers every day. There are many parts I couldn’t have written without her encouragement due to my laziness and fear of trouble. If a chapter doesn’t have any typos, that means she helped me proofread it. I really can’t spot typos myself, and it troubles me. The steelmaking system that Lin Chen encountered in the steel plant was also her design. She talked a lot about it, but I didn’t write it very clearly in the end. I think it’s good for everyone to have their own interpretation, but I still want to thank her.

Also, thanks to Jinjiang for publishing this story. I was very surprised when the copyright editor came to talk to me. The contract was also signed very quickly, and I also thank the buyer.

Finally, thank you to each reader who followed the story. I’m really grateful. It was a real challenge for you all!

So, that’s the end of the story.

(Of course, there are still some extras…)


Kinky Thoughts:

Alright, this marks the end of the main story. It’s been a long journey getting here. What can I say about this novel? I wouldn’t say it’s one of my tops, but it wasn’t bad. After reading the author’s notes, I got a better sense of where the author was coming from and why it ended the way it did.

Nevertheless, I still have my own criticisms. It makes so much more sense now why these five arcs seem so disjointed (as they were originally written as short stories). To be honest, she didn’t need to try hard to connect them all together, as that made the plot quite convoluted. It seems there was more to be written, but due to her poor health, she didn’t continue, which makes more sense why the ending seems so… abrupt?

Usually, when I read a crime novel, I expect a resolution, especially a resolution of the main culprit or the twist of who that culprit is. It seems the author went in a more thematic direction and just assigned the culprit as not necessarily a single person but a collective that basically represents the evil of human nature. Still, it doesn’t give you that satisfying ending of reading 300 chapters and not even having the main culprit captured.

When I first picked this project up, I thought it was interesting, but it didn’t meet my expectations for what I wanted from a crime novel. That’s not to say it was bad, but I don’t think it was necessarily my cup of tea… but as the author said, it’s not meant to be taken as a reliable story and is just more of a pastime novel.

However, don’t let my criticism reflect your own opinion. There are many chapters that I really liked, especially near the end and, of course, the showdown between Lin Chen and Li Jingtian. Overall, the story was interesting and kept me going (hoping to find out who the real mastermind is… only to be let down). At least there was surprisingly some smut. There is one chapter in the extra that has smut, which is 308, for those interested.

Anyway, if you like the novel, please consider supporting the author by buying the raws. You can use Google Chrome with their auto-translate and this guide on how to buy novels on jjwxc. Remember, only with your (financial) support can artists continue to produce more great work.

I would also like to thank everyone for your comments, encouragement, help with my translations, and ko-fi donations. It in part fuels my motivation to release so frequently.


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Criminal Psychology Ch300

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 300

That was an ordinary early morning.

Patients who got up early were walking in the hospital garden, white smoke was rising from the cafeteria chimney, and nurses were pushing carts, distributing medicine to each ward.

Lin Chen walked into Shen Lian’s ward, carrying a small bunch of daisies.

The only patient in the ward had her eyes tightly closed, seemingly unconscious.

But the monitor indicated that she was now in a state of conscious awareness.

Lin Chen placed his folder on the bedside table, picked up a vase, filled it with a bit of water from the faucet, and inserted the tender yellow daisies one by one into the vase, then placed it on the bedside cabinet.

Shen Lian’s eyelashes trembled lightly, and her eyes slowly opened.

She was covered with a heavy white gauze around her neck, and her hands and feet were tied to the bed, weak to the point of fragility. She shifted her eyes to look at the flowers under the bedside sunlight.

Just from that brief glance, Lin Chen knew that Shen Lian’s soul was as cold and strong as ever.

“You don’t have to worry too much,” Lin Chen said. “This isn’t a persistent attempt to please you, and these flowers are not for you. You can consider them a remembrance of a friend whom I only met once.”

Lin Chen sat down by the bed.

He no longer needed to observe Shen Lian’s expression, and he had no intention of further interaction with her. He looked at the flowers and the sky outside the window, as if he were talking to some long-lost friends.

“Over the past year or so, I’ve been extremely restless.”

“I’ve met a young girl seeking justice for her father, a younger schoolmate willing to commit suicide, a terrible rapist, and a victim of sexual assault who stubbornly wanted to take the blame for her idol. I’ve been kidnapped, traveled abroad, been to the most brutal places in the world, and seen the simplest and most beautiful souls. I’ve encountered the love of my life and almost lost my life. I’ve successfully brought criminals to justice, but I couldn’t save the one person I most wanted to…”

“These experiences made me extremely desperate when I was most confused and lost. Too many tragic stories seem to say that the world is irrational and unfair. Any struggle seems like a drop in the ocean against fate, so giving up striving, rejecting hope, and acknowledging the harsh reality that only coldness and ruthlessness can better survive seems to be the ultimate future of human spiritual evolution, and this is the belief you uphold.”

“But in this short year, I’ve seen a smart and beautiful girl and a tough and persistent young man. The most awe-inspiring moments were when she put down her gun and when he ended his own life. This tells me that there must be something that can overcome hatred, that is above life and death, and that transcends the psychological techniques I trust. I think there must be something like this.”

“It took root deeply when our ancestors first opened their eyes to the beautiful starry sky and vast wilderness hundreds of thousands of years ago, growing stronger through generations. It’s not just morality, but a higher standard that transcends human morality.”

“I didn’t understand before where this standard came from. I don’t believe it’s just to maintain social stability. If that were the case, humans wouldn’t need to constantly explore the ultimate nature of the physical world, cry for the beauty of art, or strive to be a better person.”

“But my experiences over the past year, up until recently, have made me understand what that is.”

“Wanting to do better, wanting to become better, wanting to influence the world to make it better, is a very common pursuit of many ordinary and mundane people. These pursuits for ‘better’ are often worn down by the hardships of life, but they never disappear.”

“After all, when our ancestors first opened their eyes, they must have seen the vast starry sky in the dark night, and what they longed for was an even more expansive world.”

“So we come to this world, and while we suffer hardships, we also come to see how beautiful it can be. And what you can see depends on your pursuit.”

When Lin Chen finished, the woman lying in the hospital bed finally looked as if she couldn’t stand it anymore and made a vomiting expression. Lin Chen finally turned his gaze from the distance to Shen Lian’s face.

He wasn’t angry. He just calmly and succinctly said to Shen Lian, “Do you still want to say that people like ‘me’ who are ‘sick in the head’ can’t feel what I’m talking about?”

Shen Lian didn’t respond.

“What if I tell you that the problem with your brain is just an excuse for you to escape, and that you can feel everything I said?”

Lin Chen picked up the document bag beside the vase, pulled out a sheet, and began speaking quietly. “Many years ago, Duan Wanshan and his students conducted a brain research on Tourette’s*. To fill the control group with the number of normal brain images, the brains of all his students were scanned.”

*A common neurodevelopmental disorder that begins in childhood or adolescence. It is characterized by multiple movement (motor) tics and at least one vocal (phonic) tic. Common tics are blinking, coughing, throat clearing, sniffing, and facial movements.

“After this experiment, Duan Wanshan must have had a serious talk with you. I don’t know what he said exactly, but with his straightforward personality, he probably told you ‘You’re sick in the head’, ‘You need to control yourself’… At that time, you might have been fond of him, but after the conversation, you felt your secret was exposed, and you were deeply humiliated, turning love into hatred.”

“But in fact, you shouldn’t hate him.”

“Because no matter what he said to you, he spoke sincerely, and he never stood in a position of looking down on you. Actually, he didn’t tell you that the brain scans of the teachers were also included.”

“He knew better than anyone who he really was.”

Lin Chen spread out the brain scan so that Shen Lian could see it clearly. Neither family, nor brain, nor genes could define a person…

The brain scan was patchy, showing defects in the prefrontal cortex, amygdala, and other areas. This brain belonged to most psychopathic killers, and also to Duan Wanshan.

It belonged to the person who had the most beautiful soul in the world.


The author has something to say:

Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer’s lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature’s changing course, untrimmed:
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow’st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander’st in his shade
When in eternal lines to time thou grow’st:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

—Shakespeare


Kinky Thoughts:

For those who forgot, this was the hymn Duan Wanshan was mumbling as he died.


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Criminal Psychology Ch299

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 299

Lin Chen looked up. The sign for the neurology ward was hanging above his head. The sign looked old, but it had been wiped clean, showing off the black words on the white background.

The ward was incredibly noisy both inside and out, with extra beds crammed into the corridor and the wails of patients and the whispering of their families filling the hallway.

Lin Chen remembered passing by here a little over a month ago. At that time, the neurology ward was very quiet and peaceful, with only the elderly trying hard to walk with staggering steps, attempting to recover their mobility.

But in just a few days, it had transformed into the busiest ward in the entire hospital. The person who had brought him here at that time was now thousands of miles away.

Lin Chen took a step and walked towards the ward.

Despite the surrounding noise, the young man’s clear and determined voice was too distinctive, as if it could pierce through all the time and clamor, bringing him back to a moment in January.

At that time, the young man had forcefully brought him here, analyzing the harm of Zhourui’s new drug to him and anxiously telling him, “If such a drug appeared, many elderly people would be willing to spend all their savings on this new drug without hesitation…”

Lin Chen could almost remember every word the young man had said, even though it could now be proven that the information he had about Zhourui’s new drug was fabricated and distorted by Shen Lian for her own benefit.

But this didn’t stop Lin Chen from cherishing that anxious conversation. A doctor who had already fallen to the bottom of his life and became a vet, still trying his best to uncover the truth and overturn a giant conspiracy; Lin Chen didn’t know how to regard the young man except with some respect.

He stopped in front of a ward.

There was an inpatient doctor holding a selfie stick, discussing the case with a doctor from Dana via video call on his mobile phone.

The call was probably coming to an end, with both sides speaking medical terms that Lin Chen didn’t understand. He could only look against the setting sun, carefully observing the young man in the video.

He had dark skin and a determined look, conversing calmly with his former superior.

“From a clinical point of view, your cases here and some of the patients I’ve come across in Dana seem to have been affected by the same drug, but we’ll still have to wait for the lab results for confirmation.”

“Thanks to Teacher Duan’s long-term efforts, the health conditions in Dana aren’t as pessimistic as you may imagine. We have gathered a considerable number of medical volunteers here…” “The situation with the Borna virus infection is complex, but after more than ten hours of investigation, we indeed found suspected infected individuals, and here is our rough treatment plan…”

It had only been a few days since they last saw each other, but Duan Yang had grown as if in years, suddenly transforming from a green sapling into a towering tree in the rainforest—large and broad, providing shelter for many.

And the hospital doctor who once mocked Duan Yang was now hiding in a corner of the ward, head down, taking notes.

Lin Chen pondered his own life for a moment as the conversation slowly came to an end. That was still Duan Yang, Duan Wanshan’s Duan Yang, Lin Chen was certain.

“That’s it for this video conference. Let’s each go back and summarize the situation, and we’ll check in approximately every 6 hours. Is that okay?” said the chief physician of the municipal hospital.

The young man on the video call nodded. “We will follow your arrangements. If needed, we can also be reached by phone at any time.”

“Okay.”

Just as the call was about to end, Duan Yang suddenly said, “Could you wait a moment? I’d like to speak to Consultant Lin alone, is that okay?”

……

Lin Chen held up his phone, leaning against the wall, striving to center the camera on himself.

After learning that he had been used by Shen Lian from beginning to end, Lin Chen hadn’t had the time to have a deep conversation with Duan Yang. If it were in the past, he might have tried to comfort the other, but the current Duan Yang no longer needed such comfort.

“Consultant Lin, you’ve had a tough few days,” Duan Yang said. He was totally different now, initiating their “one-on-one chat” in a casual way. He truly just wanted to chat casually.

“It’s not me. It’s everyone,” Lin Chen responded.

Duan Yang turned the camera to show Lin Chen the concrete floor, many makeshift beds, and busy medical staff. They varied in skin color and ethnicity but shared the same profession.

Sunlight poured through the wooden window and shone on the standard medical supply cabinet. All the equipment was neatly arranged, and there were respirators and electrocardiographs in the corner. A doctor was wearing a mask and checking on a patient.

“’Everyone’ here is doing well,” Duan Yang said.

In the video, someone looked up at the camera and waved. They were all young doctors, full of vigor, without any gloom on their faces.

“Mm,” replied Lin Chen.

“Captain Xing asked me to take over what Teacher left behind. In fact, I’m totally inexperienced, but the more I encounter these things, the more I realize that I don’t have a deep enough understanding of what kind of life is more meaningful.”

Duan Yang pointed to two instruments in the corner.

“I heard that many places in Dana don’t even have disinfecting alcohol cotton, and they rely on blood pressure monitors and stethoscopes to conduct preoperative examinations for patients. But the actual situation here is much better. The things you see are available at many medical aid points here… I don’t know where Teacher got so much money.”

“It’s not just about money, but also about people,” Lin Chen continued to look at the bustling young medical staff behind Duan Yang.

“Yes, Consultant Lin. There are also students who graduated from famous medical schools around the world. They gave up high-paying jobs to come here. Some people have stayed here for seven or eight years.” Duan Yang turned the camera again to show him a sturdy Latina with curly hair. “She has been here for twelve years. Her family runs a chain of hospitals in a big city. After coming here, she never went back. Now she’s our hospital’s ‘biggest benefactor’.”

In the middle of the conversation, the voluptuous curly-haired middle-aged woman blew Lin Chen a kiss.

Speaking to this point, Duan Yang finally expressed a little regret. “If Teacher could live a few more years, Dana might become a designated internship institution for medical colleges.”

When Duan Yang mentioned “living a few more years”, he only felt nostalgic. He didn’t say anything like, “If only I had gathered the courage to come to Dana to accompany Teacher…” One of the signs of growing up was no longer saying “if only…”

They both fell silent across the video for a while.

Finally, Lin Chen asked, “Is the virus dangerous?”

Duan Yang replied, “It can be controlled for now. If BDV really becomes dangerously mutated, we have A-level protective suits that can be used here. Teacher also built a level-four biosafety lab in Angodo. He’s really amazing.”

“The problem is we’ve seen what he has and know what that thing can make patients turn into. If they attack medical staff, do you have countermeasures?”

Duan Yang was silent for a while, then answered from another angle. “For Teacher, those Gaomeng people are all patients, so they are the same to us.”

“And…” Duan Yang continued, “I suspect that among the Gaomeng people saved by Teacher, there may be cases of people recovering from the new strain of the Borna virus. This might help us extract interferon or develop vaccines in the future.”

Lin Chen didn’t point out Duan Yang’s oblique reference. He just said, “I understand.”

“I’m sorry, I can’t help much with Shen Lian’s matter.”

Duan Yang referred to Su Fengzi’s investigation, unable to find a breakthrough from him to crack Shen Lian’s defenses. Lin Chen, looking at Duan Yang’s coal-black face on the screen, suddenly had a clear line of thought.

Finally, he spoke much longer. “Solving the case is not your job. Anyway, don’t overstep your boundaries.”

Duan Yang was helpless, and it seemed someone was calling him in the simple hospital.

The young man took a deep breath, responded, wiped the camera lens with his finger, and said, “Consultant Lin, then, goodbye.”

“We’ll meet again,” Lin Chen responded, his gaze resting on all the different medical staff in the room, of different skin colors and ages.

……

The screen darkened, and night fell.

Lin Chen stood under the light, not even having enough time to return the phone to the doctor he was just with, and immediately dialed Su Fengzi’s number.

From the receiver came the annoyed complaints. “Shixiong, we have already gone through all the records of Shen Lian and Duan Wanshan. I have visited each of her classmates. You must know, Shen Lian is such a loner; who would care if she had a different mood one day or for what reason she had a feud with Duan Wanshan? No one cares!”

Lin Chen was stunned.

It actually wasn’t that long, but it felt like he hadn’t heard this voice for most of his life.

This kind of incessant chatter, no one else would do aside from Fu Hao.

Su Fengzi was investigating Shen Lian and Duan Wanshan’s past in Yongchuan, and the one who would naturally accompany him was Fu Hao, and perhaps many colleagues he used to know.

Lin Chen calmed his emotions, but before he could respond, Su Fengzi’s loud voice came from the background. “Have all the consumption records been checked?”

The responses on the phone were intermittent, and there were indeed many acquaintances there.

Su Fengzi’s voice got closer to the phone. “Finished babbling, Professor Fu? Give me the phone back.”

He said it angrily as the phone was handed over.

Su Fengzi must have been driven mad by the old case from years ago; it must be frighteningly difficult to handle such a temperamental matter.

Lin Chen also heard the sounds of rapid mouse clicking and paper shuffling; the number of people he was directing was clearly more than he had imagined.

“Where are you?” Lin Chen asked.

“Where else could I be, the university. I found a classroom to store all the related materials. You can come here and experience the meaning of the term ‘vast and comprehensive’.”

“Don’t you know about Shen Lian’s suicide?”

“I know, but what does it have to do with me?” Su Fengzi retorted. “Just because the girl is dead, does that mean the earth should stop spinning?”

Su Fengzi was in a bad mood, and his tone was harsh. Lin Chen hadn’t expected that Su Fengzi, of all people, would decide to continue the investigation after hearing of Shen Lian’s suicide.

Everyone knew that achieving a victory in the negotiation with Shen Lian, her full cooperation, and getting all the drug research data and even the virus data was the ideal path to victory, so that the other party wouldn’t have any power to pose an absolute threat to them.

And the prerequisite for this victory was to use Duan Wanshan to pry open Shen Lian’s defenses, so the reason why Shen Lian was so concerned about Duan Wanshan was extremely important.

But when Shen Lian committed suicide, this path was almost completely closed.

Yet Su Fengzi simply didn’t see the wall right in front of him and tried to ram right into it.

This was too unrealistic, too unlike Su Fengzi.

But Lin Chen thought this kind of unrealistic persistence was actually quite common. There had been many unsolved cases that were solved, but it was nothing more than tirelessly seeking that one-in-a-million chance.

And even now, it wasn’t about hope anymore; it was about something simpler, more basic—there had to be a reason for this.

“If where Shen Lian committed suicide successfully has nothing to do with you, why haven’t you found the answer yet?” Lin Chen asked.

Su Fengzi got even more irritated. “Reality is not a well-scripted detective film, where someone will inevitably leave a trace, and then that trace will inevitably be discovered by the detective and used to solve the case.” Su Fengzi paused, then continued, “I have used the method of situational recall on all related parties, but as you know, this is like fishing for a needle that may not really exist in the vast domain of the human brain without any direction.”

“I think at this point, we might all need something else.”

“What?” Su Fengzi.

“Some faith.” Lin Chen paused for a moment. He might still be in that narrow, dimly lit restroom, but it was as if a bright light had torn through the mottled, ugly mirror paper and shone through.

“<The Secret> says, as long as you believe something exists, it will definitely exist.”

“You don’t believe that good will always triumph over evil.”

“I didn’t believe it before.”

“Now?”

“Now I wonder if it’s too late for me to grasp at straws.”

“What do you want me to do?” Su Fengzi responded very quickly. “Did you find it?”

Lin Chen wasn’t sure yet if he could find it.

But after listening to Xing Conglian’s summary and analysis after connecting all the series of events, he believed that somehow, they were bound to get the key that would solve all the problems.

So he said, “Shen Lian once mentioned very clearly in our conversation that she was sick in the head.” Lin Chen paused. “They are very arrogant, thinking that their genetic abnormalities make their brains different from normal people, but using ‘sick’—this is obviously self-deprecating. Why would she think that?”

Su Fengzi fell silent.

Lin Chen continued, “Shen Lian should have a clear understanding of her own brain condition, so we need to check all possible opportunities for Shen Lian to have a brain scan, such as during medical experiments or when she was hospitalized for injuries, and compare the overlaps between Duan Wanshan and Shen Lian on these ‘opportunities’, combined with Shen Lian’s campus card records, absence records, and sick leave records, to see if there are any abnormal connections. If we are lucky, we might be able to pinpoint the real key point. Also……”

Before Lin Chen could finish, Su Fengzi hung up the call very cleanly. The clicking sound still lingered in his ear.

Lin Chen slowly lowered his hand.

Also…

Although I don’t know why we are bound to win, there have always been many people around us, including you.

From dusk till dawn, from when Shen Lian was still in critical condition to when all her vital signs stabilized, Lin Chen finally got a call back.

Su Fengzi’s voice was rough and hoarse, as if he had been crying. “I found it.”

He said.

When Lin Chen turned on his computer, he received a whole set of experimental record documents entitled “Analysis of Brain Maps for Movement Disorder Videos”, which included complete experimental records, including brain map analysis for the experimental group and the control group.

Lin Chen clicked open each brain map one by one—those varied yet similar brain activity diagrams caught all his attention. When he reached the end, Lin Chen found another document.

That was the correspondence table between each brain map’s anonymous code number and the subject’s actual name.

When he saw the code number 006573 and its owner, Lin Chen suddenly understood.

Just as he was about to close the document, he saw another code.

006501.


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Criminal Psychology Ch298

Author: 长洱 / Chang’er

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 298

“What’s with that expression?” the visitor who just arrived asked coldly.

Lin Chen, holding his phone, said to Xing Conglian, “You… are… great…”

“Disappointed, aren’t you? Thought it was Xing Conglian who came?” Huang Ze looked down at him from a higher position.

Lin Chen dusted himself off and stood up, sincerely answering, “Yes, I did.”

“…”

“So, I should apologize for disappointing you, shouldn’t I?” Huang Ze responded sarcastically.

“I accept your apology,” Lin Chen replied.

“…”

Huang Ze seemed to be silent for a while, probably out of annoyance.

Lin Chen looked at him for a moment, noticing that he was also on a call and hadn’t hung up yet.

The person on the other end of the phone loudly said “hello” a few times.

“What can I do for you, Inspector Huang?”

Lin Chen gave Huang Ze a way out.

Only then did Huang Ze’s expression lighten up a bit. “Someone is being a drama queen and insisted on speaking with you.”

Lin Chen took the phone handed over by Huang Ze, confused, “Hello, this is Lin Chen,” he said.

“Consultant Lin, is that you?”

“Yes, it is.”

“I… I’m Guiqiu… You know, Yan Guiqiu,” the person on the other end of the call said very familiarly.

Lin Chen glanced at Huang Ze, who seemed pleased with himself, while holding the phone as if it were a hot potato. Huang Ze mouthed what appeared to be: ‘serves you right’.

“Mr. Yan…”

“Just call me Guiqiu.”

“Guiqiu.” Lin Chen found he had no experience dealing with someone like Yan Guiqiu and his tone became noticeably cautious.

“Consultant Lin, you are too polite. You apologized to me, making me feel embarrassed.”

“I didn’t mean that.”

“Yes, you did.”

“Okay, I did…”

“You did what?”

“…”

Yan Guiqiu’s voice was so loud, and the rooftop was too quiet. Huang Ze kept a straight face, but it seemed like he was having a hard time not laughing.

“Guiqiu, what’s the reason for your call today?” Lin Chen asked in a coaxing manner.

“Ah, Consultant Lin! Right! I just wanted to tell you that there are so many good people in the world, and I’ve decided to become one!”

Yan Guiqiu spoke with a radiant spirit, which seemed effortless. But after thinking about it, Lin Chen realized that becoming a good person was indeed just a matter of mindset.

“Congratulations,” he said.

“Thank you!” Yan Guiqiu responded and hung up the call.

The call ended with a beep.

The purpose of Yan Guiqiu’s call was genuine, pure, and simple. Simply incredible.

Lin Chen slowly put down the phone, as if he were infected by this simplistic worldview.

He also glanced at Huang Ze and handed the phone back.

“What?” Huang Ze raised his eyebrows.

“Why are you here?” Lin Chen asked.

“That’s none of your business.”

“Is that so?”

Lin Chen looked at this person who was once considered a friend, then viewed as a mortal enemy, and now, they had a complicated relationship. He understood the intention behind Xing Conglian sending Huang Ze.

“There’s something I need to tell you about Huang Weiwei,’ he said.

The statement was brief.

After all, he had been contemplating the wording and how to present the truth to Huang Ze for years.

But he had never thought that he would reveal it at this point in such a simple and calm manner.

From start to finish, Huang Ze didn’t interrupt him; he only listened with his head down.

However, it seemed as if he was too stunned by the truth and had locked himself in another space, where one strong knock could shatter him into dust.

Lin Chen put his hands in his pockets and finally said, “This is the whole story. You have the right to know.”

After a while, Huang Ze slowly lifted his head.

Lin Chen had never seen such a complex look in his eyes—a mix of pain, shock, despair, guilt, pity, relief, and many other emotions—all converging into one of the most difficult moments in life.

Sorry, and, too late.

Under the blue sky and white clouds, Huang Ze looked like smoke that could be blown away by the wind, as if his soul had been torn apart.

Lin Chen didn’t look at Huang Ze again. Any words would seem barren. He walked past Huang Ze, wanting to leave and give Huang Ze some time alone, just as he often did before.

But as he put his hand on the iron gate, he suddenly turned back and spoke to him.

“Actually, I don’t understand.”

Huang Ze was motionless, as if he was a dead man who couldn’t hear his words.

So Lin Chen kept talking. This was probably the most Lin Chen had ever talked to Huang Ze in his life. But here on the rooftop, in this moment of complete honesty, he no longer treated Huang Ze as someone he needed to keep secrets from. They both needed to hear each other out.

“I understand why Weiwei did what she did, or at least, I thought I did. But in the past year, as I met so many people, I realized she was just the beginning. Whether it’s Fang Aizi or Xu Ran, or Song Shengsheng and Duan Wanshan, even the recent big vote. So many big and small people and events made me question at the end why people would sacrifice themselves for others?”

Huang Ze, of course, didn’t answer. Lin Chen continued to talk to the wind.

“One could argue this sacrifice is the function of high morals or a relentless struggle against evil, perhaps out of love or hate, or even supposedly, altruists are descendants of genes that humans have selected over time for the sake of the species. But now, I suddenly realize, none of this explains the most basic question: Why would they want to do this?”

Lin Chen was leaning on the door, with his back to Huang Ze, waiting for an answer.

“Lin Chen, you’re still fond of splitting hairs.”

Huang Ze finally recovers from his stupor; the wind carried his typical indifferent voice.

This was Huang Ze’s way of speaking, and Lin Chen knew it well. Huang Ze was telling him in his own twisted way: I’m fine. They, as they are, must also have strong resilience.

“Indeed.” Lin Chen conceded. “Then tell me, why did Weiwei choose to jump?”

“Because she wanted to save more people and didn’t want to see you troubled,” Huang Ze replied calmly yet painfully.

“Why would she want to save more people?” Lin Chen asks again.

“Because, she’s a good girl in our family.”

Lin Chen nodded, then shook his head. Huang Ze’s answer only covered a part of it.

He pulled open the iron gate and took a step out.

“Thank you.”

He faintly hears Huang Ze say this.

He waved his hand and finally didn’t look back.

……

The iron door on the rooftop slammed shut.

Lin Chen walked down the stairs, and the fluorescent lights emitted a cool glow.

With each step he descended, he felt a bit lighter. The long-term burden had suddenly been lifted, and it came so unexpectedly.

Perhaps everyone needed such a moment to muster up courage.

As Lin Chen walked around the corner to the next set of stairs, he saw quite a few people gathered.

There were the people from the previous guardhouse, unfamiliar police officers, and doctors probably ready to rush to the rooftop to rescue him.

Everyone was looking at their phones. The sound of WeChat group chats and Weibo refreshing filled the air.

“What’s going on?” Lin Chen snapped back to reality and asked.

After that, his phone rang on cue. The call was from Xing Conglian.

Lin Chen signaled everyone to go back to their own business. He moved to a quiet window and asked Xing Conglian, “Go ahead.”

“Are you alright?” Xing Conglian cut in.

“Not too good, but I can rally for a while.”

“Alright, then, I’ll keep it brief.”

Xing Conglian succinctly explained everything, while Lin Chen listened silently, no longer thinking about Huang Ze and all the people from his past.

Xing Conglian described the findings from the Mailin server, the response from the virologist, and their analysis, and when he heard about the innocent four white-collar workers who were killed in the noodle shop explosion, Lin Chen’s expression turned cold.

But whether it was the Dana Rainforest and Doctors Without Borders or the insurance company and Zhourui Pharmaceutical, when all the details came together, Lin Chen’s first reaction wasn’t fear.

He probably understood Huang Ze’s feelings on the rooftop now—a deep sense of shock.

Today, like every other day, was a very ordinary day.

Unlike his position on the rooftop, he was now facing the main entrance of the hospital.

Ambulances were flashing red lights, coming in and out. The white-clad medical staff were busier due to the sudden virus news, but everything was within control and not chaotic.

All departments had prepared in advance to handle mass panic. Major internet platforms and television stations were providing information about the Borna virus in various forms.

In the contingency plan that Su Fengzi wrote for Xing Conglian, a symptom of the virus that didn’t actually exist was included to distinguish between real patients and mass hysteria patients who believed they had been infected with the virus.

Of course, in such a context, there were rumors, distrust, and people fearing a possible large-scale poisoning or virus spread.

The situation seemed to return to the state before the big vote started, a delicate balance before the storm.

But Lin Chen knew it was almost over. Everything was almost over.

“Lin Chen.”

Xing Conglian called his name twice on the phone. Lin Chen turned his gaze away from the hospital entrance.

“What are you thinking about?” Xing Conglian asked.

Lin Chen was considering how to express his true feelings.

After Xing Conglian finished explaining the grand plan that had been disrupted, Lin Chen suddenly realized that it was actually the victims, whether it was Fang Zhiming or Fang Aizi, or Xu Ran, Song Shengsheng, Duan Wanshan, and Duan Yang…

Their silent resistance, like trickles merging into a sea, had torn an enemy far stronger than themselves to the state of madness.

That person would never expect that all the ordinary people he saw as ants and pawns, including those who have died, would eventually put the noose around his neck.

“I have a strange premonition now,” said Lin Chen.

“What kind of premonition?” Xing Conglian asked.

Lin Chen felt as if he had slept on the rooftop and had gone from an atheist to a complete believer.

“Although I don’t know why, no matter what happens, we will win,” he replied.

After saying that, Lin Chen hung up the call with Xing Conglian.

Someone was coming from the end of the corridor. It was a doctor.

Lin Chen held his phone and turned his head. The doctor took off his mask, looking tired but determined, and said, “The police captain asked me to come up and inform you that Shen Lian has been resuscitated, but she is still in critical condition, in the intensive care unit. Also, the neurology ward downstairs is having a conference call with Dana; you can go there.”

The smell of disinfectant hit him, and the sunlight streamed in from the window, making the doctor’s face bright and clean.

Lin Chen nodded, bowed in respect, and said, “Thank you.”


Kinky Thoughts:

Author really pulled a fast one there. I feel sorry for Huang Ze. The author really did him dirty. He was literally set up as the cannon fodder to be the catalyst to set up Lin Chen and Xing Conglian.

I was quite annoyed by his inexplicable actions, which could have easily been explained away if she just made him Lin Chen’s ex. Like it actually would make the story deeper—the death of Huang Weiwei caused the rift in their relationship, which led to the breakup.

I mean, reading the previous chapters, Huang Ze obviously harbored feelings for Lin Chen that teetered on hate because of what happened to his sister. When Lin Chen faked his death in the first arc, Huang Ze was incredibly relieved and happy to find out Lin Chen was still alive.

And to give an easy out, she made Huang Ze act irrationally by trying to kiss Lin Chen (out of nowhere, because WTF, that was never even developed) just to move the plot point of making Xing Conglian jealous and Lin Chen having the excuse to treat him like trash.

But my dude, Lin Chen, you literally withheld crucial information about HIS SISTER’S DEATH. Like how can you blame him for hating you and treating you awfully when you literally could have told him the truth about his sister, especially when you were directly involved in it (not by choice), irregardless of whether or not he would actually believe it. If you had told him before and he treated you badly, then things would be understandable. Yet you had held him in regard as a “friend” before and not told him—that’s just fucked up. That’s nice and all when you put “protecting her dignity and reputation”, but you know, the dead don’t care about that shit while the living suffer so that’s only self-serving.

Anyway, I had to get that out of my system. I hate it when danmei pulls this kind of trope.

Justice for Huang Ze! Fuck if you don’t want him, I’ll take him. Dude was brave enough to disarm a bomb, knowing it could blow him up. I can certainly blow…


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Full Server First Kill Ch29

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 29: Homeowners’ Meeting

Teest couldn’t quite hold back his smile.

He was standing at the entrance of the cave roasting a second deer; the first one had already turned to bones. The monster couple ate as if a storm had passed, and more than half of Teest’s stored seasonings were consumed in an instant.

Nol was assisting on the side. He ordered the deer bones to align themselves, and then he began to cut the meat. He wasn’t too surprised by the couple’s eating manners—a criminal policeman and a doctor were professions that eat during overtime as if they’re in a battle; one shouldn’t expect them to eat slowly and savor each bite.

Moreover, Dr. Zhu was now a wolfkin, so she naturally had a huge appetite. Compared to her barbaric counterpart, Dr. Zhu was eating quite gracefully.

While the two were eating, Nol briefly explained the current situation. From this world resembling a game, to the dragon’s nest, Ye Meng, and the elderly couple, to Witch Lynn in Whitebird City searching for her sister… The couple listened while eating, occasionally exchanging glances, but didn’t interrupt.

“I think I understand now.”

Having finished three deer legs, Dr. Zhu wiped her mouth and then spoke in a delicate manner. “Looking at it now, when Lao Luo and I woke up, we were inside this… um, instance.”

Officer Luo, with a vigor that didn’t match his appearance, tore at the deer meat, causing his cheeks to bulge. “As for how we got here, we don’t have any clues. We—”

“Wait a moment.” Nol took out a puppet head from his bag and placed it in the center of the cave.

“Let’s discuss the details with Lynn,” he said. “I tend to see things from a gaming perspective, and she can provide a different viewpoint.”

“A homeowners’ meeting, that’s great!” Officer Luo said cheerfully. “Miss Lynn has a good name, directly usable*. If we go out, should we also get Western names? …Romeo and Juliet?”

*Clarity: Her name is [Linen] (琳恩) which is Lynn with a Western context.

“They both died in the end,” Dr. Zhu said coldly. “I’ll go with Julie. Easy to remember.”

“Then I’ll be Rosen, even easier to remember*,” Officer Luo replied.

*Clarity: Their western names are quite cheeky. Taking his surname [Luo] () to become Rosen (罗森) while her surname [Zhu] () becomes Julie (朱利). It is also why Luo Ruilin thought of Romeo and Juliet first (same starting Chinese characters of their surnames).

What are they even competing about?

Teest reverted to his novice village mode, speaking less and observing with interest. Nol set up the puppet head and sat next to Teest. He placed two forks on his own plate and patted Teest’s shoulder reassuringly.

[I couldn’t explain earlier due to the chaos. If you don’t mind, I’ll introduce you to them formally.] He conveyed mentally. [But let’s not mention the “Mad Monk” thing first. Officer Luo’s occupation is quite special.]

Teest smiled, and instead of responding with his skill, he attached himself to Nol’s ear.

“Of course I don’t mind, honey.” Covering his lips with his palm, he whispered, “Whether it’s an introduction or anything else.”

A few steps away, Dr. Zhu—Julie’s wolf ears twitched, and her expression became puzzled for a moment.

‘…You’re doing this on purpose, aren’t you?’ Nol thought, torn between amusement and exasperation.

But he indeed felt relieved.

While explaining the situation to the neighbors, Nol kept glancing at Teest’s expression.

However, while his interactions with his neighbors were smooth and affectionate, being a native resident, Teest was bound to feel a sense of alienation. Whether treating Teest as a “friend” or a “dangerous person”, Nol did not want this to create a rift between them.

…..

Upon hearing that two more neighbors were found, Witch Lynn, who was on her journey, quickly found a forest to hide in, preparing for a magical video conference. Nol and Elf Rosen cast various isolation spells at the cave entrance, tentatively setting up the conference room.

The first homeowners’ meeting of the Joy Garden Tahe Community officially began, with the outsider guest Teest included.

“Hello? Hello? Can you hear me?”

Above the small puppet skull, the ghostly image of Witch Lynn appeared, hovering mid-air.

“We can hear you. We can hear you,” Rosen hurriedly responded. “I’m Luo Ruilin, and that’s my wife over there.”

Lynn looked at Julie, remaining silent for a good half-minute. When she spoke again, her tone was very natural. “Ah, Officer Luo. Do you two remember anything from before you arrived here?”

“It was the 31st, right? I’ll start.”

Elf Rosen sat up straight, stretching his neck to seem taller. “That day, Xiao Zhu and I were resting. We watched a movie at home, had some drinks, and then fell asleep—we slept for like ten hours. I found it strange that there were no work calls. When I opened my eyes, I saw a wolfkin, and it scared me nearly off the ground.”

Julie grinned. “He yelled at me, ‘Don’t move, put your hands up!’ …When he’s nervous, he always has his left shoulder up. I recognized him right away.”

Rosen cocked his head.

“Someone used to love saying they were 1.94 meters tall,” Dr. Zhu continued leisurely, pressing a paw on top of Officer Luo’s head. “I haven’t heard that for over a month. I kind of miss it.”

Nol couldn’t help but smile.

It seemed he didn’t have to worry too much about these two… As expected from professionals used to life and death situations, their emotional state was surprisingly stable given the bizarre events they faced.

“Speaking of the transmigration…”

After the jest, Julie’s voice grew solemn again. “Lao Luo is a heavy sleeper, and I’m a light sleeper. I woke up around midnight that night, and everything was normal then.”

“Later, as I was about to fall asleep, I heard a huge noise, like an explosion. But I was in a half-sleep state, maybe dreaming… When I woke up again, I was here.”

‘It seems like something did happen that night,’ Nol thought. It was a shame that the university student was killed by the dragon. He would have been most likely to stay up late.

“Our transformations into monsters, in terms of species, gender, and age, seem to have no pattern…” Lynn murmured somewhat disheartened, probably thinking of her sister, whose fate remained uncertain.

“No,” Rosen suddenly interjected.

Though Officer Luo now appeared petite and adorable, when he put on a stern face, he still exuded an authoritative demeanor.

“I know that Ye Meng. She’s academically excellent. The student surnamed Cui also attends the nation’s top music university. They both became dragon hatchlings; the elderly couple were kind and unassuming, with no remarkable characteristics, and they turned into slimes.”

“You’re a diligent mechanical engineer, so a puppet witch suits your characteristics; my wife is a general surgeon, skilled in surgeries… Meaning, she’s adept at dissecting flesh and organs. This matches with the wolfkin monster.”

“In my opinion, the monsters we turned into correlate with our personal traits.”

Dr. Zhu showed her scalpel-like claws in agreement. “Yes, Lao Luo is the most cunning in their team, so it’s only fitting he became a sly elf.”

“What about gender?” Lynn frowned, clearly contemplating.

Julie said calmly, “When the species isn’t even certain, for the ‘transformation pattern’, gender might be as insignificant as fur color.”

Lynn: “What you said makes sense, but it doesn’t explain Nol’s situation.”

Indeed.

Nol had been silent. As the former frail “Will-o’-wisp”, he seemed to be the only exception to this theory.

“Maybe I’ve been working overtime so much that I’ve become inconspicuous,” he said with self-deprecation as everyone turned to him.

Rosen: “Don’t be like that, brother. Maybe it means you’re exceptionally radiant, even having a glowing effect.”

“The pattern won’t disappear. You can try to find more people to confirm. Given the current circumstances, you two should talk about this ‘instance.” Teest cheerfully brought the conversation back. “What do you mean by ‘role-playing’?”

The couple fell silent. After a while, Rosen sighed. “We’ve been wandering around for over a month and found over a hundred traces of human habitation. Most are in caves; some have survived longer than others… some of them left records.”

He took out two things—an old book and a parchment scroll. The languages on the two documents were completely different.

Everyone gathered to see, and even Lynn’s phantom leaned in.

“I’ve highlighted data related to the ‘hunter’.” Rosen’s voice grew serious. “To figure out the situation, we’ve been investigating… You all can read this, right?”

The book was a popular novel published a century ago; the pages were tattered and filled with dark red handwriting in the blanks. Many words were damaged by time and water stains, making them hard to decipher.

Luckily, Rosen had marked the important parts, and everyone began to read those key records.

[…Day 82: The snow hasn’t stopped. We’re running low on food, and I have to hunt, but I can’t feel my feet. Henry said he saw a figure in the distance and has gone out alone. May the Goddess protect him.]

[…Day 97: Henry says he found a hunter’s cabin, but he can’t approach it, as if it’s cursed. We decide to wait for the hunter to leave and then seek his help. May the Goddess protect us.]

[…Day 105: The hunter doesn’t communicate with us and chased us away with a crossbow. My foot is severely infected. I need medicine, damn it.]

[…Day 117: Our plan worked. The hunter fell into our trap. The house is now ours. He had it coming, haha. I need to treat my foot.]

[…Day 118: The hunter is dead. We can’t find the house, his body disappeared. There’s nothing left.]

[…Day 119: Henry screamed at me, as if he didn’t recognize me. He chased me with a crossbow. My shoulder is injured; my foot hurts. I’m in pain everywhere. Why?]

[…Day 120: Why? Why? Why? I don’t understand.]

The diary stopped there.

Nol then unrolled a parchment covered with half-beastmen script. The dates were from over 70 years ago.

[June 16, 651: Found a man dressed as a hunter. He had been bitten by a bear and was unconscious. We couldn’t save him, but Holden was pleased, thinking it meant others were nearby.]

[June 17, 651: Holden hasn’t returned. Nina keeps asking where daddy is, and I can’t answer her. Holden has never been this late.]

[October 28, 651: Caught four ducks. We have food for a couple of days. Nina’s 12th birthday is coming up, and I want to prepare. Still no sign of Holden.]

[November 9, 651: Found Holden dressed as a hunter. He didn’t recognize me and even pointed his crossbow at our daughter. Oh God, what did we do to deserve this?]

[December 31, 652: It should have been a reunion. But Nina and I can only watch from afar. Nina only sees hatred in her father’s eyes and believes Holden betrayed us. I can’t explain it. How did we end up like this? A deer injured my rib. I hope I’ll be okay.]

[April 1, 653: My worst fear happened. Holden was seriously injured during a hunt. Nina discovered it but didn’t tell me. She left him there, saying she would take me to the cabin to recover.]

[April 2, 653: Nina went out and never returned.]

[April 3, 653: Nina doesn’t recognize me anymore.]

[April 4, 653: She shot me with a crossbow. I couldn’t dodge in time. My time is running out. Nina, my baby, she’s only 13. Who will celebrate her birthdays now?]

Inside the cave, all was silent except for the howling wind outside. Nol’s grip on the parchment tightened to the point of deforming it.

“I get it,” he murmured. “When the old hunter dies, the system chooses a new one from the trapped people. The new hunter loses all memories before becoming one, living and dying alone here.”

Teest, munching on a piece of deer meat, casually said, “Hmm, that’s quite tragic.”

“That’s our assumption too,” Rosen solemnly added. “The worst part is, no one can escape, whether there’s a hunter or not.”

‘No,’ Noel thought. ‘I should be able to leave.’

He had teamed up with Teest and even received a mission. Teaming up was one of the most solid bonds in the game. The system likely wouldn’t forcibly separate them.

But Officer Luo and Dr. Zhu were in danger. He had to take them with him.

Nol twitched the corner of his mouth, attempting to show a relaxed smile. “I said Teest is my friend, and he is. But there’s something I didn’t clarify—he’s a ‘player’ and is also a local of Tahe.”

“With a player here, I suggest trying to clear the level. When the mission ends, the sealed instance will automatically provide an exit… It’s our best chance.”

Assuming this instance is “normal.”

……

The evening sky blazed, and Crimson sat on a farmhouse roof, admiring the sunset.

For the past week, he hadn’t noticed anything unusual in the Alva caravan, and Jack hadn’t contacted him. Judging by the days, the Rizzi caravan was almost at its destination.

[Blood Gnome’s Trade] was a system skill, so it couldn’t be wrong. Could it be that those two people didn’t travel with the caravan but happened to move in the same direction?

…Or Jack might be withholding information from him.

Crimson scratched his face, recalling the route of the Rizzi caravan. Suddenly, a thought crossed his mind, and the corner of his mouth curled up in a grin.

“Using the ‘Night of the Hunt’, right?” Crimson chuckled to himself. “How could I forget about that? How cunning.”

He jumped down from the roof, approaching a farmer who lay prostrate on the ground. Deep gashes covered the farmer’s body, and his shirt was soaked in blood. The man gasped for air, his eyes bloodshot and filled with tears as he looked at Crimson.

“Demon… you… demon…” he cursed weakly.

“God says to have mercy on the weak. Honestly, I didn’t want to kill your wife and kids—that’s not my style.” Crimson squatted down next to him. “But I have to level up.”

With that, he raised his dagger, driving it straight through the man’s head. Swiftly, he sliced his palm, letting his blood mix with that of the dead man.

“In exchange for a life, I want to know the status of the player ‘Jack’ in fourteen days,” Crimson announced loudly.

The blood stirred, and the blood gnome appeared again. It gazed at Crimson in confusion, unmoving.

Crimson’s smile faded slightly. “In fourteen days, is the player ‘Jack’ alive or dead?”

The blood gnome remained still. It sadly released the corpse, pointed to where its eyes would be, and shook its head. Before Crimson could ask again, it disintegrated back into the pool of blood.

The body lay still, not sinking.

…The blood gnome can’t see? It didn’t even take the price.

Can the System’s divination skill also be wrong?

With a swift motion, Crimson drew his dagger, standing up. Anger flashed across his face. “Such an interesting opponent, and that guy kept it from me—damn it!”

He quickly pulled out a communication crystal. “Did Jack recently ask you about the ‘Night of the Hunt’?”

“Yes, Lord Crimson. Lord Jack inquired about the current number of participants in the ‘Night of the Hunt’ and requested to use the instance.”

“How many are there?”

“Currently, there are four people in the instance. Two potential targets for interrogation, plus Lord Jack. The instance is full,” the other party responded cautiously.

“…Fuck.” Crimson crushed the communication crystal in frustration.

No matter, as long as those two were still alive, they would meet again. Crimson dusted off his clothes, stepping over the blood puddles to leave the village.

Behind him, the small village was silent, with an overpowering scent of blood in the air. Crows circled overhead, their coarse cries breaking the silence.

The setting sun gradually sank into the darkness.

Inside the “Night of the Hunt” instance.

“Why don’t you just confess? In this day and age, still playing the ‘loyalty’ card?”

Jack sat on a simple wooden chair, cheerfully looking at the man in front of him. “Tell me about your side—their professions, skills, and items, and I’ll let you go.”

Lying in front of Jack was a handsome young man, nearly naked; his body curled up from the cold, and his skin turned blue.

His neck and limbs were shackled with thick iron chains fastened to large boulders. The chains had chafed his skin to the point of bleeding. Older blood stains beneath him had turned nearly black.

He didn’t respond to Jack.

Jack clicked his tongue, spitting on the man. “I’m not patient, and I don’t want to dismember you again—be glad you didn’t choose a female avatar; I’m not interested in men.”

“But last night it was me; tomorrow it’ll be the shadow wolf. You won’t be able to move, and it’ll keep eating you. It loves playing with human entrails. Trust me, I can keep you locked here forever if I feel like it.”

“Bullshit… If killed by the shadow wolf, the mission would fail… Once failed… I can leave…”

Jack burst into laughter.

“Idiot, the mission requires you to survive for fourteen days. Just yesterday, I killed you five or six times. If you could leave, you would’ve by now.”

Knowing more than his adversary seemed to bring him particular joy. “It seems you good folks don’t know. Nowadays, instances have errors—only we know where those errors are hidden.”

The young man didn’t reply.

After waiting for a while and realizing the man’s breathing had stopped, Jack saw the man’s body frozen in pain, his eyes murky and dim.

He was dead.

“Tch, committing suicide after just one day? Boring.” Jack kicked the body. “I wanted to bet on how long it’d take for you to go mad.”

He stepped over the corpse and approached the door. As it closed, the pale body disappeared into the shadows.

Not far away, a massive shadow wolf was half-sitting on the ground, its eyes burning like red coals. It tilted its head, looking at Jack with confusion, seemingly not understanding what kind of creature he was.

“Move along. Don’t stare at your grandpa.” Jack whistled at it. “It’s hunting time, dumb dog.”

The shadow wolf stared at him for a moment longer, then turned and ran swiftly into the night.


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Full Server First Kill Ch28

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 28: Role Playing

“I only know one Rebecca.”

Mr. Rizzi looked at Nol with an expression of surprise and confusion. “I have a sister named Rebecca. She went missing nearby when she was five… but that was over thirty years ago. Have you met her? Everyone says we look very alike.”

Yes, you two do resemble each other.

Nol’s lips moved slightly, and he finally said, “No, sir, we haven’t met her… I’m looking for someone else, sorry.”

Mr. Rizzi hummed in response without showing much disappointment. “No worries, I understand. This place is strange; people disappear from time to time. You should be careful.”

“How so?” Nol tried to sound relaxed.

“For instance, the Great Dragon Mountains in the north, where there’s only one moon at night… it’s quite eerie.”

Mr. Rizzi shuddered as he continued, “People say that those who go missing near there never return.”

“That sounds ominous,” Teest remarked, seizing the opportunity to change the subject. “Sir, dinner is approaching. Would you like to try some mutton?”

He knew the answer. Caravan owners often travel with private chefs and wouldn’t be interested in crudely prepared boiled meat in saltwater. But the question served as a good way to steer the conversation elsewhere.

As expected, Mr. Rizzi politely declined and quickly left.

……

Afterward, Teest observed a series of the lich’s daydreaming moments.

Nol furrowed his brows, lost in thought. He was so engrossed that occasionally he’d freeze, as if turned to stone.

Like now, Teest exhaled loudly, impatiently nudging Nol’s hand. Nol held a spoon full of soup, which had cooled down as he’d been lost in thought for two minutes.

“The information is scattered; there are too many possibilities,” Nol said after returning to his senses, sipping the now cold soup. “I have some theories, but…”

“Eat your food,” Teest interrupted. “No one’s rushing you. Find more clues before pondering. Isn’t that witch placing surveillance puppets everywhere? She’ll find new clues sooner or later.”

“True,” Nol replied, biting his spoon, making his voice muffled.

The security of Mr. Rizzi’s caravan was commendable. Over a week passed and the journey remained relatively peaceful. Nol’s daily routine was wake, work, eat, sleep, and occasionally experiment with spells for entertainment. He even started to feel like he was in a regular job.

After a few tries, Nol grasped the pattern of the [Fallen Death].

If the corpse he consumed was weaker than a lich, his attributes would barely increase, or not at all. Nol longed for the Dragon Tomb Garden. Perhaps once the black candle awakens, he could use the “Acquaintance Portal” to get some takeout from the neighbors there.

Yet the black candle remained dormant, leaving him wondering how long it might sleep.

Today, the caravan entered a vast forest. The birds were chirping, the flowers were fragrant, and the grass was as thick as a carpet. The frequent passage of caravans had formed a flat dirt road, making the carriage ride smoother.

Nol, engrossed in a history book, didn’t mind as Teest moved from across him to his side, leaning on his shoulder to nap. Teest’s silvery hair draped over Nol’s shoulder, looking quite picturesque.

Suddenly, Teest frowned, opening his eyes. “There’s a large creature nearby.”

Used to such occurrences, Nol casually cast an invisibility spell on him, saying, “Go ahead.”

Five minutes later, Teest returned with a small piece of fresh meat. “Here, meat from the Poisonous Monitor Lizard.”

Nol pondered for a moment and closed his book. “That’s the fourth time. Even for a forest, the density of large monsters seems unnatural.”

“It’s just a probe,” Teest nonchalantly replied. “The Eternal Church is probably looking for us. They’re not the type to sit still after losing something.”

Nol looked at him in resignation. “You knew and still went after the monsters?”

“Why refuse when they come to us? Besides, you can consume them.” Teest wrapped the meat casually, yawned, and leaned back on Nol’s shoulder. “They’ve likely used divination to pinpoint the Rizzi caravan. Ignoring these monsters won’t change the fact that they’ll eventually attack. Engaging them here would expose us even more.”

Nol suspected that Teest didn’t really care about staying hidden and probably wanted the church members to confront them. Regardless, considering his limited knowledge about this cult, Nol welcomed their eventual confrontation.

Perhaps this was the thrill of fishing. He calmly reopened his book, immersing himself in history once more.

In the dense forest in the distance, the burly Jack showed a smile.

Sure enough, something was suspicious about the Rizzi Caravan. If it was just an ordinary mercenary, it would be impossible to silently take down those monsters. He had been staking out for over a week and hadn’t even seen the opponent’s face.

Jack had no plans to contact Crimson.

The last time they faced those two, Crimson got nothing but beatings, and he himself had to bear the injuries. They were close to “that place”; he could act alone and cleverly use others to achieve his goal.

Perhaps when he got the candle back, Crimson would be the one assisting him.

Thinking of this, Jack pulled out a blank envelope. He scribbled something on it and lit it directly.

With a flash, the envelope dropped in front of Teest.

[Coordinates: 104, 32, 15; Help, hurry!]

Nol picked up the envelope. It was a special area request letter for players, which could be sent to other players within a kilometer.

He frowned at this, wondering who would waste such an item in a deserted forest area. Either there was a desperate player nearby or it was the work of the Eternal Church.

However, if this really was the work of the Eternal Church…

“It looks like those two attackers were probably players,” Teest said, seemingly unsurprised. “They treat the world as a game, have great power and immortality… You have to admit, it sounds like ‘demons’.”

Nol hummed in agreement. While the Temple of Life was eagerly looking for players, there was no reason for the Eternal Church to just watch. Last time, he and Teest’s performances were exceptional. Those two probably sensed the players in them and thus made their move.

“Let’s go together. Some save people, some animals catch animals.” Nol took out “The Complete Recipe Book”.

Teest laughed. “I like that idea.”

……

“When that guy shows up, I have to thank him.”

Arriving at the coordinates, Nol raised his eyebrows at the mushroom ring below him. “I was wondering how to find this copy, and he found it for us first.”

The circle of mushrooms glowed a strange ice blue, hidden deep in the grass, barely noticeable unless you looked closely.

An entrance to a hidden sub-dungeon, or a trap.

Nol smiled at Teest and stepped on it. Under Teest’s curious gaze, he raised his right hand, bending each finger back into his palm—

“Three, two…” The surrounding scene quickly twisted and distorted, as if an old oil painting was thrown into a washing machine. A fog rose, accompanied by a rumbling sound as if the world was collapsing; the warm air of the forest disappeared, and the surroundings became icy cold.

“…One.”

The fog dispersed, and the two stood in a snowy forest in deep winter.

The vibrant colors of late summer faded, and the broad-leaved trees around them turned into dense deciduous pines and firs, with an endless expanse of gray in between. Cold wind howled, snowflakes fluttered, and the snow swallowed their calves.

[You have entered a hidden area.]

[You have triggered a hidden dungeon quest: Night of the Hunt.]

[Achievement Conditions: Kill the white wolf or survive for fourteen days.]

[Task Reward: Given by NPC “Hunter”, specific reward depends on the Hunter’s favorability.]

[Failure Penalty: Cannot accept this quest again within 180 days.]

[※The number of people for this quest is limited to 1~4 players; there is no team requirement.]

“Ah-choo!” Teest’s nose and ears quickly turned red, and he hurriedly pulled a coat out of his old waist bag. Nature was very fair—no matter how high one stack their stats, humans would still freeze.

“This task is quite rare. It will randomly appear in this forest. We’re quite lucky.” Nol remained pale, and there was no white steam coming from his breath. “Let’s find the hunter’s cabin first. You need to warm up.”

On the way, Nol explained the basics of the quest to Teest.

The quest wasn’t complicated.

After the quest starts, the shadow wolf symbolizing disaster would wake up. The strength of the shadow wolf would adjust according to the level of the players present and was basically unbeatable. It would hunt players day and night, and players could only do two things—

“Kill the white wolf, and the shadow wolf will fall asleep. That white wolf is just an ordinary wild beast but will be hard to catch,” Nol said. “Or persist for fourteen days without dying, and the task will end automatically.”

“No wonder it’s called ‘Night of the Hunt’.” Teest wrapped himself up. “Either the shadow wolf hunts us, or we hunt the white wolf.” He ignored the “run till the end” option.

“Kind of,” Nol said. “The Eternalist who lured us might also be here. With the shadow wolf chasing us, the opposition only needs to trip us up. We need to be cautious.”

Teest sniffed in agreement.

Since they knew the tricks, the hunter’s cabin wasn’t hard to find. Nol followed footprints, traces of logging, and the scent of burning wood, quickly locating the target.

It was a roughly built log house with half a meter of snow covering the roof. Gray smoke billowed from the chimney. Even in daylight, the lights from the windows were very noticeable.

Standing at the door, they could hear faint coughs from inside.

Nol and Teest exchanged glances.

“Hello, it’s so cold outside; can we stay here?” Teest stepped forward to knock, his nasal voice especially persuasive. “We’ll pay.”

The game’s setting dictated that the hunter would not refuse players, but considering the game rewards and relationship levels, they remained cautious.

The door cracked open, releasing a burst of warmth, and an elderly face illuminated by the firelight appeared.

The hunter looked to be around seventy, slightly chubby, with deep-set wrinkles. His wild gray hair reached his shoulders, and he sported a large, unkempt beard. He was clad in moose and bear skins, exuding an aroma of meaty broth and grease. Despite his age, his back was still straight, hinting at his once sturdy physique.

He looked indifferently at the two standing at the door. After about half a minute, he moved aside.

“Hunter,” he pointed at himself and introduced in a deep voice, his tongue clumsy as if he hadn’t spoken to anyone in a long time.

“Teest, Nol.” Teest briefly introduced himself and Nol, quickly surveying the room’s interior.

The cabin was simple, consisting of one spacious room. A pot of soup simmered on the fireplace, its white steam drifting past a deer skull mounted above. Next to the fireplace was a rough chair, with a round table a few steps away. Jars and bottles sat on wooden shelves, their crude pottery gleaming warmly in the firelight.

The hunter’s bed and a long table filled with miscellaneous items each occupied a corner. The clutter on the table hinted that the owner wasn’t fond of reading or writing.

Teest immediately spotted several advantageous corners for combat. He then looked at the hunter and smiled politely. “We’ll set up by the long table; we promise not to disturb you.”

The hunter grunted in response and moved to the fireplace. “Soup’s in the pot. Serve yourself. Just this once. I don’t want your money, and don’t expect me to cook for you.”

“Can we trade for your stuff?” Nol inquired without glancing at the soup. “Not with money. We have sugar and spices.”

“I don’t have anything valuable,” the hunter replied without looking up.

Nol approached the cluttered table, lifting a letter opener from an inconspicuous corner. “We left in a hurry and missed many small items. If you don’t mind…”

“Have not used that thing in fifty years; take it,” the old hunter said after a sideways glance. “Salt or sugar, your choice.”

Teest packed some of both and left them on the shelf next to the fireplace. He then quickly returned to Nol’s side to inspect the letter opener.

With a deep brown handle and a slim, brass blade, it had a graceful curve but was tarnished and stained.

[Bad News: A worn-out letter opener that only reveals bad outcomes. When the user injures a target, it forcibly severs all system links between the user and the target. ※ Durable, but handle with care.]

Teest realized, “Could this be…”

[Exactly what you’re thinking of,] Nol responded mentally. [We can use it for a swift divorce.]

Instead of “Bad News,” he preferred calling it the “Blacklist.”

[I thought we’d face challenging quests to get the reward. Is it this easy?] Teest was amazed.

Nol smiled. [Ordinary people can normally dissolve teams or divorce. They generally don’t need such a niche item. Its value isn’t that high.]

Teest pretended not to hear.

Nol put the letter opener in his bag. Considering the Eternalist might be lurking nearby, he didn’t want to sever his ties with Teest just yet.

……

The night passed without incident.

The only “anomaly” was Teest’s efforts to keep his distance from Nol during the night. In summer, they’d comfortably sleep side by side. However, as temperatures dropped, Teest would flinch every time he touched the cold-bodied Nol.

Resigned, Nol got up in the latter half of the night to study new magic.

Throughout this, the old hunter was quite cold towards them. Treating them “like air” would be a polite way to put it. Even when Nol and Teest asked questions politely, he’d respond only once or twice out of ten times, mumbling incoherently.

Did the game system have to generate NPCs with such nasty temperaments? Nol wondered.

At dawn, the two were swiftly ushered out of the cabin by the old hunter.

“Get a deer, or at the very least, four pheasants or ducks. Get out of here,” the hunter said. The door slammed shut in front of Teest, blowing his long hair into disarray.

“Wow,” Teest exclaimed. “I thought my personality was bad, but there’s always someone worse.”

“Let’s go and explore the surroundings,” Nol suggested. “If we can hunt some big game, you might be able to make a fur scarf.”

“Do the Eternalist count as big game?” Teest muttered as he followed.

Nol looked up at the sky, avoiding that dreadful topic.

The snow was coming down as if it wouldn’t stop until the end of the world. Although the hunter was grumpy, he had lent them snow boots. With Teest’s wilderness survival experience and Nol’s [Listening] and [Smelling] abilities, their sturdy and lightweight boots quickly led them to prey. But they decided to go further to explore more areas…

“It seems there are no other people nearby,” Teest said as he roasted wild chicken over the fire at the entrance of a cave, the flames reflecting golden-red against his hair.

The pheasant was plump. Golden fat dripped onto the flames, causing it to crackle and pop. Teest simply sprinkled some salt and crushed herbs on it and roasted a few sweet potatoes, creating a perfect meal.

While eating too many sweet potatoes could be cloying, Nol preferred the white bread supplied by the Rizzi Caravan. Regrettably, while Teest had packed bottles and cans into his old waist bag, he hadn’t taken any bread.

“Unless something unexpected happens, there shouldn’t be any other people around here. Think about it, if there was a village nearby and the shadow wolf appeared, the villagers would be in big trouble,” Nol said, carefully biting into a chicken leg, trying not to get grease on himself.

Teest took a sharp breath. “So the hunter lives here all by himself?”

“That seems to be the case…” While games were games, reality was different. Hearing Teest’s words, Nol also felt a bit uneasy.

Suddenly, both of them froze. Teest drew his small hunting knife, and Nol grabbed his “The Complete Recipe Book”.

Behind a nearby rock, a head appeared.

It belonged to a beautiful and cute young boy. His golden short hair shone brightly, his eyes were astonishingly blue, and his long, pointed ears made him look like a forest elf from a fairytale, completely out of place in this snowy landscape.

His hand was grasping a stone, and the longing in his eyes was about to overflow.

Nol remained vigilant—despite the cute appearance, this creature was a “dwarf elf”, a kind of humanoid monster. Dwarf elves were innate magicians, slippery and cunning, and tricky to handle.

“It seems you’ve found me,” the elf said, his voice slightly muffled by his saliva. “Sirs, my wife and I haven’t eaten for two days. Please share some meat. I can perform healing magic. We can trade!”

Nol: “…” No, the elf’s had a strangely familiar tone.

Nol: “Earthstar?”

The elf gasped. “Nin-year compulsory education?”

“City A?” Nol continued.

The dwarf elf wiped his drool. “Copper pot mutton hotpot?”

“Yunshang Joy Garden?”

“Family—!” The elf eagerly opened his arms towards Nol but stopped just in time due to Teest’s threatening knife.

“I’m from Joy Garden. Both my wife and I are.” The dwarf elf scratched his head in embarrassment. “I’m Luo Ruilin, and my wife is Zhu Lijun… Do you remember?”

Nol was silent.

That memory was too profound.

This couple was famous in their community—Officer Luo, a policeman, and Doctor Zhu, a general surgeon. Known to be old classmates, they were famous for rarely being at home due to their professions. But for the same reasons, they had an excellent reputation in the community.

In Nol’s memory, Officer Luo was a tall man with a shaved head, standing at about 1.9 meters. Looking down at the dwarf elf, who was less than 1.6 meters tall, mixed feelings arose in his heart.

“Xu Yue. Building 7, Unit 1, Room 701,” he briefly introduced himself.

“Oh,” the dwarf elf recalled after a moment. “I remember Old Lady Meng in 501, who was quite a troublemaker.”

“She especially liked to curse people at the entrance of the building around four or five in the morning,” Nol added with a hint of nostalgia. “Teest, it’s okay. This guy is fine.”

The dwarf elf enthusiastically turned to Teest. “So, is he also—”

“No.” Nol shook his head. “He’s my friend, but he doesn’t live in Joy Garden.”

“Right, I’m his friend,” Teest said with a forced friendly tone. “We still have some chicken left. You can have it.”

“No, can I call my wife over? It would be better if we work together, right?” The dwarf elf’s eyes shone brightly. “Just be prepared; her appearance is a bit… abnormal.”

How could he describe his wife in such a way? Nol raised an eyebrow. But Officer Luo had always had a good reputation in the community, so maybe the situation was indeed special.

He turned to look at Teest, and Teest nodded. Only then did Nol say, “Let her come over. Let’s discuss the situation.”

“Honey!” The dwarf elf shouted loudly into the woods. “Honey, come over! We have our neighbors here—!”

Following his call, a shadow darted through the forest like the wind, moving so fast that it left only an afterimage. In just a few seconds, the shadow stopped in front of Nol and Teest.

Nol: “…………”

Teest took a deep breath, his movements a bit awkward. He almost instinctively drew his knife earlier—

The creature in front of them stood over two meters tall, with a massive wolf’s head, brown-yellow pupils, and sharp teeth. It was extremely muscular, its fur thick and dense, and its claws were as sharp as daggers.

Even in the icy and snowy conditions, it didn’t mind exposing its upper body. Underneath the fur, the contours of its eight-pack abs were notably prominent.

A wolfkin.

…More accurately, a male gray wolfkin.

‘Okay,’ Nol thought numbly. Mental preparation was indeed necessary.

“Which one of you is the neighbor?” The wolfkin spoke in a deep voice, looking quite at ease.

Before Nol could respond, the dwarf elf patted Nol. “This brother here.”

The wolfkin lowered her—his head to examine Nol. He was unsure what the creature was thinking, but its expression became serious after a moment.

“Your body temperature is off. Normal human temperature shouldn’t be this low… You’re a monster like us,” the wolfkin said. “Pardon my bluntness, but I’m afraid you won’t be able to leave.”

Nol’s heart skipped a beat. “What do you mean?”

“We’ve been here for over a month and found many clues. Simply put, this place traps all humans and humanoid monsters—the ‘Hunter’ is dying, and this place will pick a successor for him.”

“Even if someone is chosen, the others are backups. Once people come here, they can never leave again.”

The wolfkin sighed, showing off his sharp canine teeth.

“It seems this is like a role-playing game. It always needs a ‘Hunter’ to wait for the so-called ‘players’.”


The author has something to say:

Don’t think Nol’s card drawing luck is bad. His luck in drawing people (?) is really not bad.

Dragon Nest trio is waiting to grow. Outside, the starting combo of a mechanical engineer + criminal policeman + general surgeon is truly a golden team…

Of course, the most epic moment was drawing Teest, the Super Collector’s Edition SSR (?


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Sendoff Ch78

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 78: Besieged

Fireworks rose and fell, only in an instant. After the glow, the night remained pitch black, and the sky was still gloomy.

There were no mirrors outside. Yin Ci didn’t know what was on Shi Jingzhi’s mind, but he was wearing a bewildering smile on his face. Yin Ci used his sleeve to wipe off the snow and started rubbing Shi Jingzhi’s smoke-stained face.

At least it was New Year’s Eve. Shi Jingzhi didn’t have any new clothes to wear, but he looked peculiar and ethereal, overshadowing his shabby appearance. Now, he had to put on a stern face and walk into the house, not knowing if he would be mistaken for a beggar and kicked out.

The feeling of earnestly acting as an elder wasn’t so great. In just a few days, Yin Ci’s heart had pounded more times than in the past fifty years.

If it hadn’t been for his immortality, that blow just now would have cost him several years of lifespan.

Yin Ci thought to himself as he exerted a bit more force, wiping Shi Jingzhi’s face until it turned red. Finally, he managed to make Shi Jingzhi presentable, and the two of them returned to the house.

Little did they know that Shi Jingzhi’s festive addiction wasn’t over yet.

After everyone finished eating dumplings in a noisy manner, Shi Jingzhi neatly arranged a pile of fireworks and secretly prepared three red envelopes.

“Su Si, from now on, take good care of Lord Bai and don’t cause any trouble for me.”

Shi Jingzhi handed out the red envelopes and then gently patted Su Si’s head. He had a spring-like smile on his face, but his words weren’t very polite.

Su Si had just swallowed the last dumpling and almost choked on the spot.

But thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he hadn’t been of much use on this journey. Su Si, the young Patriarch of the Chigou Sect, reluctantly accepted the red envelope and opened it, only to find a small amount of money inside.

Su Si: “…”

Although he hadn’t been of much use, Shi Jingzhi wasn’t a generous person either.

He was just using this to get rid of a beggar!

“Yan Qing, take this money and keep it for now. When I break the ban, I will retrieve some of it. If I don’t… then you can take this money and accompany Su Si back to Huilian Mountain. The masters won’t make things too difficult for you, considering this sword’s importance.”

Upon hearing this seemingly entrusted tone, Yan Qing’s eyes reddened.

He carefully opened the red envelope and took out two silver notes. One note was worth one liang of silver, and the other was worth two liang of silver.

What about the monthly allowance and bonuses they had agreed upon? Weren’t they missing?

Yan Qing’s gratitude diminished instantly. He subtly said, “Oh,” turned around slowly, and decided to have another bowl of dumplings.

He suspected that the Kushan Sect was really here to freeload meals. Once they left, they would probably have to sleep and eat in the rough terrain, not even being able to afford the cheapest inn.

Finally, Shi Jingzhi walked up to Yin Ci. “A’Ci, this is for you. Take it. After all, I am your master, and I should give you something.”

With the tragedies of Su Si and Yan Qing before him, Yin Ci skeptically accepted the red envelope.

From the feel of it, there wasn’t a single copper coin in this thing. Who knew what tricks this fox was playing?

Well, he would consider it, playing along with his cheap master.

Yin Ci tore off the red paper expressionlessly. As expected, there were no silver coins inside, only a square piece of demon skin.

His eyebrows raised as he flipped the demon skin over. The demon skin was brownish-black, with a beautiful line of small characters engraved on it. The strokes were filled with cinnabar ink, making them very clear.

[Yidu Lantern Festival. Choose freely with this token.]

“A’Ci, make sure to keep it safe,” Shi Jingzhi said solemnly. “If you lose it, I won’t pay for it.”

A faint sourness surged in Yin Ci’s heart as he put the small piece of demon skin into his pocket.

“That’s only natural.”

Although it was a spontaneous idea, by midnight, the celebration was starting to feel more festive. Shi Jingzhi had gathered some cheap materials from Chen Qianfan’s collection and made some fireworks and firecrackers to set off outside the door.

Amidst the crackling sound of firecrackers, brilliant fireworks burst in the sky, adding fleeting stars to the gloomy sky.

Yan Qing held his Sword of Compassion and strained his neck from looking up. Lord Bai was frightened by the firecrackers and ran around honking, while Su Si had to chase after it with a bitter face.

Shi Jingzhi happily arranged two snow stools and pulled Yin Ci to sit down, watching the sparkling fireworks in the sky.

Shi Zhongyu was worried about her sect and couldn’t get into the festive mood. She didn’t want to disturb the others’ enthusiasm and found a corner to meditate on her own.

The smell of gunpowder in the air grew stronger. Chen Qianfan sneezed and shook his head helplessly. Granny Wei put on an extra coat and watched the fireworks with the members of the Kushan Sect.

The old woman leaned against the door as the fireworks twinkled in her cloudy eyes.

“The warm breeze loves the charming peach branches… The spring river is calm, whose home is filled with spring…”

She began to sing that festive and lively tune again. However, compared to before, her singing style was a bit strange—she became sharper as she sang. It was as if she had forgotten her age and forcibly raised her voice.

The old woman’s throat couldn’t handle the strain. What was supposed to be a gentle tune was turning into a mournful melody. Shi Jingzhi turned his head. “Granny Wei?”

Granny Wei’s expression became somewhat absent-minded. She looked at the fireworks in the sky, and a trace of fear gradually appeared on her face.

“It’s over, it’s over.” She pinched her voice and exclaimed like a young girl. “My voice is ruined, and I can’t sing anymore. On New Year’s Day, I’ll be beaten by the old master!”

After hesitating for a while, Shi Jingzhi was about to go forward and check her pulse, but Granny Wei snapped back to reality on her own.

She stood there in a daze for a moment, then gradually lowered her head. A slightly embarrassed expression appeared on her round face. “I’m getting old and confused. I scared you just now, didn’t I? I’ll go make tea…”

Before Shi Jingzhi could say anything, she had already entered the house, as if trying to escape.

With Chen Qianfan, an expert in healing, present, Shi Jingzhi was afraid of overstepping his boundaries in treating her, so he sat back down. When the last bit of fireworks burned out, everyone entered the house shivering from the cold. Granny Wei was already sitting in her usual spot, embroidering.

She had returned to her relaxed state and smiled apologetically at everyone.

Shi Jingzhi returned to Chen Qianfan’s side, busy watching him study scriptures. As the time for rest approached, he mentioned Granny Wei’s condition.

“Yes, I know,” Chen Qianfan casually replied. “She has been a bit scatterbrained lately. I’m working on a solution.”

Aside from that incident, this New Year’s Eve was quite perfect.

The battle on the first day of the new year was equally perfect.

The Arcane Arts seemed even more sluggish than the day before. Chen Qianfan didn’t even use any techniques; he just had Shi Jingzhi try his hand and personally directed him. With the three of them working together, they successfully severed the hands of an ancient corpse by sunset.

That night, Chen Qianfan started handling the body, claiming that he would be able to make the disaster warding talismans by noon on the second day. While Elder Chen was immersed in making the talismans, Granny Wei also came to help and cleared a large area in the room to set up a large-scale formation to break the ban.

The beginning of the new year went so smoothly that Shi Jingzhi became somewhat spirited.

The formation inside the house was slowly becoming complete, and amidst the tension, he even felt a faint sense of anticipation.

Everything was almost ready for breaking the ban, except for the three ancient corpses needed to power the formation. The next plan was stable and peaceful, proceeding step by step, which was rare and comforting.

…Unfortunately, this stability came to an end in the early morning of the next day.

Shi Jingzhi and Yin Ci were woken up by a terrified Yan Qing shaking them vigorously. Yan Qing, usually steady, had a look of fear in his red eyes. Shi Jingzhi rubbed his eyes and got up. “It’s not even the hour of the Tiger yet. What’s going on?”

“O-Outside! Outside!”

Yan Qing gestured desperately, regretting that he couldn’t pull out his memories to show them. After speaking for a long time, his tongue got tangled, so he could only drag the master with one hand and the disciple with the other, forcing them to the door.

In winter, the sun rose late, and there was only a faint light around. But this faint light was enough for them to notice something strange—

The vast and monotonous snowy landscape had disappeared, replaced by black things surrounding the house in a complete circle. In the dim light, countless green and red dots flickered and trembled, occasionally flashing. The cold wind carried a gloomy atmosphere, making people feel uncomfortable.

Yin Ci narrowed his eyes slightly and understood it clearly.

That dark mass was entirely composed of monsters. Most of them were small monsters, but they were enough to be horrifying. Judging from the situation, it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that all the monsters from the Milan homeland had gathered here.

Monsters were already rare, let alone such a gathering of various types, coexisting peacefully. Yin Ci quickly scanned his gaze and found the “leader”.

The Arcane Arts was indeed among them.

It was about a hundred meters away from the house, kneeling at the edge of the encirclement. Its terrifying head was slightly lowered, facing the house’s entrance. Unlike during the previous battles, the Arcane Arts’ entire head was wide open, and from a distance, one could see thousands of pupils emitting a green light embedded in its huge skull.

Chen Qianfan’s house was most likely protected by spells, keeping them all outside. The horde of monsters couldn’t advance, yet they remained quiet and still.

It was hard to imagine what kind of fright Yan Qing had encountered when he went out to practice his sword early in the morning.

The commotion caused by the three of them waking up caught the attention of Elder Chen, who had been sleeping at the table. He grumbled a few times and pushed the three blocking the door to the side. “Move away, let me have a look.”

Seeing the situation outside the door and the Arcane Arts kneeling not far away, Chen Qianfan raised an eyebrow. “I didn’t expect that we would end up living in this godforsaken place and still have visitors coming to pay their New Year’s respects?”

The three members of the Kushan Sect: “…”

This old man was too audacious. He was probably quite wild when he was young.

After Chen Qianfan finished his sarcastic remark, he stretched his back with a big yawn. “Bring everyone here. Remember to close the windows. Don’t let Xiao Chun see. Don’t panic. I’ve set up quite a few formations, so they won’t be able to enter for the time being.”

People quickly gathered inside the house. Granny Wei didn’t join in the commotion and continued to prepare breakfast as usual. Shi Zhongyu saw the scene outside and furrowed her brows tightly, enough to crush a fly.

Yan Qing soon noticed something unusual—

“Where’s Su Si?”

“That tear mole kid? The goose beat him up in the middle of the night and then ran away. He went after it, but he said goodbye to me before leaving.” Chen Qianfan said, “Now it seems like Sai Weng has lost his goose*.”

*This is referring to the proverb “Sai Weng lost his horse” (塞翁失馬), except in this case it’s a goose since he’s referring to Lord Bai. The proverb means every misfortune or setback may turn into a blessing in disguise (AKA every cloud has a silver lining/a setback may turn out to be a blessing in disguise). || You can read the story about the proverb in my Kinky Thoughts.

It seemed that Lord Bai had sensed something, and time was limited, so it only managed to save Su Si.

“Senior, may I ask what’s going on?” Shi Zhongyu, who was in a hurry, was so nervous that it was about to overflow in her voice.

“Someone had the audacity to ‘awaken’ the Arcane Arts.”

Chen Qianfan coldly snorted.

“Don’t worry, I’m not referring to you all. That brat who chased the goose couldn’t do it either. Whoever played this trick is definitely more skilled than my senior brothers and sisters, and even my junior brothers and sisters.”

Yin Ci: “Awaken?”

“When the Arcane Arts was the ‘Queen’s Funeral’, it was much fiercer. The Mishan Sect placed thousands of restrictions on it, only suppressing it to its previous state… But now, it seems someone deliberately deactivated the restrictions and turned it back into the mad dog it was back then.”

It turned out that the Arcane Arts they fought a few days ago was a weakened version.

Shi Jingzhi broke into a cold sweat. “If they placed restrictions, why did they intentionally leave a solution?”

“Are you stupid? This is the Queen of Milan’s artifact. When faced with external threats, awakening the Arcane Arts to deal with the enemy is much more convenient than taking action themselves.”

‘That’s actually a clever move,’ Yin Ci thought. If they weren’t considered “enemies”, it would be even better.

Yin Ci spoke before Shi Jingzhi could. “Yan Qing wasn’t present that day, so I’ll have him escort you and Granny Wei away.”

Elder Chen, being elderly and not strong in combat, was indispensable in breaking the ban. If the Arcane Arts was coming after them, it would be best to send the old man away first.

Chen Qianfan snorted. “The ‘Queen’s Funeral’ is relentless and unreasonable. Don’t even think about it; once surrounded, no one can escape.”

Yin Ci fell silent.

“But that doesn’t mean we can’t escape.”

Chen Qianfan didn’t show much annoyance from being involved, and his face wore a cold smile.

“Using those two corpse hands as materials, I can create a temporary artifact to help us all escape. There is a downside, though—the Arcane Arts, even if sealed again, won’t give up its target. Once the target sets foot on Milan’s territory, it will relentlessly pursue and hunt them day and night. In the future, our group won’t be able to get a single step closer to the Mishan Sect.”

“In that case, the girl’s disaster warding talisman won’t be needed, and this kid’s ban won’t be lifted either. My thirty years of research might just end here.”


Kinky Thoughts:

Sai Weng lived on the border, and he raised horses for a living. One day, he lost one of his prized horses. After hearing of his misfortune, his neighbor felt sorry for him and came to comfort him. But Sai Weng simply asked, “How could we know it is not a good thing for me?”

After a while, the lost horse returned with another beautiful horse. The neighbor came over again and congratulated Sai Weng on his good fortune. But Sai Weng simply asked, “How could we know it is not a bad thing for me?”

One day, his son went out for a ride on the new horse. He was violently thrown from the horse and broke his leg. The neighbors once again expressed their condolences to Sai Weng, but Sai Weng simply said, “How could we know it is not a good thing for me?” One year later, the Emperor’s army arrived at the village to recruit all able-bodied men to fight in the war. Because of his injury, Sai Weng’s son could not go off to war and was spared from certain death.


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