Author: 颜凉雨 / Yan Liang Yu
Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/

Chapter 101: Nightfall
When the taxi arrived, it was already completely dark.
Xu Wang lived in an old residential area with low-rise buildings, so there were only stairs and no elevator.
Qian Ai and Kuang Jinxin were familiar with the place, but it was Chi Yingxue’s first time there. While the three companions entered the building, Chi Yingxue stood under the dim streetlight, looking up at the entire building, pondering if he should suggest staying in a hotel the next day if they remained in Beijing.
He didn’t mind a shabby place, but the thought of such a small, crowded living space instinctively repelled him.
It was too late to mention it today without seeming unsociable, so he sighed helplessly and entered the building.
The sensor light in the staircase seemed newly installed, glaringly bright, and out of place with the rest of the building. As soon as Chi Yingxue entered, he was dazzled and had to lower his eyes, focusing only on the stairs and his feet.
But staring too long at the steps made his eyes blur.
Halfway up to the second floor, Chi Yingxue’s dizziness peaked. He grabbed the stair railing, not caring about the thick dust, and held on tightly to stabilize his swaying body.
Kuang Jinxin, walking ahead, sensed something was wrong and turned back to see Chi Yingxue standing a few steps below, his face pained and his knuckles white from gripping the railing.
“Chi Yingxue?” Kuang Jinxin called out tentatively.
But there was no response.
He walked down a few steps, directly to Chi Yingxue, and lightly touched his arm. “Are you okay…”
“Don’t touch me!” Chi Yingxue yelled before he could finish, pushing him away forcefully.
He didn’t control his strength, and Kuang Jinxin fell backward!
Fortunately, Qian Ai reacted quickly and caught him before he hit the steps, but he was already angry and pushed Chi Yingxue back. “What the hell is wrong with you?!”
Qian Ai cursed in anger, but as a teammate, his push wasn’t forceful, more of a warning.
But Chi Yingxue still fell down.
Although the steps weren’t high, he fell hard onto the flat ground between the first and second floors with a loud thud.
Qian Ai, shocked, looked at his own hand that had pushed Chi Yingxue and was scared.
It’s not like he was fucking using qigong!
The first to react was Xu Wang, who ran over and helped Chi Yingxue up to check for injuries under the light of the stairway. Thankfully, there were no external injuries, but Chi Yingxue was incoherent.
Kuang Jinxin and Qian Ai also rushed over, and together they carried Chi Yingxue into Xu Wang’s apartment.
No sooner had they laid him on the bed in Xu Wang’s bedroom than Chi Yingxue suddenly opened his eyes, got up, and began searching the room.
Qian Ai swallowed nervously, holding onto his team captain with one hand and Kuang Jinxin with the other, in case Chi Yingxue lashed out.
But Chi Yingxue ignored him and quickly targeted Xu Wang’s wardrobe, strode over, opened it, and started throwing things out one by one, indifferent to whether they were his own clothes or not.
Xu Wang was stunned, witnessing a robbery in his own home for the first time.
Kuang Jinxin and Qian Ai understood the situation.
After all, they had seen it once before when they were waiting in Cornina’s cabin, watching the mushroom soup, although at that time Cornina’s wardrobe was already empty.
“Don’t worry, captain. He’ll stabilize after staying in a closed, dark space for a while.” Kuang Jinxin reassured Xu Wang, based on his own experience.
Xu Wang guessed it might be related to Chi Yingxue’s unstable split personality but was more surprised by his teammates’ calmness. “You’ve seen this before?”
Kuang Jinxin nodded. “In 6/23, when you and Sheng Ge went to the village for clues, we were waiting in Cornina’s cabin. He had this condition once.”
Bang!
Chi Yingxue climbed into the nearly empty wardrobe and forcefully shut the door from inside.
Xu Wang felt a chill, realizing that knowing about a teammate’s split personality and witnessing it were vastly different experiences.
“Is… Yan Wang trying to come out?”
“To be precise,” Qian Ai said seriously, “one wants to transform, the other doesn’t; one is eager to emerge, the other fiercely resists.”
After a few minutes, there was no more movement in the wardrobe.
The bedroom quieted down, but beneath that silence lay three worried, anxious hearts.
None dared to leave, so they all sat by the bed, watching the wardrobe, wondering what to do if a completely different person emerged.
As time ticked by, the wardrobe remained silent, making them wonder if Chi Yingxue had fallen asleep inside.
But no news was better than erratic behavior, which was unnerving.
Their tense heartstrings gradually relaxed with the prolonged calm.
Qian Ai looked down at the hand he had pushed Chi Yingxue with, regretting it in his mind. Why did you have to be so impulsive and reckless, not thinking of the consequences? That’s your teammate. Even if he’s difficult, has a foul temper, and had pushed Xiao Kuang, couldn’t you have found a safer, gentler way to handle it?
Sure, the push felt good at the moment, but it almost ended in disaster!
Xu Wang, looking at the mess of clothes on the floor, remembered the secret box still in the wardrobe. He had planned to check the box first thing upon returning, but now he just hoped Chi Yingxue would stabilize safely.
Half an hour later, Qian Ai started dozing off, his head nodding.
An hour later, Xu Wang’s eyelids also began to fight sleep. They hadn’t slept since last night, and while they could keep going on adrenaline, once relaxed, fatigue was overwhelming.
An hour and a half later, both men, one at the head and the other at the foot of the bed, fell asleep.
In the wardrobe.
In the abyss-like darkness, Chi Yingxue was engulfed, or rather, he and the darkness had become one.
If there were a light to see through, one could see him scratching his arm with a key, repeating the action mechanically and determinedly until the serrated key tore through skin and flesh.
The knife he usually carried was confiscated by airport security.
Otherwise, his “pain therapy” would have been more efficient.
He stared at his arm as if his eyes had adapted to the darkness, seeing the blurred blood and flesh. And it pleased him; the gleam in his eyes was more intense than during battle.
Outside the wardrobe, there were no sounds except for the even breathing of the sleeping. But he didn’t know that.
He had completely entered his own world, slightly trembling under prolonged extreme repression, unable to contain himself.
His beautiful lips parted slightly, uttering chilling words.
“You want to come out, don’t you? Then come out. I’m not stopping you,” he whispered softly, unprecedentedly gentle and cruel. “It’s dark outside, stuffy, and painful. You’ll like it…”
His voice also trembled.
But it wasn’t from nervousness, fear, hatred, or anger, but from pleasure, a kind of supreme delight in controlling the situation.
A wardrobe apart.
Kuang Jinxin, sitting between the two sleeping men, quietly watched the wardrobe, hearing every word and sentence from inside, his eyes clear.
“Heh, it seems it’s still not painful enough…”
“…Fuck off…”
“I’m leaving, but who will protect you…”
“…Get out…”
“Can’t you say something else? Your brother knows another way to kill me without dying, so he can just switch to the second one…”
“……”
Thud!
Suddenly, a thumping sound came from the wardrobe. It wasn’t loud, but it was like the lighting of a fuse.
Following that, a rapid succession of “thud, thud, thud” sounds erupted, fast and dense, each louder and more forceful than the last, as if someone were desperately banging their head against the wardrobe walls!
The quiet bedroom felt like it had a string of firecrackers thrown into it. Xu Wang and Qian Ai woke up instantly, still confused about what was happening, when the wardrobe door was slammed open by Chi Yingxue.
He rushed out with such speed that it was hard to see clearly. He stood under the bright light of the bedroom, bending over with his hands on his knees, gasping for air like someone who had just been rescued from drowning.
His hair tips, soaked in sweat, stuck to his delicate cheeks, making his skin appear even whiter.
His slightly damp eyelashes cast faint shadows under his eyes in the bright room, hiding all his emotions deep within.
The three friends, motionless and silent, waited with a tinge of apprehension and uncertainty for him to recover.
After a while, his breathing finally slowed down. Still supporting himself on his knees, he slightly turned his head towards the bed and smiled brightly. His voice was weak from exhaustion, but his eyes shone like stars. “Sorry to worry you. I’m fine now.”
Qian Ai and Xu Wang let out a sigh of relief, but only half.
Their teammate was still the same polite and courteous Chi Yingxue they had known for days. This was a not-so-bad outcome, as getting familiar with an old acquaintance is easier than getting used to a new stranger. However, the cost of the physical struggle was evident in the red bruises on his forehead, the crisscrossing bloodstains on the inside of his left arm, and some deeper wounds oozing blood, hanging at the fingertips and shimmering under the light.
“Don’t you feel pain?” Qian Ai complained verbally but felt pain for Chi Yingxue in his heart. He used to think he was the most injury-prone in the team, until these past few days with this new teammate made him realize his life was full of love and sunshine.
When they parted at the airport, Wu Sheng insisted on leaving the first aid kit behind because he had to visit a major client in Hebei at night and then enter the “Owl” at midnight, which would not be 1/23 but the Endless Sea. Although Xu Wang repeatedly assured that the danger level of 1/23 was zero, Wu Sheng still insisted on leaving the medical kit to take care of the whole team.
Little did they know that they would need the first aid kit even before entering the “Owl”.
Xu Wang had to admire his advisor’s foresight.
In the living room, Chi Yingxue skillfully bandaged himself, supervised by his three companions.
Xu Wang accidentally noticed the gauze edge showing at his ankle and belatedly remembered that this teammate had also been injured in the fight. Suddenly feeling the responsibility of the team captain, he advised earnestly, “Don’t you have another way… to stabilize?” Struggling to find the right words and not wanting to say, “stop the other you,” he chose a vague phrase. “You get hurt during the levels and hurt yourself in reality. You can bear the pain, but your body can’t.”
“There is another way…” Chi Yingxue tied the bandage while pondering. Once done, he looked up at Xu Wang and winked with a half-smile. “You don’t want to know.”
Xu Wang fell silent.
In his eyes, he saw endless pain and darkness.
The night was deep, and there were two and a half hours left until the Owl reopened.
Xu Wang let his three friends rest in the living room while he retreated to the bedroom.
Fortunately, his friends didn’t ask to share the bedroom; otherwise, he wouldn’t know how to refuse them.
He couldn’t say he needed private space to decode a secret from ten years ago.
Closing the bedroom door, he took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled before approaching the wardrobe.
The inside of the open cabinet door had a bloodstain, probably from Chi Yingxue pushing it open.
Xu Wang bent over and reached into the cabinet, searching for a while until he finally found the box.
It was still there.
Carefully tucked in the deepest part of the cabinet, just like this relationship, if it could even be called that.
With a pounding heart, Xu Wang tried several times before successfully retrieving the box.
Holding it in his hands, he walked back to the bed, each step careful, as if holding a treasure that could shatter at any moment.
Finally, he placed the box on the soft bed.
Opening the lid, he took out the letters and unfolded the five sheets of paper. He laid them out neatly side by side, as orderly as a formation.
He first stacked the first and second sheets of letter paper, holding them up to the light, just like Wu Sheng did in the 6/23 castle, deciphering the love letter code.
He held his breath involuntarily.
In the entire world, there seemed to be nothing, but those two sheets of paper stacked together.
Wu Sheng’s letters weren’t long—half a page at most, a third of a page at least—with brief greetings and small talk.
Xu Wang scrutinized every word for a long time, almost burning holes in the paper with his gaze.
The only overlap between the two sheets of paper was a period and a comma.
Unconvinced, Xu Wang tried with another two letters, this time not even finding overlapping punctuation.
Out of ten possible combinations with five letters, Xu Wang tried them all. A period, a comma, two “of” characters—that was all he got.
As his hope diminished with each disappointment, Xu Wang finally gave up.
Exhausted, he lay down, covering his sore eyes with his arm, feeling not just pain but also a burning sensation.
When filled with hope, one can imagine a thousand possibilities, only to realize when hope is shattered that these imaginations were supported by nothing but an insubstantial “clue” that couldn’t even be considered evidence.
Did Wu Sheng really use the love letter stacking method to crack the code, or was it just an assumption?
A cooler head would realize how presumptuous this “deduction” was.
……
Outside the bedroom, the three friends weren’t asleep.
Qian Ai, feeling hungry, found a pack of instant noodles and went to the kitchen to cook them.
In the living room, Kuang Jinxin sat in a corner of the sofa, facing Chi Yingxue, who was sitting in a chair.
Chi Yingxue sat in a relaxed posture, leaning against the chair back, casually watching Kuang Jinxin with a languid gaze, tinged with a bit of playfulness.
Kuang Jinxin wasn’t bothered by his gaze. In fact, he was also observing Chi Yingxue—his person, his demeanor, his eyes.
“Aren’t you tired?” Chi Yingxue asked indifferently, his expression calm and relaxed, but without a smile.
Kuang Jinxin replied, “Not tired.”
Chi Yingxue tilted his head. “Afraid I’ll do something bad?”
His tone suggested he wasn’t particularly concerned about the answer, just making casual conversation.
But Kuang Jinxin answered seriously. “I’m afraid you’ll keep deceiving people.”
Chi Yingxue paused, a flicker of something passing quickly in his eyes. Before Kuang Jinxin could discern it, Chi Yingxue suddenly stood up, stepped over the coffee table, and trapped Kuang Jinxin between his arms, one hand on the sofa armrest, the other on the backrest.
“Xiao Sijin.” Chi Yingxue leaned down, his breath on the other’s face, sighing sentimentally. “You really aren’t very likable.”
Kuang Jinxin tried to speak, but in the next second, he was kissed.
Chi Yingxue’s lips were soft and cool, like mint candy.
Stunned, Kuang Jinxin’s eyes widened, unsure how to react.
To Chi Yingxue, this was compliance, inviting enough to tempt one to take advantage.
Chi Yingxue deepened the kiss, indulging longer than he had planned, before finally pulling away.
When it ended, he realized Kuang Jinxin had been watching him the whole time, unblinkingly. The initial confusion and shock had turned into a calm acceptance, with the only constant being the clear and bright eyes.
Chi Yingxue felt a twinge of incomprehension, but he suppressed it and cheerfully announced, “Seal of approval. From now on, you’re mine.”
Kuang Jinxin finally got a chance to speak, his voice slightly hoarse. “Are you trying to upset him?”
Chi Yingxue was taken aback.
“Because he said he’s the one who joined the team, and the teammate is him,” Kuang Jinxin said. “You heard it too, right?”
The last semblance of joy on Chi Yingxue’s face faded.
He stared silently at Kuang Jinxin, suddenly seeming aloof, but spoke like a child. “He scratched me with a key.”
Kuang Jinxin focused on his bruised forehead. “You already made him hit the cabinet.”
“He also locked me in the wardrobe,” Chi Yingxue said slowly, his voice sinking. “I hate dark, enclosed places the most.”
Kuang Jinxin raised his hand to touch his head, like a kindergarten teacher comforting a child. “Next time, buy a portable flashlight.”
Chi Yingxue frowned, brushing off the hand on his head. He stood up straight, looking down at the figure on the sofa, and after a long time, confirmed his initial feeling. “You’re still the same as you were on 3/23.”
Kuang Jinxin rarely encountered such obvious dislike but didn’t feel angry, only intrigued.
He wasn’t afraid of Chi Yingxue disliking him; after all, this new teammate, regardless of which personality, didn’t really seem to favor anyone.
“You’re different from how you were on 3/23.” Kuang Jinxin looked up, his face illuminated by the light, vibrant and lively. “Back then, you were our opponent; now you’re our teammate.”
A strange feeling passed through Chi Yingxue. He was unsure of what it was.
“So you don’t have to pretend to be him. When we recruited him, we recruited you too.” Kuang Jinxin stood up encouragingly. “Don’t worry, I’ll take you to the captain and tell him you’re not Chi Yingxue anymore. You’re Yan Wang.”
Chi Yingxue stood still.
“I am Chi Yingxue. He’s Yan Wang.”
Kuang Jinxin was stunned, looked at him for a while, then nodded vaguely. “Oh.”
“Oh?” Chi Yingxue raised an eyebrow, a storm brewing in his eyes.
Kuang Jinxin found it awkward, so he tried to appease. “The name doesn’t matter, as long as we can tell you two apart.”
Chi Yingxue stared at him. “The name is very important.”
Kuang Jinxin sighed, saying frankly, “He says he’s Chi Yingxue, the main personality, and you say you are. Neither of you has proof. Who should I believe?”
Chi Yingxue asserted, “Me.”
Kuang Jinxin pondered seriously. “Okay, when you’re here, I’ll believe you.”
Chi Yingxue: “……”
Kuang Jinxin couldn’t be sure who the main personality was, but the previous Chi Yingxue said, “This Chi Yingxue can hear and sense what’s happening outside,” which was undeniable.
Perhaps even this Chi Yingxue hadn’t realized that when he was talking to himself, he was no longer the stranger of last time, but rather, there was a familiarity and ease that came with spending time together.
Kuang Jinxin still had many questions, especially curious about why he jumped off the Ferris wheel with him.
But there was time for that.
“When did you realize I was me?” Chi Yingxue suddenly asked before heading to the bedroom.
Kuang Jinxin replied, “I knew it the moment you came out of the wardrobe.”
Chi Yingxue looked at him skeptically.
Kuang Jinxin explained, “His face is warm, but his eyes are cold. Your face is cold, but your eyes are warm.”
When Qian Ai came out of the kitchen with the noodles, he saw Kuang Jinxin and Chi Yingxue knocking on the bedroom door.
“What are you doing?” he asked, puzzled.
Chi Yingxue was silent.
Kuang Jinxin answered for him. “Turning ourselves in.”
Qian Ai: “……”
The bowl was too hot, and Qian Ai couldn’t hold it for long. Full of curiosity, he hurried back to the living room.
After setting down the noodles, he couldn’t settle down. Determined, he left the noodles and rushed to the bedroom.
Upon entering, he saw Kuang Jinxin looking at Xu Wang, Xu Wang looking at Chi Yingxue, and Chi Yingxue looking at the letters on the bed.
Letters?
Qian Ai quietly approached the bed, glancing sideways at the letters. The five sheets of letter paper didn’t have much content, the handwriting was beautiful, and the paper itself was elegant and simple. On closer inspection, there seemed to be embossed lace patterns around the edges, barely visible under the light.
“So you mean he’s now Yan Wang?” Xu Wang appraised the new teammate, unable to discern as clearly as Kuang Jinxin.
“Not exactly. Well, still Chi Yingxue.” Kuang Jinxin remembered his classmate’s request. “But not the previous Chi Yingxue.”
Xu Wang rubbed his forehead, overwhelmed by the night’s events.
Chi Yingxue, captivated by the letters, didn’t pay attention to their conversation. He picked up a letter, tilted his head, and, looking intrigued, asked Xu Wang, “Where’s the mother source?”
The author has a message to say:
Owl: Your assist has gone online.
Kinky Thoughts:
I didn’t realize there’s a side CP… I was rooting for the Chi Yingxue x Kuang Jinxin pairing, though. And they move even faster than the main CP… Common Wu Sheng, take a note out of Chi Yingxue’s book.
Note: Chi Yingxue calls his other half “Yan Wang” which refers to King Yan of hell, who is considered to be the ruler of hell. He passes judgment on all the dead.
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