Author: 唇亡齿寒 / Lips Gone, Teeth Cold
Translator: Kinky || https://kinkytranslations.com/

Chapter 109
“Stop touching me, Joshua! What do you think you’re doing?”
Joshua froze, then gave a suggestive smile. “What? Did my touch turn you on?”
He moved his hand to Alois’s groin, where it was already getting hard. Alois was always so sensitive in front of him. Just a few touches could ignite his desire. Joshua knew every spot on this body, exactly where to stimulate for the best response.
“Joshua, we’re in a hospital.”
“I know.”
“Then why are you—”
“I’m not trying to do anything like that, really,” Joshua said honestly. “It’s you who can’t control yourself.”
“Who do you think caused this in the first place?” Alois growled.
“What do you mean?” The assassin lifted the hem of Alois’s hospital gown, slipping his hand inside to tease his cock. “Are you talking about me making you hard?” He lightly licked Alois’s earlobe. “Or me training you to be this sensitive?”
Alois felt that no matter how he answered, it would be wrong. So, he decided to keep quiet. If he had just felt a bit aroused before, now it was becoming unbearable. He spread his legs, wanting Joshua to touch him more fully, but the assassin seemed to be teasing him deliberately, avoiding the most sensitive spots and only giving him a teasingly light pleasure.
“Can’t you take this seriously?” he finally swore.
Joshua’s smile deepened. “How seriously do you want me to take it?”
What else? Just do it! Do I need to teach you? Alois screamed internally. If he wasn’t in a condition where he couldn’t move, he would have flipped over and taken control himself!
He really wanted to. Just as he was about to act on this thought, Joshua pulled the covers off, exposing his naked lower body to the air.
“Hey, are we really doing this?”
“Do I look like that kind of person?” Joshua held Alois’s erect member. “Your body isn’t fully recovered, so just lie back and enjoy.”
Before Alois could respond, the assassin bent down and took his cock into his mouth. He went all the way to the base, until the head was deep in his throat, then slowly withdrew, repeating the motion several times. It felt strange, but not unpleasant. Hearing Alois moan in pleasure even made Joshua happy.
On reflection, they had known each other for so long and done everything together, but this was the first time Joshua had given him oral. While the assassin himself enjoyed being serviced, he had never done it for Alois. Subconsciously, he was still influenced by the shadows of his youth, perhaps mixed with some arrogance and inexplicable pride, making him reluctant to “lower himself” to do such things. Now, looking back, this kind of pointless resistance was utterly foolish—how selfish had he been in his relationship with Alois!
Joshua felt a wave of self-loathing for his selfishness. But then he thought, sometimes being selfish was necessary. Making Alois happy was one thing but keeping him close was another. For the latter, he would use any means necessary.
He licked and sucked on Alois’s penis, wrapping his lips around the swollen head, his tongue swirling over the tip, occasionally brushing over the small slit. As he noticed the young man’s breathing and heartbeat quicken, he licked even slower, savoring the entire length from base to tip, then taking the balls into his mouth. When his teeth grazed the surface, he heard Alois gasp.
“Stop, Joshua…” Alois’s breath was ragged. “I’m going to… cum…”
“Do it. I’ll swallow it all.”
Alois’s remaining right hand clenched the bedsheet, his body trembling as he ejaculated. Joshua kept his penis in his mouth, swallowing all the semen. The taste was strange, but because it was Alois’s, he liked it.
“How do you feel?” he asked.
Alois didn’t speak and just nodded. The gown’s hem was still open, revealing his flushed skin, as if he had just been violated rather than pleasured. Joshua went to the bathroom to wring out a towel, cleaning his body (and removing any evidence to avoid the perceptive doctor’s suspicion the next day), then straightened his clothes and laid back beside him.
“Joshua, you…” Alois turned his head closer to the assassin. “Don’t you need it?”
“I’ll take care of it myself.”
“I can help you…”
The assassin silenced him with a kiss.
“Your body isn’t fully recovered.” Joshua smiled. “Once you’re completely well, we’ll have plenty of time to ‘take care of it’.”
“…Okay.” Alois mumbled, burying his head in Joshua’s chest.
The scheduled day for the surgery quickly arrived. Alois was taken into the operating room to have the prosthesis installed. Despite the doctor’s repeated assurances that nothing would go wrong, Joshua still paced anxiously outside the operating room for most of the day. After the surgery, he followed Alois back to the ward, where the young man was still in post-anesthesia sleep.
“Surgery isn’t the scary part,” the doctor said seriously. “It’s the 24 hours after the anesthesia wears off that are the hardest.”
When Alois woke from his sleep, he understood the doctor’s words.
He woke up in pain, a pain comparable to when his hand was amputated. It was like the feeling of a bound hand being released, the pain and numbness from the blood circulation restoring. The artificial nerves in the prosthesis connecting to the body’s nerves felt similar but more intense. Alois felt like the area in contact with the prosthesis was burning, with thousands of steel needles coursing through his nerves, not missing a single opportunity to torment him.
He had to endure the pain awake; painkillers would negate the surgery’s effect.
Joshua stayed with him, and Jolene and Kepler also came. To distract from the pain, Alois asked Jolene to continue telling stories of their past. He focused all his attention on listening, trying to forget the pain in his body. When visiting hours ended and the doctor came to chase everyone away to let the patient rest, the pain still hadn’t ceased.
“I feel like I’m dying, Joshua.”
The assassin held him, kissing him constantly. “Hold on,” he said. “It’ll be over soon. If it still hurts, just bite me.”
So Alois did bite his shoulder. Joshua silently bore the pain. He shouldn’t have to suffer like this, Joshua thought. If I could take some of the pain for him, even a little…
A warm drop fell on his shoulder.
“What’s wrong?” Joshua quickly got up.
Alois had tears at the corners of his eyes. “It really hurts…” he sobbed.
Joshua hugged him tightly, his chin resting on the top of his head. “Cry if you need to.”
“I won’t.”
“Then keep biting.”
“You’re bleeding.”
Joshua realized his shoulder was bleeding from the bite. This small injury was nothing, he thought.
“I’m fine.”
Alois sniffed. “But I can’t bear to hurt you.”
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