Full Server First Kill Ch61

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 61: Two Stories

Everyone had entered the dark tower, leaving only the two Players outside.

Nol didn’t invite them to follow, nor did he close the door at this point. The black tower stood amidst a sea of corpses and blood, and the surrounding silence was terrifying. The fog silently rolled, licking across scattered flesh and bones, and the nearby wind seemed to be heated by the corpses. Anakin shivered and reluctantly moved towards the tower.

After all, Nol had explicitly said that they needed to witness until the end.

To be honest, Anakin couldn’t understand what Nol’s situation was.

Her and Solo’s actions had nothing to do with their own thoughts. It was purely motivated by the dangling quest “carrot” that was in front of them. Nol was different; his actions contained a bit more sincerity, but compared to pure sincerity, he seemed to be completing some kind of mission.

What kind of past did such an NPC have?

“That Nol must not be of ordinary origin. His feelings for Queen Hyacinth are unusual. Maybe Hyacinth was his teacher or something,” Solo said with lingering fear.

He thought assisting in protecting the tribe would require a grand battle, but now it seemed like it was almost like winning by laying down. This “free ride” with blood splattering everywhere made people feel uneasy deep down.

Anakin didn’t respond. The two of them stepped into the darkened door for the first time. Like breaking through a layer of black fog, their vision flickered for a moment, nearly blinded by the suddenly overflowing light.

The situation inside the tower was completely different from what they had thought.

The interior of the black tower seemed even more spacious than the outside, with a dozen circular floors built against the inner walls of the black tower. Even ignoring the huge holes in the center of these ring layers, each floor had an area of four or five football fields.

In the center of the black tower stood a square, spiral staircase built of wood. At every turning platform, a cross bridge would protrude, connecting to the nearest floor.

The exterior of this tower clearly had a spire. The sky at the Dream Edge was a hazy blue-purple, but inside, the top of the tower was connected to a piece of blue sky.

The brilliant sunlight made the inside of the tower incredibly bright. Soft vines hung down from the third floor with clusters of purple flowers blooming. Dense mist swayed on the fourth floor, casting shadows of rocks. The waterfall on the fifth floor gushed down into a pool, splashing silver-white water. Higher up, Anakin saw protruding giant tree branches.

Each floor of the tower had a “scene” that seemed somewhat different. Only the first floor—the floor they were on—was orderly. The floor was covered with large chessboard-style tiles. Load-bearing stone columns were decorated with potted plants and soft armchairs, and gargoyle-shaped wall lamps burned quietly.

Thousands of succubi were tightly squeezed into a corner of the first floor, occupying less than a quarter of the space. Perhaps because the environment here was too good, their panic had nowhere to be placed. Many people couldn’t help but look up, fascinated by the sky at the top of the tower. Even more people didn’t dare to make a sound, looking from afar at the figure lying in the sunlight—

The reigning queen lay asleep under the sun, her light golden hair shining dazzlingly in the sunlight. The succubus, wearing an old man t-shirt, stood by the queen. At the moment, she was tilting her head back, opening her mouth to this magnificent sight.

“We have brought the queen back.” Nol’s gaze accurately locked on to Succubus Doni. “So from now on, Teest is your crown prince.”

Teest stood on the other side with his arms crossed while tapping them with his fingertips. His daydreaming was blatant as he walked.

Succubus Doni looked at the queen and then at Nol, the fear in her eyes deepening.

When giving up his memories, he had pleaded for them to save their tribe… Had he made his wish to completely wrong entities?

These two had done so many inconceivable and absurd things, but they indeed conformed to the “heir selection” rules, he thought in a daze.

Teest hadn’t deliberately harmed any succubi, only stopped their counterattacks. Although Nol’s methods were rough, they didn’t cause substantial harm. He just transferred them all inside the tower.

Then, they brought back the queen, even the missing Knight Malvina.

“…Yes, the process is without problems.” After a while, Succubus Doni squeezed out an answer.

Behind him, the succubi huddled even tighter.

“Should I wait for this woman to die on her own, or should I put on the ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ and ascend the throne now?” Teest seemed to have regained his senses.

Doni bit his lip. “As long as the time ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ is taken off doesn’t exceed ten minutes, the ‘Dream Dominion’ sheltering here will be fine. I suggest…”

Teest ignored him. He directly took off the queen’s earrings and threw one to Nol, who was beside him. Ma Zhigang, who was next to her, was about to have an outburst, but Teest had already placed the A Midsummer Night’s Dream crown on his head.

Anakin and Solo, who were watching, weren’t spared either. The necklace was thrown onto Anakin’s face, and Solo quickly reached out to catch it—

Soft light engulfed the sight of several people, and Nol closed his eyes first, taking a deep breath.

‘This is a dream,’ Nol thought.

Like the dreams people often have, it was just a moment in reality but felt incredibly long.

The dream left by Succubus Queen Hyacinth. The answer he was seeking was here.

[A beautiful boy and girl fell in love. Decoste often came to the Dream Edge to visit Hyacinth.]

[“It’s always so peaceful here. I really want to live a lifetime.” He lay on the grassy hill full of tiny flowers, with his hands cushioned behind his head.]

[“Then live a lifetime,” Hyacinth said with a smile.]

…This was originally a small conversation arranged by the production team.

But in the dream left by Queen Hyacinth, the environment was the same, the protagonist was the same, but the lines were worlds apart.

“You said bodies are lost at the Dream Edge?” The boy lay on the grassy hill, eyes wide in surprise. “Has this never happened before?”

Hyacinth sighed. “I’m afraid someone has invaded the Dream Edge.”

“What would they want with stealing bodies? It’s so strange.” Decoste frowned.

……

[The boy grew into a young man, but his lover still looked the same as a girl. Interlocking ten fingers became difficult, so he covered her hand with his palm. ‘It’s okay,’ Decoste thought. They still have a long time. Hyacinth was his destined one. Love could break through all difficulties.]

[“Now I’m a whole head taller than you!” He laughed, comparing his height to Hyacinth’s. “If I lower my head to look at you, will you cut it off, Your Majesty?”]

[“You’re about to become a formal businessman yet you’re still so informal.” Hyacinth laughed.]

In the dream, Decoste was wearing the same set of clothes and looked solemn.

“The Eternal Church wants to trade succubus bodies through me, claiming it’s for ‘collection needs’.”

Young Decoste pressed his soft hat to his chest, his tone worried. “They urgently need a large number of bodies. I guess they will not wait for the succubus to die naturally.”

Hyacinth nodded. “The magic that protects the lair should be upgraded, and I will also pay attention to the tribe members who have contact with humans.”

Decoste kissed her brow. “Don’t work too hard, Your Majesty. I will help you with all my heart and soul.”

……

[As Decoste stepped into middle age, specks of silver appeared at his temples. Due to some indescribable emotions, he could no longer hold his lover’s hand as freely as before, allowing her instead to link arms with him.]

[Would he receive love or pity from her as he grows old? Decoste began to fear “standing beside Hyacinth”. She sensed this, and concern filled her eyes. They no longer talk about the future.]

[“I’m so reluctant to leave you,” Decoste said. “I always calculate the opportunities we have left to meet. Hiya, why are the gods so cruel?”

“If you detest me, please tell me,” Decoste said. “Your eyes break my heart. I dare not look into them.”

He was obsessed and repeated this over and over. The sweet innocence of his youth had turned into bitterness and anxiety.]

[“A brave man has found fresh forget-me-nots.”

One day, Hyacinth brought two beautiful flowers still covered with fresh dew. “Decoste, dreams don’t lie.”]

Across from Hyacinth, Decoste looked frighteningly thin.

His eyes were bloodshot, and his hair was sparse and gray. He looked as despairing as a corpse sunk in a swamp.

“Hiya, I cannot sleep.”

Decoste’s emaciated face twitched. “The Eternal Temple knows about our relationship. They found me again, saying there is a way for us to grow old together.”

Decoste’s voice was like sandpaper rubbing.

“They can transfer the power of monster corpses to humans. A girl with only half her body can restore it using the healing ability of a monster’s… I know, they just want to get succubus corpses from me.”

“But I always wonder—should I give them the corpses of succubi from other tribes? Or give them the succubi who committed capital crimes instead? Just once, just once, and we don’t have to be separated by time.”

“Every time I see you, I think of this. Every time I leave you, I still think of this. The path is right there, Hiya… The path is right there.”

Hyacinth listened quietly.

“Even if I become a monster, I want to stay by your side. But I don’t want to disappoint you…”

Decoste gently caressed his lover’s face. His thin hand was a stark contrast against her skin that was as white as jade. “My Queen, can you make this pain stop?”

Hyacinth closes her eyes. She gave her lover a hug. She hugged him for a long time, as if it was a farewell.

At the end of the hug, she extended her hand. In her palm lay two wrinkled purple buds.

“A brave succubus has found fresh forget-me-nots.”

She said, “Decoste, dreams don’t lie.”

……

[For the ruler of the succubus, traversing through dreams was a piece of cake.]

​[In the deepest dreams, the lovers met in the cabin where they first met. Wildflowers were all around the cabin, and the roof was covered with dark green rose vines. The clear lake reflected the blue sky, white clouds, and the aged Decoste.]

​[His back was hunched, and his robust body shriveled like a deflated pod. He had lost all his teeth, and sparse white hair stuck tightly to his scalp. Beneath the stacked, dry skin, a pair of murky eyes could vaguely be seen.]

[Opposite him stood a familiar yet unfamiliar old lady.]

[Her back was also hunched. Her lips enveloped bare gums, and the remaining strands of hair were styled into a silver-white bun. Her purplish-blue eyes seemed to have faded, turning into a misty gray. ​]

[They stood face to face, like any ordinary old people in this world. The sun was shining all around, birds were singing, and someone started to laugh. They looked at each other’s aged faces, laughing louder and louder, until they were out of breath and coughing.]

​[So it turns out that this was their deepest desire—to be at the same place, with the same person, at the same time.]

[“Quickly remember my appearance, so you won’t be curious later.” Hyacinth’s voice was old and hoarse.]

[“Compared to this appearance, I’m still very handsome now.” Decoste opened his toothless mouth.]

[The two of them laughed and played as if everything had returned to the best of times.]

[“There’s something I should have told you a long time ago,” Hyacinth said. “Deco, meeting you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me in this life.”]

For the ruler of the succubus, traversing through dreams was a piece of cake.

The cabin where they first met was right in front of them. The wind was warm and filled with the fragrance of roses. The aged Hyacinth wobbled towards the small house, where her lover, who had been waiting for her for decades, was nearby.

Decoste was standing in front of the cabin, just like the day they first met. He was an almost perfect young man.

His back was straight, his muscles were beautifully sculpted, and his lips were as bright as petals. He had beautiful curly golden hair, and his honey-colored eyes were incredibly clear.

Hyacinth stopped in front of Decoste, subconsciously touching her sparse white hair on her head. They stood face to face, one as beautiful as an angel and the other as old as Death.

Young Decoste stood still, tears incessantly rolling down his eyes.

“I’m sorry!” he cried out loud. “I can’t forget the temptation of that road. I can’t forget… I don’t want to leave you. I can’t deceive my true heart…”

He hadn’t betrayed her yet, and his love wasn’t a lie. It was just that the balance in his heart eventually leaned slightly toward darkness.

…In the end, they no longer looked in the same direction.

The beautiful young man, even crying, was unbearably moving. Decoste cried until he couldn’t breathe. He knelt in front of his aged lover, tears splashing on the green leaves.

The aged Hiya bent down and hugged her sobbing lover. She held him sorrowfully and calmly until he stopped crying.

“Let’s part, Decoste,” she said.

The young man with red eyes: “Part? How is that possible? I will find a way. There will always be a way…”

“No.”

Hyacinth patted his back and spoke in a gentle tone, as if telling a bedtime story to a real child.

“I’ll tell you a secret. Humans always have an illusion that love is a problem that needs an answer… To prove that they are right, some even have to endure painful choices.”

“You can’t possibly be the wrong choice,” Decoste choked.

“The problem distinguishes ‘right’ or ‘wrong,'” Hyacinth said softly. “To us, people just happen to walk together. It’s just that sometimes one of them walks fast or slow, or stops, and has to part. The journey that belongs to us both has ended. That’s all.”

She stroked her lover’s sunlit golden hair. “Decoste, you are the smartest person I have ever met. You understand, don’t you?”

Their relationship had become a festering wound, held tight by the Eternal Church.

Decoste’s heart was already wavering. If he didn’t amputate to survive in time, what awaited him would only be more temptations or threats, until Decoste compromised.

“There’s something I should have told you a long time ago.” Hyacinth kissed the top of his head, slowly letting go of her embrace. “Deco, meeting you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me in this life.”

Decoste didn’t respond for a long, long time.

“I heard from the traders that the Eternal Church specifically brought back the Demon King’s corruption from Desolation Island. I suspect they want to artificially create the Demon King’s minions as a kind of weapon—to fight against the succubi.”

When he spoke again, his face still had tear stains, and his voice was hoarse and solemn. “This is just my guess. But they have been lingering near the Black Forest recently, and sightings of monsters keep emerging. The succubus populations nearby have sharply decreased… If you are willing to believe me, please start defending as soon as possible.”

The elderly Hyacinth smiled.

She extended her hands, and “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” appeared in her palms.

[“We should really thank the person who brought the bewilderment grass,” Decoste said.]

[“I plan to give ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ to that person,” Hyacinth said with a smile. “Your gem, my craftsmanship. Our names will be mentioned together, and in this way, they will be passed down.”]

[“It’s a good idea, my romantic queen.” Decoste laughed.]

[From then on, the two of them lived happily together.]

“I have completed the new magic to protect the lair.” Hyacinth looked at the “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” in her hand. “It can perfectly seal the Dream Edge and then use ‘Dream within a Dream’ to completely hide the lair.”

“There’s only one problem. The caster needs to wear this jewelry for a long time. You know, it has an enhancing effect on the power of the succubus.”

Decoste was stunned.

“No!” He seemed to have realized something, and his voice became sharp. “Wearing this, you will no longer have normal emotional exchanges! You’re a succubus. What’s the difference between this and chronic suicide?!”

“Power always comes with a price.” Hyacinth sighed lightly. “I am the ruler of our tribe, and I must ensure the survival of everyone… The next ruler and the ruler after that, I believe, will make the same choice.”

“This might be the last time we see each other.”

With her old, ugly face, she gave him a smile like a young girl.

……

Nol stood like a bodiless ghost, positioned between the two apparitions, watching these images with despair.

He understood everything. Why the two would part ways, why Hyacinth could preemptively defend, why Queen Hyacinth chose to commit suicide years later. Her fate was sealed from this moment. She walked towards destruction with clear awareness.

Don’t you feel the pain? Don’t you regret it… Don’t you hate?

“Don’t you hate?” Decoste muttered dispiritedly. “Why particularly us—”

“What are you talking about?” Hyacinth patted his head. “This is a good ending.”

“…A good ending?”

“We parted ways by our own will, not because someone sabotaged us, nor due to disappointment, boredom, or betrayal. We just had to say goodbye at the crossroad,” Hyacinth said. “I have had a very, very wonderful journey. What about you?”

Decoste’s lips parted slightly. It seemed he had countless words ready to pour out. After several deep breaths, he moved his lips gently and uttered a short sentence.

“Me too,” he said. “Goodbye, Hyacinth.”

“Goodbye, Decoste.”

The illusion of the bewilderment grass shattered, and Nol saw Decoste quietly leaving and saw Hyacinth standing atop the grassy hill for a long time.

His mind went blank, and even his breathing stopped.

“This is what I wanted to explain, my successor.” Suddenly, it seemed like Hyacinth saw him and turned towards the void.

Her smile was still beautiful.

“Sorry, I had my own selfishness in there. I just wanted to explain that Decoste had nothing to do with those bad things. He didn’t betray in the end—I know people have been talking behind his back.”

“If you see this message, it means we’re still trapped by the tricks of the Eternal Church. Killing the succubi won’t yield more bodies. They will turn everyone into livestock. You ‘re the future ruler. Don’t give up. Don’t surrender.”

She gently looked in Nol’s direction, her gaze especially resolute.

“Next, here’s a bit of advice from experience. At first, you might find the effects of ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ bearable, even beautiful. You have power. You are willing to do anything for everyone.”

“But as time passes, you will find yourself a shell carrying all sorts of expectations. No one will see the real you. Reality is just a void constantly consuming you.”

“You will start to doubt, question whether everything is worth it, think the responsibility is too painful, and even want to abandon yourself…”

“My dear friend, it’s okay to be afraid. It’s okay to want to escape. This is a path leading to darkness, not because you are weak nor because you did something wrong.”

Through centuries, she bowed deeply to her unknown successor.

“Even if the magic is successfully maintained, the situation will only get more severe. I’m sorry. This is the best solution I could think of—the tribe must survive, even if it’s painful. At least, being alive means there’s a chance for change.”

“My strength is limited. I can’t go too far. But regardless of the outcome, I had a good life.” Her voice was gentle and relieved. “I have only one piece of advice. Try not to walk alone.”

“May your journey lead to light.”


Kinky Thoughts:

Parting is always such sweet sorrow.

Ah… It’s chapters like these that make me fall in love with Nian Zhong’s work.


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Full Server First Kill Ch60

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 60: Puppy’s Funeral

The tower’s tentacles were so thick they resembled cathedral bell towers, emitting a faint flesh-pink through the utter darkness. Their surfaces emanated a soft glow similar to human skin. They crashed heavily to the ground, scattering leaves and dust in all directions.

The robust trees bow down gently, like wheat stalks in the wind.

Shadow Wolf Ben, originally watching the excitement nearby, was now bristling all its fur. It jumped into Teest’s shadow with its butt still sticking out. After several kicks, it managed to wedge itself in.

In Teest’s ear, the soft jingle of coins hitting the ground had disappeared. He watched the colossal creature before him, and the smile disappeared from his face for a moment.

“Stronghold ‘Lost Tower’.” He rolled the words around on his tongue.

Initially, Nol told the couple that he would give them an “excellent stronghold”. Teest thought it would be some hidden cave, a vast underground relic, or even—a wicked thought crosses his mind—a naïve fairy-tale fortress similar to Nol.

What was before him resembled a “monster” more than a “stronghold”.

Teest had never heard of such a thing in the Black Forest. It was too tall and too bizarre. Adventurers exploring the Black Forest couldn’t have missed it.

The ground rumbled, but Nol stood still. The high tower was moving slowly behind him. The heavy tentacles almost brushed against the back of Nol’s head, but he didn’t even dodge.

“What you see now is the safest stronghold in the world,” Nol introduced with a smile.

The Lost Tower.

The only system guild base in “Tahe World”.

Initially, most Players would rent houses in the towns. When various guilds flourish, “Tahe” would offer some distinctive system bases for large guilds to choose from.

A walking tower, a floating library, a town submerged underwater, a tomb filled with luminescent mushrooms… Everyone excitedly planned for a long time.

To ensure compatibility with subsequent updates, the development team decided to create a sample case to observe possible bugs or loopholes.

Unlike other facilities, the Lost Tower wasn’t designed “for Players to discover”—

As undisclosed content, it was hidden in the code by the system. Only certified internal personnel could summon it through specific commands.

However, there was no such thing as “subsequent updates” in this world. Under the system’s shielding, the Lost Tower had wandered in the Black Forest for more than two hundred years, following its program settings.

Before, Nol never thought of using it as a weapon. He had to admit, this world had given him too many inspirations about “destruction”—

Although the Lost Tower was just a prototype, its design had no deficiencies and possessed all the functionalities a stronghold should have.

For instance, obeying a specific master.

Nol raised his magic staff, and bizarre, chaotic characters rose from the flames. The test key used by the development team was reproduced verbatim by him and flew towards the advancing giant tower.

Compared to the giant black tower, these characters seemed like dust in the sunlight. But the moment the first character touched the tower door, the giant tower stopped, as if an invisible wall had appeared before it.

It calmed down and gently lay on the ground.

The patterns on the heavy stone door lit up one by one, slowly opening with a soft green light. The vertical tower body, the writhing tentacles, and the thinner ends intertwined below the gate, weaving into a strange staircase.

Meanwhile, a small blue light appeared in the center of the stone door. It lightly flew to Nol and formed a small black key.

Nol strung the key together with the wedding ring on his chest. He stepped on the stairs, causing the tentacle skin to depress as if flesh had been stepped on.

Nol seems unaffected. He reached out to Teest with a gesture, like inviting him to dance.

“Alright, let’s go,” he said.

By now, Teest certainly knew what Nol planned to do.

He intended to get all the succubi into this impregnable tower, then would command the giant tower to go meet the queen. Even if they encountered the Demon King’s minions, this giant tower would forcibly carve out a bloody path. Thanks to Teest, the queen would surely stay far away—not honestly scared into scurrying around by this thing.

They were about to complete this heir selection with great fanfare.

Nol once said he wanted to destroy more things. Admittedly, he really excelled at “destruction”. Teest really liked this bloody plan, but he didn’t like Nol’s expression right now.

At this moment, Nol looked very calm—not the kind of resolute and steady calm, but the kind of dullness that came with semi-resignation.

Teest grabbed Nol’s hand and stepped on the tentacle steps. This thing felt no different from human flesh underfoot. Teest was barefoot and could feel the subtle temperature of the tentacles beneath his feet.

“How do you plan to convince the succubi to enter the tower?” Teest asked seemingly casually.

Objectively speaking, this tower was quite frightening, much like the kind of weird forbidden land from which there was no return.

“I will invite them in,” Nol said. “If they are unwilling, we have the ability to forcibly bring them in—once you rightfully become the crown prince, we can get ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’.”

Teest raised his eyebrows. “What about the part of ‘saving the succubi tribe’?”

“I will cure the queen, send the succubi to a safer place, and they can figure out the way forward.” Nol spoke slowly. “Breaking through the monster encirclement is probably enough to meet the ‘saving’ standard… We’ll see how it goes then.”

“Hahaha!” Teest suddenly burst into laughter.

A slight crack finally appeared on Nol’s somewhat numb expression. “Did I say something funny?”

“Sorry, honey. You just resemble a little boy I’ve seen—when you heard about Queen Hyacinth’s suicide, your expression was exactly the same as when he heard news of his puppy’s death.”

“Just now, you were like him right after attending the puppy’s funeral,” he said gleefully. “His parents bought him two more puppies, and he just turned his head away, with an ‘I will never care about puppies again’ look.”

“It’s unexpected. I thought you were the type to give love recklessly. It turns out you are also afraid of the ‘bad ending’ after investing emotions.”

“You can’t say that. Before his ‘bad ending’, at least he and his puppy will have beautiful memories,” Nol responded quietly, letting go of Teest’s hand.

This world had hardly given him any positive feedback.

The novice village was destroyed without anyone knowing, the secret room in Whitebird City was full of skeletons, the Night of the Hunt dungeon trapped hundreds of innocents, the succubi living in the open world were tortured by hunger, not to mention his compatriots… In more remote corners, only more diverse pains were waiting for him.

Seeing the plight of the succubi, Nol found his feelings becoming more and more dull. Yes, your situation is miserable, and I will help you.

That was it.

Properly giving up on empathy could avoid a considerable part of the pain.

Currently, the only thing he couldn’t give up was the truth about “Hyacinth and Decoste” from those years. He must get that jewelry set to see what message Queen Hyacinth had left.

He didn’t know what he was looking for in an established tragedy. Maybe he just needed… to cut off the last illusion.

Nol was the first to step into the dark gate of the black tower. His figure disappeared in the darkness.

…..

Those alien Demon King’s minions were running in the mist. No, to be more accurate, they were fleeing.

Large tentacles rose and fell. Under absolute weight, all spirits and dreams were crushed into powder. The monsters emitted vague and sharp cries while their weird arms were crushed into bone and flesh paste, mixed with fallen leaves on the ground. Black blood splattered everywhere, faintly visible under the light purple mist.

The smell of blood in the forest was so strong that it was suffocating.

Nol was sitting on the steps at the entrance of the black tower, overlooking the crushed monsters.

Numerous twisted palms stretch out between the tentacles, all grabbing towards Nol, who was closest, trying to tear something off. The owner of one arm was almost successful. Its hand was about to touch the corner of Nol’s robe when it was crushed by two thick tentacles.

The earth trembled as the giant tower moved forward. Behind it, a long and wide trail of black bloodstains was dragged, like God casually drawing on this land.

Anakin and Solo were hiding behind a tentacle, silently watching everything.

Half a day ago.

At that time, Anakin still had some beautiful fantasies. 

Look, the Mad Monk and that Nol want to rescue the succubi! This is a positive phenomenon. They are still on the side of “justice”.

Then she saw the monster-like black tower rumbling over.

At that time, Solo immediately grabbed Anakin, and the two climbed to a high place, just about ready to flee.

Just kidding with assisting in this rescue quest. To face such a thing, they would die immediately!

The succubus lair was wrapped in a forest and looked like a city without walls and no suburban edges from the outside. The largest building in the center housed the royal court, surrounded by clusters of small settlements.

From a high place, the lair looked like cream decoration hugging a strawberry.

The succubi had no idea what kind of monster was coming. They summoned men, women, old and young, surrounding this “decoration”, desperately erecting magical defenses. However, those protective arrays shattered like thin sugar sheets. The black tower casually stopped in front of the royal court without slowing down.

Nol, holding his staff, walked down the steps formed by crossed tentacles.

This time, the Mad Monk didn’t walk with him. That person was sitting at the top of the steps, looking down at Nol’s back. He had one leg raised while his palm supported his cheek, pondering something.

“I will take you to meet the queen, and then I will take you away from here.” Nol stopped in front of the crowd, his voice sounding like a sigh. “If you want to survive, follow me.”

Anakin on the platform choked a bit. How can someone make helping sound so much like a threat?

Solo opened his mouth wide, fascinated by the solemn tower in front of him.

For this soft and dreamy environment, it was too dark and hard. But it… it really was too cool. Where did that NPC get it? It’s simply a moving fortress!

‘This guy must be a mainline NPC,’ he thought. ‘The covenant was worth signing.’

Below, the “NPC event” continued.

“I still hope you two can bring the queen back.” Succubus Doni bowed slightly, watching the towering black tower with extreme caution. “Your request is somewhat sudden. We may not be able to comply—as you see, most succubi are very weak. It’s unsuitable for them to leave their residence.”

Nol looks at Doni almost tiredly.

Anakin can feel Nol’s abundant and stable magical power, but he was indeed emitting a strong sense of fatigue—his state was like a flickering ember.

“So you don’t want to leave,” Nol concluded. “I understand.”

“Thank you for your understandi…”

“I should make a touching speech, reason with you, and try to win your trust. Then, after your thousands of people discuss back and forth for who knows how long, wait for an uncertain result.”

Nol interrupted Doni with a somewhat scary, mild tone. “But that requires too many people to communicate. It takes too long, and I’m too tired.”

Saying that, he tapped the ground with the end of his staff.

What followed was like a nightmare.

Countless tentacles shot out. They quickly wrap up the nearest succubus and shove them straight into the tower. The monster-like tentacles twisted and turned as the succubi scattered and flee, but in front of those tentacles, they were weak like mice stared at by pythons.

Every time an attack spell was directed at Nol, it was always interrupted by a conveniently placed golden thread. If what was coming were arrows or poison needles, they were directly knocked down by the Mad Monk’s magic.

There was only one kind of magic the Mad Monk ignored.

Enchantment spells hit Nol like rain, but Nol had no reaction. Amidst the chaos, the cries and calls for help from the succubi were coming one after another. In the sharp screams, there was a moment when Nol seemed to want to turn his head to look in the direction of Teest.

In the end, he just stood there, with a bit more sorrow on his face.

Anakin didn’t know how to describe the scene in front of her… The young man she once thought was kind and gentle was now manipulating this race like playing with toys. The exquisite and beautiful succubus lair was like a playhouse in front of him.

Friends and family were taken away, and the resistance of the succubi was getting weaker and weaker. In the blink of an eye, most of the succubi have been stuffed into the towering black tower.

Some succubi ran faster and hid themselves in the hidden corners of the lair. But the black-haired magician seemed to be able to see souls. With a point of the burning blue fire staff, the tentacles dragged them out accurately from their hiding places.

Even sleeping children were gently wrapped by the tentacles and sent deep into the black tower. In just one short hour, the succubus lair had become a completely empty city.

After all this, Nol lifted his head and looked in the direction where the two Players were hiding. The tentacles of the black tower were gently dancing behind him.

Anakin clenched her teeth and grabbed Solo, revealing themselves voluntarily.

…However, they didn’t dare to enter the tower. They could only watch as the dark tower rolled in a certain direction like a bulldozer. Just as Anakin’s sense of smell was about to be numbed by the smell of blood, the dark tower finally slowed down its speed.

They saw the Mad Monk stepping on tentacles and easily jumping up, holding two emaciated figures in his hands—one with a drooping head, unconscious. The other one was cursing, unexpectedly wearing an old man’s shirt.

Nol moved the corners of his mouth slightly and turned to walk towards the gate. The Mad Monk carried the two, humming a tune and following behind, with the succubus’s tail swaying lightly.

It seemed he noticed the gazes of the two Players. He slowed down a bit and showed a smile to the two who were peeking.

[It’s still a long way from the end,] he silently mouthed.


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Escape From the Asylum Ch41

Author: 木尺素 / Mu Chisu

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 41

In the narrow and gloomy environment, even the oxygen seemed to be gradually disappearing. As Zhou Qian felt difficulty in breathing, an overwhelming intent to kill suddenly attacked him head-on.

Just in the nick of time, Zhou Qian pinched a pill between his fingers and said to the person in front of him, “Dalang, it’s medicine time.”

Hearing this, Jiang Yuqing’s actions were abruptly halted. Then, with a blank expression, he took the pill from Zhou Qian’s palm and swallowed it.

Instantly, Jiang Yuqing was immobilized in his place. Zhou Qian then took out two things from his bag: one was the celadon bottle given to him by Jiang Yuqing in the photo illusion; the other was the box of osmanthus cake he had taken from the receptionist.

Upon opening the box, only one piece of osmanthus cake was left.

Zhou Qian stared at it for a while, then opened the celadon bottle and sprinkled its contents over the cake. A blood-red powder swiftly covered the cake, seeped into its surface, and then vanished.

The agitated, irrational Jiang Yuqing could always be pacified by osmanthus cake. Probably because every time Bei He made him angry in the past, he would placate him with osmanthus cake.

Jiang Yuqing originally didn’t like sweets, but because of Bei He, he grew fond of osmanthus cakes. To this day, even if he slowly forgot everything else, the fact that osmanthus cake pacified his anger seemed to have become an instinct.

So, just when the effects of the paralyzing pill were about to wear off, Jiang Yuqing was about to attack Zhou Qian. But upon seeing the osmanthus cake offered by Zhou Qian, all his restlessness and murderous intent were immediately soothed.

Jiang Yuqing then took the cake from Zhou Qian and lovingly started to eat it.

Little by little, slowly, he ate the osmanthus cake with a look of delight on his face. Blood then seeped from the corner of his mouth, and he collapsed.

Jiang Yuqing was the master of the consciousness world. He could become immensely powerful and create countless deadly weapons or scenarios, such as the 12 gunmen in “Checks and Balance” or the vast S Army in “West Pier”.

No one could kill him in this world except himself.

The poison in the celadon bottle was a creation of his own, capable of ending his life.

In this instance, all player skills would be ineffective against the aged Jiang Yuqing. Only the poison he created could end his life.

That was the solution. The challenge for the player was to find the poison through the photo illusion and then coax Jiang Yuqing into consuming it under such perilous circumstances.

Notably, observing the transformation from [Irritable Jiang Yuqing] to [Jiang Yuqing with Dementia] using osmanthus cake and managing to save a piece of [Wang’s Osmanthus Cake] was the key to passing this level.

Before the aged body hit the ground, Zhou Qian stepped forward to catch him. Then, Zhou Qian half-squatted and let Jiang Yuqing lie in his arms.

With his last breath, Jiang Yuqing opened his eyes in Zhou Qian’s embrace, and at that moment, his cloudy eyes regained clarity.

The elderly Jiang Yuqing in the consciousness world symbolized disease, representing its embodiment.

Now that the embodiment was dead, the disease was gone, and this narrow conscious space would no longer shrink and consume everything. Bei He managed to survive here. And countless versions of young, middle-aged… Jiang Yuqing from different times overlapped at this moment.

The ground shook violently.

This conscious space was about to collapse completely with the approach of death.

In the final moment, Jiang Yuqing lay in Zhou Qian’s arms, holding his hand. His eyes were clear and his smile bright, just like when he was young.

“Bei He… You didn’t lie to me. You really came to pick me up. Thank you.”

“Thank you for taking me away before the disease and old age could kill me, just as I was starting to remember everything, and just before the disease wanted me to forget it all again.”

“Now I die with my memories intact.”

“Thank you. I have no regrets.”

[Jiang Yuqing passed away by Bei He’s side. “Night Rain Addressed to the North” Completion: 100%.]

[Player Zhou Qian achieved the ultimate hidden achievement. Rewards will be redeemed after the end credits plays…]

……

The ground trembled endlessly as countless rocks rained down. The surroundings began to spin, distort, separate, and crumble, and then everything fell into silence.

Zhou Qian opened his eyes and found himself wearing a special device on his head, dressed in a blue uniform, sitting in some workspace.

Beside him on a hospital bed, an old man had closed his eyes forever. A nurse came over to cover him with a white cloth and pushed him away from the room that was almost submerged in countless flowers and gifts.

In the corridor outside the room, many people were holding obituary banners. As they approached, wiping their tears, most of the banners read “In Memory of Dr. Jiang” and so on.

Zhou Qian touched his forehead, and a doctor walked up to him, extending one hand. “Thank you. Your task is now complete. You can leave.”

Zhou Qian noticed the badge on his clothes, which read: [Past Times Nursing Home, Memory Department, Director Li Huai.]

Zhou Qian asked him, “So, my consciousness, under external influence, entered the world of Jiang Yuqing’s consciousness. In his world, I transformed into Bei He. So the Bei He in his consciousness isn’t a figment of his imagination. In a way…”

“Yes. In a way, Jiang Yuqing died next to Bei He. In the last moments of his life, he finally lived for himself. In his eyes, Bei He came to take him to the underworld. He passed away peacefully and contentedly. Thank you.”

The display on his watch lit up with a message:

[Player Zhou Qian’s Rank: D → B]

[HP: 2000 → 8000]

[MP: 2000 → 8000]

[Skill Points: 200]

[Unlock “Rib of God” Feature: Cultivate Bone Spirits; Bone Spirits can become a powerful ally in the future.]

After closing the system panel, Zhou Qian was escorted by Dr. Li Huai to the entrance of the nursing home.

Outside, the sun was shining brilliantly with flowers in full bloom. Just by stepping out there, Zhou Qian could return to his real world. But before that, Dr. Li handed him an item: an empty bottle.

The last hidden achievement reward was a matchbox, whose purpose remains unknown. This time, the hidden reward was equally mysterious.

Receiving the empty bottle from Dr. Li, Zhou Qian asked, “It’s empty?”

Li Huai shook his head. “It’s full.”

Zhou Qian: “?”

Li Huai: “It contains air.”

Zhou Qian: “…”

Li Huai, with a mysterious tone, said, “God said, ‘Let there be air to separate the waters’, and thus the world had [air].”

Zhou Qian narrowed his eyes, scrutinizing the man before him. Tall and stern, with a somewhat icy demeanor, he wore a mask that obscured his face; only his eyes were bright and inscrutable.

“The way you said that…” Zhou Qian raised an eyebrow. “Reminds me of Epoh. Do you know him? This kind of miraculous nursing home, perhaps, isn’t a technology that should exist in this world?”

The doctor named Li Huai didn’t answer but turned away. Then, the surroundings started to fade, except for two treasure chests that fell down, which Zhou Qian caught. One was a regular reward, the other was for an ultimate achievement.

Before the nursing home disappeared completely, Zhou Qian finally left the hall and stepped into the sunlight. The next moment, he opened his eyes and found himself back in Zone 1 of Spring Hill Mental Asylum.

At that moment, Zhou Qian received another notification.

[Player Zhou Qian, please wait for your gambler’s evaluation; your gambler can award you a title based on your performance.]

[Unfortunately, due to the unexpected death of your gambler, you have temporarily not received a title or evaluation.]

His gambler was dead?

Zhou Qian frowned, took out the phone from the bedside table, looked up some information, and tried to make a call. However, realizing it was already midnight, he withdrew his hand.

……

In Room 302, inside the shower room, Qi Liuxing had just finished showering. Hearing some noise outside and guessing that Zhou Qian had returned, he hurriedly dried himself and put on some clothes.

When Qi Liuxing returned to the ward, he saw Zhou Qian pouring himself a glass of water. Zhou Qian then sat on the bed, engrossed on his phone.

Qi Liuxing ran over, clearly worried and eager to ask Zhou Qian something, like if he had encountered any danger. But at the last moment, he restrained himself and walked over calmly, whispering, “Ah, you’re back.”

Zhou Qian lifted his eyes and glanced at him, unceremoniously saying, “You’re trying too hard with that act.”

Qi Liuxing: “…”

“There’s no need for that, Xiao Qi. Act your age. You trying to seem all mature makes you look out of place!” Zhou Qian yawned, continuing to look at his phone.

Unable to resist, Qi Liuxing approached him and asked, “What are you reading?”

Zhou Qian: “The Old Testament*.”

*Consists of many distinct books by various authors produced over a period of centuries. There are 39 books common to essentially all Christian canons.

Qi Liuxing: “What happened during that instance? Are you becoming religious?”

“Of course not.” Zhou Qian asked Qi Liuxing, “Do you remember the [Seed of Fire] we got from the last instance?”

Qi Liuxing sat back on his bed. “I remember. Why?”

“God said let there be light, and there was light. He separated the waters and created the air,” Zhou Qian said. “I visited two instances with hidden achievements and obtained the Seed of Fire that brings light and air… I vaguely remembered hearing something similar somewhere, so I searched online.”

“So you found the Old Testament?” Qi Liuxing asked.

“Yes,” Zhou Qian nodded. “It records the story of Jehovah creating the world in seven days. In five days, He created light, air, land, stars, and animals. On the sixth day, He created man. On the seventh day, He rested.”

“So… if we collect all the hidden achievements in the instances, we could acquire seven treasures related to creation?” Qi Liuxing pondered, looking thoughtful.

“Exactly,” Zhou Qian confirmed.

“But what does this mean? Can we, like God, create a world?” Qi Liuxing wondered aloud. “If it’s about creation, it can’t be in reality. So maybe we can create a world inside the game?”

Zhou Qian mused, “I’m not sure. Whether it’s Eastern or Western mythology… stories about ancient creation and creator deities have similarities. So…”

Seeing Zhou Qian hesitate, Qi Liuxing hesitantly asked, “Do you think there’s really a God in this world?”

Zhou Qian looked surprised. “Don’t you see ghosts? I thought you weren’t a materialist.”

“I’ve told you, it’s not a ghost. I don’t know… I don’t know what my brother really is. But he’s not a ghost.”

Qi Liuxing confidently nodded, then, looking mature beyond his years, said, “As for the existence of God, I can’t say.”

Zhou Qian added, “The term ‘God’ is just a title. From a scientific standpoint, it’s entirely possible that extraterrestrial beings visited Earth in ancient times, sharing technology with humans. Their appearance and power made humans consider them ‘gods’.”

“That sounds like something out of a sci-fi novel,” Qi Liuxing scoffed.

“People always say this game is related to God, right? Whether or not He exists, we’ll know as we progress. I’m genuinely curious about what will happen when I become a Rank S player,” Zhou Qian said. “At this rate, I should reach Rank S after the next instance.”

Hearing this, Qi Liuxing couldn’t help but exclaim, “You’re progressing so fast! I’m still at Rank B. But I…”

He seemed saddened by something, but his sadness soon turned to admiration.

Zhou Qian glanced at him, seemingly having an idea. “Oh, didn’t you want to find members for the ‘Sword and Heart’ group? I found someone for you—”

He was cut off by Qi Liuxing.

He said, “Zhou Qian, I want to introduce you to someone! He’s an excellent teammate I met recently. His weapon is a flute! We decided to form the ‘Sword and Heart’ combo!”

After a brief pause, Zhou Qian sincerely replied, “As long as you’re happy.”

……

The next morning, as soon as Zhou Qian woke up, he contacted someone—Chen Yangzhou.

Chen Yangzhou was the police officer investigating his parents’ death and was also the one Zhou Qian asked to help investigate Bai Zhou’s body.

Zhou Qian had clear objectives this time: first, inquire about Bai Zhou’s skeletal remains; second, ask if someone named Yu Xian died and how he died; third, check if someone named Gao Shan died.

Moreover, as the game encompassed more, it would stand to reason that more people would die in reality. Had these incidents caught the police’s attention?

Elsewhere, outside a hospital emergency room, Yun Xiangrong sat quietly on a bench, her face pale under the hospital lights. A man in white, resembling a doctor, approached and handed her a black note.

Yun Xiangrong looked up and saw the words “Pass” written on it. At the bottom right, there was a bright red peach blossom.

“What’s this?” Yun Xiangrong looked up into the face of a refined-looking man.

“A pass. I think you might want to join the Peach Blossom Legion, right?” The man smiled. “Hello, my name is Priest.”


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Qizi Ch41

Author: 易修罗 / Yi Xiu Luo

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 41

When Yin Feng woke up the next morning, Ling Xiao was in a deep sleep. He probably hadn’t had such a good sleep in a long time, so much so that even Yin Feng getting out of bed didn’t disturb him.

Without waking Ling Xiao, Yin Feng left the dormitory on his own. Following the address he had inquired about, he arrived at a cold weapon shop. Although the Tianyuan Network had many high-tech weapons, daggers had always been a personal weapon for everyone. Even in today’s industrial modernization, the dagger manufacturing industry still maintained the traditional hand craftsmanship.

When Yin Feng entered the shop, the shop owner, who was working at his desk, didn’t even look up. Hearing a customer enter, he asked, “How can I help you?”

Yin Feng walked over and saw him carefully grinding the blade of a dagger. “My previous dagger broke. I want a new one.”

The shopkeeper looked up, examined Yin Feng’s eyes, and said, “How hard did you hit something to break a dagger? I see you’re an adult. Did you bring the dagger of your Qizi with you?”

“It’s his that broke.”

“Did you bring yours?”

Yin Feng didn’t understand why he had to bring one. “Is there a connection between the two?”

“It’s not mandatory. If you didn’t bring it, I can only give you a general style, the kind that fledglings use.”

“What’s the difference between a fledgling and an adult dagger?”

The shop owner simply took out two standard daggers, joined them handle to handle, and with a twist, the two daggers combined into one weapon that could attack from both ends.

“See? All fledgling daggers can combine like this.” He twisted his wrist, demonstrating a flurry of moves, attacking from any angle. “But adults like to have some personal engraving on their daggers. So only the daggers of Qizhu and Qizi can be combined.”

It was the first time Yin Feng heard that daggers had this function, so he drew his own and gave it to the shop owner.

“Some engrave initials of both parties, some the date of the binding, and others carve badges or totems. What would you like to engrave?”

Yin Feng thought for a moment. “Kui.”

“That 3S rare creature, Kui? That’s an unusual request.”

The shop owner designed the pattern, engraved it while chatting with Yin Feng.

“Do you know, with the proliferation of weapons of mass destruction and unparalleled regional strikes, why does everyone still equip such an ancient cold weapon?”

“Why?”

“One reason is that the Tianxiu people move and dodge extremely fast. Weapons that require aiming slow us down. Standing still makes one an easy target.”

“As for the second reason, a long time ago, daggers were essential tools for assassins, not to kill others but to kill oneself. Committing suicide in critical moments prevents falling into enemy hands and betraying the employer’s information.”

“You’re saying we were once assassins?”

The shop owner smiled. “It’s hard to say. But it’s certain that many outsiders are curious about our genetic composition. They want to capture a Tianxiu person alive and study our physiology.”

“They want to extract our eyes to see how we can view things in strong light and darkness; dissect our bodies to find out why we are immune to diseases, and to understand why we can regenerate vital organs as long as our head and heart are intact.”

“But the reason they’ve failed for thousands of years is that no Tianxiu would allow themselves to be captured alive, understand?” He gestured with the dagger’s tip towards his chest. “In a critical moment, one stab ends life. The soul returns automatically, leaving no corpse.”

“So, this is the real reason daggers exist. No matter how many centuries pass, the result remains the same.”

While talking, he finished the engravings. Two daggers, one engraved with a relief and one with an intaglio, fitting seamlessly together.

After ensuring there were no issues, the shop owner destroyed the pattern. “Now your and your Qizi’s daggers are unique. No one can use this pattern again. If lost, both must be remade together, not just one.”

After thanking the shop owner, Yin Feng, with the two processed daggers, headed to the previously decided second stop.

Books were the second ancient item of this era that hadn’t been replaced. It was rumored that the Tianxiu ancestors possessed supreme wisdom, and their collection of books was unmatched in the galaxy. The works they authored were translated into various languages and widely circulated. Even with countless book alternatives today, physical books were still the primary source of knowledge. It wasn’t a step back in civilization but a tribute to the predecessors.

Ying Feng, who always had minimal interaction with others, preferred to obtain information in this manner. The social science shelves of the library were uncharted territories for him. Only a few theoretical books were left neglected on the top shelves, while the rest were popular books with colorful covers, like “100 Questions for the Qizhu and Qizi after Marriage”, “Searching for the Lost Soul—Diving into the Inner World of the Qizi”, and the like.

Ying Feng looked upwards, scanning the top shelf. A thick, conspicuous book caught his attention titled “A History of the Tianxiu Marriage System”. As he reached out for it, he paused just before touching the spine. He remembered that, during his previous visits to the library, he had to tiptoe slightly to reach books on the top shelf. But now… he looked down at his feet, which were firmly on the ground.

Ying Feng took down the book, and the first chapter in the table of contents was about the origin of the Qizi. However, when he turned to that page, he found that all relevant pages had been cleanly cut out, with not a single page left.

Confused, he put the book back and opened another on a similar topic, only to find the same thing. It seemed someone had deliberately destroyed this section, not wanting others to know the true origins of the Qizi.

Setting aside his doubts for a moment, Ying Feng picked two unrelated theoretical books. This time, the pages inside were intact, detailing psychological studies on partnerships. As he prepared to leave with his selected books, his gaze inadvertently landed on a bestseller titled “Comforting and Caring for Your Qizi during Their Vulnerable Period”. After hesitating for a moment, Ying Feng finally reached out for it.

At the same time, another hand reached out, aiming for a book right next to Ying Feng’s target. Due to their close proximity, their hands nearly touched. Both turned their heads instinctively, and upon seeing each other, one frowned while the other was taken aback, accidentally dropping the books they were holding.

Ying Feng hadn’t seen this person since their cold exchange in the cafeteria. The person, Zhu Yue, always seemed skittish around others, but today it was more pronounced. Ying Feng noticed this and looked at the scattered books: “Tianxiu Marriage Law”, “Rights of the Qizhu”, “About the Qizi”… all books about spouse relationships, none seemed relevant to the current Zhu Yue.

Zhu Yue hadn’t expected to run into Ying Feng here. The latter’s piercing gaze made Zhu Yue feel like his deepest secrets were exposed. In a fluster, he gathered the books and left without a word. For someone who used to chase after Ying Feng at every chance, this behavior was unusual. Ying Feng analyzed the situation but couldn’t figure out Zhu Yue’s intentions. Eventually, he just checked out the books he had selected.

Zhu Yue hurriedly returned to his dorm, his heart still racing. Once inside, he carefully moved his pillow and mattress, revealing a hidden compartment he had constructed. Underneath the bed slats was the soul-binding stone.

Ever since he hid the stone there, he had the same strange dream every night. At first, it was vague, but it became clearer over time. While he didn’t understand the dream’s meaning, a bold idea began to form. Suddenly, frantic knocking interrupted his thoughts. Startled, Zhu Yue quickly hid the compartment and ensured no abnormalities were visible. Opening the door, he found the instructor, the Director of Discipline, and even two military officers. Panic gripped Zhu Yue.

“Hello, student. Due to suspicions of dangerous items being brought into the dormitory, we need to inspect every room to ensure everyone’s safety. We hope for your cooperation.”

Zhu Yue swallowed, fully aware that there were no ‘dangerous items’. They were after the soul-binding stone. Without an excuse to refuse, he stepped aside, praying they wouldn’t discover his secret. After a thorough inspection and finding nothing, one of the officers glanced at the bed. Zhu Yue’s heart nearly stopped, but luckily the man merely gave it a cursory look. The two officers exchanged a glance and shook their heads, signaling they had found nothing of concern.

“Excuse us.” They left Zhu Yue’s room and knocked on the door of the adjacent dormitory.

Ying Feng had just entered the room. When he returned, Ling Xiao had already awakened but remained in bed. The moment Ying Feng walked in, Ling Xiao’s relaxation turned into alertness. The pillow he had been holding was clutched tighter, serving as a shield. Ying Feng could almost see the hair on Ling Xiao’s back standing on end.

In fact, facing Ling Xiao again wasn’t easy for Ying Feng. The last time they were in the mine, neither of them were in a clear state of mind, with Ling Xiao being nearly unconscious. However, yesterday, they were fully conscious. A sudden intimacy between two distant individuals created an awkward tension neither was prepared for.

Just as the awkwardness spread, a knock on the door broke the standoff. It was the same group of people with the same agenda. Ying Feng immediately thought of the soul-binding stone the instructor mentioned that day. He hadn’t realized that such a simple stone was so crucial that the military would personally come to search for it.

He stepped aside to let them in, and Ling Xiao quickly got up from the bed.

Seeing this, the instructor felt relieved. A real honeymoon should be spent with two people cozying up in bed.

The military personnel searched every corner of the dormitory, naturally not overlooking the box that Ling Xiao was so nervous about. The moment Ling Xiao saw them touching his box, he lunged at it and clung onto it, refusing to let go.

Their actions aroused suspicion among everyone. “We need to check its contents.”

“There’s nothing you are looking for inside.” Ling Xiao vehemently refused. “This is my personal possession, and I won’t allow it to be checked.”

“We have a search warrant,” one of them said, and another immediately showed the document. “We have the right to check every item in this dormitory building.”

“No!” Ling Xiao held onto the box even tighter. “I won’t let you see it!”

The two exchanged glances and took a step forward, seeming intent on forcibly taking the box.

“Wait!”

“Stop!”

Two voices called out simultaneously: one from the instructor and the other from the silent Ying Feng.

The instructor tried to mediate. “Ling Xiao, they just want to take a look. They won’t take your stuff. Just let them see.”

“I won’t!” Ling Xiao’s refusal was blunt. “To open this box, you’d have to kill me first!”

“This…” Even the instructor was puzzled by his intense reaction.

“I know what you’re looking for.” Ying Feng’s voice came from the other side of the room. “And I can assure you it’s not inside.”

All eyes turned to him.

“Ling Xiao and I were rescued by the military from that incident, and afterward, we underwent full-body checks at the military medical station. If we had taken anything, it would have been discovered then, and there’s no way we could have smuggled it back secretly.”

“That’s right,” the instructor recalled. “I personally escorted them out of the mine. I can vouch that they did not have the soul-binding stone with them. And if you doubt me, you can confirm with Major General Fu Yao, who was present at the time.”

The two military men were skeptical, their gaze still fixed on the box in Ling Xiao’s embrace.

“It contains our personal belongings.” Ying Feng knew they wouldn’t let up without a valid reason. “You know what kind of items they are.”

The people present were taken aback. We don’t know, do we?

Ying Feng hesitated, then added, “We’ve recently come of age and have just gained access to the adult section of the network.”

Understanding dawned on everyone. Every young adult secretly yearned for the adult section of the Tianyuan Network. Many of them, once of age, eagerly explored it. The adult section offered a variety of exotic items for sale, and out of curiosity, many purchased them to try. If this was the reason, then Ling Xiao’s actions were understandable.

The instructor’s eyes gleamed mischievously, amused that the two seemingly reluctant partners were so adventurous. The Director, however, looked stern.

“As adult students, such behaviors can be understood, but most around you are still minors. Please keep your personal items well, so they don’t have a negative impact.”

Ying Feng replied expressionlessly, “We will.”

With his head bowed, Ling Xiao seemed on the verge of crushing the box. To the onlookers, it looked like mere embarrassment.

The military personnel accepted this reasoning, largely due to the instructor’s assurance. “We will confirm with Major General Fu Yao. We apologize for any rudeness earlier.”

Ying Feng nodded, seeing the group out.

When he turned back around, Ling Xiao’s box had disappeared again. Ying Feng knew that what he had said earlier might have embarrassed Ling Xiao. But since Ling Xiao never refuted, it suggested that whatever was inside the box would embarrass him even more than an adult toy if exposed. Thus, Ying Feng grew even more curious about its contents.

“Aren’t you going to let me have a look?”

Ling Xiao’s attitude was different from usual. He neither refused nor agreed.

His eyes flickered uncertainly, and in the end, he gave a noncommittal answer.

“If I ever die, then you can open it and take a look.”


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Sendoff Ch124

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 124: A Difficult Problem

Shi Jingzhi clutched Yin Ci’s hand tightly, curling up on the bed.

If those terrifying speculations were true, then past oddities now made sense—like Yin Ci’s initial state of “no desire”, his “blindness” upon returning to Huilian Mountain, and that sinister lamp formed of skulls and arms.

And then there was the incident twenty-four years ago in Juyi Valley. Why did someone as powerful as Yin Ci fall into a state of possession, and why was he so sensitive to “betrayal”?

Shi Jingzhi deeply understood the pain of confinement. But at least in his prison, he had a yard of a certain size and a huge tree in the backyard that showcased the changing seasons. The emperor allowed him to read and practice internal martial arts for health. He wasn’t completely isolated or left in the dark. Still, over two decades of this soft imprisonment left a void in his heart.

The time Yin Ci was trapped under the Northwest Great Prohibition was definitely longer than just twenty years.

A book lay quietly beside them, emanating a faint scent of ink.

Shi Jingzhi wouldn’t believe everything in this old tome right from the start. However, the absurdities mentioned in this book, he had encountered their real-life answers—

The trading of military merit for individuals wasn’t straightforward. Yin Ci, as a general, would occasionally separate from Sun Wang for battles. The timing and circumstances of each campaign had to be meticulously adjusted. Such manipulation required the involvement of the imperial court, cleaning up inconsistencies year by year.

…And he had indeed seen obscure books with traces of alterations. The time before the changes coincided precisely with Yin Ci’s memories.

According to Sun Wang’s records, a ritual involved sealing a body in a stone coffin filled with fire and overflowing mercury. The Northwest Great Prohibition was placed above, constantly draining Yin Ci’s strength. Being buried this deeply, Yin Ci should’ve had no chance of escape.

…The Hua family ancestor once infiltrated the team building the seal and stole some mercury to sell during the “Awakening Ceremony”. If that mercury was extracted from the coffin, it wasn’t surprising that a gap was left in the coffin.

And it was this tiny gap that gave the person inside the coffin a glimmer of hope. The reason the Northwestern Great Prohibition still functioned might be due to Yin Ci’s remnants—the coffin was made from the hardest muyan stone. With no known earthquakes or human interference, and Yin Ci devoid of any inner force, Shi Jingzhi could only assume he used his body to resist.

Considering this, the diminishing efficacy of the Northwest Great Prohibition might be due to the loss of Yin Ci, its source of energy, with the remnants underground gradually depleting.

…Everything matched up.

Human’s plans couldn’t outsmart fate. Even after three hundred years, the shadow of a true tragedy still lingered. It was a pity that Yin Ci’s achievements were wiped out, and no one delved deeper into his disappearance.

According to the records, Sun Wang didn’t know about Yin Ci’s immortality. He believed his dear friend from the past turned against him, considered a threat based on unfounded suspicions and was sacrificed. Had he known Yin Ci was alive, General Sun wouldn’t have been so desolate and wouldn’t have retired.

The next events were hard to explain. Given Sun Wang’s personality, he wouldn’t have taken credit for Yin Ci’s achievements nor bowed to the palace in exhaustion.

The disappearance of He Cheng’an was also mysterious. How did he learn of Yin Ci’s immortality, and how did he manage to exploit it while keeping it a secret? The Northwest Great Prohibition did indeed protect the people, but what was He Cheng’an’s ultimate goal? Where did he go?

The mystery of immortality and long-term plans eventually pointed back to He Cheng’an. Shi Jingzhi felt a buzzing in his head and buried his face into Yin Ci’s long hair, inhaling its scent sorrowfully.

“A’Ci.” He turned to the sleeping Yin Ci. “It’s so hard.”

Naturally, Yin Ci didn’t respond.

Drawing closer, Shi Jingzhi felt the warmth of Yin Ci’s body. All the pain and suffering he had endured in his life turned into pity at that moment. He hugged the man in his arms, like he was grasping a lifeline in a raging river, but afraid to grip too tightly lest he drag both of them down.

Such feelings surged deep within him, indescribable in their intensity.

“From your state earlier, it seems you’ve separated delusions from memories,” Shi Jingzhi shifted, propping himself up to face Yin Ci. “The suffering A’Ci endured, just by imagining it, I can hardly bear it. If you go crazy like this, would it be a kind of relief…? Do you think I will say that?”

Yin Ci’s eyelashes quivered slightly.

“I’m the product of that old bastard He Cheng’an. I naturally don’t know how to ‘let go’.”

With a surge of emotion, Shi Jingzhi playfully bit Yin Ci’s nose tip.

“You clearly promised me we’d watch the lanterns together and even talked about proposing. Now, before anything has even started between us, you want to flee? Are the events from 300 years ago more alluring than your master?”

Sect Master Shi said this with growing grievance. After a moment, he took a deep breath and mumbled ambiguously, “No, this won’t do.”

Ignoring the mysterious He Cheng’an, his own blood carried that of Xu Li and Sun Wang. If he were to act carelessly and Yin Ci saw him as a gift-wrapped enemy, he might actually flee.

Thinking about this, Shi Jingzhi grew increasingly melancholic. He quickly tied his robe’s corner to Yin Ci’s. Then, he cleared his throat and said affectionately, “The schemes of He Cheng’an have lasted for hundreds of years. Together, we can solve the mystery… Haa, it still feels wrong. A’Ci, what should I do with you?”

Yin Ci’s eyelids twitched.

Sect Master Shi probably didn’t realize that Yin Ci had clearly heard his entire rehearsal.

Shi Jingzhi pressed several acupoints on Yin Ci, which would keep him unconscious. But today was different from the past; with this little brat around, even if he wanted to plunge into madness, there were countless ties holding him back.

[Though I may not be able to promise you much time… whatever you are, I will watch over you till the end.]

Without any clarity on Shi Jingzhi’s fate, this “end” seemed… useless.

Darkness prevailed—not more, not less. Moths might be consumed by flames, but in endless darkness, all one needed was a glimmer of light to find their way.

Yin Ci’s scattered will began to converge, the sounds from the outside world slowly returned, waiting for Shi Jingzhi to release his acupoints. Instead, that fox started rehearsing dialogues again, treating Yin Ci as if he were fragile sugar candy that would crumble upon touch.

Listening to Shi Jingzhi transition from being cute to affectionate, from righteousness to sweet talk, it was uncharacteristic of the Sect Master of the Kushan Sect to be so tongue-tied. He became increasingly incoherent, even humming in the end.

All these worries and troubles, all because of love.

Eventually, Shi Jingzhi’s voice became hoarse, and he grew tired. Flipping through some pages, he finally leaned half of his body onto Yin Ci, his voice becoming slightly dreamy.

“I don’t know what to say.” Shi Jingzhi murmured in near despair. “I’m still afraid—afraid I’ll die this year, afraid you’ll leave me. This situation is complicated. I can’t promise anything, but…”

Shi Jingzhi didn’t finish his sentence and buried his face into Yin Ci’s collar. After a long sigh, he whispered.

“Yin Zizhu*, I will never betray you.”

*Clarity: This is a title given to Yin Ci. Often times, the Emperor would award titles for their meritorious deeds.

When he heard this, Yin Ci was momentarily taken aback.

Titles were more respectable than names, and his title was given to him by Emperor Xu Li himself. Although Yin Ci was the youngest, the other three always addressed him by this title out of respect. However, given subsequent events, this “respect” was rather ironic.

Three hundred years.

For over three hundred years, this name disappeared from books and rumors. Connected to endless battles and betrayals that even Yin Ci considered it a part of his “delusions” and cast it aside.

…And yet, Shi Jingzhi bravely brought it back, placing it right back into his heart. In an instant, memories found their place, resonating silently.

Yin Ci could no longer wait for him to release the acupoints and forcefully broke free. He stretched out his arms, tightly holding the person in his embrace. Shi Jingzhi shivered, then exerted all his strength, as if wanting to merge with the person in front of him.

“Saying this is enough,” Yin Ci whispered. “It’s more than enough.”

The Fallen God Tower was eerily silent, while the Taiheng Sect was bustling with noise.

Qu Duanyun hadn’t yet returned to his sect when news from Taiheng reached the horse station. The gray pigeon delivering the message didn’t escape Shi Zhongyu’s notice. She left the bandit village early, as usual, to intercept Taiheng’s news.

The news this time surprised her so much she almost hurt the pigeon.

[The “Shirou” has appeared. Sect Master, return immediately.]

“Since Qu Duanyun is undoubtedly from the Immortal Assembly, do you still want to get involved?”

After being publicly injured by Shi Jingzhi, Shen Zhu pretended to fall out with him and returned to the village early. She quickly sold the inside story of the Chigou chaos to Shi Zhongyu and made a small profit.

With Shi Zhongyu, she could keep track of Taiheng’s movements, so she wouldn’t miss this opportunity. However, Shen Zhu was puzzled—Shi Zhongyu, a renegade, even if she knew the news, couldn’t possibly influence the mighty Taiheng.

What was she busy with? Was it really for some elusive “greater good”?

“Master Qi’s death is linked to Qu Duanyun. Initially, when Jin Lan and the others were inexplicably attacked, it was probably the Immortal Assembly pressuring me.” Shi Zhongyu folded the message back and released the trembling gray pigeon.

“Hmm—so what? Sister, you don’t seem like the kind of person who’s driven by emotions and grudges. Are you planning on seeking revenge?” Shen Zhu hummed thoughtfully, her eyes darting around.

Shi Zhongyu was taken aback for a moment, then sighed softly. “Duanyun grew up before my eyes. He’s not inherently evil. Rather than seeking revenge, I want to know the reason behind his actions. If it’s for fame and profit, he already has all his needs met and was set to be the head of Taiheng. If it was out of malicious intent, he’s not like Wu Huai, who abused his power after obtaining it.”

Seeing that Shi Zhongyu was about to start with her moral reasoning, Shen Zhu’s interest waned. Before she could show her disdain, Shi Zhongyu added calmly, “…So once I have the answer, I’ll decide whether to spare his life or not.” She looked determined, despite her disheveled bandit appearance.

Shen Zhu immediately perked up, her voice turning sweeter. “Do you have a plan, Sister?”

“Yes. If Duanyun wants to play by ‘rules’, I’ll fight him using his own methods. Miss Shen, please deliver a message for me. I need to meet with Sect Master Shi.”

“Piece of cake. What are you planning, Sister?”

“Although the martial world can’t affect the imperial court, the major sects are preoccupied with their own troubles, allowing Taiheng to monopolize power. The ‘Shirou’ chaos has not yet been resolved, and now is an excellent opportunity.”

Shi Zhongyu wiped her face and touched the Yang Reversal Token on her chest.

“The martial world despises monopolies. Given the current chaos, it’s time to choose a leader for the martial world.”


Kinky Thoughts:

For those confused so far, part of the conspiracy has been revealed. About 300 years ago, before the establishment of Great Yun, three leaders rose: Li Xu (the first emperor of Great Yun), He Cheng’an (the Imperial Preceptor), and Sun Wang (the great general).

Due to the war during that era, Yin Ci, an orphan, escaped into Great Yun and eventually became a great general, guiding Great Yun into battle and successfully reuniting and stabilizing the country.

However, after the country stabilized, misfortune started to fall. He Cheng’an, for reasons not yet revealed, advised that Yin Ci needed to be sacrificed in order to stop the calamities from befalling Great Yun. Yin Ci was fed immortal wine which drained him of his inner force.

Yin Ci was then sent, unknowingly, to be sacrificed, except this sacrifice came at the cost of him being beheaded thousands of times in order for them to gather his headless corpse to use as material for spells. The stronger the body, the stronger the spell.

After collecting enough of Yin Ci’s corpses, He Cheng’an buried Yin Ci under the Northwest Great Prohibition in a stone coffin made of muyan stone (the hardest known material in this world), covered by an array of mercury.

He was supposed to lie beneath the Northwest Great Prohibition in order to feed power into the seal. However, Hua Jingchun’s ancestor stole a bit of mercury from the coffin during the building process, allowing a small gap to appear in the coffin. This small gap eventually allowed Yin Ci to break out of his tomb (by breaking his arms over and over again and using his bones to carve a hole into the coffin, which took almost 80 years).

With Yin Ci’s escape, the Northwest Great Prohibition is now showing signs of weakening (as observed by Qu Duanyun). It has been powered all this time by the remnants of Yin Ci’s body parts that he used to escape, but now that power source is almost depleted.


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Sendoff Ch123

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 123: Bone Sweeping

Before the half-stick of incense burned out, they were at the Fallen God Tower. Shi Jingzhi’s mood seemed quite good.

Hua Jingchun wasn’t one to gain weight by breaking her promises. As soon as the Chigou Sect settled down, she summoned someone to fetch the clay statue. She cleverly didn’t ask about the matter of “Su Zhi” being resurrected from death. She only mentioned that Wu Huai was on the run and that the chaos in Chigou wasn’t over, asking the Kushan Sect to be more cautious.

She changed back into the attire of a Protector. The injury on her broken leg was still oozing with the smell of blood. Wu Huai had been pulled down from the position of Patriarch of Chigou, but Hua Jingchun didn’t seem too thrilled about it.

“Don’t you want to see more of Su Zhi?” Shi Jingzhi leisurely sipped tea as he waited for the clay statue to arrive.

“Patriarch Su helped us get rid of Wu Huai, which was a pleasant surprise. If it’s true, given the chaos in Chigou, we shouldn’t bother the spirit of Patriarch Su. If he’s a fake, Sect Master Shi surely has a plan… We have a family rule: if you want to live long in this tomb-robbing business, don’t be too curious.”

Hua Jingchun took a sip of tea; her expression was complex, though the initial hostility was gone.

“Even though the Shirou was what Matron Wuxue sought, Taiheng is leading by a mile now. Our Divine Sect’s momentum is gone; it’s better to focus on our foundation.”

At this moment, the servant who fetched the clay statue entered.

The clay statue was about the height of an arm and seemed to depict the Imperial Celestial. Unlike the flesh statue from Yuanxian Village, this clay figure was misshapen and incredibly crude, obviously the work of a novice. The paint on the statue was mottled and faded, looking extremely worn out without any aesthetic value.

It was placed on a dark red brocade, held up by a wooden tray, contrasting sharply with the luxurious surroundings. Judging by its appearance, it seemed more suited for a village market.

…It was too ordinary; perhaps what the Immortal Assembly was looking for wasn’t this.

Despite his thoughts, Shi Jingzhi still put down his teacup and took a closer look. The statue smelled normal, not fishy. Its surface was rough, without any mysterious patterns, and nothing special embedded. Sect Master Shi examined it thoroughly, almost putting a price tag on it.

“Just put it on the table for now.” After all the scrutiny, Sect Master Shi didn’t find anything suspicious and decided to inspect it later.

He wasn’t currently wearing his Nuo mask, so his face was indeed distracting. The clay statue wasn’t a valuable item, and the servant holding it was so captivated by Shi Jingzhi’s face that he almost dropped the statue.

A faint friction sound came from inside the statue. Shi Jingzhi immediately widened his eyes and reached out instinctively to touch the statue. The servant, already nervous, saw the elegant guest reaching out and stepped back.

If he hadn’t moved so abruptly, the statue wouldn’t have fallen and smashed on the ground.

With a crisp “crack”, the statue broke into pieces, and dozens of small stone balls rolled out. Amid the fragments, a wrinkled booklet appeared.

Everyone in the room was stunned.

Shi Jingzhi had only heard that Buddhas and clay statues usually held valuable items. However, these stone balls on the floor weren’t precious gems but seemed more like children’s toys. Just as he was about to pick up the booklet, Yin Ci walked in.

Seeing the mess, Sect Master Shi felt a little embarrassed and hurriedly tried to explain. “A’Ci, look at this clay statue…”

He stopped mid-sentence as he noticed something unusual.

Usually, when Yin Ci entered, his gaze would first fall on him. That gaze always made Shi Jingzhi feel pleasant from head to toe. However, this time, Yin Ci picked up a stone ball, and his eyes were filled with a terrifying emptiness.

Just like when they first became master and disciple.

Holding the stone ball tightly, Yin Ci murmured a name. The voice was so soft and indistinct that Shi Jingzhi couldn’t hear it clearly, but he instinctively felt something was wrong.

Sect Master Shi hastily stuffed the booklet into his chest and rushed to Yin Ci’s side. “A’Ci?”

Yin Ci seemed not to hear him and didn’t respond. He just reached out a hand and slowly grabbed Shi Jingzhi’s wrist with an overwhelming force. His hand was chillingly cold, and a suffocating pressure rose.

He was clearly not in a normal state.

Shi Jingzhi frowned. Yin Ci’s reaction wasn’t like a curse or poisoning, but more like he was possessed.

Fortunately, despite being in this state, Yin Ci showed no signs of hostility towards Shi Jingzhi. Gritting his teeth, Shi Jingzhi quickly pressed several acupoints, knocking Yin Ci unconscious. Without even looking at the broken statue, he lifted the unconscious Yin Ci. “Protector Hua, may I use one of your guest rooms?”

The Fallen God Tower was a place for guests, so there were plenty of rooms. Hua Jingchun prepared a particularly quiet one for them. “Does Sect Master Shi need any medicine?”

Without raising his head, Shi Jingzhi responded tersely, “I’ll take care of him. Ask everyone to leave.”

When the room was empty, Shi Jingzhi took off Yin Ci’s Nuo mask. Then, he dug out the stone ball from Yin Ci’s palm. The stone ball had ground through the flesh of Yin Ci’s palm, leaving it bloody.

Shi Jingzhi didn’t call the other members of the Kushan Sect, but instead sent Hua Jingchun away, cleaning the blood from Yin Ci’s hand himself.

“You were once lost in your own mind, yet never looked like this. You wanted to protect me, yet now you’re the one in danger.”

He moistened a warm cloth and gently wiped Yin Ci’s face. Yin Ci’s unconsciousness wasn’t of his own doing, and Sect Master Shi didn’t dare act rashly given Yin Ci’s abnormal state.

For ordinary people losing control, he could still keep them in check. But Yin Ci was too powerful. If he went berserk, the Chigou Sect might be destroyed before Wu Huai could do it.

Not to mention, with many outsiders present, there was no way they would easily surrender. If a fight broke out, Yin Ci’s “immortal body” would be known to all.

Sect Master Shi was both worried and anxious, almost biting into the cloth in his hand.

Only when Yin Ci’s breathing finally stabilized did he turn his attention to the stone ball. To his disappointment, he found nothing unusual about it. The stone ball, along with others, was placed into a jar by Hua Jingchun, looking colorful and appealing. They were coated with fragrant balm and were obviously well-preserved. Apart from that, they were just ordinary stones.

…The only thing left was that booklet.

Shi Jingzhi lit calming incense in the four corners of the room. He then pushed Yin Ci into the bed and half-laid down himself. Yin Ci’s state was like deep sleep; his breathing was shallow and long. His brows were tightly furrowed, and there was no expression on his face, but his eyes showed a peculiar pain.

Shi Jingzhi couldn’t help but hold Yin Ci’s right hand, kissing his palm.

Cold as ice.

Shi Jingzhi sighed, placing Yin Ci’s cold hand on his waist, trying to warm it. He closed his eyes, focusing for a moment before opening the booklet’s first page.

His initial feeling was disappointment.

Shi Jingzhi had thought that there would be neat handwriting inside, recording secrets. But the book looked as if it had been written by a child just learning to write, with handwriting so poor that it was hard to read. Some ink characters were smudged, as if water had been dripped on them constantly.

After flipping through several pages, all he saw were messy calligraphy practice pages. Random characters were written, not forming any coherent sentences.

Sun Huaijin’s raspy voice echoed in his mind.

[During the years when the founding emperor was ill, Sun Wang seemed to change—an imposing nine-chi man was curled up and was constantly weeping as he learned to write.]

Could this be Sun Wang’s calligraphy practice book? Shi Jingzhi rubbed his forehead.

Legends of Sun Wang learning to write weren’t unheard of. But if this was just a practice book, why had Lady Sun hidden it in the statue?

Shi Jingzhi patiently flipped through the pages, being careful not to damage the old paper.

Sun Wang was clearly intelligent, and his writing became clearer. The words began to form short sentences with structure. The only constant were marks that looked like either water or tear stains.

When he reached the middle of the book, his hand suddenly froze, his face a mask of shock—

[Xu Li, He Cheng’an, worse than animals.]

[I, Sun Wang, am worse than an animal.]

This page had only these two sentences, repeated over and over, filling the entire page like a malevolent curse.

Xu Li, was the name of the founding emperor. He Cheng’an, the revered Imperial Preceptor.

According to legends, Sun Wang had a brotherly relationship with these two men, and there were even rumors that they were sworn brothers. However, seeing the loyal Marquis of Lie’an leave such handwriting, Shi Jingzhi couldn’t help but shiver. He took a deep breath before flipping to the next page.

This time, Shi Jingzhi was completely shocked.

Beside him, Yin Ci was having a long dream.

In his dream, he was alone, standing in thick darkness. He was surrounded by bizarre illusions, looking like dirty catkins.

Voices came from all directions, as if countless mouths were speaking to him, making his head feel like it would explode. Yin Ci couldn’t help but kneel, seeing himself shatter like a clay statue. With the sound of rolling stone balls, many illusions burst like bubbles, leaving the darkest one—the one he tried to ignore and put behind him.

Memories scattered in the illusions began to return, stabbing his mind like knives.

Over three hundred years ago, the sky was ablaze with war, and chaos broke out everywhere. Everyone said that the world was in turmoil and only the country of Yun had a glimmer of hope.

The ruler of Yun was Xu Li, originally a vassal. In his youth, Xu Li was promising, with two trusted aides named Sun Wang and He Cheng’an. One excelled in martial arts and the other in scholarship; together, they guarded a scenic region. As long as one could flee to the country of Yun, they wouldn’t starve.

Yin Ci was originally an orphan who survived the war. His face attracted many malicious people. To protect himself, he learned martial arts and even saved many abandoned children with similar fates. Hearing about the country of Yun, he didn’t hesitate and led his group there.

With his guidance, over a hundred abandoned children successfully entered the country of Yun without any casualties. This incident caused a huge stir, and Xu Li, finding it interesting, personally met this brilliant young man.

At that time, Xu Li was only in his twenties. He wasn’t particularly handsome but was very amiable. He Cheng’an, wearing a pure white robe with an ethereal aura, stroked his long beard and spoke with a smile.

[This young man has a remarkable appearance. Given time, he will surely become a person of great merit.]

Xu Li seemed to trust He Cheng’an deeply. Based on his recommendation, Yin Ci was treated as a guest, and even had the chance to study. The children Yin Ci brought had food to eat; the clever ones became apprentices, and the simpler ones became servants.

…At that time, Yin Ci really felt lucky.

The first person he truly got to know was Sun Wang. Yin Ci showed talent in strategy, and Sun Wang was an experienced military leader. Over time, Yin Ci often visited Sun Wang’s home. They would discuss military strategies or play with the sand table late into the night.

At that time, Sun Wang’s wife was pregnant. She would always gaze at Sun Wang with affectionate eyes.

Yin Ci had heard Sun Wang boast countless times that every piece of clothing he wore was handmade by his wife. Sun Wang was very humble and didn’t have the airs of a general. He insisted on taking care of his wife in their daily lives that he would even boil sugar water himself, fearing the servants might scald his beloved wife’s hands.

[I’m a simple man. It must be my good karma from a previous life that I married the best woman in the world.] Sun Wang would often say.

Their deep love was evident. Even when they were engrossed in war games, a single sneeze from Lady Sun would make Sun Wang rush to her side. Yin Ci, who grew up without parents, enjoyed watching the couple’s harmonious relationship.

Xu Li, a close friend of Sun Wang since childhood, would often visit the Sun’s home in disguise, with He Cheng’an following closely. The four of them would chat leisurely or discuss world affairs, getting along very well.

Unfortunately, the eldest son of the Sun family would not get the chance to recognize Yin Ci as his godfather. Before the boy was born, Yin Ci went to the battlefield with Sun Wang to start the first step of quelling the chaotic world. Year after year, Yin Ci matured from a teenager to a young adult on the battlefield, surpassing Sun Wang and becoming Xu Li’s top general.

Thankfully, Sun Wang never held grudges and, despite their age difference, wholeheartedly became Yin Ci’s deputy. Xu Li didn’t show any dissatisfaction, even though his friend was overshadowed. He treated Yin Ci with genuine sincerity and respect, and held He Cheng’an, the “discoverer*”, in the highest regard.

*This is referencing Bo Le (伯乐), used to refer to someone who can recognize and appreciate talents in others (basically, He Cheng’an scouted Yin Ci). It comes from Bo Le, who was a horse tamer and was famous for his ability to judge good horses.

Yun’s territory expanded step by step, and the bond between the four grew tighter. With Xu Li’s popularity among the people, the combination of Sun Wang and Yin Ci’s military might, and He Cheng’an’s brilliant strategies, their teamwork was impeccable. They were as close as family.

Yin Ci, having lost his parents at birth and having grown up amidst war, now had benefactors and a bond as close as family. He spared no effort, risking life and limb for the country of Yun. His military tactics were unparalleled, and he had great prestige among the soldiers. He became the Chief General of Yun when he was just twenty.

After seven or eight years of concerted effort, they finally brought peace to the turbulent world. Starting with a ceremony initiated by Sun Wang, using He Cheng’an’s immortal wine as a token, the four of them became sworn brothers.

It was truly his happiest moment.

However, one imperfection remained. He Cheng’an claimed the immortal wine was beneficial, but after drinking it, Yin Ci felt a subtle drain of his inner force. Yin Ci asked Sun Wang, who drank from the same bottle, but Sun Wang seemed clueless. Yin Ci didn’t suspect anything amiss and just took some medicine prescribed by He Cheng’an, thinking that a momentary weakness after the war was no big deal.

…How naive he was back then.

Though he was now surrounded by darkness, Yin Ci still closed his eyes. The memories that followed were like webs embedded in his brain, each tug bringing immense pain and fear.

After the turbulent times ended and the four of them became sworn brothers. Not long passed before a severe drought hit the nation. The strong and vigorous Xu Li unexpectedly fell ill during these hard times when food and water were scarce. At that moment, Yin Ci quickly forgot about his own minor “inner force affliction”. He was at a complete loss, as anxious as an ant on a hot pan.

[It’s just after we moved the capital to Yidu, and now there’s a drought. Elder Brother Xu is gravely ill. This is really ominous. Elder Brother He told us to prepare for a ceremony… a ritual to ward off evil spirits. Did he tell you?]

Sun Wang’s tone was slightly stiff. When he said this, he didn’t look at Yin Ci.

[There’s a need for fasting and worshiping the gods. I heard the preparations alone will take a month. Elder Brother He…]

[I will go find the Imperial Preceptor.] Among the four, Yin Ci was the most resistant to the return of chaotic times. [Elder Brother Xu cannot fall. I’d even exchange my life if that’s what it takes.]

Sun Wang said nothing; his eyes were filled with a complex mix of emotions. Looking back now, his eyes were full of sorrow.

[Alright,] he replied, pausing after each word. [I’ll accompany you.]

At the same time.

Beside Yin Ci, Shi Jingzhi was carefully reading the words on the pages, feeling as if his organs were encased in ice. His fingers brushed over the coarse paper, feeling numb, as if they had lost all sensation.

Shi Jingzhi stopped pondering how much the “Immortal Assembly” was involved in this matter. Every ugly word transformed into a spike, drilling directly into his brain.

The two founders of the nation were originally three.

Not long after the four swore brotherhood, He Cheng’an secretly sought out Xu Li and Sun Wang.

He claimed that “the fortune of the Yin Clan’s children was too strong, which might overshadow our Great Yun nation’s destiny.” At a time when things were going well, Xu Li and Sun Wang, out of loyalty and righteousness, immediately refused to hand over Yin Ci to He Cheng’an.

He Cheng’an didn’t press further but just shook his head and left.

Soon after, the capital of Great Yun was relocated. That same year, a great drought struck, and disasters occurred everywhere. While still in his prime, Xu Li contracted a mysterious illness. Unlike Sun Wang, who had many children, Xu Li only had a young son. Seeing that the once-prosperous nation might perish, He Cheng’an visited again.

[It’s not that I’m ungrateful, Your Majesty, but you must prioritize the wellbeing of the citizens.]

Sun Wang, angered by the statement, was about to retort but was stopped by Xu Li.

[The young man is talented and looks extraordinary, even more like an emperor than you. A nation can’t have two emperors. Fate flourishes then declines; this is nature’s wrath. The one with an overwhelming fate must sacrifice himself to appease the heavens.]

He Cheng’an was more serious than ever before.

[Your Majesty, I don’t understand martial arts, and the warriors don’t respect me. General Sun can’t read, and the scholars don’t recognize him. This man excels in both martial and literary skills. If Your Majesty…]

Xu Li, already pale from his illness, looked even worse upon hearing this. Sun Wang was extremely angered but held back due to the emperor’s presence.

He Cheng’an stared directly at Xu Li and pointedly said, [Even if you don’t consider the citizens, think about your own flesh and blood.]

[It’s all bullshit!] Sun Wang couldn’t hold back any longer and yelled. [Elder Brother He, how can you come up with such a rotten idea after knowing each other for so many years? Even if I were to rebel, General Yin would never!]

He Cheng’an didn’t reply, which only angered Sun Wang more.

[We face adversities together. To sacrifice someone to the heavens based on this ridiculous reason? We don’t need such a heaven!]

[Have my judgments ever been wrong, General Sun? I’m considering what’s best for Great Yun,] He Cheng’an said with a chilling smile. Despite Sun Wang’s vast battle experience, he was taken aback by that smile.

Sun Wang looked to Xu Li, hoping for his friend’s support. However, Xu Li, instead of responding as he usually would, let out a huge cough and remained silent for a long time.

After a while, Xu Li finally spoke. [Brother Sun, I remember your third daughter was just born… Is Cuicui well? It’s cold outside; bring your family to the palace to stay until spring.]

Despite the palace being warm, Sun Wang felt as if he were in the bitter cold. He sensed the underlying threat in Xu Li’s words.

He Cheng’an then said calmly, [I’ll prepare the ritual. General Sun, there’s no need for such anger. To ensure the ritual is successful, I too will sacrifice myself. I’ve already chosen my successor.]

Xu Li’s eyes reddened. [The Imperial Preceptor is truly noble.]

[This is madness, Elder Brother Xu! Think of another way! Every dynasty faces calamities. This is just Lao He’s… No, just the Imperial Preceptor’s own opinion!]

He Cheng’an, ignoring Sun Wang, said, [I hope His Majesty can set up two execution grounds, one in the Northwest and one in Yidu. General Yin will be the sacrifice in the Northwest to calm the disasters. I will be the sacrifice in Yidu to bless our Great Yun.]

Xu Li, not paying any attention to the pleading Sun Wang, stared at his sickly hands, [Agreed.]

The words that followed were too blurred to read.

Sun Wang was sent to notify Yin Ci about the sacrificial ceremony to heaven, but he struggled for a long time and still couldn’t tell the truth. He watched helplessly as Yin Ci was taken away by He Cheng’an. For the following month, he and his family were “guests” in the palace.

Inside the palace, Sun Wang was still informed. In a month, Xu Li acted swiftly. The nation’s achievements were all credited to Sun Wang. Various books were revised, and storytellers were investigated both openly and covertly.

Sun Wang, having been a war strategist for many years, never thought he would taste such bitterness and despair during a peaceful period.

He began to learn to write, trying to document the truth for future generations. He didn’t want to involve his beloved wife, Cuicui, into the mess. Unable to voice his anguish, he could only watch as she worried for him.

Ironically, after Yin Ci’s sacrifice, the Great Prohibition in the Northwest was established. The natural disasters miraculously ceased, and Xu Li’s health improved. Before the next sacrificial ceremony, He Cheng’an made a special visit to Sun Wang. Sun Wang refused to see him, and after the ceremony, the Imperial Preceptor vanished as if he really had “sacrificed his body for the heavens”.

Sun Wang, deeply affected by this, wished only to retire from his duties. He had even prepared his resignation letter, waiting for the right moment to submit it.

Lady Sun saw her husband’s desolation and was heartbroken. She didn’t probe further, only mentioning that He Cheng’an had given them a tonic before his sacrifice. She planned to stew it the next day, marking an end to their entanglement with the current affairs of the kingdom.

Sun Wang agreed and held his wife, sobbing uncontrollably.

However, the record abruptly ended on this page, with the rest blank.

What really happened?

Sun Wang didn’t resign. According to recorded history, Xu Li still died young. Sun Wang became the regent, leading the young prince’s armies and stabilizing the frontier.

Yin Ci’s sacrifice was hailed as “a life for a life”. Sun Wang was right in his assessment: He Cheng’an had lied—how could someone immortal “exchange lives”? Was Yin Ci’s sacrifice beneath the Great Prohibition in the Northwest, as he had speculated?

Shi Jing clutched Yin Ci’s right hand, pressing it to his lips, trembling for the first time.

In the darkness, Yin Ci finally pieced together the fragmented memories. He understood the purpose of the “one month of preparation” before “praying to the gods”.

After entering the Imperial Preceptor’s Residence, he only remembered hearing a jarring tune. Then, he felt constantly inebriated, feeling constant pain around his neck. It seemed as though his head was decapitated repeatedly, choked by the wine until he nearly suffocated. Every time he tried to regain consciousness, a haunting melody rendered him immobile.

[Save more, once it reaches three thousand, it’ll be useful.]

…That was He Cheng’an’s voice, indifferent and without his usual jest.

[My Lord, this man has a unique talent. Our sound techniques can barely suppress him.]

[That’s why I told you to gather more materials. Once you have enough, I’ll know where to place him.]

Finally, the choking wine stopped, and the bone-deep pain ceased. At that time, Yin Ci merely thought it was a blurry nightmare. Not to mention he had been in a constant daze; how could a person have so many heads to be beheaded? This dream was genuinely ridiculous. When he woke up, he was determined to tell Sun Wang and He Cheng’an about it.

Then, he groaned a few times, struggling to open his eyes, only to see complete darkness.

His head still ached, and his thoughts seemed to have rusted. Yin Ci tried to sit up, only to find he couldn’t support himself. As soon as he lifted his head, it bumped against a hard, cold stone slab.

Below his hands was a cold stone mixed with strange, soft, cold liquid beads, resembling residual mercury. A chill ran down Yin Ci’s spine as he reached up and indeed felt another stone slab. Using his body, he determined the shape of this “stone box”, and his mind went blank in an instant.

…For some unknown reason, he was lying inside a stone coffin.

At this moment, he didn’t care whether it was a nightmare or not, and immediately started banging on the coffin lid. Unfortunately, apart from the silence, he received no response. Yin Ci tried to use the little inner force he had left but found he had none remaining; he couldn’t even chip off a bit of stone.

Was this the “exorcism ceremony” Sun Wang mentioned?

On the first day, he thought it might be a prank from his friends.

If he endured this day, they would open the lid to see the panicked expression of Great Yun’s top general.

On the second day, he thought it might be some kind of sacrifice, trading a life for another.

If it meant that Xu Li would be safe and the land stable, it was worth his death… He Cheng’an was getting old, and Sun Wang had a family to care for. He was willing to die for them. He had just a bit of resentment; having known them for nearly a decade, were those guys afraid he would run away? He could have left gracefully, with a proper farewell.

On the third day, he wondered, why was he still alive?

Without food or water and nearly suffocating, he should have been long dead. Was this reality? Or another dream he couldn’t wake up from? He screamed until his mouth tasted of blood. He pinched himself hard, even tearing a chunk of flesh from his body.

The pain had never been so real and vivid.

On the fourth day, he finally began to fear.

Yin Ci went over his not-so-long life again and again, trying to find any anomalies. Finding none, he then tried to identify his own mistakes—there must be a reason for such eerie despair.

Be it the reason he was buried here or the reason “he was still alive”.

…But he couldn’t figure it out.

A year passed, and Yin Ci could barely think coherently. Only the thought of “I must escape” lingered. Dressed in silk, he had no metal or tools. He felt around but couldn’t find anything suitable.

Bones were hard, he thought desperately, so what about human bones?

For the first time, he broke his left arm. Blood was everywhere, flesh hanging off. With great effort, he tore the flesh to expose the bone, then used that bone to grind against the stone.

‘Maybe I’ve gone mad,’ Yin Ci thought. After all, even the fact that a new left arm instantly grew didn’t startle him anymore.

Someone had apparently tried to pry open the stone coffin before, leaving a small gap. The mercury slowly disappeared, and various bugs came and went, consuming the decaying flesh and bone debris, so the coffin wasn’t filled with remains. Yin Ci never stopped, day after day, using the bone of his arm to grind at the same spot on the stone wall.

‘I must get out,’ he thought numbly.

Yin Ci tore off his left arm again and again, getting more proficient each time. After an unknown period, he could use his fingers to peel the flesh away, leaving only the useful bone.

He had to escape, to find a reason, an answer, or an end.

Except for this thought, the rest of his memories were a blur. Intense pain, accompanied by the friction sound of bone grinding against stone, never ceased. The darkness spawned countless hallucinations, and Yin Ci started to have delusions to escape the reality.

Until the first “crack” sound.

The thick stone coffin had been ground to form a hole. There was always a way out; instead of compact soil behind the hole, there was an underground cavern.

Oblivious, Yin Ci continued to grind at the opening.

With the cavern as a dumping ground for his limbs, his efficiency increased. Once there was a breach in the stone coffin, further destruction came easily. As days turned to months, the vast cavern was nearly filled with bones. Eventually, Yin Ci created a hole large enough to pass through.

Unfortunately, he was nearly mad, unable to feel joy, just continuing to dig forward. After an unknown time, his skeletal hands touched the scorching yellow sand.

Blinding sunlight poured in.

He nestled in the sand like an animal. As a snake approached, he bit it in half, swallowing it whole. Yin Ci wandered like a walking corpse in the vast desert… Later, he encountered desert bandits and then the village that took him in.

As Chen Qianfan recorded.

According to Chen Qianfan’s records, he had been in that underground coffin for at least eighty years.

The beheading was real, as was the endless darkness. Though he always regarded them as part of his “delusions”, the fear and madness always lurked deep in his mind, occasionally pushing him to the edge.

Some things were better left forgotten. Just the roll of a stone, and he was forced back to the edge.

[Minister Yin, I’ll never fail you.]

[Good brother, even in death, I won’t let you down.]

[This Old Man will not fail General Yin’s expectations.]

……

What a joke.

He was prepared to die for the world, for his loved ones. But he was never prepared to “live” like that.

In the boundless darkness, Yin Ci clenched his fist. Everything should have been cold, but for some reason, his right hand felt warm, as if next to a blazing stove. All the pain persisted, absurd as ever. However, facing the overwhelming darkness, he lost the impulse to go berserk.

Yin Ci clutched his right hand and slowly placed it over his heart. In the darkness, a golden flame danced happily on his right hand.

Don’t wake me up yet, brat.


Kinky Thoughts:

End of this arc.

The scene of Yin Ci’s beheading was shown in a previous chapter. This is also why he fears the darkness and tight spaces so much. This is also (probably) why Su Zhi’s sword technique is the Bone Sweeping Sword Technique.

Things are coming together.

Does Yin Ci have the most tragic past in all of Nian Zhong’s work?


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Escape From the Asylum Ch40

Author: 木尺素 / Mu Chisu

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 40

Zhou Qian’s current environment was incredibly stifling.

The pitch-black corridor was narrow and cramped. The path ahead was blocked by a thick solid wall, and the path behind was endless. However, at the end of that road, there is still another solid wall.

But wait… After traveling this long distance, would everything behind him change?

In many games involving mazes, there was a common routine—when you wander around, get lost, find that you can’t get out anywhere, and don’t know what to do, it might be a good idea to go back to the starting point. You may find a new exit there. The beginning might also be the end.

But this wasn’t the case now. As Zhou Qian turned his head, even before he had a chance to walk back, he found another thick wall behind him.

Zhou Qian clenched his fist and knocked; the wall was solid.

This only made the atmosphere in the tunnel even more oppressive. Zhou Qian was now trapped in a small, square space. Solid walls surrounded him on all sides, even the ceiling. On his left and right were two glass doors.

On one side, the young Jiang Yuqing pressed his hand against the glass door, gazing at him with desperate eyes. On the other side, an older Jiang Yuqing’s eyes were murky, seemingly unaware of his surroundings. The distant rumbling noises and the occasional shaking further intensified the tense atmosphere.

Ten minutes to make a choice was relatively ample time.

Zhou Qian first looked at the young officer on his left. This figure slowly overlapped with the officer writing poetry in the photo illusion.

But Zhou Qian clearly knew one thing: in a way, all the young officers that appeared in this memory world weren’t entirely the same individual.

The first time Zhou Qian encountered the officer in the photo illusion, the officer was writing poetry. After finishing the poem, he burned it because he clearly remembered that Bei He had died.

Moreover, upon seeing Zhou Qian and other players behind him, he expressed great astonishment and said, “In my lifetime, I can actually see you again?”

When Zhou Qian entered the illusion earlier, the officer he met was still him. He didn’t believe Bei He would appear, thinking all of it was just his hallucination.

Because he still knew that Bei He had long been dead.

Thus, the young officer in the photo illusion was indeed the same person from beginning to end. His emotions were consistent—he was deeply saddened because he clearly remembered that every member of the Falcon Squadron had died.

However, thinking back, the Jiang Yuqing in the main plot of the “West Pier”, although young, didn’t initially have similar memories or understanding.

He was immersed in the Cypress City storyline, waiting for Bai He and the other Falcon Squadron members to save him. It was only on the pier, when he saw Bei He and everyone turn into ghosts and unable to leave Cypress City, that he realized or recalled that they had all died.

Hence, Jiang Yuqing in that level, though youthful in appearance, actually corresponds to the older Jiang Yuqing with dementia.

The elderly Jiang Yuqing revisited old grounds in a young shell, reliving similar past events and recalling everything.

It was evident that many young Jiang Yuqings appeared in this game. But this didn’t mean these young Jiang Yuqings were the same entity. They weren’t all on the side that would help the player survive.

Only the young officer in the photo illusion remembered everything. He would guide players to survive, reminding his older self of the past.

But the young Jiang Yuqing in the illusion, or in a specific level, might not be the same.

So, Zhou Qian knew deep down that the Jiang Yuqing on both sides, one old and one young, might not offer any lifelines.

Through the glass door on the left, looking at the handsome face of the young Jiang Yuqing, Zhou Qian thought of the cruel question he asked Jiang Yuqing by the dim candlelight in the illusion not long ago.

“Do you feel guilty? If you were to live the rest of your life alone, what would your truest wish be?”

Jiang Yuqing’s answer was crystal clear and still echoed in his ears.

“Countless times in my dreams, I always dream of the same scene.”

“In the tunnel where Bei He and I made our last escape, it’s endlessly long. This way, we can hold hands and keep running…”

“But even in my dreams, I was still lucid. I knew very well that the moment when the shells would drop, or the bullets would fly, was inevitable.”

“So, the end of the dream was simple—”

“I walked with Bei He to an exit of the tunnel, climbed out together, and then I died alongside him.”

“We would never betray the oath we made when we joined the Seventh Army, nor would we betray our faith. But at least, we could die together.”

Then, abruptly changing the topic, Jiang Yuqing in the photograph illusion said, “But dreams are just dreams. If history could repeat itself, I would make the same choice. I couldn’t turn back and leave the tunnel to die with Bei He. Because my life… was not my own. The times bestowed upon me a mission; I had my duty, so I had to survive.”

“Everyone… Everyone wanted me to survive. They wouldn’t let me die.”

“Even Bei He said… With great power comes great responsibility. I indeed had to survive.”

“They called me a hero, a great man, saying I was crucial.”

“They said the nation needed me, the people needed me, and I had to continue my research…”

“But maybe… when I’m old, losing my memory, and can’t do research anymore, I can finally belong to myself. By then, I want to live for myself, even if it’s just for a moment.”

“I don’t know how long I will live. But if I can live to an old age… I’m afraid by then, everyone I know will be dead. Bei He, Dong Shui, Nan Hu, Xi Jiang… all gone. And the rest of the Seventh Army, perhaps all have passed away one after another—”

“The Falcon Squadron’s tasks were all confidential, and their records have been gradually destroyed.”

“See, they made such sacrifices, but no one in the world will know or remember.”

“No one remembers they were heroes… except for me.”

“In this world, only I remember their efforts, the blood they shed, and their sacrifices…”

“So, I cannot forget them.”

“Perhaps old age, brain degradation, and atrophy will uncontrollably make me forget everything.”

“If that’s the case, I hope to die before I forget completely.”

“I want to die holding onto the memories of them.”

Walking along this long tunnel, Zhou Qian realized that everything in front of him was actually in line with Jiang Yuqing’s words in the photograph illusion. This seemingly endless tunnel, which eventually would have an end, was the recurring dream of Jiang Yuqing.

In the dream, he finally let go of his identity and mission and impulsively lived for himself. Even in the dream, he wouldn’t desert, nor would he betray the Seventh Army to join the S Army. He just wanted to die with Bei He.

Now, the young Jiang Yuqing stood to Zhou Qian’s left.

From his perspective, Bei He, so close yet untouchable, was right there. This was the end of the tunnel. All he had to do was grab Bei He’s hand, turn around, escape through an exit, and they could die together under gunfire…

So, he couldn’t choose the left path.

Opening that door, the next thing would be gunfire and explosions. Zhou Qian was certain that he might be blown to pieces.

What about the right side?

The older Jiang Yuqing on the right was very close to the real Jiang Yuqing at this moment in time. He was old, forgetful, and continuously erasing memories.

Moreover, this Jiang Yuqing has manic episodes and once became a Rank B “monster”.

Zhou Qian didn’t even need to think about it; he knew that once he entered that room, the older Jiang Yuqing would become murderous again. Representing the disease of “dementia”, he would surely kill himself. Now that Jiang Yuqing’s life was in its last day, the condition of dementia was likely worsening. Therefore, the “monster” in this conscious world might become stronger, not just Rank B.

There was no resentment for Zhou Qian to utilize here, and no one to help boost his vitality. His ultimate ability was basically useless. In this situation, he was really weak. So, for him, entering the room on the right also meant certain death.

Both paths led to death.

The only difference was whether he would be killed by gunfire or killed by Jiang Yuqing himself.

Zhou Qian raised an eyebrow slightly, checked the time on his wristwatch, and once again looked around the narrow tunnel.

He suddenly realized that if he looked at it from a different perspective… Perhaps the situation of this tunnel was different from that of the “West Pier”.

If the former nursing home and Room 701 that the players entered represented the first layer of Jiang Yuqing’s consciousness world, then the Checks and Balance level and the West Pier level were deeper layers within that consciousness world, namely the second layer.

At first, Zhou Qian thought that this tunnel, just like the West Pier and Check and Balance, was also the second layer of consciousness.

But as he saw the tunnel becoming narrower and narrower until he was completely blocked by walls on both sides, Zhou Qian realized something was wrong.

Perhaps the tunnel did start as the second layer of consciousness.

But it was possible that the outer first layer had already collapsed.

Today was the third day Zhou Qian had been in the nursing home. It was also the last day of Jiang Yuqing’s life.

Jiang Yuqing’s life was coming to an end, with his condition at its worst. Before, only the caregivers, vases, security guards, and the front desk had disappeared, but now it seems that the entire former nursing home might have vanished.

The first layer of consciousness irreversibly collapsed, with this second layer merging with it and then replacing it, becoming the primary layer of consciousness.

And this was the only consciousness world that the elderly Jiang Yuqing could sustain.

Every tunnel has its end.

This was a dream that Jiang Yuqing had, letting go of all external responsibilities.

Now the space of consciousness was further reduced to a cube.

The last memory point in Jiang Yuqing’s mind was also here.

……

Zhou Qian was just pondering this when suddenly, a massive cannon sound rang out again.

The ground shook violently before him.

Once he steadied himself, he found that the walls had moved closer.

It wouldn’t be long before Jiang Yuqing in the real world passed away. He wouldn’t even be able to maintain this last bit of tunnel memory space.

Taking a deep breath, Zhou Qian turned to the left and approached the young Jiang Yuqing.

The young Jiang Yuqing immediately showed a joyful expression. He spread his arms as if wanting to embrace Zhou Qian, welcoming him to come and take him out of the tunnel towards a shared fate in death.

Zhou Qian walked to the glass door, even pressing his palm against it.

But he didn’t open the door; he just looked at Jiang Yuqing and said, “Actually, once a person dies, it’s all over. Death isn’t scary. Living is the hardest. So I think… in a way, you are braver than Bei He.”

“Jiang Yuqing, you’re a brave and determined person. Even in dreams, you’ve never betrayed anyone.”

“Such a person as you is a true hero.”

“And because of this, this dream is just that—a dream. You wouldn’t want to die alongside Bei He in a past story. If you die, no one in the world will remember those heroes whose names aren’t even mentioned in the archives.”

“So, dying with Bei He under the bombardment of Cypress City is not your final wish.”

“And me… I’ll find you. Bei He promised to meet you. I’m here to fulfill that promise on his behalf.”

“I will, in the name of Bei He, go to the end of your life to greet you.”

With that said, Zhou Qian waved to the young Jiang Yuqing and turned to walk to the other end of the tunnel.

On both sides of the narrow tunnel was the same Jiang Yuqing, but they existed in different times and scenarios.

Now, Zhou Qian was like walking from one side of his life to the symbolic endpoint on the other side.

He stood quietly in front of the glass door on the right side for a moment, gently pushing the door open.

The moment the glass door opened, the ground shook again.

Looking back, Zhou Qian saw the glass door close by itself.

Through the door, the young Jiang Yuqing was pounding on his side, but he couldn’t open it or run out.

……

After a violent shake, another door vanished, replaced by another wall.

Then, with a series of loud “clangs,” three walls kept closing in.

In no time, the spot where Zhou Qian stood for the multiple-choice question was occupied by a solid wall.

The consciousness world further collapsed and converged, leaving just a small space.

And in this tiny space, only Zhou Qian and the elderly Jiang Yuqing remained.

Before leaving the photo illusion, after answering Zhou Qian’s cruel question, Jiang Yuqing had handed him a celadon bottle.

Now, Zhou Qian finally understood what was inside that bottle.

“Come on, Jiang Yuqing.” Looking at the elderly man with cloudy eyes, Zhou Qian spoke up. “Either you kill me, or I kill you.”

[Target: Jiang Yuqing]

[Rank: S]

[Specialty: ???]

[Warning: The target’s attack is extremely strong! Player Zhou Qian cannot resist his attack at all!]

[Warning: The target’s defense is super high! Player Zhou Qian cannot harm him at all!]

The target was the incarnation of the master of the conscious world.

Indeed, how could one defeat the master of this world while in the conscious world?

[Player Zhou Qian, the system has recently launched new tombstones. You’re welcome to purchase—]

The agitated form of Jiang Yuqing indeed appeared again.

His attack power had clearly increased, and his eyes had turned bright red.

He raised his palm, showing no mercy, and slapped Zhou Qian.

Killing Bei He and erasing memories associated with him was the only directive given by this diseased brain!

Amidst the intense killing intent, Zhou Qian looked up at Jiang Yuqing calmly.

Surprisingly, Zhou Qian’s eyes were rather gentle. Speaking in Bei He’s tone, he softly said, “Mr. Jiang, I love you. That’s why I’ll… gently kill you.”


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Qizi Ch40

Author: 易修罗 / Yi Xiu Luo

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 40

Ling Xiao quickly deduced the origin of the bread beside him and couldn’t help but find it both amusing and touching. He didn’t doubt for a moment that Ying Feng bought the banana-flavored bread because he once mentioned liking the taste of bananas. However, that was in comparison to strawberry, not implying he liked banana flavored energy bread.

‘Forget it,’ he thought resignedly as he started to tear open the package. Remembering the mere fact that he mentioned liking bananas was considerate enough on Ying Feng’s part. Given his current level of hunger, even if it were durian-flavored, he’d still eat it.

Before Ling Xiao could fully open the packaging, the door handle of the medical room turned. Quickly, he threw the half-opened bread aside, turning his head away defiantly.

Upon entering and seeing the scene, Ying Feng paused briefly. Pretending nothing was amiss, he walked over and handed something to Ling Xiao.

Ling Xiao glanced at it and quickly looked away, internally rolling his eyes. Sticking to one brand of bread and even buying the same type of water from their previous training session, Ying Feng sure was consistent. It wouldn’t be surprising if he also wanted a lover from a past life.

Since Ling Xiao didn’t take the water, Ying Feng placed it next to the bread. This was when Yao Tai entered the room. Seeing the bread and beverage, her suppressed anger flared up.

“He’s in his growth period, can’t you buy him something nutritious?” she chided.

“I bought it based on his preferences,” Ying Feng calmly replied.

“Who likes emergency food?” Yao Tai wondered if he was playing dumb or if he genuinely didn’t know better. “Even convenience stores have warm drinks or dairy products. Who would buy a chilled drink for someone who just fainted?”

She moved to dispose of what Ying Feng brought, but Ling Xiao quickly grabbed the bread, startling her. Observing the scene and their reactions, she deduced he was probably famished and would eat anything.

“I’ve spoken to your instructor. If I catch you two going to classes again, you’ll be sent back. The academy’s vacation is mandatory, not optional. Don’t act tough.”

She then warned Ying Feng, “If you neglect him again tonight, I’ll separate you two on grounds of neglecting your Qizhu duties, regardless of Ling Xiao’s condition.”

Ling Xiao, mistakenly believing he had passed the tumultuous period, was unaware of the impending mental backlash. He was confused by Yao Tai’s words. “I don’t need him to take care of me.” But he quickly remembered the condition of Lan Sheng he had witnessed in the detention room. “I also don’t want to be isolated.”

Yao Tai hesitated before reluctantly handing Ling Xiao a bottle of medicine. “This can temporarily relieve mental stress and aid sleep, but it has severe side effects and is addictive. Use it as a last resort.”

Receiving the medication, Ling Xiao missed Ying Feng’s frown of concern.

“Lastly, I want to remind both of you, the duration of your school probation is actually determined by me. Ling Xiao, you’ve been formally listed as a priority observation subject by the Disease Control Center. From now on, you need to report here every week, both you and Ying Feng. Until your psychological assessment has returned to a safe level, I will not allow you to advance in your studies.”

She then confiscated the cold drink. “The bread is okay, but no cold drinks.”

When Ling Xiao left, Yao Tai stopped Ying Feng, whispering, “Ling Xiao told me you’re looking for someone.”

His expression shifted.

“But even if you find them, in your current state, they won’t want you.”

Ying Feng visibly recoiled.

Yao Tai pushed him away. “Get out.”

After walking a distance, Ying Feng caught up with Ling Xiao, silently handing him a card. Ling Xiao looked up, puzzled.

“You can head back.” Ying Feng awkwardly added, “You can also use this card.”

Ling Xiao knew that without this card, he couldn’t enter certain places, and it was impossible to go to class. If he went to the rooftop, this guy might lose his nerve again, so he accepted it without a word.

After Ying Feng left, Ling Xiao headed to the cafeteria, a place he hadn’t been to in a while and found somewhat unfamiliar.

Even though it wasn’t mealtime, there were windows that provided food all day. Ling Xiao took out Ying Feng’s card and swiped it on the machine. The displayed balance caught him off guard.

He silently calculated in his mind; tomorrow would be the day when their living expenses were distributed. With so much money still on the card, he felt uneasy about not being able to spend it all.

The cafeteria staff noticed him hesitating after swiping the card and thought he was unsure about what to order. Little did they know about the internal debate raging inside Ling Xiao.

“You seem to be an adult, how about trying a nutritional set meal? It’s most suitable during the growth phase.”

“Is it expensive?”

The worker looked surprised, thinking, ‘The richer they are, the stingier they get.’ He replied, “Not at all. It’s very affordable.”

“I don’t want the cheap one. Give me the most expensive one.”

Worker: “…”

Ling Xiao enjoyed his luxurious meal in the cafeteria, while Ying Feng was dealing with getting a supplementary card in the logistics department.

“You’ve been an adult for a few days now and only just thought to get a card,” the staff joked with him. “Young people should learn to be moderate.”

Ying Feng silently entered information on the platform. The staff, however, continued speaking, reminiscing about his younger days.

“Back in my day, when I had just become an adult, I was just like you, not knowing the meaning of restraint. Have you heard the rumor? After the coming-of-age ceremony, the Qizhu will seize part of the spirit of the Qizi while transferring a part of their own spirit to them. As a result, neither soul is complete. Only the closest union can put them at ease.”

“Looking back, it sounds naive, but back then, it seemed like the most romantic thing ever. And let me tell you, after we did that, my Qizi’s psychological rating was very healthy. They developed very well. We…”

Ying Feng pressed submit, interrupting the staff’s lengthy speech. “I’m done.”

The staff, disappointed, emotionlessly processed the card. “All set. You can now give this to your Qizi. From now on, both of your living expenses will be deposited into this account. The main card and supplementary card balances are linked.”

“Thank you.” Ying Feng took the card and left, leaving the staff member sighing.

“Ah, why don’t young people these days want to listen to the wisdom of their elders?”

Getting the card took quite some time. By the time Ying Feng returned, Ling Xiao was already in the dormitory, clutching a black box. Seeing Ying Feng, he tried to hide it.

Ying Feng’s alarms went off. After learning of Ling Xiao’s contact with Zhen He, he was worried that Ling Xiao might be deceived by Zhen He’s sweet talk. Given Ling Xiao’s current behavior, it wasn’t far-fetched to think that Zhen He might secretly provide him with experimental drugs.

“What’s in the box?” he demanded.

Ling Xiao hesitated, revealing his guilt. “It’s none of your business.”

Ying Feng grew more suspicious and took a step forward. “Show me.”

“No!” Ling Xiao hugged the box tightly.

Ying Feng’s tone became more commanding. “Show it to me.”

Ling Xiao was reluctant, but his hands moved involuntarily. Struggling, he slowly handed over the box, his hands trembling.

As the box neared Ying Feng, Ling Xiao raised his voice in desperation. “Don’t!”

Just as Ying Feng was about to open it, Ling Xiao whispered, almost inaudibly, “Please, don’t look.”

Ying Feng paused, looking at Ling Xiao’s face, which bore an expression he had never seen before. It wasn’t resentment or begging, but an eerie calmness. This face was vastly different from the crying figure he remembered from his visions.

His gaze settled, seeming to convey endless emotions yet also devoid of any. Ying Feng felt as if he was seeing a shell wrapped in steel and concrete. If the steel was broken and the concrete stripped away, all that would remain would be a fragile shell, vulnerable to the slightest touch.

Ying Feng slowly withdrew his hand. Ling Xiao let out a sigh of relief, clutching the box closely, fearing Ying Feng might change his mind.

Suddenly, Ying Feng moved, startling Ling Xiao. However, this time he took out a card.

“This is for you.”

Ling Xiao probably guessed what the card was. Three days of hunger made him realize that even the most prideful people needed to eat. Thinking that his living expenses would soon be released, he didn’t feel like he was wasting his money. He freed one hand to take the card and gestured towards the table with his lips.

Ying Feng’s card was thrown onto the table by Ling Xiao. While Ying Feng turned away, Ling Xiao quickly put the card in the box. By the time Ying Feng turned back, the card had disappeared.

This time, Ying Feng didn’t ask where Ling Xiao had hidden the item. The two of them, forced to take a leave, stayed in the dorm, looking at each other in silence, with an incredibly tense atmosphere.

Bored, Ling Xiao reflected that, over the past decade, he and Ying Feng had little to say to each other. They had only interacted occasionally, mostly with Ling Xiao instigating and Ying Feng ignoring. Even after Ping Zong left, their relationship only slightly improved, marked mainly by mutual practice sessions. Genuine conversations between them were very rare.

Ling Xiao planned for his future, hoping to attend different schools or at least different departments than Ying Feng to minimize their interactions. After graduation, they could separate completely. If the principal could survive alone, he believed he could too.

As time passed and night fell, Ling Xiao grew increasingly uneasy. He thought the chaotic period was over, so why did he feel so abnormal?

Ying Feng had been observing Ling Xiao closely, paying more attention to him than he had in days. He always believed that, given Ling Xiao’s strong personality, he would never accept his help. But today, he saw the true nature of Ling Xiao’s chaotic period.

Under Ying Feng’s gaze, Ling Xiao, who would normally resist, now lacked the strength to even care. His vision began to blur, and everything around him seemed hazy.

In his pain, he finally spotted the medicine bottle Yao Tai gave him by his bed. Struggling, he reached out for it, missing twice before finally grabbing it.

He barely remembered Yao Tai’s warnings, struggling to open the bottle. He didn’t care how many pills spilled out; he just wanted to swallow what was left in his hand. A powerful grip caught his wrist, prying his fingers open to take the medicine. Ling Xiao glared at Ying Feng with fiery eyes.

A forearm was brought to his mouth, and Ling Xiao almost bit down without hesitation. With this bite, not only was it a reflex against pain, but it also carried intense resentment towards Ying Feng. He used almost all of his strength, yet Ying Feng never furrowed his brow.

Ling Xiao’s bite grew stronger until his teeth dug deep into Ying Feng’s skin, with fresh blood seeping into his mouth. The metallic, sweet scent revived part of his sanity.

As his clarity slowly returned, Ling Xiao finally realized there was something wrong. He shouldn’t be able to bite so fiercely when he couldn’t even throw a punch at him. By the time he realized this, it was already too late.

The coldness was entirely dispelled, and the fear vanished. In its place, a scorching heat swept through his entire body, unstoppable, as if burning embers had passed through.

Ying Feng felt the bite weakening, and just as he was surprised, his collar was grabbed by a blushing Ling Xiao. Caught off guard, he was pulled down, and their noses nearly touched.

“You…” Gazing at the face appearing so close in front of him, Ying Feng, who was clueless about the current situation, was taken aback for the first time. Ling Xiao’s reaction was far from what he had expected. He thought Ling Xiao would reject him, show fear, or get furious, but he never expected this.

Ling Xiao gripped Ying Feng’s collar tighter, pulling him even closer. His erratic breath brushed against Ying Feng’s ear. Being so close, Ying Feng even caught the scent of blood from Ling Xiao’s mouth.

In his dazed state, Ling Xiao uncontrollably rubbed his body against the other. A vivid thought deeply transmitted from the Qizi to the Qizhu’s mind. Ying Feng felt it—it was Ling Xiao’s desire.

Thinking this development was entirely abnormal, Ying Feng stretched out his arm to prop himself up, forcefully creating distance between them. But after doing so, he was surprised to find a part of his own body subtly changing.

Ling Xiao’s desire grew overwhelmingly intense, with only physical friction providing temporary relief. The adult films he had sneakily watched before served as a perfect guide now. He crazily leaned down, nibbling on Ying Feng’s neck and collarbone.

Ying Feng had let Ling Xiao bite his arm earlier to help him alleviate pain, not for him to act wildly on him like a mad dog. Moreover, Ying Feng was all too familiar with Ling Xiao’s behavior. Just a few days ago, he did something to a delirious Ling Xiao that he would rather not recall.

Not understanding why Ling Xiao turned out this way, after feeling another wet lick on his bare neck, Ying Feng couldn’t take it anymore. He grabbed Ling Xiao’s collar in return and easily overpowered him. In terms of strength, Ling Xiao was no match for him now and was effortlessly pinned down.

“Snap out of it!” Ying Feng shouted.

Not to be outdone, Ling Xiao kept twisting under Ying Feng’s body, trying to turn the bottom up again; even the mind control of the Qizhu wasn’t enough to calm him down. Ying Feng realized that he couldn’t stop him without violence, so he simply raised his fist, trying to knock him out with a punch.

Ling Xiao didn’t know if his strength was exhausted, so suddenly he stopped struggling. He lay flat and motionless. Ying Feng’s raised fist continued looming in midair, unable to fall.

He saw Ling Xiao’s face after he calmed down; his eyes were blurred, his cheeks flushed, and his slightly opened lips were constantly exhaling heat. Perhaps it was because he hadn’t eaten for a few days that his thin chin looked a little pitiful.

Ling Xiao’s quietness didn’t last long. He was only a little weak because of the disorder period. After he had accumulated a little strength, he began to restlessly want to press the person on him down.

Ying Feng’s fist stayed in the air for a long time, and instead of smashing down as planned in advance, it slowly changed direction and came down between Ling Xiao’s legs. Ling Xiao, who had been restless just now, was instantly still the moment Ying Feng touched him. Ying Feng felt his muscles freeze at the same time, not knowing whether he was nervous or excited, just as he didn’t know whether Ling Xiao was conscious now or didn’t know what he was doing.

Ying Feng’s hand moved, and Ling Xiao’s changes under his palm were a little obvious. If he felt it carefully, he would find that the other’s body was beginning to tremble slightly. Ling Xiao brought his legs together and clamped them tightly, while Ying Feng’s fingers were locked between them. His legs would rub back and forth in a small range, alternating, as if it would liberate him from his difficult situation.

Friction brought Ling Xiao a brief pleasure, but he suffered even more because his swelling desire couldn’t be released. He didn’t completely lose his mind. On the contrary, Ling Xiao knew what he was doing psychologically. If he were completely awake at the moment, he would probably commit suicide from the shame of knowing what he was doing. But he was precisely only half lucid, half reduced to a slave of desire, and he was trembling with excitement from such a touch.

Ying Feng untied Ling Xiao’s last restraint; his somewhat cold palms directly touched the other’s hot lower body, and Ling Xiao was excited the moment he covered it. Ying Feng, who has never liked physical contact with people, didn’t repel Ling Xiao’s most private part. As expected, when it touched it, the young and soft sexual organ stood up excitedly with a delicate and smooth touch.

As for Ling Xiao, the pores all over his body opened up, and he could even imagine his hair standing on ends. An indescribable feeling came from his crotch, spreading infinitely, reaching throughout his pores. If he could hold his breath, this pleasure would stay in his body for a while, like many small electric currents accumulating, converging, and blooming in his nerves. The moment it bloomed, it turned into fearless particles, penetrating his blood vessels and colliding with his fast-flowing blood, causing a string of numbness.

“Ah……”

Ling Xiao let out an unbearable groan. At the same time, his body curled up hard and became like a shrimp. Ying Feng hardly did anything. He felt a powerful shock in his palm first, and then something spurted out. It wet his hand, and there was a regular pulsing to it. The moment Ling Xiao reached his peak, Ying Feng also enjoyed the pleasure. This pleasure didn’t come from physiology but from the satisfaction of a soul connection.

Ying Feng didn’t know how much stimulation the Qizhu’s touch would bring to the Qizi. He looked at the white stickiness in his palm in a daze. He didn’t expect Ling Xiao to surrender so quickly, and he didn’t expect that he would have such close contact with him again. He thought that the experience in the cave would be the only thing that got out of hand.

Ling Xiao, who reached his climax in a very short time, still maintained the posture he had just now. He was curled up with his arms wrapped around himself, his body limp and panting quickly, looking helpless and weak. Ying Feng had known him for ten years and had always recognized and regarded him as an opponent of comparable strength. Even after the coming-of-age ceremony, he couldn’t separate him from the domineering image of the past, and he even used the rights of the Qizhu to suppress his arrogance, just to make him bow his head for a moment.

Only at this moment, upon seeing such a vulnerable Ling Xiao, did Ying Feng feel for the first time that he was a part of the soul and no one could hurt him. The proud Ling Xiao, the Ling Xiao who liked to challenge the strong, and the Ling Xiao who remained stubbornly defiant under intimidation… They were the Ling Xiaos that everyone saw. Only at this moment, the Ling Xiao, who was immersed in the aftermath of his orgasm and completely unguarded, existed solely in his eyes.

If Ling Xiao in such a state were seen by a second person, just the thought of it stirred murderous intent in Ying Feng. If only the school could teach knowledge from the era of sovereignty establishment, Ying Feng might understand why he now couldn’t bear anyone coveting Ling Xiao even a bit—even if it was just an extra glance, for it was like stealing his very soul.

Ling Xiao’s breathing gradually evened out. He lay there motionless, his eyes tightly closed, with only the blush on his cheeks remaining. Ying Feng thought he had finally fallen asleep, so he turned to wash away the traces Ling Xiao left on his palm. Unexpectedly, just as he turned, he was grabbed from behind by the shoulder and pressed down onto the bed once more. The initiator, with agility, spun around and straddled him, his eyes radiating an intense, invasive glow, a stark contrast to his prior vulnerable appearance.

Ling Xiao’s clothing was disheveled. From Ying Feng’s perspective, other than the eyes hidden beneath the bangs, what was most pronounced was the dangerously upturned corner of Ling Xiao’s lips. Whatever the reason for Ling Xiao’s loss of control, Ying Feng was clear its effects hadn’t worn off. The only explanation he could think of was related to his own blood.

“Do you know what you’re doing?” Ying Feng asked with a composed tone.

“Wolf…”

Little did Ying Feng know, the Wolfsbane people were Ling Xiao’s object of sexual awakening, especially the scene where the male lead transformed into a werewolf, which had the most significant visual impact and left a deep impression on the awakening Ling Xiao. Now, all that occupied Ling Xiao’s mind were images of werewolves mating, leaving Ying Feng clueless.

“Wolf? What wolf?”

Ling Xiao responded in an unexpected manner. Holding Ying Feng’s wrist, he licked from the right side of his neck to the palm, where Ling Xiao’s scent still lingered.

This provocative gesture made Ying Feng’s blood surge suddenly. No matter how aloof and cold he usually was, he was still a young adult at the beginning of puberty. Having tasted the forbidden fruit’s allure and being at an age full of vigor, how could he withstand such a level of stimulation? The tricks Ling Xiao learned from adult films were all new to him, a stark contrast to the sensory experience he had in that pitch-black cave, where he was on rough and coarse sandstones with a barely breathing injured person beneath him. The light in this room had a hint of ambiguity, colored pale yellow. The bed was soft and seductive. The one playing opposite him tried to challenge his self-control with seductive and enchanting actions. Perhaps because Ling Xiao was his Qizi, Ying Feng could feel the other’s desires directly and authentically. Such desires were catalyzing the adrenaline in him to react, and his body began to change unconsciously.

The gleam in Ying Feng’s eyes became perilous, looking as though he might consume Ling Xiao at any moment. However, Ling Xiao, perhaps emboldened by his desires, not only didn’t back off but instead became even bolder, taking the initiative to undress Ying Feng. Ying Feng allowed him to act recklessly without resisting.

Ling Xiao had wanted to do this for a long time, whether it was the bizarre dreams on the eve of his awakening or his bold declarations throughout the night. All of it made him yearn to pin the other down, just as he was doing now. The blood of the Qizhu, flowing from his mouth into his organs, warmed up within him. If one could say it was just a warm-up before, now it might have reached its boiling point, prompting Ling Xiao to act out of character. This was different from the aphrodisiac effect Ying Feng once used to humiliate him. Aphrodisiacs only affect one physically, and if the heart was unwilling, one could resist with gritted teeth. However, blood could indeed alter one’s actions. Just like Ling Xiao at this moment, audaciously passionate and wildly unlike his usual self.

With Ling Xiao taking the initiative and Ying Feng’s cooperation, the two were almost completely exposed to each other. Ling Xiao’s actions became increasingly provocative, pushing Ying Feng to the brink of his patience. Finally, when Ling Xiao deliberately reached behind himself, Ying Feng lost control, forcefully flipping Ling Xiao a full 180 degrees. Yet Ling Xiao, unwilling to be outdone, managed to push back with equal force. The two rolled back and forth on the bed multiple times, finally both falling to the floor. Ying Feng’s long and muscular arms tightly pinned Ling Xiao beneath him, no longer allowing any mischief.

Ling Xiao struggled, refusing to submit. In response, Ying Feng grabbed him and pushed him to the edge of the bed, with both of Ling Xiao’s arms pinned behind him and held securely in place. Ling Xiao resisted with all his might, but how could he be a match for his Qizhu? His bare body squirmed continuously, with an evidently stiff object pressing against him. Ying Feng’s lips were almost touching Ling Xiao’s hairline, and the breath from his whispered words felt sharp as a blade.

“You asked for this!”

The moment Ying Feng entered, Ling Xiao let out an abnormal, wailing roar. The body of a Qizi would open up to its Qizhu at all times, and the sound was obviously not due to pain.

Ying Feng had a moment of hesitation due to this sound, not knowing if he should proceed. Ling Xiao’s body was still as tight and hot as it was the first time, tempting Ying Feng to give up the idea of not wanting to do it and do what a normal, developing youth should do.

Ling Xiao felt his body being penetrated, and even though it was fundamentally different from the scenes in his sexual fantasies, it still possessed another kind of sensation—a kind of pleasure that overrode the fantasies. The newly endowed soul fragments in his body excitedly moved with joy, as if they had met their original masters, and the pain of separation over the past few days swept away, desperately converging in a certain direction. An electric shiver spread from the contact area, and Ling Xiao couldn’t help but tremble, only for this excitement to be mistaken for fear by Ying Feng, who ended the action instead.

The feeling of being strangled was not a pleasant one, and coupled with the power of the Qizhu’s blood, which was comparable to the effect of burning embers, Ling Xiao didn’t resist as strongly as Ying Feng expected, but instead took the initiative to sway his hips back and forth to express his pent-up desire.

On the surface, it looked like Ying Feng’s position was coercive, but below the waist, it was Ling Xiao who was in control of the initiative, and the amplitude of his swaying became rougher and stronger until it stimulated Ying Feng to let out a low growl that he couldn’t hold back, and he continued to clasp both of Ling Xiao’s wrists with one hand and forcefully press the other party’s head to the edge of the bed with his other hand, as if only this kind of beastly and violent behavior could illustrate how far away from rationality he had already departed from at this moment.

Ling Xiao took the initiative only a few times. It wasn’t long until the shocking waves of impact came from behind continuously; fast enough to not allow him to think. His body was shackled in all directions, unable to move. He was like a puppet who couldn’t think, and only his sensory nerves still functioned.

Ling Xiao’s first moan and Ying Feng’s first impact were almost synchronized, and as the sound of impact continued, the moans also rose and fell. Ying Feng, who used to do whatever it took to get only a muffled grunt from Ling Xiao, finally found a way to get satisfaction more easily. Every moan from Ling Xiao would bring a wave of more violent impacts, and such an attack would often cause a higher frequency of trills. More times than not, it became indistinguishable as to who provoked who and who drove who, all because of him, all by spontaneity.

The soundproofed dormitory seemed to have been prepared for such a scene from the very beginning, trapping all kinds of shameful sounds firmly between the four directions. The soundwaves ignited the oxygen, and the room temperature skyrocketed. The two people in different positions shared the common feeling of having difficulty breathing. Ying Feng had to pause his movement and put his jaw against Ling Xiao’s shoulder socket to catch his breath. He was one of the best physically among his peers, but he lost in this kind of movement that didn’t produce any displacement at all. Looking at Ling Xiao, except for the first few strokes of bravado, always existed as the bearer, but the frequency of his gasping breaths wasn’t inferior to that of Ying Feng, and the sweat that was left behind by the roots of his hair had already drenched the sheet under his head.

Feeling that Ying Feng was no longer pressing down on him so hard, Ling Xiao twisted his head over and buried himself deeply in the sheets, obviously on the verge of oxygen deprivation but still isolating himself from all air. Seeing that his behavior wasn’t quite normal, Ying Feng loosened his hand that was clasping the other party’s wrist and reached in front to touch it. Again, his hand became sticky. Only then did he realize that Ling Xiao had ejaculated again at some point.

“That’s right, you’re usually a fast runner.” Ying Feng’s words weren’t false, but in any speed-related competition, Ling Xiao would slightly outperform him, except that Ying Feng would have the advantage in terms of overall strength.

As soon as the word “fast” fell, Ying Feng realized that his lower body was being tightly clamped, and he hurriedly withdrew from Ling Xiao’s body, which saved him from “disarming” his weapon in embarrassment.

“You!”

Ying Feng looked up but saw Ling Xiao’s neck almost twist as he desperately turned back and glared fiercely at his side. What should have been a provocative expression was somewhat provocative due to the flushed cheeks and clenched lower lip. Ling Xiao didn’t even know how dangerous his expression was at the moment; he only knew that the burning object against him had hardened a few more points.

Ling Xiao stared at Ying Feng tightly; his eyes shifted from the other party’s eyebrows to Ying Feng’s collarbones, which were sexy and beautiful. Ling Xiao, who harbored some kind of undesirable thoughts towards Ying Feng, had long been thinking about it, not to mention the glistening skin due to sweat.

With his hands free, Ling Xiao raised his left arm and firmly hooked it around the back of Ying Feng’s neck, using his strength to get closer to the other side and grind his sharp teeth into the neck socket. It was as if Ying Feng was being gnawed by some kind of rodent, but he did not feel any pain; instead, he felt a bit of numbness and comfort.

But just as he was enjoying the coziness, Ling Xiao suddenly bit down hard on his upper and lower jaws, hard enough to break the skin near his collarbone. Ying Feng frowned deeply, and his head tilted to the other side as if he were dodging, but he didn’t stop Ling Xiao’s action.

Ling Xiao once again tasted blood. These two first-time adults with no knowledge of sex, ignorant of the role played by the main body fluids of the Qizi, acted in a completely capricious manner, unaware of the consequences of doing so, which was like pouring another bucket of oil on a flame that hadn’t been extinguished.

The fire of desire once again flared up in Ling Xiao’s suddenly opened eyes. He didn’t know where he found the strength to push Ying Feng in the opposite direction, causing Ying Feng’s back to slam against the edge of the bed. Immediately afterward, he raised his legs and sat on top of the other man once again. With Ying Feng half leaning on the bed, he was afraid that he wouldn’t be able to do anything out of the ordinary.

Just when Ying Feng didn’t know what had gotten into him, Ling Xiao lifted his hips to hold Ying Feng’s penis and sat down on it of his own accord. Ying Feng instinctively wrapped his arms around Ling Xiao’s waist for fear that he might cause some kind of tragedy if he didn’t sit up straight.

Ling Xiao, who was so active as to be perverse, moved his waist and hips up and down before he could sit still. His youthful body swayed in front of Ying Feng, creating phantoms and unprecedented visual stimulation. Ling Xiao’s sudden enthusiasm made Ying Feng almost unable to hold back. His sensitive lower body was tightly bitten and repeatedly fiddled with, hot and warm, like a flying fairy. Ying Feng’s hands clasped Ling Xiao’s waist more and more forcefully, but his upper body relaxed and leaned back due to the extreme pleasure, with an insatiable expression on his face.

Ling Xiao had obviously learned this position from a movie, and the expression on Ying Feng’s face was just like the one in it. Ling Xiao’s hand on his shoulder slowly moved up his neck, all the way to the side of Ying Feng’s face. Ying Feng seamlessly gave a response, rubbing his cheek in his palm and gently nibbling on his palm, following his earlier actions. This beautiful image seemed more suitable to be permanently preserved in a static form, and Ling Xiao subconsciously slowed down his movements as Ying Feng’s hand reached behind his back, feeling the smoothness of the other man’s skin from the top down, and the stimulation brought by wherever he went caused Ling Xiao to uncontrollably tilt forward, while his neck and head tilted back uncontrollably, creating a graceful arc.

When Ying Feng was approaching the midway point, he suddenly withdrew his hand, and Ling Xiao, who was already on the verge of collapsing, lunged in the opposite direction and pressed himself heavily against Ying Feng. Their upper bodies stuck together without any gaps, their skin rubbing against each other, their sweat fusing with each other, and even their rising and falling chests tacitly maintaining the same frequency. In contrast to his slow motion, Ying Feng tightly squeezed Ling Xiao’s resilient ass and quickly bounced up and down. Ling Xiao was so weak and shaken that he entrusted all of his weight on Ying Feng’s body. The waves from the repeated collisions in the depths of his body almost drove him crazy, and his moans became louder and louder, tickling Ying Feng’s ears.

Once again, Ying Feng’s eyes rested on the other party’s shaking ear. Just like the first time in the cave, it was as if it was filled with some kind of magic that made him want to get closer, making him unable to stop himself from moving over and biting Ling Xiao’s earlobe.

Ling Xiao winced, and his muscles contracted involuntarily. This time, Ying Feng didn’t withdraw his sword but aimed it at the center of the target with full force, shooting several shots. Ling Xiao’s soul was almost knocked out of his body by Ying Feng, and the violent beating of his heart made him think that he would die of excitement. His ten fingers clasped Ying Feng’s neck from the back desperately, as if it were so that he wouldn’t fly away.

Ying Feng was immersed in the aftermath of his excitement, his mouth unconsciously playing with Ling Xiao’s earlobe. His face showed an unusual warmth that even he himself didn’t realize.

Ling Xiao’s lower body received too much stimulation, and it was only after a long while that he was able to take care of his ears. Ying Feng’s actions made him feel itchy. He took the initiative to avoid it, but Ying Feng chased after him, so he had no choice but to turn his head over, and their mouths came close to touching each other, and without stopping his movements out of inertia, he caught Ling Xiao’s lips in one go. Ling Xiao froze for a moment, but the ensuing coolness doused the flames within his body, and in a blink of an eye, he drifted off into a fitful sleep.

As Ying Feng kissed and kissed, he realized that Ling Xiao had gradually stopped moving and pushed away to see that he had fallen into a deep sleep at some point. The person who had just excitedly taken the initiative to ride on top of him to show off his strength was sleeping soundly in the blink of an eye. This change in his behavior was also beyond Ying Feng’s comprehension.

Easily carrying Ling Xiao back to the bed, the naked Ying Feng had no intention of covering himself and sat down on the edge of the bed, looking at Ling Xiao’s sleeping face in a daze. Dr. Yao had instructed him to make sure that Ling Xiao got enough sleep tonight, so he didn’t know if this was considered mission accomplished. But for him, this was the second wrong step following the first wrong step in the cave, and whether there would be a third or fourth… Ying Feng, who was always firm about the future, was suddenly at a loss for words.

The clothes of the two were messily piled up on the side. Ying Feng casually reached out, grabbing something hard, and quickly realized it was the token he always kept in his jacket pocket. Through the layer of cloth, the object felt particularly hot to the touch. Startled, Ying Feng let the clothes fall to the ground.

He buried his face deeply in his hands, feeling as though he had ventured down a path where everything was wrong. He felt he had lost the right to search for his other half from his previous life. Even his present Qizi seemed to have suffered emotional trauma because of him. His life had barely reached its tenth year, and yet it seemed to be forcibly stamped with a huge mark of failure, a failure that would last a lifetime.

In contrast to Ying Feng, who was immersed in post-passionate desolation, Ling Xiao seemed to have let everything go, sleeping soundly without a care in the world. After enduring three nights of painful insomnia, he finally got to enjoy a dreamless sleep. In stark contrast was Ying Feng, who tossed and turned the entire night. It was only as the sun began to rise that, in the dim morning light, he vaguely decided on the direction for his next step.


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Full Server First Kill Ch59

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 59: The Crazy Guardian

Anakin’s palms were sweaty. She ignored Solo, who was trying to whisper to her, her eyes occasionally sweeping over the line that read “Player Privileges”.

To sign or not to sign? …The punishment was too excessive. Honestly, she didn’t want to sign, but did she have a choice?

There were two handsome NPCs in front of her, one of which had a gentle and shy expression but could directly “deprive Player Privileges”; the other one, with a smile more enchanting than a succubus, could bind them with golden thread and slice them into thin meats for dumplings. After such an ordeal, she would definitely have handsome-guy PTSD.

Stay calm and think carefully.

The requirements of the covenant and the quest’s “one problem” were almost overlapping. If it was just assisting in saving the succubus tribe, it was beneficial for them.

Keeping the secret of the Mad Monk… seemed to be no problem either.

Most Players were staunch atheists, regardless of whether the local religion was disgraceful or not. Moreover, the Mad Monk hadn’t killed any Players. Anakin’s bottom line was somewhat flexible on this aspect.

What she cared more about was whether the phrase “we might become friends” was related to the “goodwill of a certain existence” in the quest reward?

Anakin would never have made such a ridiculous guess before, but the black-haired young man could even take away Players Privileges, so this was hard to say.

In any case, that guy wasn’t someone they could afford to offend.

Anakin extended her hand. Magical power condensed at her fingertips, and she decisively signed her name. Seeing her do it, Solo also signed his name without hesitation.

“Thank you both for your cooperation. Let me reintroduce myself. You can call me Nol.” Nol bowed slightly. “Next, please do us a small favor—please get the Investigation Knights to leave here as soon as possible. They don’t need to withdraw too far. Just out of the Black Forest will do.”

It seems that these two are still constrained by the Investigation Knights! Rogue Solo sighed in relief. However, Nol’s next words shattered his illusion—

“This is also for their safety,” Nol said. “I don’t want to be enemies with the Temple of Life so soon.”

Anakin, Solo: “.…..”

Anakin: “I understand. Is there anything else we need to do?”

“Yes,” Nol said. “Please witness till the end.”

After dealing with the Players, Nol locked himself in the bedroom.

This time he didn’t even ask the succubi for parchment but directly drew traces in the air with blue fire. Countless formulas and numbers floated gently, like decaying debris drifting deep underwater.

Nol sat at the bottom of this vortex, holding a staff burning with blue flame, as quiet as whale bones half-covered in mud.

Teest closed the door gently, leaving the focused Nol alone in the room. He quietly closed the door behind him, and the originally curled and shaking tail fell down.

Teest could feel Nol’s anger.

This time his anger was like magma beneath a volcano—more restrained and more dangerous. And he himself was like a beautiful vase standing on the edge of a table, half hanging in the air. Just a gentle touch, and he could return to a safe area or fall and shatter.

It was hard to look away.

…Should he push him down or push him back?

The vase filled with blue flowers, shining beautifully, would probably make a pleasant sound when it shatters. The blooming flowers falling into the crimson liquid would began to wither and rot from that moment. The smooth curves would turn into sharp fragments, creating a fascinating contrast. Teest was quite tempted.

But if he did that, he would never see those flowers again. It was truly difficult.

In the deserted corridor, Teest leaned against the door, struggling seriously for a long time.

In the end, he opened the window opposite the door and jumped into the eternal and unchanging mist. He didn’t turn back to open that door.

…..

In a certain cave, Ma Zhigang was curled up asleep on a hard stone slab.

He was accustomed to sleeping in this position. In his early years, moving from relative to relative, he could only sleep wherever space was temporarily made for him. From window sills without mattresses to creaky sofa beds, he knew well how to make himself comfortable.

He dreamed of a time not long ago—

Ma Zhigang sat in a spacious and grand office. Above his head hung calligraphy filled with flowing, elegant script. The furniture was custom-made from high-quality wood and painted with shiny lacquer. The water ornament on the desk had been specifically chosen by a feng shui master, and the money tree by the window was particularly vibrant.

He wasn’t yet sixty, in the prime of life, and he especially loved the cautious looks the younger people gave him.

The phone on the desk vibrated twice. It was a WeChat message from his daughter.

His daughter, Ma Moli, attended the best undergraduate programs domestically and then pursued her master’s degree at a renowned university abroad. Active and filial, she made the Ma family very proud.

However, there was one bad thing—since she got married, she had become more and more sensitive.

​[Moli: Dad, I checked his cellphone yesterday, and he was making dirty jokes with his female colleagues.]

Ma Zhigang frowned and sent a voice message. “Did he sleep with her?”

His daughter instantly replied.

​[Moli: No, but this isn’t the first or second time. Dad, I just got pregnant!]

“If he didn’t sleep with her, then just control him better,” Ma Zhigang said.

[Moli: I kind of want a divorce.]

Ma Zhigang felt a headache coming on. “Why are you so impulsive? He hasn’t slept with anyone and hasn’t solicited whores. Why are you making a fuss?”

Not long ago, the department Ma Moli worked in was dissolved by the company. Around the same time, she found out she was pregnant and had to stay at home.

Since then, his daughter became more and more neurotic, complaining either about “the in-laws thinking she is wasting money by hiring a nanny”, “her husband’s relatives overstaying their welcome at home”, or about “her husband talking too much with female colleagues”, or “being upset because she can’t find a job recently”.

Ma Zhigang thought for a while and sent a few more voice messages.

“You’re intelligent. You can make your marriage work. I don’t believe my daughter, who’s so highly educated, can’t control her husband.”

“If you want to work, wait until you have the child. With your qualifications, there should be no problem. If you can’t make it, what about those who are less qualified? Are they begging for food with golden bowls*?”

*Metaphor referring to not utilizing one’s own capabilities and instead begging for help from others. You have good objective conditions but are unable to solve your life problems despite that.

This time, Ma Moli took a long time before replying, “I know.”

After that, Ma Moli really did complain less.

Sometimes, she would just ask if they could have a meal together. Sometimes Ma Zhigang would agree, but more often, he would refuse. His factory was extremely busy, and he wanted to earn money for a few more years.

His daughter would be fine. She was intelligent. Not to brag, but Ma Moli’s living conditions were better than 90% of the girls in the country. Once she had her child, she wouldn’t have so much idle time to worry about these trivial things.

Until one day, she sent another message.

​[Moli: I checked his cellphone yesterday, and he’s still chatting with his female colleague. His parents said it’s my problem…]

Here we go again. Ma Zhigang replied routinely, “Did he sleep with her?”

Ma Moli’s reply came late.

​[Moli: How about having dinner together tomorrow? I want to talk to you.]

“I have a meeting tomorrow. If you have something to say, just say it,” Ma Zhigang said. “If it’s about those trivial things, talk to your peers.”

It took a long time before Ma Moli responded.

​[Moli: Dad, do you love me?]

Ma Zhigang paused for a moment. “What nonsense are you thinking about every day? You’re a mother, don’t you know? Who do you think I am working so hard for at this age?”

Ma Moli didn’t send another reply.

That was the last thing she said in this world.

Ma Zhigang didn’t understand. His daughter had a life of luxury; happier than any woman he had seen in his early years. Now she even had her own child. Wasn’t it said that mothers are strong? Why did she give up?

His daughter was clearly cheerful and strong, just like him. And he had suffered much more than her. Why did she give up?

Ma Zhigang couldn’t work anymore. He pondered this during the day, and at night, when he couldn’t sleep, he continued to ponder. He hadn’t shed a tear, but his hair visibly turned white quickly.

After the incident, his son-in-law moved out with the child. Ma Zhigang moved into his daughter’s room, paranoid about every mark on the wall. He sat in the security booth of Joy Garden, staring at the spot where his daughter fell every day.

Over a year had passed, and he still couldn’t understand why, and he didn’t know who to ask.

…Until he came to this absurd world.

During his escape, Ma Zhigang accidentally discovered the succubus queen hidden deep in the forest.

She looked nothing like Ma Moli, except for those eyes. Those eyes were too similar. The last time he had a meal with his daughter, Ma Moli had the same eyes.

Those eyes were blank, seemingly looking at people but also elsewhere. The pupils moved like unlubricated gears, almost creaking.

So Ma Zhigang stopped. He really did want an answer, he thought. Maybe this girl knew something.

When he occasionally fell asleep, he still dreamt like this of the past. In his dream, he held his phone, and his daughter on the other side of the screen was waiting for his reply.

Dad, can we have dinner together tomorrow?

Dad, do you love me?

Dad…

He saw his little daughter running to him, holding her test paper, her face full of pride.

…Dad, I got a perfect score!

He smiled at her; a warm, broad smile.

When Ma Zhigang woke up, the smile on his face hadn’t faded. He saw the silver hair tips and instantly sprung up, rolling and crawling.

“It seems you had a good dream,” Teest said.

At his side, the current queen, Wilimina, was firmly bound in place by golden threads. She didn’t struggle at all, like a breathing corpse. Her light golden hair was extremely dry, and her silver eyes were murky and lightless.

“I’ve always been curious about what ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ looks like. I must say, I really didn’t expect this,” Teest said pleasantly, his gaze sweeping over the Succubus Queen’s head.

The so-called crown was nothing but a light red petal hidden among her hair. It appeared and disappeared among her hair, exuding a lively and playful vitality that was completely unobtrusive. The necklace was a pink line near the collarbone, looking like the imprint of a few small flowers, as if the wearer had just taken a nap in the flowers.

Two earrings turned into two small red moles on her snowy white skin, lightly dotting her earlobes, bright as two beads of blood.

If he hadn’t known that the queen was wearing a full set of “A Midsummer Night’s Dream”, even Teest would find it hard to see that she was wearing jewelry. They blended seamlessly with her, hidden in breathtaking details, full of unique charm.

However, considering that the Succubus Queen was essentially a living skeleton, this charm was significantly discounted. Teest withdrew his gaze immediately upon touching her, showing obvious disinterest.

“How… How did you do it? Why are you alright?” Uncle Ma exclaimed in shock. “That set is cursed!”

“Cursed?” Teest asked curiously.

“The curse that makes everyone go crazy.” Ma Zhigang looked up and down at Teest. “How come you have no reaction?”

“Don’t you also have no reaction?” Teest shrugged.

“How could I not! I can’t help but see her as my daughter. I can’t leave her alone. According to her, I am already in the best situation,” Uncle Ma muttered, “and you only glanced at her!”

“A bit of resistance, strict training, and a clear mind.”

Teest casually played with the golden threads between his fingers. “I was also affected. She actually ranks second on my ‘It Would Be a Pity If They Died’ list.”

Uncle Ma stared dumbfoundedly at Teest, but it was the corpse-like queen who took the initiative to speak.

“You’re not a succubus of the Black Forest.” Her voice was like shredded silk, soft and rough. “…Why are you looking for me?”

“Your brethren all want to take you back.” Teest didn’t answer her question but spoke his mind.

The current queen shuddered instantly, showing a fearful expression. She finally looked like a living being. “No, I’m not going back… I don’t want to see them…”

Teest sighed. “That’s what I was worried about. If you two run around at a critical moment, it would be troublesome.”

The queen, with her lifeless eyes, stared at Teest, who squatted in front of her.

“Indeed, the so-called curse is ‘being madly adored by everyone’,” Teest said softly. “It’s quite close to what I guessed… My poor husband is probably still wondering what went wrong.”

His Mr. Lich knew all but was oblivious to the dark side of everything.

For succubi, a race even more dependent on social interactions than humans, “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” could only be a curious toy and could never be worn for long.

The one who was madly adored by everyone was destined to be an illusion. Regardless of how perfect it seemed, an illusion was just an illusion. The one enveloped by the illusion and “being forgotten by everyone”, were no different—even if a donkey wore “A Midsummer Night’s Dream”, it could receive undifferentiated love from everyone.

Everyone was looking at you, but no one saw you. Family, friends, lovers… all their faces turned into a bottomless well. Whether desperately asking for help, passionate confessions, or nonsensical screams, the well only echoed the same response.

From the moment she wore “A Midsummer Night’s Dream”, the Queen of the Succubi permanently exiled herself.

Enduring pain on one side to protect her tribe and suffering terrible loneliness within her tribe on the other. Wasn’t this also a curse?

The queen slouched in the dim cave, her robe dirty and her tail lifeless in the sand. She neurotically scratched her neck, where the skin seemed to be broken repeatedly, and fresh, white flesh protruded beneath the layers of scabs.

“I won’t go back. I won’t go back.” She murmured while scratching, her fingers twitching as if restraining the urge to rip off that necklace. “I won’t go back. I can’t stand their gazes…”

“Alright, alright, you won’t go back.”

Uncle Ma, bypassing Teest, approached the queen. Ma Zhigang cautiously retracted his limbs, letting the queen lean on his shoulder.

“If you don’t want to go back, we won’t go back,” he said, like coaxing a child. “You’ve done enough for them. You’ve tried your best… Just live and sleep if you want!”

The queen’s breathing became steadier. Her eyes widened, and tears slowly soaked Uncle Ma’s overalls.

“You must be exhausted after all this time.” Uncle Ma’s voice softened. “It’s okay, it’s okay… My girl doesn’t have to be afraid of anything…”

At the moment she heard the term “my girl”, a hint of despair flashed in the queen’s eyes. But she pressed it down and slowly closed her eyes.

“Please, don’t take me back.” She stuffed a bud of bewilderment grass into her mouth, murmuring towards Teest. “I will maintain the magic to the end. I will protect everyone… I’ve sworn… Let me be alone at the end…”

Teest stood up and looked down at the thin body at his feet. In this state, the queen indeed wouldn’t live past two months. If she was forcibly taken back to her tribe by other succubi, whether she could last two weeks was even more uncertain.

The queen stretched her twig-like arm, reaching imploringly towards Teest’s barefoot. The moment her fingers touched his skin, she abruptly opened her eyes wide, her face completely distorted by fear.

“You’re not a succubus!”

She withdrew her hand as if she had touched a hot iron, hissing. “You-you clearly don’t have succubus blood, yet you have the power of a succubus… You’re an Eternalist! You’re a Supplement Demon!”

The queen raised her head, trembling all over, her voice unusually sharp.

“This power… How many of my kind have you eaten? Monster! You disgusting monster…”

“How rude.” Teest withdrew his bare foot. He bent down, his fingertip touching the queen’s forehead.

In the blink of an eye, the queen was dragged into a dreamland, completely falling into a deep sleep. She slumped to the ground with only faint breaths remaining from her chest.

Uncle Ma hadn’t been in this other world for long. His knowledge only extended to things like “the Demon King’s minions” that he had encountered. He subconsciously hugged the queen, staring at Teest, puzzled and vigilant.

“Alright, I originally came here to do this. You both just stay here peacefully.”

Teest patted the dust off his clothes and said in a relaxed tone, “I put her into a deep dream. People in this state can’t be awakened carelessly. I advise you not to move her—well, if you don’t care about her life or death, you can try.”

“What if the Demon King’s minions find us?” Uncle Ma shouted.

Teest seriously thought for a few seconds. “Consider yourself unlucky.”

“You—”

“Don’t worry. You won’t have to wait too long.” Teest smiled brilliantly. “Nol has said he will give a solution within two days. He always keeps his word. Promise me, can you be not so unlucky?”

Uncle Ma gritted his teeth.

Teest stretched a bit and turned to leave.

“Wait.”

As Teest was about to leave the cave, Ma Zhigang tried to stop him. “You seem to be not surprised at all by her condition. Can you understand why she… doesn’t want to live?”

Teest continued walking as if he hadn’t heard.

“Please, tell me.” Uncle Ma’s voice became a bit hoarse. “I can’t understand my daughter, and I can’t understand her either. She’s a queen. Her life is much better than others’.”

“Just a lack of some care, how did it become like this? I can’t understand. She said other succubi don’t understand either…”

“Swear to cooperate with us.” Teest finally stopped without turning back.

Ma Zhigang looked at the sleeping succubus queen and gave a wry smile. “I swear.”

“Most people live to pursue an answer,” Teest said. “What will happen tomorrow, who will meet, whether important people are doing well… or confused about something or want to find out the truth.”

“You seem very persistent in figuring out why she doesn’t want to live. Isn’t this the answer you’re pursuing, no?” There was a hint of amusement in Teest’s voice. “Then imagine yourself after knowing the answer.”

Knowing why his daughter ended her life? What about afterward?

His daughter was really gone. He certainly couldn’t get custody of his grandchildren, his future life was destined to be alone, and he couldn’t figure out what he wanted to do… He never thought about the future, and he didn’t expect anything in the future.

Ma Zhigang stood still.

Teest continued timely, “Your daughter and the queen? I guess they either got the answers or didn’t have the strength to ask anymore.”

“You understand these things very well.” After a long time, Uncle Ma said hoarsely.

His voice involuntarily softened. This young man could understand these things. He must have suffered a lot and felt empathetic. Perhaps his judgment of this person was somewhat rash. He—

“Of course I understand. To completely destroy a person, you have to know where a person’s will to live is,” Teest said casually. “I have been taught this many times.”

Having said that, with a flash of his silver hair, he disappeared from Ma Zhigang’s sight like a ghost.

……

Teest adjusted his expression for a moment before opening the door to the bedroom.

The time was almost right, so what surprise had his Mr. Lich prepared for him?

The moment he opened the door, a large wolf snout thrust out. Its cold nose forcefully rubbed against Teest’s face, leaving his face covered in snout moisture.

Teest: “…………….”

Teest: “Honey, didn’t you say this thing couldn’t come in?”

Behind the night-like black fur, Nol squeezed out. “My… cough, the magic just succeeded, but to bring in something bigger, we need your succubus trait to help…”

He was panting, also squeezed by the shadow wolf. That lava-like anger had vanished without a trace.

It seemed that Nol used a method similar to ​​[Travel Through Dreams] to pull the shadow wolf in. Shadow Wolf Ben, indeed, could serve as a helping force. But to deal with so many Thousand-Hands Nightmares, the shadow wolf wasn’t enough—even if it had mysteriously grown a lot bigger, it couldn’t withstand the trampling of thousands of monsters.

“You need to summon something bigger.” Teest wiped his face carefully and confirmed again.

“Yes, come with me quickly. The best time is approaching!” Nol grabbed Teest’s wrist and ran with him towards the forest.

Teest, confused, pushed aside branches and followed Nol for a while. Around the two, a light purple fog rolled maliciously, and Teest faintly heard the sound of coins falling to the ground.

What’s happening? Has Nol finally gone mad?

Nol stopped in a clearing, his face slightly excited.

He took out the letter opener and pierced his palm directly. The blood floated up, quickly forming one complicated magic circle after another. They extended from the ground towards the sky, forming a giant circle with a radius of six meters.

“Come.” Nol grabbed Teest’s hand, and the blood flowed down Teest’s fingers. “Let’s activate it together. I have calculated it. There’s absolutely no problem.”

Not knowing what could be summoned, Teest raised his eyebrows and extended his hand obediently. …Anyway, he had even seen the Dragon King Subelbot. Maybe Nol planned to summon a giant dragon!

Both of their palms pressed on the magic circle at the same time.

The blood circle lit up quickly, and numerous magic nodes shone brightly. The force of this magic was very gentle, unlike an attack circle or a summoning circle, Teest thought. It truly was an upgraded version of ​[Travel Through Dreams]​, a “door to the dream world”.

The surrounding space twisted and deformed. Something was trying hard to squeeze in. Finally, accompanied by a terrifying sound of space tearing, the true form of the thing revealed—

It was a tower.

A huge black tower with black tentacles growing at its base, like a giant cone snail hermit crab.

The tentacles at the base of the tower seemed to have no perception and were forcibly squeezed into the “door” that Nol opened. The tower was square and straight, with a gravestone-like heaviness, as if a pillar supporting the sky was falling.

“Nol, you didn’t…” Teest held his breath and murmured quietly.

“At this time, the stronghold the ‘Lost Tower’ just passed specific coordinates.”

Below the black tower, Nol turned around smilingly and opened his arms to Teest. “You said, if the power disparity is big enough, those monsters can stomp the succubi to death just by stepping on them.”

“It applies the other way around too, doesn’t it…?”


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Full Server First Kill Ch58

Author: 年终 / Nian Zhong

Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/


Chapter 58: Lost Memories

Nol stood up too fiercely, almost bumping into Teest, who was hugging him. Fortunately, Teest was agile enough. He dodged gracefully while his hand still rested on Nol’s shoulder.

The same kind of confusion appeared in the eyes of the two Players. They couldn’t understand why Nol was so agitated.

It was just a cursed item. Weren’t they common?

Succubus Doni showed a hint of surprise. He paused, and his voice became slightly softened. “Yes, many people share your view. ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ was personally created by Lady Hyacinth and has been kept by the rulers… The Great Queen wouldn’t curse her subjects.”

“The Red Magic Diamond used to make it was given by that human. If the human had tampered with it, Queen Hyacinth would have noticed. I personally don’t agree with the notion of a ‘curse’.”

Nol didn’t respond. He was staring intently at Doni’s withered lips, as if trying to pry more words out with his gaze.

“After the death of Queen Hyacinth, just over a hundred and fifty years ago, we said farewell to six rulers. Before Queen Hyacinth, each ruler usually ruled for one hundred to two hundred years. The only difference is that the later rulers all wore the ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’… So suspicion is inevitable.”

Succubus Doni looked slim, and his features still held the shadows of a man in his thirties, but his tone was incredibly old.

“Holy shit, aren’t you clearly letting the Mad… uh, Teest be the fuel?” Solo’s eyes were still red, and he carefully avoided looking at Teest.

This was a clumsy attempt to please, Nol judged. Like a trapped and helpless little animal, it could only tentatively lick the hand of the hunter, begging for some mercy.

The Players were his kind, and he should have felt displeased or sad for this, but Nol’s thoughts were filled with “the curse of the A Midsummer Night’s Dream”. His heart was pounding with sharp pain, barely suppressing a surge of anger.

So Nol didn’t intend to intervene in this conversation. He looked at Succubus Doni, signaling him to make it quick.

“I don’t know what you are implying. This gentleman has explicitly expressed his willingness to dedicate himself to our tribe. We even signed an additional agreement.”

Doni’s voice quickly became cold. “Not only is Lord Teest participating in the ‘Heir Selection’, everyone has sworn to give their all—the ruler’s protection must never be interrupted. It relates to the survival of the race.”

You talk a good game*, so why don’t you do it yourself?” Solo muttered.

*What you say is better than what you sing (说的比唱的还好听) Idiom referring to although one’s words are beautiful, they are deceptive and empty.

The corner of Doni’s mouth twitched, and he sighed. “I’m already two hundred and sixty-five years old.”

Equivalent to about seventy in human years, Nol quickly calculated. The appearance of succubi ages slowly, and Doni’s appearance indeed matched.

But that wasn’t the point.

“So you have seen Queen Hyacinth.” Nol’s hands pressed on the edge of the table. His fingers slowly closed as he looked at Succubus Doni with a mixture of sorrow and longing.

Solo was completely choked by that gaze and couldn’t continue the conversation.

Back on Earth, he had seen such eyes—during elementary school, Solo had a particularly good friend who died young due to illness. Every time that child’s father looked at him, the gaze was the same as “Ross’” now.

They treat the person before them as a puzzle, futilely piecing together the shadow of the departed.

“Bring out your memories.” Teest suddenly spoke.

“No.” Doni refused sternly.

By now, from the attitudes of those two humans, this “Succubus Teest of the Shiva Tribe” didn’t seem as gentle as he appeared. But that was okay. An agreement was an agreement. Either he had to abide by it or pay the price.

“If you want to save this tribe—though I think you guys don’t have the slightest worth to be saved—hand over the memories about Queen Hyacinth. I know you can,” Teest said lightly. 

“If you have questions, I am willing to answer. Memories are absolutely private, and my memories are unrelated to this matter.” Doni frowned. “Why must you peep into memories?”

“Because that will make me very happy.” Teest tapped his chin. “I will try my best to be your heir when I’m happy. If I’m unhappy, I can only break the promise—by the way, my husband is proficient in pain-relieving magic. I will just lose my legs and eyes for a while.”

“Also, my blood will stain your floor. Bloodstains are hard to clean. You should be prepared.” Teest’s tone became serious, as if this was the most frightening threat.

“What are you talking about? This isn’t a game!” Doni said in shock. “Are you going to put so many lives at the whim of your mood?”

“Aren’t you doing the same?” Teest smiled.

Lunatic. Succubus Doni stood there in shock.

This was the first time he had seen someone spout such blatant nonsense with such righteousness, and somehow making a bit of perverse sense.

He instinctively looked at Nol. The handsome black-haired youth noticed Doni’s gaze in an instant. Nol stared at him with a frightening determination burning in his eyes.

Doni slowly sat back on the stool. His face was numb for a few seconds, revealing a smile that didn’t quite seem like a smile. He tiredly raised his fingers, not even avoiding the humans he despised.

“Alright… I beg you. Save this tribe.” He sighed lightly and closed his eyes.

They were on the Dream Edge. Doni snapped his fingers, and his memories turned into scenes, appearing directly beside everyone.

Everyone saw a young girl.

The girl had satin-like golden hair, and her blue-purple eyes were like the sky at the Dream Edge. She wore no makeup, nor did she need it—like a delicate and pretty water lily, any extra adornment would be superfluous.

Succubus Queen Hyacinth.

Hyacinth wore a popular hemp dress from a human village. Her long hair was loosely tied behind her head, with a few fresh wildflowers pinned to her bun. Her gaze wasn’t as naive as that of human girls, more like a blade wrapped in sheer silk.

Only when looking at her lover would that sharp blade completely sink into the silk, leaving only softness behind.

Decoste, a similarly beautiful human youth. They walked hand in hand, talking and laughing through the Dream Edge. Everyone watched them through Doni’s eyes… They looked blissfully happy.

Nol almost reached out to them.

The young succubus Doni couldn’t get too close to the Queen. His memories of her were just fragments. A new scene bubbled up, shattering the previous illusion.

Decoste transformed from a handsome boy into a robust and handsome young man, then from a handsome young man into a mature and elegant middle-aged man. He was much taller than Hyacinth and no longer held Hyacinth’s hand. They were arm in arm instead.

Queen Hyacinth still looked like a seventeen- or eighteen-year-old girl. The unrestrained smiles on their faces were gone, replaced by worries.

…The inherent lifespan difference between the two races had already bared its fangs.

According to the arrangement of the production team, it was time for the Players to act—Players got lost in the Dream Edge, helping Hyacinth find the bewilderment grass.

Later, this pair of lovers would take the bewilderment grass, connecting their deepest desired dreams. After confirming each other’s intentions, they decided to cherish the remaining time. The Player who successfully found the bewilderment grass would receive the “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” from Hyacinth.

A sweet story tinged with a hint of sadness.

Unexpectedly to Nol, even if the Players didn’t appear, Hyacinth still issued the task of finding fresh bewilderment grass. The first to complete the task was Succubus Doni.

In his memory, this was the closest he ever got to Queen Hyacinth.

A faint worry shrouded Hyacinth’s face, but her eyes were filled with more determination. She took the fresh bewilderment grass from Succubus Doni with both hands, giving him a warm smile.

“Thank you, Adonis.” She patted his head.

The bewilderment grass was green all over, topped with dense blue-purple flowers, somewhat resembling forget-me-nots. However, its flowers were shaped like tiny hearts, appearing more sparse.

“What are you going to do with it?” Young Doni asked. “Bewilderment grass cannot be taken directly. If you need bewilderment dew…”

Hyacinth shook her head with a smile. She gently held the bouquet, beautiful like a dream itself.

“These flowers are enough, young man,” she said. “I just need to see two hearts clearly.”

That day, Decoste wasn’t by her side, and from then on, he never was again.

Why? Nol couldn’t understand.

The Players only found the bewilderment grass for the couple. Considering the varying EQ of the Players, they didn’t arrange any mandatory lines for them. The couple resolved their emotional entanglements completely on their own.

Since Hyacinth made the right choice at the right time, why… Why did they still face such an outcome?

The memories of Succubus Doni continued.

Hyacinth changed.

She was once a queen who highly valued freedom, encouraging everyone to adventure and enjoy life. Three hundred and sixty-five days a year, Hyacinth would be away from the throne for three hundred and sixty days.

But with Decoste’s disappearance, Queen Hyacinth became a true queen, accompanying that exquisite throne day and night.

She issued several directives in succession.

Uncharacteristically, she strictly forbade tribe members from interacting with humans and prohibited everyone from leaving the protection of the Dream Edge at will. At the same time, she hid the succubus lair within a dream and established the rule that “the ruler must inherit the A Midsummer Night’s Dream”.

For the disorganized succubi, this series of changes was too sudden. Everyone was extremely puzzled, and quite a few people had directly jumped out in opposition. Succubus Doni was one of them—he had just made good human friends in an outside adventure team, and they had agreed to travel together.

“You have dealings with Mr. Decoste yourself. Why do you require this of us?” In the royal court, he asked in dissatisfaction.

“Decoste won’t come here anymore,” Queen Hyacinth calmly said. “If you have heard, the Eternal Church has been targeting the succubi recently, and several groups have completely lost contact.”

“Next, our territory will enter a semi-closed state. Everyone, please form teams and take turns going out to hunt. Remember not to always take the same path.”

The succubi discussed amongst themselves. They were all young and beautiful, complementing this beautiful lair.

“So suddenly?” another succubus voiced. “Our territory is on the Dream Edge, not as exposed as theirs, and everything has been normal recently…”

“By the time we realize it’s not normal, it will be too late,” Hyacinth said. “There will be no discussion on this matter.”

“We need to know what exactly happened, Your Majesty.” Doni tried to raise his voice while maintaining politeness. “Like what we are facing, and why the next ruler has to use ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’? We need a more detailed explanation. Otherwise, it’s hard to explain to others outside.”

“I also don’t know what we will face.” Hyacinth sat on the exquisite throne, her majestic tone completely mismatching her young appearance. “But I know, it will be fatally dangerous. Maybe in the future resistance, everyone will have the chance to understand.”

The succubi looked at each other, then all looked at the queen on the throne. The confusion on their faces didn’t decrease but increased.

“As for the reason for having to use ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’? I left it on that jewelry set. The moment you wear it, you will know the reason… Dear Adonis, if you are really so curious, please strive to become the crown prince.”

Queen Hyacinth raised her leg, somewhat playfully supporting her cheek. “However, I have something to say in advance. The throne is very uncomfortable to sit on. You all have to think carefully.”

“Alright, starting tomorrow, I will wear ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’. It will become the new crown of the Black Forest Tribe.”

Nol stood in the center of the royal court, looking at Hyacinth on the throne through more than a hundred years of time.

The loving couple had already separated, but Hyacinth acted as usual. It wasn’t a pretense of strength. She sat there proudly, her eyes firm, her smile bright.

Why would such a person choose to end herself after so many years…

God knows how much Nol wanted to talk to his creation. He had too many questions for her.

What exactly have you experienced? What kind of pain have you endured? What were you thinking at the moment you left the world?

…Did you, despise this world very much?

The smiling queen was only a dozen steps away from him, but they were already separated by life and death.

He no longer had the chance to ask.

……

“As you all have seen, the Great Queen Hyacinth has protected us.”

After scouring through his memories, Doni spoke with some resentment. “If it weren’t for Lady Hyacinth overcoming all objections and insisting on early defense, the Black Forest Tribe would have been annihilated when those Nightmares attacked suddenly.”

“How can ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ be cursed? Those who wear it are all prepared to die for the tribe. We have also tested it in countless ways… It’s a treasure left by Lady Hyacinth—a proof of sacrifice…”

The room was very quiet.

“Let me see,” Nol said. “Only by wearing ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ can the truth be known, so we must win the heir selection. The victory condition is ‘bring back the mad queen’… I have only one question.”

Doni took a deep breath. “Go ahead.”

“As long as the queen returns to the tribe, it counts as ‘bringing back’, right?”

“…Yes,” Succubus Doni answered perplexedly. Isn’t this the basic definition?

“Then, if I bring you to the queen, it also counts as ‘bringing back’,” Nol said. “Good, let’s do this. Next—”

He walked towards Anakin and Solo, who were sitting dumbfounded. “It’s time to sign the agreement, friends.”

“Whatever you want to know, I won’t spill!” Solo shivered. “Ju-just kill me!”

“It’s just to supplement the original agreement.” Nol stretched out his hand indifferently, and blue fire sketched out two pieces of text in the air.

The flames burned slightly in midair. The writing was very clear. Anakin glanced at her cousin. The content of the two agreements was identical.

The agreement was concise and clear.

The four must cooperate fully to strive to save the succubus tribe. During the mission, they couldn’t harm each other.

If they could obtain the “A Midsummer Night’s Dream”, these two perverted gays would give them the crown and necklace—exactly as they initially agreed.

In exchange, the two Players needed to keep two secrets. They couldn’t disclose any information related to the Mad Monk to anyone, nor could they disclose the content of this agreement to anyone.

“That’s it?” Solo lifted his head in surprise.

What kind of dream clause is this? It’s almost like giving “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” away for free. And the requirement was just to save the succubus tribe. This sounded too righteous… Had the Mad Monk been baptized by love and decided to turn back?

Anakin remained silent for a long time. Her eyes were fixed on the brief penalty for breach at the end of the agreement, and her heart was in turmoil.

Penalty for breach of contract: Revocation of “Player Permissions” of the two Players.

…Are you kidding me?

…This is way more horrifying than the Mad Monk! How could an NPC possibly deprive Players of their rights? No, why does this guy know about “Player Permissions”?!

She stiffly lifted her head to look at Nol behind the blue fire text. The latter pursed his lips at her, smiling somewhat apologetically.

“I didn’t want to bind you all so strictly,” he said, “but Teest’s identity is really special. Please understand.”

“This agreement…”

“Don’t worry. As long as the magic of the covenant passes, it means the content of the covenant is true and effective.” Nol returned to Teest’s side, looking as usual.

“Sister, there’s no restriction on that female knight above.” Solo, oblivious to the anomaly, was still whispering to Anakin. “At least, we don’t have to keep this secret.”

No, it’s not that simple. Anakin was still staring at Nol.

The point when the two NPCs turned hostile was precisely when “they found out something was off with the female knight Malvina”. She didn’t think they were unaware or indifferent to Malvina’s anomaly.

If these two didn’t specify it in the covenant, there was only one possibility—

After this matter was over, those two NPCs firmly believed that they would voluntarily keep the secret.

She couldn’t imagine at all how they planned to achieve this.

“So, what do you1 plan to do?” Anakin couldn’t help changing her form of address1. “You just asked about the definition of ‘bringing back the queen’… You have an idea, right?”

1Clarity: She started addressing them as [nin] (), which is a formal polite way to say “you”. It’s often used as a form of respect to elders, superiors, customers, or strangers.

“Yes, this matter requires your assistance,” Nol said.

“…If this matter is resolved smoothly, we might even become friends.”


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Alright, the lunatic couple is about to create a person!!!

Ready—Go!


Kinky Thoughts:

In terms of meaning, Forget-me-nots represent remembrance but also have other meanings, including true love, devotion, and royalty.

Hyacinths symbolize peace, commitment, and beauty, but also power and pride. It is also a symbol of jealousy from the Greek mythology Hyacinth.

Hyacinthus was a Spartan prince of remarkable beauty and a lover of the sun god Apollo. He was also admired by Zephyrus, the god of the West wind, Boreas, the god of the North wind and a mortal man named Thamyris. Hyacinthus chose Apollo over the others. He visited all of Apollo’s sacred lands with the god in a chariot drawn by swans. So fiercely was Apollo in love with Hyacinthus that he abandoned his sanctuary in Delphi to enjoy Hyacinthus’ company by the river Eurotas. He taught Hyacinthus the use of the bow and the lyre, the art of prophecy, and exercises in the gymnasium.

One day, Apollo was teaching him the game of quoits. They decided to have a friendly competition by taking turns to throw the discus. Apollo threw first, with a strength so great that the discus split the clouds in the sky. Eager to retrieve the discus, Hyacinthus ran behind it to catch it. But as it hit the ground, the discus bounced back, hitting Hyacinthus’ head and wounding him fatally. An alternative version of the myth holds Zephyrus responsible for the death of Hyacinthus. Jealous that Hyacinthus preferred the radiant Apollo, Zephyrus blew Apollo’s quoit boisterously off course to kill Hyacinthus.


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